cupcake's drama

gong xi fa cai

2012-01-30T13:34:00.002+08:00

hello, gong xi fa cai. how have you been?

i have been good. the week passed so fast.. its first day of work. i thought it was going to be busy, but hmm, i still have time to blog, that means i aint that busy. so ya.helo helo:P

my cny was ok.. quiet and nice. the crackers were horrible this year. ggrrrr.

you know i have so much stuff to blog, but when i blog, i dont feel like writing. hmmm. but really i got so much to blog.

happy note, yee yee gave me angpow. aaawwwwwww;). and this year, my boo boo gave me ang pow too. heehhehehehe. tomorrow shall go and deposit money into ilu acc and top up my ut. wonder whats the price today.

surprisingly, today i am not that busy. why r? how r? tomorrow is gym. i have put on so much weight;( my face so many prickly heat and pimples;( grrrr.

ok gotta go do soem messenger work.brb if not see u tom. byeee

boo

2012-01-16T17:48:00.002+08:00

i've got 10 minutes to blog. i will try to squeeze everything in. act today i wanted to do some housekeeping on my blog, but did not have the time, till now. so i guess tomorrow? lol.

good news: mapcu dinner postponed to 2nd feb, so that means i am free on Thursday night, and i am going home. ya ky is on call on fri, so i get to see him for a little while on Thursday night:).

another good news: i signed up for gym at fitness first. yeah i know. ppl said i waste money, ppl say i erm, dunno la. a lot, but it was good rates, and i signed up in a booth. in inti, where i get more freebies, and pay a lesser price monthly and registration cheaper.. and yes i am in a mission to stay healthy and slim and fit and toned. yes i just typed it:D went for my first time on sunday, and it was good. oh i am flattt.ahahahaha tomorrow will be my first time with my personal trainer, meen.hope all goes well:)

on another fit+love matter, ky bought me a diaplo pro raleigh bicycle for our 2nd year anniversary. he bought for both of us... i cant wait to ride it on sunday:) though a quick one cz got reunion dinner, but yayyyy.... i love the bike sayang, but not as much as i love you:) muax muax. so we are going to cycle non stop(for the whole week since both of us are on holiday for frigging week)wohooooo and i wont be goign to gym for that week,so its exercise time:). our bike name is jack and Jill. mine has a bell. aaaaaa..*ding dign ding ding ding ding*. i can foresee i am going to be a very irritating rider.ahahahahahahaha.

another 4 minutes. erm, act there is another thing i need to blog, but pics are on my phone. so maybe later i will steal some time to blog from my phone k?

ok i will start to pack to go home. dinner is subway. got free coupon. buy one 6 icnh get one 6 inch free. this is january promotion:).

so see you later. whoever who reads my blog

smurfette

Ilu

2012-01-15T23:45:00.001+08:00

Good night sayang. I love you. Oink oink

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Location:Jalan TP 1/6,Subang Jaya,Malaysia

2012

2012-01-03T13:43:00.002+08:00

hello and happy new year. though i dont have reader, but i must put up a post.

i wrapped up 2011 with pictures. which is on my facebook. and i am i nwork, and i dont have it, so just check out my wrap up there ya?

my resolutions. hahahaha. did not do one. but just few things i want to do and have been thinking about.

1)save money. (omg la, this is like every yearrrr)
2) learn to chill more. (not elaborating on it, as its for my own changes)
3) become closer to god, and learn to lean on Him.
4) travel???
5 and love my enemy. ok la not enemy enemy la just people i dont like or have harmed me. love them, give them the other cheek to slap. because that's what Christ would do, if we are only good to people who are good to us, we are no difference from the tax payers. pray for the people we dont like.

this 21st january 2012 marks 2 years of being together with ky. its not a long period, bt we are still growing. may our love continue to grow in Christ, grow stronger, and love each other unconditionally, and may our fire and spark never burn out, insteead, continue burning:). whatever 2012 and the years to come promises, may we go through it together, and may we continue to ccomfort each other and support each other through ups and downs of our life.

though 21st ky is on call and initially i wasnt happy, but i need to let go.. and chil.. we will be celebrating it this weekend.

ok i am going for lunch then its work . so i might blog tom morning ok?i know what a werid way to continue my rsoution. ok bai.... hungry

merry post-christmas/boxing day/post boxing day/back to work

2011-12-27T11:35:00.004+08:00

hello and merry post christmas. yeah christmas 2011 is over. next week we will be ushering in new year. so fast hor? is like just yesterday i went for watchnight service in church, wishing everyone happy new year. and now its time to wish everyone again. woowww..

so before i start on my new year resolutions(which never turned up but i still want to do), how bout some updates on christmas?

christmas was great. spent it at home with all my loved ones;). it was a good one.

1) all of us were home(except maverick);(
2) baby was found( baby is this pretty hazel kitten opposite our house which we feed and grew attached to)
3) daddy sayanged adam after a long time
4) having all my loved ones together as a family. what more can i ask for?

and let us not stray from the main reason of Christmas, not the presents, not the christmas decorations, not having expensive cuisine, booze the whole night long, but the biggest gift of all, Christ our Saviour. God gave his son because He loved us. so that is the biggest gift of all.

so that was my christmas this year. ok i will continue after this. going to metro now.

Good morning Malaysia

2011-12-21T08:52:00.001+08:00

Good morning:) today is going to be another long day:( with the procurement. But no choice. Ok just wanted to say hi and have a good day. Before I sign out here's smth bout me memenemenen

And Christmas at suria klcc

Till then tata
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receptionist speaking

2011-12-20T17:24:00.002+08:00

hello, the receptionist is typing.yeah, i am here today. dont feel like doing anything. i tell you the procurement thing is so complicated. i tried doing it but aduh... i couldn't find the vendor's name, and apparently it hasnt been added. wth!. such a pain doing it and no one wants to do it and boss asked me to do and learn and teach them:( so tomorrow is another long long day.sigh.

christmas is this sunday:) just havent bought his aunty's present yet. saturday have to buy. and we still havent decided what to cook for this saturday night. how r? hmmm.

oh all my parcels have arrived. weeeee. mom said i jsut received another parcel today. hip hip hooray.

later have to call the gas man again. hope they can bring the gas tong. ok la almost 6 dy. nak balik bye bye

happy monday morning?

2011-12-19T08:56:00.001+08:00

oh i am happy for a monday morning:D not really. just the same.. i spent saturday being a bum, got wasted at wyno's place, not really wasted la. just tipsy:D. then sunday went to klcc and spent 59 on bloody popcorn.. but it's worth it.hahahahahaha then bought a pair of ipanema for myself. oh so nice;D. will uplaod the pic soon. my sis bought the same one too.weeee.. then our chirstmas present from each other is the sisters butterfly charm. :D

ok work starts. gotta sign off. catch up when i have time. happy mondya:P

smurfette

pee-a-boo

2011-12-16T16:07:00.002+08:00

peek-a-boo.. blogging from my new job PLACE;p normally i dont blog here, cz our email is also using google, and if i sign on my email, i cant sign in any other email. but today i decided to blog as i am bit tired, and this proceurement is so complicated. aduh!!! and worse part is i cant access it, they need password, and even though asnol has given me the password,it doesnt allow me to go further. guess i need to wait for asnol to be back on monday.

updates on my job, today is day 12;P today had training in morning, then i brought mummy's prawn curry and rice for lunch. had lunch, then did some filing, then went to receptionist to learn my new job. talking of that, a bit of complaining now. (oh no, she's started complaining bout her job) hahahaha ok la not in such a bitchy mood but listen first before u judge:D. two days ago i get a call from my big boss asking me to go to his room. he asked me to complete this survey done by random students and categerize their complains. he said i am new and i did not know anything. ok fine. i completed it yesterday. not that tedious la. then yesterday evening he calls me again, and says ask me to fill in the receptionist job from 12-2 and 5-6 every blinking day. ??????? that means i am dooing other ppl's work, and my lunch is 2pm. walau. he said bryan(the ssd exe before me) used to do it. then asnol told me, now i am free i can do, but once my owrk load is heavy, he will email big boss and tell him to leave me alone. i feel a bit used just because i am new. but i shall not complain now, i shall remain silent as asnol promised to email dr once my work load is heavy and i no longer can shuffle between ssd and metro reception. grrrr

later am picking my sis up at lcct. she's coming back from singapore today. and yayyy garetts have opened in klcc and one u. oh i am going on sunday. now no need to go all the way to singapore dy;) but its not like i hang out in one u or klcc that often. hahha act hardly lo. but for garetts popcorn this sudnay i willl go and buy a few packets. act its dam stupid to spend like rm50 on popcorn... but i tell you the popcorn is super awesome. seriously. i have never tasted popcorn that tasted like that.*drools*. the thought of it makes me drool now.....

tomorrow i am going christmas shopping......not for me.. but my mom asked me to help her buy stuff for everyone. so yeah.. so i am probably going to empire cz its near and pandora is there. hahahaha act nak beli can buy on sunday sebab klcc pun ada padora. i can go to pyramid but pyramid is too big la. i wil lspend more time looking for shops then actually shopping;( so i think best is go empire, and can walk over to body shop if empire no body shop. lol.

oh sayang is buying me a lunch box:D yayyy thank you sayang:d;D;:d i told him to choose for me.heheheheh.

ok la nak kerja ni. pukul 5 kena pergi jawab talipon. happy weekend and sayang, have a good call/calls. love you.

ok bye

smurfette

2011-12-11T16:16:00.001+08:00

:)
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Christmas around the corner

2011-12-11T16:13:00.001+08:00

Jingle bells jingle bells jingle wall the way:)

Ho Ho Ho Ho.. Christmas
Is just like 2 weeks ago. Preparation: hmmm almost all done, most of Christmas pressies bought and wrapped. Now only
Left his aunty my dad and an extra one for my
Mom cz the blouse is bit cheap
To be shared by 4. Other then that all settled:) Christmas tree is up and dazzling :) we changed the lights to all yellow, and it looks amazing

I told u:) but the bottom still looks bit dark. Maybe later rearrange the lights again. Ky says our tree is on fire:) hahahahaha

On Christmas
Eve will put all the presents under it:)

Didn't make my traditional fruitcake this year. No time la and Erm I cant find the recipe:(
And it was from aunty leela and she's
No longer around:( on mummy's side, think she's cooking up some big meal. Lol.

Everyone is coming back from hadyai today. Hehe sis said mom bought me lot of stuff:)

Oh Erm I bought myself a new Christmas dress and I promise I will not buy any more clothes
And no
More spending:) wanted to wear it for tomorrow's dinner but ky said it looks nice for Christmas:) so Christmas it is.

Bdw ky gave me a set of scrubs. Weeeee. When I wear it I feel like a surgeon or duckter:p it's so cool:)

Duckter is on call:) hahahahaha I am
Not a doctor I am a duckter:p

Oh my job, well so far its ok. But I foresee work load is going to be a lot when sem starts. So
I must embrace myself for a tough stressful year:)
But it's ok. A lot of things to learn and a lot of things I dunno how to do but I will get used to it:)

Day 1:)

Day 2:)

Forgot to take day 3 onwards. Hahaha

Anyways I finished knitting a fern lace book mark, but to
Y
Disappointment I made a boo boo and it's not sharp at the end:(

It's supposed to look like this:

Sigh bi difference and so ugly:(

Anyways I am going to play games a while then feed the folks. Catch up soon

Smurfette
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And it's back to the tired schedule again

2011-11-29T19:38:00.001+08:00

Oh I am going back
Tomorrow:( sigh but well, need the money, need to pay bills, need to buy charms. Hahahahaha
Oh
I need to complete my bracelet. Suddenly think pandora is so beautiful and I wanna wear it
Often so it doesn't turn black:) anyways happy occasion. My 25th was made so special by the people
I treasure and love the most;) it was a great birthday, and I am happy. Not cz of the stuff I got, but the best gift love. And love from my family and god. And I thank Him for this.

Reading all the cards he made me makes me tear:)
I love u baby

Oh Tzyy yun got that for me:) charco mug. Yayyyy love it

Hehehe with loads of tlc:)

Then we set up our beautiful Christmas tree. Theme is purple and gold. Canadian pine tree. Quite a worth it buy for a 6 feet tree.

If u look properly the leaves are very nice. It's like a criss cross tree:)

Final master piece:)

This was with ribbon but decide to take it off as it looks better without it:)

And to bring us on the Christmas mood, guess what arrived on my
Door step today?

Josh groban's "Noel" and Martina mcbride's Christmas album:) weeeeee it's really nice and Josh's voice
Is so nice:) so I will take jg first and sayang will take the other and we exchange once we r sick of it:) but yayyy and no it din just appear at my door step. I ordered it via
Amazon. Lol.

Ok go shower first.brb

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Hello hello

2011-11-25T15:27:00.001+08:00

I am officially an inti staff:) weeeeee

So what have I been doing for the last 2 weeks? And tell me
Bout it my
Holidays end next we'd.next we'd:( I din do half the things I was supposed to, but Erm I knit a few bookmarks. Wanna see?

That's mine:) wavy feather
In pink

That's a wavy feather For him in green:)

I made a braided cable bookmark for Tzyy yun:)

And that is a chain of hearts for Stephanie:)

And that my friends is my most perfect fern lace bookmark, farewell gift for Nirmala:) love it as its really perfect and last two I made wasn't as perfect ad this:) well hope u like it:)

Cable bookmark for uncle chan

The one in pink is chain of hearts for aunty rani

Currently working on yaus one then Xiang then sir and sits wife:)

So that's all??? Yeah sad but but that's all I did:( sigh been a bit depressed on that. Haven't done much and I am going back to kl next week. Sien lo. But the only thing is I am employed. Hahahaha

Oh rewind, I made a clover leaf bookmark for bee:) for his birthday. But forgot to take pic. But I am sure e likes it.

So we celebrated our birthday last weekend, and this weekend too, but last week was with family.

My favorite trans fat peach cake from secret recipe:)

My family and my life:)

My love of my life:)

3 beautiful young ladies

Birthday girls

Merry Christmas baby:) hope u find use in this book

Celebrating my new job:)

I love you:)

My pandora is growing:) beautiful pink opal copachon charm from mummy:)

And that my friend is this adorable hyppo charm from
Sis and maverick:)<3

Love it

Anyways will get back to knitting. Hope I can finish the yellow gulls wings today:)

Bye

Ps: tomorrow is shopping with sayang:) weeeeeee
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finally free

2011-11-09T11:59:00.002+08:00

i am finally free. i threw in the letter, we chat and told him almost everything, and they told me from their point of view, and i accepted it profesionally, and they said next time we stil lcan work together. it's fine with me. so yayy, today is my last day.. and tomorrow i will go to subang parade finish my bag, and friday morning i will go home, take a break for maybe 2 and half weeks. lol. cant wait for 5.30pm.wohooo.

anyways i am sick, was having mild flu yesterday, and today sore throat, i am feeling sick, but today i am happy:)so what am i going to do till 530?today lunch with ping .need to tell her i cant be ji mui. tiba tiba go change venue to klang leh.

oh good news, i got the job in inti, and it was really a good news, and my prayers answered. i was feeling so down yesterday, and tired mentally, and i went home told sis i duwan cook ,lets go for butter chicken, and i get a call saying i got the job, and the offer was not bad,m and yayyyy it's a no n-sales job. weeeee. that really made my day, and praise the Lord.. :)

bdw change of plans, ping not free. so lunch on my own. thinking wat to eat. maybe lunch box chap fan.okla i wil lblog my last blog later.bye bye.

smurfette ady

2011-11-08T14:17:00.003+08:00

my salary hasnt cleared yet. sigh. this means i gotta come to work another day or 2 AND BELITTLED BY THIS ASSHOLES. THERES A NEW INTERN, AND THE ASSHOLE totally ignored me, when i walked in he closed the door. scared i will hear their conversation, then ask his minion to help her out. as usual he is the asshole who is suppose to guide but no his minion has to do it. he ignores me. seriously??????? then i hear girlas voice in his room ,and he closes the door. wat else??? his idiotic gf skypes him and he has to chat with her. i give a rats ass la. i don't care about your personal life, just don't make mine miserable.

i seriously never met anyone like this before. if i list down the whole thing what they have been doing, you will be shocked. should i? since i have time lets do it then.

1) they knew i was desperate, and offered me a salary of rm1900, saying they were a small company.. but the previous sme, a fresh grad, no sales experience, also got rm1900. i have 2 years sales experience. i am doing the same thing now.... but i get the same as a freshy.

2) on the day i come for interview,( which i onyl found out 2 weeks ago), they refuse to pick up my phone when i asked for directions cz ,"i am a waste of time," they are directors, it's not their job to give directions. but one of them is my friend, "so called clsoe friends from um".

3) during DG, there was one day i could not attend, as it was aunty leela's memorial, which i informed them earlier. i MADE SURE I DID MY WORK, NO PENDING AND ALL MY TICKET ORDERES WERE COMPLETED, PRINTED AND JUST WAITING TO BE COLLECTED. HIS COUSIN MESSES SMTH UP, DOESNT PRINT A TICKET, AND WHOAAAAA, I GET THE BLAME, HE BACK MOUTHS ME TO EVERYONE, SAYING I AM IRESPONSIBLE ETC, AND WORSE, "ITS ONLY A MEMORIAL, BIG DEAL, WORK IS WORK, ITS NOT LIKE ITS THE FUNERAL. " HEY ASSHOLE, YOU HAVE NOT HAD ANYBODY CLSOE TO YOU PASS AWAY, SO SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUTY "IT ONLY A MEMORIAL". then of course his trademark, whren i went on sunday, shows me the most cb black face ever. my bf noticed, my sister noticed, and they stayed back to help us, but not even one word of gratitude. asshole!

4) after that, you keep showing stupid faces al lthe time. face bloody balck... communication none. he will ask for ideas adn suggestion, when i send, he chooses to repyl or not reply. so if hre doesnt like it he dont reply, or if he does he wil lsay, "we need funding. " i ask him for marketing how much do uallocate for funding, "we dont have any for marketing". seriosulyyyyy????

5. oh how can i forget, most important, my offer or contract. i was on contract from june-july. which i got it prob 3rd week of june. fine. he printed for me. august onwards was permanent staff ontract. mid august i ask him ,he said ok wil lgive me, end of august, he sends me a soft copy of it.. ask me to look thru, and he will PRINT FOR ME THE FOLLOWING MONDAY. i said ok.. then the following monday he was busy, and came tuesday wed thurs fri. followign week i asked him, he said, ey i thought i gave u dy? i said that was soft copy, not hard copy. then he said ok will print ofr me. came that week, next week, then there was change of working hours, he said he will change my contract and pritn for me. i said ok... came the following week, nth. each time i ask, "thought i give u dy." and no news after that. last 2 weeks(mind u this is in oct already) he sends me a skype msg, adelle, please print your contract and give me to sign. walauuuuuuuu you r employer., i am employee. where got employee print own contract??? then i ask him about the working hours,read this: " oh, working time is act 9-6, but we out of good will let you go home at 5.30.". out of good will??? mg please dun make me vomit la. trying to act all goood and supportive. then he said let the contract be cz thats the official work time. but other staff contrsct is till5.30. act this issue was anothr issue also. he tell me work finish 6, i have been going hoem at 6 plus, he never tell me its out of good will u go home at 530. after interns come, the tim changes to 5.30. apparently it was 53o before i came, but why tell me 6??? u dunno who u tell wt. so bloody disorganized. sp why previosu tsaff contract can change mine cant??? bullshit...

6. every time misscomunication ,dont communicate, just show cb black face. when he dn agree, he shows this reallly ugly face, and keeps quiet. so many times.

7. when i am on holiday, yuo just give every single thing to the minions. now i come back i dunno wat to do, and u suddenyl out of no where ask me to prepare my task, what am iworking on.. and worst of all ,marketing plan... marketing plan?? i send u so many time wat we can do... all lyou ignore and dun reply. whats app u dun reply... msg u dun reply, u dun pick up the phone.

8. promise me so many thigns, but nth given to me. ticket commision, teachigndrama, able to go into creative side while working as sme, commision for deals now... nth. not even 1!!!. i secured 2 deals, i foudn it, but i dun even know wats going on, not even follwing up. one u suppose to go together, but because some asshole shuts up and doesnt say anything iassume they duwan me to ogo, see see the other brother calls and ifres me where am i. wlaau... one brother shadaps, another borther askign why i not ther.e hwen always we go together. if he keep quiet means he duwan me to go. but nobody tells me. then its my fualt.

everythign is my fault. now tyouwnat me come out with marketign plan. wei dai lou, how many tim i have sent you al lof this???? and u never reply.. or u wil lsay no budget. marketing withourt budget? no more free lunch la, stupid!!!! even a sandard 5 kid knows nothign is free now. no money but want to do marketing??? ?where are your bird brains??? prob none at all.

so much things have been going on, i also cannot remember. but one word: asshole!

i am just waiting for my money to clear. sigh. i really hope tomorrow i will be surprised in the morning to see my curren and availble balance rm2162. if not i need to see him and discuss. i am thinking if morningmoney is clear, i will give him the letter when he calls me to discuss "marketing plan". i eil lsay act no need to disucss or u discuss with derene cz i a mresigning. and since i got no contract, idun need to stay 2 weeks. he is going to be boiling at the last part and say, "i sent you the soft copy for u to print why u din print"? i am going to say, first u said u will print for me, then u ask me to print myself. employees are not allowed to print their own contract. then i know he will say u cant compare to other companies, we r a small company..etc etc, but money related stuff u are dam efficient, that one not small company? but human resource u dun care. all ur staff has left. only left the minions and a new minion today. doesn't that show smth?

so tired to blog. now all i keep praying is tomorrow morning my money clears. please please please. i cannot tahan anymore. not lying . reallly cannot take it. sigh.

tonight dinner is ewither plum source chicken, hoi sin chicken or asam chicken. i think asam chicken sounds good:) with sawi. alamak, afternoon also ate sawi. tomorrow morning i wanna eat nasi lemak. might be my last or second last time. i am going to tambah sambal, one whole egg, and i know i iwll suffer in the toilet, but my last time:) weeeeeee. *please be open tomorrow*.

tomorrow prob lunch with ping ping. act dun feel like it. shes miss expensive queen. maybe ask her to come to the strand and eat wantan mee:D. good idea??ahahahahha.

ok, i am going to draft my marketing plan, which will nto be read and used, but just in case my money doesnt clesr, then will need to tal kto him. so i will blog tomorrow, and til lthen, happy tuesday ngiht

welcome back

2011-11-04T12:33:00.002+08:00

hello, i am back to work. which omgg. iam so angry.. but let's not spoil the beginning of this post okay?

my holiday and break was FANTASTIC. wing is married:) great wedding, you looked beautiful:)..

act i want to tell you so much bout the trip, but i am lazy. well lets do the adelle thing where i summarize. hahahaa universal studio was great... collectables are expensive but worth it, rides were good(of course i chicken out sitting in the galactic a ride) but i tried the rest:P, took loads of pics:)weee. which will be uploaded soon over this weekend, zoo was good but it rained, but it was nice cz me and sayang wore rain coats and umbrella and walked in the zoo, night safari was ok only.hmmmm, shopping,, oh i bought loads of popcorn, and garrets popcorn is omggggg so so so so nice and (fattening) but its os niceeeeee.. i am going to buy more. and ask my sister to buy when she goes.weeeeeeee:D after eating garrets, cornery is hmm ok only:P.

anyways i am going to do messenger job . yeah tell me bout it. like all the donkey job is mine now,. fuckers i tell you. i am going to ban kin my cheque and have lunch . so i will blog later before going home as usual.

hello again

2011-10-25T16:06:00.002+08:00

did i not promise to be back?hahahahahaa.

anyways the reason why i am blogging is czz i wanna pass time.. you know the asshole did not reply my emaail. and so iam not going to g oto work or even send him another whats app. wats he going to do?call me in on next thurs?show me blackest face????? fire me? oh he cant because there is no contract:) for once i am happy i havent signed my contract, cz i can do anything i want!:D showing cb face? already showing... wat you going to do??????call me a zillion times on thurs? i wont pick up either from office or their calls. give them a taste of their own medicine:) sweet. i so cant be bothered. they are meeting all the clients which i called and introduce, but not including me in the loop, and asking the intern to do everything. prob they suspect i am leaving... but until i throw in my letter i am still here. you are looking for interns? good luck .u want interns cz cheap labour... not one staff stays with you. but you make it seem like you are in demand. per lease la. do you know your reputation around or not? ur reputation is shit....

i never met anyone, or any boss as idiotic and such assholes. honestly, you are beyond comparison, why enfinity can have their own team?>why farida merican can have their own team together?because they take care of their staff. but you??? not even 1 stays on... that definitely shows smth. enfiniti organizes christmas parties and get together for her staff that has been with her for the last 10 years. of course asshole will say they have been in the market for so long, of course they got loyal staff. but those loyal staff must have been happy to stay on till now... everyone works for a reason, money, benefits, passion ,environment, boss, job scope, for me, everything i mentioned i am not happy. really slave driver. assholes!!

and i thought you are my friend..but you betrayed me, you never stood up for me, so i dun care even if i hurt your feelings. i am disappointed with you.

i am definitely leaving next week, but i am just waiting for my salary. they better not mess with my salary and dun give, knowing this bastard, he might, he owes the whole world money, but wanna act big. your gf is in for a lot of shit. good luck.!

its only 4.45. shit la...anyways tonight dinner is ckt*please be open* please please please. if its not open, i dunno where to eat, hmmm, sam burger kot. if not open, i dunno. aaaarghhhh. tonight need to fill u forms, tomorrow need to go take pic*please be open* if not i also really dunno how, photostat ic and pay slips and more certs,

i am sleepy and tired, sigh.... hope on jam later. i cant deal with jam anymore.:(

everyones busy. no one is free to sembang with me:( i am bored fo stalking so do wAt? sigh...

anyways ok la, last blog till next week. its singapore baby.:D. but i got interviews on thursday:( hope al lgoes well. just now ambank called me, ask for interview on fri, isaid cannot, but after 3rd can and if i am still working i dont care iam going on mc, and i will not inform that asshole, i will inform casey. too bad, he already shows me the worse face ever. whats he going to do?punch me? if he does my father will break his bones. literally. dun mess with my dad.... mavericks friends will bash his car up, do i sound like i am related to tugs?no act, just we dotn let ppl push us around. i am done lettign u push me around use me cheat me, i dont care if youre company succeeds or fails, looking at this attitude if you dony change, it WILL NOT SUCCEED. but if u change, it might... no company can succeed without human resource. never.. and with your big big dreams, even more u wont succeed. byeee.

dammmm its only 4.55. why is it taking so long to reach 5.30??sigh. ok la bye for real. sigh. happy holidays

singapore check list -part 2(28.10.2011-2.11.2011)

2011-10-25T09:47:00.002+08:00

so i am guessing i might not have much time after this, as tomorrow i will be in ti, and no internet, and i will be coming back to kl i nevening. no internet and need to prepare for interview, and Thursday is a long day, with 2 interviews back to back, and then night dinner with ky sis an mav, then come home, pack for Singapore(yeah i havent packed)*&&^%@_@. *dun worry, it will be ok ,chill*. then friday i am flying dy. so ok back to check list:)

most important:
1) passport
2) wallet(cash+ic)

equally important:
3) dress
4) tennis skirt
5) adidas training shoes
6) socks
7) blue heels
8) make up+make up brush set+make up remover+ brush cleaner+facial cotton
9) pearl earings and necklace
10)dinner clutch purse
11)clothes(to last me till nov 2nd):P
12)toiletries
13)camera
14)camera charger
15)phone
16)phone charger
17)sun shades
18)bookmarks(almost forgot this):P
19)panty hose
20)towel
21)hairband
22)umbrella

is that a long list? hope my bag wont be too heavy@_@. if not have to pay extra:(. mei you chien. ok la i will bog later. i better go work now... before idiot boss comes back. bai.

monday

2011-10-24T11:13:00.002+08:00

my bag is not completed yet. *&^%$#@#$%%^^&*. i spent the hwole day sewign the edges, till my finger literally bled, and i am supposed to complete it on wed, but i am going back to ti tomorrow after work, cz my ut and insurance cert and pay slips are at home:( and i need it for interview on Thursday. dunno when i am goign to go settle my bag, butttt i wil lbe resigning soon ,so i guess i will be bti freeer since i dun have a job yet?:) hope i wont be jobless for too long though.

heard smth that made me feel sad, apparently they avoided my cal levn o nthe first day of interview, they told everyone i am wasting their time, askign for directions, if i dun ask u , thne ask who? my first tim driving in kota damansara, my first time to ur office, and now u say i waste urt time and spoil my name in front of everyonr? and u r supposed to be my friend. i feel so backstabbed.

anyways i am definitely resigning next week or when my money clears.. too bad, i cant feel sorry for your company, u dont appreciate me and respect me, i am sorry... i am leaving..

i need to resign soon, and go 100% to apply more jobs, and be ready for interview, if i am still working its hard to go for interview, i dun want to simply take leave or mc, so it's best if i resign, and use that time go to companies, apply job personally. and take a break, maybe go back ti, rest then when got interview or need to go to company then come back kl, but then again i cant do it too much cz i am jobless remember?and if i take loan from ky, once i start working will need to pay him back.lol so yeah.

going to see wat i can do now, while wait for 1pm, go take photograph and eat sugar crackers for lunch. so i will be back in the evening. ky's on passive otday, and yay, last call o nwed(which i suspect is going to be busyyyy cz its diwali).. i miss him so much, first time since we were together, we din see each other for 2 weekends:( luckily i am seeing him for dinner tomorrow:) and prob brign him lunch on wed, dinner i wil lbe back i nkl dy,

so blog later before 5.30..bai

cupcake smurfette

what's on next week?

2011-10-21T16:33:00.002+08:00

busy busy week next week. why? ok i work for 2 days,yayyyyyy, then wed is deepavali, so i have 1 day to take a nice long break, because 27th is a busy busy busy day.. 930am interview with Citibank, then 3.30pm interview with uob bank. 930am is assessment, then 11am interview. hope it wont take too long, cz i will need to rush to medan pasar. i will be using public transport. so that means i have to leave my house at 645am, dunno should i park my car in ktm or drive to kelana jaya, then take public transport to menara Citibank. its using kelana jaya line. then need to rush to medan pasar(i think using kelana jaya line also. cz its at pasar seni, Bangkok bank there). wow.... but rewarding news, after a long day of traveling here and there, my puss in boots is coming down that evening, and we will go for delicious crabs /nasi lemak
( its not both. its either one, which we haven't decided) and on Friday early morning, we are flying to Singapore for a great holiday.:) Friday i am not sure what is the plan maybe just rest, hang around, cz i think everyone's working, maybe go walk around( which i dunno where) then night dinner with the gang, unless i need to go wing place to plan. i dunno, maybe. then sat prob go to wing place earlier with Loretta, then whole day wedding, Sunday go universal studio:), Monday go zoo and safari and Tuesday go walk around shopping and buy pop corn. wed come back to Malaysia;( and Thurs work, sigh. but yeah its busy busy busy week:P i hope smth positive comes out from the interview. i will be tendering my letter of resignation the day my money clear.s my salary, i will be professional,. i will hand over my work thoroughly, properly, and tell him, i wont stay for 2 weeks cz no contract, but i will stay till work is completely understood by derene and handed over properly, then i will leave. i hope i will have time to rest and start back new work. cz i really want to take a break. for a while... i hope i get more interviews.

anyways, nth i can do. just keep applying job, and smth wil lcome in i believe. plans tonight, mum mum with sister:), tomorrow wake up late, wash clothes, then 6pm go out with Chloe, dunno go where and whats the plan yet. then sunday go to lily to complete my bag. yayy did i tell you its done? just need to connect edges sew button button hole etc and voila:) cant wait*happy*.

another 15 minutes to go. shoudl i send hi mdaily update? yeah i think i should be good til lmy money clears:). ok la i go send hi mthat. i wont be her for weekend so happy wekeend. bf is on call tongiht and sunday:(. but nvmd i shall not complain. so happy weekend:)

puss in boots

2011-10-17T17:06:00.002+08:00

hi peeps,

i din blog today. does that make me freE? act i was not busy but not totally free either. hmmm. i called, snet out some emails, emails my resume to inti, applied for more jobs. act i am wondering, if applying via jobstreet really works, cz i applied like uncountable jobs in job street, but i received nothing. hmmm

its thunderign now. great. just when i am going home. sigh. anyways, idiot boss questioned me why i did not go last saturday.... i dun see how i need to go, its just a 1 hour promotion, and so much hassle, so much expenses, but i cant claim! you know when i go out, i always do the calculattion.. how much will ispend. the $ sign and question is always the main thing. it isnt exactly easy to be poor and live in kl. so when i go to times square, i wil lspend a lot on transport, as i dun dare drive, even if i use touch and go, eventually i will need to reload, it's still money. some more can ask me i should go, why idin go, and at least inform them. i dun feel like informing. and today u suddenyl remember the contrsct, but i have to print, which employee prints their own contract? when i ask him bout the time amendment, he says contract is 9-6, but out of our good will we let you go back at 5.30. trying to make it seem like this company is so merciful. my ass la. dunno should i go this saturday or not. wanan go cut hair also cannot .all hopes dash cz need to go for this stupid thing. sigh.

anyways its black, and already raining, and its 5.20. i leave office at sharp 5.30. how??i hate staying back later... sigh.but leave now i am going to get wet, and it's going to be jam.how how how how!

my bag strap is at 93cm(yesterday night) today i did 20 rows, later at night, i must do another 60 rows. that makes it 80 rows today:) then i will measure. i just need another 34cm(yesterday)hehehehehehe. cant wait to finish it. and complete it this sunday.

so shoudl i go back or not? but i really duwan stay leh. hate staying hate going hoem late. but i tihnk if i leave now, i might be stuck in horrible jam, i might reach later then normal also. how r?

anyways shall see you tomorrow. gonna send him his daily update frist, and contemplate to go home or not to go home. ok see you.

cupcake smurfette

dear diary

2011-10-14T16:29:00.002+08:00

dear diary......

it's been a reallly tiring week/month. sigh. its my job. i duwan to go on about it. its the weekend. and its raining pigs and cows now. how to go back at 530???@@. sure gonna be dam the jam lo. sigh.. how how how???? i must leAVE AT 530 I DONT CARE. BAI.

oh i am still here. hahahaha. talking of something not related to work, i finished all the singapore bookmarks and ky's bro's... now need to pack it:). but i am currently stuck with my bag strap. omggg. i need to do 127 cm, i am only 36cm long, i need to do another91cm, and it takes frigging longg to do even 20 rows, my fingers turn red, my hands are painful.... and i have 91cm more to do@_@, *horrified*. and my dateline is next Saturday night. why next Saturday night? cz i need to go and complete it, connect the edges, sew button,m connect the strap, on Sunday .. and i MUST BRING THIS BAG TO SINGAPORE, I HAVE NO MONEY TO BUY A NEW BAG TO GO KAI KAI.. (but this bag is more valuable then any bag bought off the shelve.) serious..... monetary wise, its dam ex.. i calculated the cost, to complete this bag, i spent RM552.30. (including workmanship la) but excluding petrol to go to ipoh to learn it, to subang parade. deng. rm552 can buy 5 vincci bags, or 1 fossil bag,:P but this one cannot be compared to any value, because it's handmade by me memememme. not factory made.awwww.. and this is my first knitted project for myself.yayyyy.... so kudos to myself. but yeah, i have to finish the difficult making strap by saturday, next Saturday. but i can do it. *signs jika kau fikirkan kau boleh, boleh, ...... yakin boleh* u know that's the Thomas cup song?? when they sung it when they won the cup.... (i am sure you cant remember because its been donkey years since they won it)hahaahhaha.

anyways, its raining, but i dont want to stay in office, i know its going to be blinking jam. but i think i will leave at 530 as planned. anyways happy weekend. so fast last week i was so excited getting ready to go Singapore, and its going to be another 2 weekends not seeing kunju, and he's on call tom and passive on sunday:( which makes it no communication at all. huhhuuhuhuhuh look on the bright side, we will have 6 days together i nsingapore end of this motnh. wohoooooooo!!!.universal studios, wedding bells, c ornery pop corn, ............. spending time with each other, snuggling up next to him, waking up next to him, morning kiss and hugs. oh i love that. well that is definitely something to look forward to ya:)

so happy weekend my virtual readers. baiiiii

it was all empty promises

2011-10-12T15:38:00.002+08:00

i was promised a lot of things, but not even one was given.. i thought i was given a chance to learn and grow( as they, i mean He said , i must be with them, learn with them) but i am not even given the chance to learn. all i get is 1681.75. nothing else. and free coffee. that all. i am not even given the chance to learn and expand my knowledge. how sad is that?

i need to be more aggressive. i need to like send 10 resumes mini to 10 different companies, then after 2 weeks send another 10 to different companies. no i am serious. i am having procrastinating problems also. which should be eliminated straight away. i need to buck up. not in job, but in looking for another job. its not going to drop on my feet if i don't look for it. i need to run...i pray that He will guide me in this process, dun let me procrastinate, something will come in if i am aggressive. i believe in myself. tomorrow, no i am serious, i am going to write down all the companies HR department address, and i am going to courier one by one.

they are looking for interns in sales and marketing. i suspect something fishy. there's another reason why i am sad, but i am just too lazy to type it out here. or maybe i should, guess i will feel better. sometimes when i am so down, and the one person i wanna talk to is not free, it kinda sucks to have that feeling, right now i feel so lonely, as in no one to listen to me..... and comfort me, and plus with my pms, my emotions are everywhere, and i cant put them in their place. lol. i mean not LOL-ING that my emotions are everywhere, i am LOL-ing cz it sounds funny, putting them back, like they are cookies, and we can just transfer them back to where it belongs. :P

anyway am i really going to do this?

i think i am going to summarize it. its omg so long la. so its like this, one boss promised me the stage management job, another boss keeps quiet totally. lets give them names, idiot boss and boss friend. so boss friend ask me to become stage manager, idiot boss keeps quiet. i ask boss friend if i need to go audition cz i got work to settle in office, he says OK can, but intern buts in and ask if she is still going. so boss friends say yes she is still going, why is she going if i am not going? he says shes helping out,... if shes helping out, shouldn't i need to go?but boss friend says i am am, and its OK i dun need to go, then why she go? ok. question no 1 not answered.

Monday idiot boss and boss friend went out to meet this customer. i arrange for appointment but i dun get to go. fine~if i am stage manager dun i have to go to be there since you are finalizing rehearsal time? OK question no 2 not solved.

today, idiot boss asks me to contact client, and say we cant meet them to see venue. before this, intern ask idiot boss, "what time are we going out today". then idiot boss says its canceled. i was wondering who is idiot boss taking intern to meet??? then i thought maybe is berjaya, since intern is the big coordinator. then after idiot boss told me to cancel the appointment today, which i wasn't even aware of, it suddenly hit me, maybe(i said maybe), it was the same appointment which intern was talking about, and my issue is, is she the new SM? what about me?? if i am the sm shouldn't i be told what to start doing? but idiot boss and boss friend both are keeping quiet. rehearsal are supposed to start mid Oct. that is next week. how come i don't know anything. oh before this, when i was having meeting with idiot boss, he said, "we need to find a stage manager for sp setia( this client) and for Shout. i just kept quiet, cz back to my question(s), i thought i was the Sm? means idiot boss doesn't want me to be sm, CZ my focus is on sales and marketing, and maybe idiot boss wants the idiot intern to do it, CZ no1) its cheaper to get them, no2) they have no experience. talking of experience, she knows nuts, shes not a even planner, neither is she a degree holder in performing arts to be able to be SM for a musical. shes a mass com degree holder.. i am a performing arts degree holder, with experience in sm. not much, but i learn it, i have done it. i don't have experience in earning money for it, but i know how to do it..she doesn't. 3) they don't need to pay them, but instead fear of needing to pay me!!!!!

so did they full fill any of their promises????? none. i don't even have a contract. where is my contract?when i ask, idiot boss says, "i thought i email you that day" then when i say he suppose to print it for me, oh ok ok ok i will give u later. every time i ask, he says that. if you are forgetful how come when it comes to money issues and clients you can remember instantly? but your staff welfare you don't? not because you don't, but you don't want to care. i tell you, a company may be very successful cz of your credits, but you are no where without efficient staff.

tonight i am going to eat happy food. i am going to kfc to satisfy my cravings to eat tom yam crunch and jelly ice cream. i am down lonely, depressed and sad, and i am entitled to eat happy food today. enough of sad things today, i am eating happy food today.

dam it its only 4.25pm now.

Beautiful footages:)

2011-10-12T11:22:00.001+08:00

Hi, so I completed the all the
Singapore gang bookmarks:) looks lovely:) I think I took pic of all of it. So I am
Going to upload one by
One with captions k?

This is for Lester:) fern lace bookmark:) it looks nicer now cz it's flat:) mode: moderate
Duration: 2 hours without disturbance:)

Chain of hearts(adelle's variation)
This is for wing:)
Mode: moderate
Duration: 2 and a half hours without disturbance

Clover leaf rib eyelet bookmark
Mode: moderate
Duration: 3 hours without disturbance

This is for ding:)

Chain of hearts(original)
Color: pink
Duration: 2 and half hours
Mode: moderate

Receiver: clarrisa:)

Cable braided bookmark in blue
Mode: easy
Time:2 hours

This is for Ryan:)

Gulls wings bookmark in blue
Duration: 3 hours
Mode. Easy
This is for you mark:)
P/s: a few boo boos and it looks like a spine to me:(

Chain of hearts in red
This is for Loretta with love:)

Wavy feather bookmark

Unique
Non rectangular bookmark( zig zag) love the effect

Mode: moderate
Duration: 3 hours

For you Jerry:)

Tonight I will post a pic of it. Of course I will be wrapping got in hand made envelope:) which we be settled by end of the month:)

I must do my
Bag strap this 2 weekends. I must complete it by singapore part 2:)

So that's my bookmark collection. Act I did more. I am working on my
Scrapbook, so you
Prob get a better picture soon:) yippie
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Location:Jalan PJU 5/6,Petaling Jaya,Malaysia

cz i said so

2011-10-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

cz isaid so, that i will be back:D

i told ya i will be bored. oh you know what i feel like having? i feel like having kfc tom yam crunch chicken. aaaaa. maybe tomorrow ask sis, but she very kesian. cannot eat spicy food and heaty food. nvmd, i propose to her later, maybe this weekend la. but i wanna eat it now. now now now!hhahahahaahah. i think tonight, i dunno bout sis, but i wanna eat Maggie mee letup with egg and kampung koh chilli source:D if sis wanna eat mee poh i make for her:D.

my wavy feather looks good. i started the first half of pattern, looks nice. think can finish it today. hopefully can. :)

my period finally came. i went to pee just now, got blood. its red, not dark brown or bronze or black or whatever color. its red.lol.so yayyy...

i love blogging at 445, cz time will pass to 530 very fast. bdw i am still stuck in doing my daily report. why stuck?cz i had nothing to do the whole blinking day.what a day man..if tomorrow is going to be like this i really dunno.

1 things to be done tomrrow:

1) send proposal to inuovi once approved
2) send proposal to companies once finalized
3) call charity(act i am very reluctant to call them, CZ i dunno what to say). say we are proposing a fund raising project, also no CZ we are not giving them money, ask to buy corporate tickets also doesn't seem right cz they r charity bodies, ask them to sponsor obviously no, ask them if we can work in angle also they might not listen even though its benefits them, so how? that's why i have been procrastinating this task,. i am finding it hard to call ,even though i have all the numbers, and i dunno who to talk to, which department, oh why is this so hard??????
4) stalk facebook profiles

ok la, i need to finish up my report so ican run at sharp 5.30pm.

bdw i miss my sayang. ok bai'

cupcake smurfette

REALLLLLLY BORED

2011-10-11T12:37:00.006+08:00

aiyo, i am so frigging bored today. no work. i have emailed all the pr companies, i have nth to follow up, i have compiled companies names for corporate tickets and sponsorship, i have submitted all the ideas to him for approval. i have followed up with drama student. so do wat now? omg la... and it's taking so long to go to 1pm, and after 2pm it will take forever to reach 5.30pm. how how how?????

anyways we just got back from Singapore. short but great weekend. cant wait for the end of the month. Singapore again, longer time, more time to spend with ky and Singapore gang, holiday of the year:D and a break from all this. honestly, i havent act had a nice long break since this year. i did go places, but mostly 1-2 days, over the weekend, KY coming to kl, chilling, me going home chilling. so this end of the month will be a real long break. 6 days but still better then none. :)

so the wedding was meaningful. i teared... so touching and sweet. hope all the best for them;) and did i mention wing asked me to be one of the jie mei.. lol. my first time, and i wont be left out. all this while i feel so sien. just stand there take pic, such a looser*sob sob* think she realized i was bored, so ask me to join along:D.

my lunch is granny biskits. i am left with one more bookmark, for Jerry. thinking of doing wavy feather bookmark. it looks OK but 28 rows. but good thing, repetition only once. so i do it twice only. it makes up a nice length for bookmark. hope it turns out well.*fingers crossed*

my period, i dunno if its there. i get pains, heavy discharge, and like little darker discharge, but no blood, looks bit red, but not obvious. wanna come out just come out. dun tease me. hahahaa. that word sounds wrong. but its true, wanna come out duwan come out, like playing the fool with me.

help me. what to do after lunch????????ok i wanna go eat my biskits and start my wavy feather bookmark. i promise i will blog in evening cz i foresee boredom. bai.

bored cupcake smurfette.

p/s: some pics worth keeping for fyi:)

oh hi

2011-10-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

oh hi, i am back again, another post in the evening means??? i am bored.. like duh.... or i have no mood to work. hahahaha. so typical lazy me.

went for lunch to papa rich with Marvin, Casey and Jonathan(inuovi) oh their dry noodles dam the yummy lo. and it was free lunch. oh nice. *cheapskate smile*. Casey insisted on paying. lololololololol.

act i think i am going to draft out a proposal for Jonathan, we think we can work in a few angles with them.. and he seemed positive on it. so i am going to draft out wat are the possible ways to work together with them, and send it for approval. and also drama. there was a walk in just now.

and on another thing, did you know bloggers earn dam a lot of monery by just blogging?? ppl act pay like rm800 per blog... of course not read for leasure la, eg: BA wants promotion, BA hires a blogger to blog and promote SHOuT!. so bA pays rm800 per post and apparently, one blogger alone has 40 ooo readers a day, so that's how we do publicity. didn't know blogging is so lucrative. hahaahaha.

oh i was just thinking, i am thinking of doing "my knitting scrapbook":).. where i will compile (or at least try) to get all the knitted projects i have completed, insert it with pictures, the pattern, and perhaps how to knit together with abbreviations and methods.. what do you think? i came up with this idea yesterday and was thinking about it and i think i should do it.:)that will be my own scrapbook.

my next project after bookmark(s) is probable christmas ornaments.:) oh they are just so cute. was checking it out, oh the gingerbread man the angel, the star, the ball ,the snowman the tree. aaaaaaa.. so so so cute. i wanna make gingerbread man:D.

then after Christmas, i wanna knit smth for him:). then knit muffler for daddy(they going Australia in June) yayy... and knit smth for maverick(haven't decided) then small projects will be mug holder. another very cute item:D. and by then, maybe isaid maybe i might consider selling. maybe only k? depends on my knitting skills. if they have improved and i am good at it, i might sell. as it is, with my bookmarks, madam said she wants to buy. she was serious. i told her simple one rm3, elaborate rm5, she said ok .wahhhhhh. deng deng.:)

anyways so I'll go do some work and i probably wont blog till Monday... so again happy weekend:).

bai

cupcake smurfette

FRIDAY

2011-10-07T08:33:00.002+08:00

......"It's Friday, Friday Gotta get down on Friday Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend Friday, Friday Gettin' down on Friday Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend......"

not that i like that song. just suddenly crossed my mind and it's Friday today:)wohoooo. everybody loves Friday..u love Friday i love Friday, we all love Fridays. i love this Friday more cz i am flying to Singapore today:D. short short trip, cz we couldn't take more days off, but end of the month we be going again, that would be a long trip, plan to go universal studio:D and night safari. of course the reason why we going is Lester and wings wedding. this weekend is mark and Loretta. talking of that, 12 years of courtship, that amazing. *touch wood*... happy for them, and wishing them the best as they embark in a new chapter of life. may the both of you be blessed with a lot of faith, hope, joy, prosperity and most of all, love!. may you both continue to love each other like Christ does, and may you both continue to grow with Him..

for Lester and wing, this 29th you will be officially husband and wife, and to wing, may you learn more bout Christ and you embark this journey together with Lester. i too hope the best for both of you in this new chapter and love each other unconditionally:). hugs to all of you.

so back to Friday, yeah, that's my weekend plan. oh today is my sister/best friend/s birthday:D. this is for you. guns.

"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to gunne, happy birthday to you"... love you loads.. hugs and hope it's another year to remember:)... and remember, age is just an number, you will always be 15 years if you think you are 15:) hugs:).

tomorrow is stanley's birthday. happy birthday cuz:D. have a blessed one. so it's 9am.. i guess it's time to work. hahahahaha. oh today gonna pass real slow. OK then, hope i will be busy, if i don't blog later, happy weekend, have a blast, be good and i will see you on Monday.

bai bai

p/s: hope i din miss out anything and hope ky reaches on time:). looking forward to see ky too.

sincerely,
cupcake smurfette

checklist for this weekend

2011-10-05T16:20:00.002+08:00

hello, when ever i go somewhere i must put up the check list which i am sure will be useful:) oh BTW we are flying to Singapore this weekend for mark and Loretta's wedding:).

1) passport
2) cash
3) wallet(which comes with cash and identity card):P
4) umbrella
5) balms
6) panadol
7) itinerary(flight itinerary)
8) dress:D( which i haven't put up yet right) never mind just see the full thing next week:)
9) shoes(heels)
10)make up+brush set+remover+brush cleaner+facial pads
11)accessories
12)dinner bag
13)Pandora bracelet
14)pantyhose
15)panty liners
16)shampoo
17)facial wash
18)body shampoo
19)punani wash
20)towel
21)......
22)......
23)clothes to wear and come back
24)camera
25)charger
26)shades(to take from ky)
27)lip balm
28)cotton on sweater

thats all for now that i can think of. will add when i think of more.

ok bai

cupcake smurfette

numbnut!

2011-10-04T10:46:00.002+08:00

when i was driving to work today, after i hit the entrance to leburaya Guthrie, was driving and there was this silver kelisa next to me. NBL17. young malay guy. he just wined down his window, and spat and the spit landed on my car. wtf????????? and i honked and honked and honked, and he just drove off. fucker i tell you. where is his bloody manners? never even apologize. seriously??????? if i see that car, i definitely will honk till kingdom come i tell you. really spoil my morning....

and another numb nut story, which i think has always been. i was sitting in front of him in the room discussing smth with other boss, and when that boss told him smth bout drama not able to start, bear in mind i am sitting in front of him, he says, "there is a reason why i made a kpi, the kpi is for "people" to follow. i didn't do it for no reason. if "everyone" don't follow kpi, my drama class will never start. " hello? where are your balls/ i am sitting in front of u, u got a problem, u tell me, dun say, ppl cant follow my kpi and people need to hit their target, when the ppl is sitting in front of u. bloody rude. he is another one no manners. all numb nuts!!.

OK enough of ranting for the day.

good news: my RM5-a-day campaign has hit RM300. wohooooo.*bravo Adelle*.. every day since august 8th i have been saving rm5 a day. and i am going to continue saving rm5 a day every day. this money goes into our I love you account. KY says this money in i love you account will be saved for our children. yayy to that, but i thought that money can be used for our honey moon ke or smth.. hahaha but oh well. good also to save for our children. but anyhow by the time we have kids, inflation will be so high, this money which we have been saving wont be enough for much stuff, but, better then none at all:).. sikit sikit lama lama jadi bukit kan?

my own saving, every month i make sure i keep 300 + to be dumped into HSBC. that's my own saving, which also i am wondering, it wont even be enough to get married or honey moon:( when i think of that i feel sad. i wont be able to do a lot of things for our wedding CZ i got no money:(.. some more when buy house, cant buy anything, all also need to agree on whatever KY wants. sigh.. feel so useless:(. i cant contribute for anything. sigh.

anyways shall blog later. going to call UOB now. then prob apply for more jobs. prob will go on MC, print my resume and go job hunting.

OK bai.

looser cupcake smurfette

horrible monday blues

2011-10-03T14:18:00.002+08:00

omaigawd.. today the monday blues is terrible. i dun feel like doign anything. no seriously anything. evne myk nitting, i made boo boo. aduh!!!.. later boss come back, need to call. sheesh kebab!!.

need to prepare for sponsorships. when he was explaining i totally couldn't register anything he said. and i am still feeling like it now. aduhhhh!!!!help me help me!!

butterscotch is in penang. i hope there is 3g there though. if not cant skype. oh hei we are going to singapore this weekend:) short trip for mark and loretta's wedding:). shall update checklist in a while.

meanwhile to pass time, we are going to watch shout now:).hehheehehehehehe. i watched it before but easnt clear. i din understand, so going to watch half. actually i got a lot of work to settle. but i just got no mood. wonder whats wrong with me:(... i hope it's only today. sigh.

catch up later. bai bai.

cupcake smurfette

friday

2011-09-30T14:49:00.000+08:00

it's fridya. and i am goign back to ti today,. but most prob going to be late, why?cz i got an appointment at 4pm and wil ldefinitely be later. sigh. if i finish too late, might just go back tomorrow early morning. dunno yet. shoudl i just drive back whatever time?oh well.. imposible meeting will go on till 7pm kua. it's a friday right? i dunno.... oh well hope it finishes early:).

anyways my hearts is forming pretty nicely. thin ki can finish it today, tomorrow i need to continue with my bag strap then start on new bookmark. i have already listed down for who, what pattern and color:).

so i am going to toilet, refill ma water and prepare to leave soon. ok bai. blessed weekend.

cupcake smurfette

ding dong bell

2011-09-29T16:24:00.002+08:00

harlo,

howdy?

oh i am going home tomorrow. oh long story. duwan get started.. no plans act, but yeah. butterscotch is on call. dun like*. its ok.. he has to.

will be meeting yun this sat for lunch. prob go laksa.

today i am goign to start on the real chain of hearts bookmark for clarrisa. oh i completed the clove eyelet rib bookmark. looks realllyl nice. wait, all of it is nice:D. ok la i tiba tiba no mood to blog. ok bai, bdw intern is tlaking to herself. prob trying to show ppl shes doign work and so stress cz cant figure it out. whatever.hahahahaha.

ok bai.

cupcake

hello malaysia

2011-09-28T12:27:00.002+08:00

macam lama tak blog kan? apa khabar?

anyways partly the reason why i wasnt around is cz stupid internet was down, and today, only my pc. what la....

anyways, exciting news...... no i am not getting married.. hahaha. i completed 2 bookmarks for wing and lester dy. one was fern lace bookmark, which there was some boo boo but vi improvised and voila:D. will update the pic on mobile maybe this weekend and yes with the pattern ok? i promise. i laso completed the pink chain of hearts bookmark, which me nad butterscotch thin kits really nice, buttttt when i checked the original one in internet, it looked totally different. mine looked like 4 hearts in a bookmakr, but the original one looked like many small hearts xhained together, hence the name "chain of hearts". then i checked the pattern and oh i did the wrong thing. but oh well, i created my own design:D. so i created chain of hearts variation 2:D. so now i have the original chain of hearts and adelle's chai of hearts. i am now working on clove rib eyelet bookmark. which i tried first time with the sui yarn, and went wrogn, and thought i shoudl try it gaain and be careful, and yes it did turn out well. am in 3rd pair of clove leave now, gonna try to complete it tongiht:D

bdw, we just cma back from camerons. fantasticccccc trip:). pictures later k?kinda lazy to upload now.

bdw me nad sis were chatting the other day bout married life and weddings and my sis randomly asked me, "why do you wnat to get married? as in like whats the first thing you are lookign ofr in the marriage"? my only thing was which i did not even think was, "i wanan spend the rest of my life with ky. i wanna go thru everything with him in both our lives, i wanan wake up next to him, share ups and downs together"... which is true..:) i love you baby.

anyways think i am going to eat ma potato salad now:D. will prob update later in evening k?prob aroudn 4445. cz tim wil lpass fast to 5.30:).

ok bai.

Gulls wing bookmark

2011-09-23T09:42:00.001+08:00

Hi so I completed the gulls wings bookmark for maverick which was exactly the same as Sis but this one with the traditional bookmark tassel. No I still dunno how to do the real tassel but this is more suitable for bookmarks ans scarfs:)

Nice? Will put up the design pattern later k?

Mode: easy
Duration: 2 hours without disturbance
Color: bright red

Fern lace bookmark started but bit dissapointed can't see the pattern clearly:( maybe need to complete it. Hehe this is for Lester as baby said mark must
Give him rainbow one:) hope it turns out well:)

Yummy NAsi lemak from little gerai near office ad they r so nice. Came to Salam with me:) Malays are very polite:)

Ok intern is snoring so I am going to do smith now. Bai

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FRIDAY

2011-09-23T09:19:00.002+08:00

TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF. heheheheh.

good morning peeps. whats new on your side? anyways, yesteday i used the subang airport way... nah i am not usign it dy... 6 km more, jam at certain area. means i get stuck in jam twice. this road leads me straight to USJ. i dont go thru federal. after the airport is jam, then when i reach USJ, thats the normal jam i go through every dya. means i go thru jam twice. not worth it lo. i normally use highway, pay rm1.2 for tol, but no jam all the way till usj. and i leave at 530,i am home by 615. latest 625. this one, i left at 530, reach home at 630. 6 km more, no tol but jam twice. so in long term, not worth it lo.. waste petrol(6km more and jam twice) and waste more time... 10 mintues of reachign home makes a diff ok? not cz i have extra 10 minutes to do whatever i wanna do, (i mean thats 1 and of course the main thing) but also in kl , 5 minutes makes a big difference in the jam. trust me.. whoever is readign and is kl drivers will understand this... u leave at 530pm no jam. u leave at 535pm, the jam is bad.. 6pm is crazy la:P. so anyways today mornign, cz federal was jam, i followed lebuhraya guthrie( which dad also told me before but never tried) so i bypass federals sucky jam.wohooo.. cz it cuts in to plus highway. so i saved like 10 minutes of jam,or maybe 6-8 minutes la. but this one got traffic light. :/, but nayways if i followed subang air port, then wil luse the same wa i came back yesterday, tak bayar tol.. but 6km more and further... nahhh!!.so since it links to the same, i just bypass federal and glemarie cz normalyl three jam, i come out straight at plus highway tol, so i used normal highway :).. reach the same time:/ but cz of traffic lgiht la. so it's almost the smae. one is stuck in jam and crawling. one more is static waitign for trafic light.but moves fast when its green. and not much cars around. think going to work i will skip federal jam daily:)comign back time federal is not that jam so its ok.

but today i am going home.weee. and tomorrow up to camerons. hahahaa. so lets count down... 10 hours to see my baby:)... and 25 more hours to go up camerons.:).

today is going to pass slowlllyyyy.. and i dont feel like doing anything. ggrrrrr..

anways shall update again in evening. till then. happy Friday.

cupcake smurfette

thursday

2011-09-22T15:21:00.002+08:00

T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y.spells thursdayssss.. normally u would expect this to be friday right? yeah i know tomorrow is still 1 more day to go to work, but it's already Thursday:) so that's smth to shout abut. hehe. well nth special today to be honest, other then another 1 hour 30 more minutes to doing nonsense.

today i thought wanna use the new way, but i am afraid if its jam. wat if its worse then nkve?normally all the non-highways are always jam, cz obviously, there's no tol and everyone prefers to use it.. so how?should i should i?

to do tongiht: pack.ahhaah. dinner is out. and i think the blue ish yarn is sui. every time i try to knit using it, it always turns out disastrous... and i wil lend up doing others. reallly. no joke man!!! just now also rosak.i had to undo everything twice... so wasted my break. damm. later must start and try one sst of rows to see if patern jadi. the next one i am going to start doign is called fern lace bookmark. it's pretty:). will put up a pic once i complete it k?i duwan to let you see the perfect one and my one.aahahaha. so all u get to see is mine. mine mine:P. dark blue would suit who?? i was thinking dark blue might suit Mark and lester. for ryan maybe light blue. for loretta and wing i will go for something bright.. maybe orange or red or yellow. i thin kwing likes yellow. for clarisa i forsee a maroon or dark blue too. and for ding ,hmmm he is a dirty green color. jerry, dark blue? or a blue shade. boo boo, please advise. you know your fiends better:).

for rin and aunty rani is dark blue, boon is rainbow, for my 4 ss team, i know wat color to do for you all, but i am not going to say it here, czzzzz i know one of u reads my blogs once in a while. lol. surpriseeeee.

for madam and sir, which i accidentally said wil ldo, (so now i have to) lol... maybe dark blue lgiht blue?? guys are quite hard to suit:P

was thinking if i shoudl do a couple one? like for instance, for mark is fern lace dark blue, thne loretta gets a orange or red one but fern lace design? or both get fern lace dark blue?what ya think? but the prob is not all couple may like the same color, or design. if same design but different color wotn be couple dy lo.ahhaahha. sayang please advise:).

but then gaain, its ok, cz i am pretty sure they wil lbeh appy hwatever color they get or design.. cz it's the thought that counts. correct? oh well, i am determined to start fern lace with dark blue later. so will finish this fern lace first, then only thin kof next one:). but monday i will go buy more yarn.

i told butterscotch the other day when we have babies, i wanna knit them the booties and socks, then ky said i can even knit their blanket.awwww but just need to be extra careful with choosing yarn and wool, as baby skni might be sensitive:P. so ya.. i will go scout around for the best material for our baby. lol. cheh talking like i am preggy now.. or have delviered dy.jijijijijij. oh well its nice to just think bout all this...and its nice to think of it with ur loved one and the one you will spend the rest of your life with. just a thought okay?

so i am goign to get back to work which is i dunno wat. finished all ym work, compiled all the updates, followed up with important clients, whats next? oh stalked some profiles...naturally. i didnt look into asos website today and will never look. you know why? i just spent a bomb on fire estinguisher plus smoke alarm plus some hood mask.. oh well, i am still thinking i am dam stupid for just buying it, but then again, it's for safety, and fire is so dangerousssssss.. it's prevention. i mean of course we never will want to use this, but *touch wood* when we need it and dun have it, then we prob say, "i wish i boguht it when the guy came and told us about it". right? i hate those thoughts. so yeah. at least if i dun use it(which i hope i wil lnever use it) its ok cz i am a person who takes prevention, and if i have to use it* touch wood again, at least i know i am prepared:).. so i cant use a smoke alarm in my ti house, cz boviously daddy smokes, so smoke alarm i give ky.. fire estinguisher i thin ki wil lkeep in usj with us, cz my mom wont know how to use it, and i iwl lgive the mask (which sounds simple, but you cannot find it in Malaysia, and only found in singapore and guess how much is it?sing dollar 199. the mask alone). only this company sells it... normally women in japan keep this mask in their handbags, in case of fire suddenly.. the mask is to help you breathe in fire, cz it can take up to 500 degrees of heat. and it's controlled item, you only can buy 2 products. cant buy for your whole kampung. so i bought 1 mask+fire estinguisher+ smoke alarm. it was a promotion price.(so they say, or so they use the sales method ).....(this promotion is only for today if you buy..if you buy it another day, it is the full price. ..yadda yadda.) hello?i am a sales person.. i do that too. to sell the products. hello???? but yeah beign a sales person i am still a sucker customer:P. but to console myself, and which is true, fire is really dangerous and did you know, you cannot use water and blanket and sand to kill a fire that's burning on human flesh??? sure u din know, cz come let me explain. when a fire is set on human body, and you think (or u watch in movie) they take blanket and cover right? wrong... when in fire, your skin will melt, then you throw a blanket.. the blanket will stick to the skin and when you pull out, you imagine yourself. i saw it and realyl couldnt take the images. if you pour water, it will burn the skin. kena lecur la, water +fire?? and laso if the fire starts from current. lagi sial. you wnana throw fire sand??? sand is dirty, it iwll infect the wound. so u imagine again. the best way to burn off a fire is of course fire estinguisher( it may sound absurd cz u r taking a tin, and spraying on someone right.. we always have the illusion of spraying smth from tin on an insect like shieldtox or smth) but this tin is dry powder. and it's class ABC. can be used for gas, human body, and liquid. of course the best iwl lbe to call bomba, but while waiting for bomba to come u need to prevent ma. right???ok so i am sounding like a sales rep selling fire products. hahahahaha.anyways so yeah, i guess i should nt complain bout buying this, just bit broke now:(...

on the other side, since i spent so much here, i guess i wont be buying new shoes for the wedding dy. i wil be using the blue pumps or so called pumps, which i boguht in Penang last year. well i wore it for albert's wedding. qutie prety shoes act. and since my dress is black and white, and this shoe is blue, it'll go. now just need to plan my make up on a blue ish. was thinking of the blue eye shadow duo pallete which sis and mav got me for my birthday last year, or should i go for a smokey black brown effect?? or use my mom's elken blue palette? bout my earings, wil lchekc my jewel box again. i have a lot of earings... might go for goldfish...or pearls, or dangling leaves, but some are too big.. butterscotch says loops not suitable. so loops are out. chain will prob just wear a simple one. then bag... hmmm i have a boring black dinner bag which the blinks are comign out..:( i have a brownish one, which might be the best pick, as i dont have any others, and i have a reddish stripe on which i dun thin kewil lgo with the whole combination and another brownish one which will nahhhhh.. so kinda in a dilemma now for bag. sigh. or i could use the pinkish shade shoes (which i am panning to wear for lesters wedding) with this dress, then i can use maybe the strippish bag, or evne the brownish one ,cz the color wont jump so much, as i can change my make up to this color theme, accesories can be the same as the colors are white fro pearls or silver or gold which wil lgo with anything below. but the reason why i din propose this shoes cz that means i will wear the same shoes for lester's... i cant change the shoes cz this shoes wil lgo with the dress( i boguht this dress and shoes for my prom in first year of college) yeah old dress old shoes. lol lol lol...) but it still looks new la. :). so how r?*dilemma*. hahaha.

ok anyways when i first type this blog, it was 3.35.. now its almost 5. yayyy/. means i need to edit my first paragraph. hahahaha. well now wil lgo pass fast. kekekeke. ok so goodbye for today. and happy thursday. gosh i wish this was last week. cz last week my butterscotch was comign down to kl, and we were goign for kam hion curry crabs at south pacific. *nom nom nom nom*. hahahahaah and it was just spending itme with him the whole weekend. but no worries, tomorrow night and this weekend will be another weekend spending time with him and family. we goign camerons yo.. go up, (while vomiting on the way) hahahha cehck in, have lunch, wlak around, buy stuff, take pic, go back ,bathe, go have steamboat, come back, pop terquila:P. sleep, next dya, buy vege, buy cactus, take pic, buy jagung, sayonara. then dinner. then next day do errands.. and tuesday back to work:(.. but yeah. ok so bye for real.. T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y hhahahaha/

cupcake smurfette

sien loooo

2011-09-21T14:17:00.002+08:00

sien lo..... i have nothing to do. literallly nothing to do. i have sent so many emails, replied few of em, i dunno who else to email. *think think adelle who else can i email?

justin sent me this link, www.asos.com, online shopping store, quite nice stuff but so ex.. duwan la... somemore all in either pound sterling, autralia dollar, usd. after u convert u feel like crying. lucky i din buy anything. i like their casual dresses, and like one of their stila blush/bronzer. have a thing for bronzers:D. thanks to revlon.hahaahha.

anyways we are going camerons this weekend:). holiday for all of us. weeee. including isaac ya?lol, and i am on leave o nmonday. such a lovely feeling:D.

feeling bit feverish, now having headache. i just popped 2 panadols. lets see if it works. i should have just poped a ponstan. sigh.

anyways today i think i lost 2 customers. both also same issue. we are too pricy. but hello, you engage a profesional but expect it ot be free or rm10. hahahaa ok was neing sarcastic:P. but seriously? keep saying under budget or other companies do better and cheaper. ok lo... better then you go there la. dun come bargain here. sien lo. sigh.

anyways casey just thought me the new short cut to work and to home. using subang airport way. no tol, no jam. hahahahaa. but today thought wanan use, cbut butterscotch is on passive, so i need to talk to him while goign back, and cant use papago. so maybe next week. i dun dare try it alone. wanna try it with sis perhaps... maybe one of the saturdays i am in kl, then go jalan jalan:)

this blog was typed at 145am, and only now i am completing it. anyways there is a fire drill talk later. so bosan. hope it finsihes fast so we can go back at 530. see they not even here yet. sien lo..

ok la.. duwan blog dy. bai

cupcake smurfette

Attachments for the love letter

2011-09-19T12:04:00.001+08:00

Below is attached some pics to be attached for the love letter

His unagi pasta@pasta zanmai

My katsu chicken filet
And rice

Shopping:) so we managed to look for this beautiful dress:) love it baby thank you, and my
Concealer, his jeans ans mine and his shorts. His jeans is from lee and shorts from camel, my
Dress from parkson, concealer from
Mac and jeans from mng. Looking for shoes but couldn't find any:( the hunt is still
On:)

Smurf smurf:)

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Location:Jalan Merbah 11/2,Petaling Jaya,Malaysia

cupcake misses butterscotch

2011-09-19T09:26:00.003+08:00

my dearest butterscotch,

thank you for the superb weekend. thank you for spending time with me, thank you for never being calculative, thank you for going back on monday morning despite being tired and having a long day ahead. thank you for loving me unconditionally. i love you very extremely much my little butterscotch.

as i write this "letter" i feel so sad, cz i am in work and ur in work, and i miss you so much. it was a great weekend(it always is when i am with you). and we did not do naything extraordianry, but just spending time with you is the bestest feeling. waking up at watever time, wearing our pjs with smelly breath, sitting and watching cartoons, drinking coffee munching on whatever we have in the kitchen, going shopping, coming home, knitting while you read/nap/ do presentations, doing stuff we do daily, but when it's done together, oh such a nice feeling:). waking up next to u is great, morning kiss makes my day, and you know i dont do coffee, but u insist on makign me coffee in the mornings. you make it a point to help me hang my clothes, even thoguh i said no need. you touch me in ways no one else does. and i love you for that.

as we go along in this relationship and as we still learn and get closer to each other, let us not forget Him in our lifes and may we continue to grow in His name, as much as we depend on each other, let us depend on him more:).

i am the world, and you are my sun.. cz you keep me warm:). when you are cold at ngiht, you never try to steal the blanket from me. you always make usre i am hapyp nad comfortable. what else can i ask for? :). thank you baby for being you, and for being so uspportive of me. thank you for always trying to find ways to contribute to our TG cz you know its a tough period for me and my sis. the little things you insist on buying like coffee, our groceries, and not being stingy and keep asking me if i have this and that and wanting to buy more. for even offering to sponsor my petrol, it means a lot to me.

for lovign every single thing i do, evne if it's not perfect, but in your eyes, it is. little things like that puts a smile on my face and in my heart.

i am so blessed to have you in my life, and i will cherish you for the rest of my life and make you happy, and i will continue to take care of you in any way i can. this i promise you. i love you my little gutsy butterscotch. smurf smurf smurf smurf.

till we meet again on Friday night.

with loads of love hugs and kisses,

yours and only, cupcake smurfette:)

15.9.2011

2011-09-15T16:23:00.002+08:00

a: "...we are a performing arts company that produces performances and musicals........"
b:" oh performing arts..... what type of performances?"
a:" oh we have big band, show choir, musicals and we too can customize according to what our client wants."
b:" oh.. performign arts.... do you have clown services?"
a: *stunned at a moment then burst out laughing.*
what a thing to ask me if we provide clown serivces? seriously dam hillarious. wel lthat made me laugh a lot otday. kakakakaakakaka..

anyways its only 4.35pm... i got another 55 minutes. which think will pass fast, but it could be faster. lol. bored la.:(. did the same old thing, but as promised, i am in a happier mood.. i am sure you know why:D.

so lets go finish up a little bit of work, and bai bai.

happy malaysia day and happy holiday and happy weekend:D.

cupcake.

p/s: oh i was suppose to think of a name for bf cz i am cupcake and he needs a name too, i suggested macaroon he duwan i suggested tiramisu he din reply, but prob duwan too long, so yeah. still pendign a new nickname for him:D. anyways ok bai bai

14.9.2011

2011-09-14T15:05:00.002+08:00

hello... i am bored. and sien of doing this work. i have work but just bored. and my temples are kinda painful .it comes very often. i have no idea why. hope its nothing la:(..

anyways tomorrow is thursday, and friday is a holiday!!.weeeeeee... tomorrow bf is coming down.. did i mention?4 nights 3 days:) which of course will go pass blinking fast. but anyways plan for the weekend?

thursday night pick me up, then meet sis and mave for seapark nasi lemak. i hope u are open!!!, then friday whatever tim we wake up, make breakfast then go subang parade, settle my bag and learn to do tassels. then go to cold storage, walk around, hunt for dress/tops for him.. we di nfind any though. then come back, chill nap,apply for jobs, shower, then go south pacific crabs:D. *droools*.

then sat whatever tim we wake up(but not too late) go to pyramid, have bfast/brunch, walk around buy concealer and jeans(s) for him and me) look for dress(if haventfound la):P catch a mvie or 2, then eithre have dinenr there, or come back home and coo kdinner, then chill, and do whatever we feel like doing:D.

sunday, go to church, have brunch, come home nap, chill ,apply for more jobs, knit then dinner, then mop because next week is a full 5 day week and bf is going back:(

so thats my weekend plan for this weekend. whats yours? sheesh.. i still got one more day to work:(. sien la... i am yawning non-stop now:)

anyways i am bored. haha and i am looking for more knitted bookmarks patterns. found so many, hahaha but some seem hard. hmmmm. i completed gunne's one but dunno how to make tassels, so need to go to parade learn then do.:P. anyway i am bored, but need to follow up some work. update tomorrow k?tomorrow at this time i promise i will be in a much happier and better mood:D. cant wait.

ok bye. happy wednesday:)

cupcake

no good mood

2011-09-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

no good mood. stay away!

Randomness

2011-09-12T12:33:00.002+08:00

Hello, blogging from
Betsey. So
As I blog there be pictures and captions, so ya.

Thats my bf with new hair do- he says it's monkey hair:) love it:)

And I completed my
First bookmark:) isn't it beautiful. This is for u sayang. To remind u to read more and think of me:) it's called braided
Cable bookmark:) love the effect:) oh I love cables:) duration to complete: 3 hours or less:)

Looks good as a bookmark:)

Then one of bf's school
Mate got married last Saturday, so I went with him, and was dressed in purple
Dress
So decided y
Make up
Should be purplish and gold too. I tested 2 different ways on my
Hand and decided
To go for the goldish one cz it looked oh so nice on the hand but looked different on eyes. Hmmm
That's why y theory of
Eyes shadows are cheats cz u alwaystest on hand when u buy and it looks so good but looks different on eyes. Nut maybe it's my
Technique that
Is wrong:p so ya

This was the
First color testing, was using all the Mac pigment colors.and stila dark purple
Black. Used summer shimmer (4 for 135) used purple as
Base, then the light shimmer light pink to highlight the brow bone and enhance the eyes with
Stila dark dark purple

This was same purple pigment as base, and used the gold from surf the ocean pigment to highlight
Brow bones and this time
Used the Mac Matt dark purple to enhance it. I liked this effect even Sis and mom said this was really good. So I settled for this eyes but when I applied on my
Eyes it looked like this:

Kind different right? This is with
Eye base, eye liner on top eye lid and with
The best blending brush. But anyhow it looked different but i was quite satisfied with the blending ans how it looked, though bf din think it was nice or got difference and thought it was quite overly
Done, but nvmd, I was satisfied with
My
Technique:) so overall how I looked?

Can u see the difference? Do I look nice? Feedbacks:)

So that was that, then I started on second bookmark, now not doing cable but learnt how to do k2tog, psso, s1k1 and I think it's lace:) and learnt increasing stitches and decreasing stitches, learnt how to make the arrow Shape like tis:

Was so excited to get this completed and I did but was disappointed at the end. Cz I binded it off in a rush and accidentally cut the wrong yarn off and now it looks like this/

See th knot at the corner if it? Well it's not just a knot if I pull it it will just unravel and I cut it off so I can't even weave it in:( b said he wants it cz perfect
Or not perfect he will
Love it and he still
Loves me:) awww but I can't give anyone including bf cz it will
Unravel.:( luckily
It's just. A bookmark and it only took me solid 2 hours to complete a bookmark. But feel disappointed:( anways I am going to do another today again and see:) *cheer up
Adelle*

Those are the pics, will blog again on pc after lunchZ sotill
Then enjoy ur lunch:)

Cupcake
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:P

2011-09-09T15:48:00.002+08:00

the clock is moving so blinking slow. i have been emailing the whole day. omgggg i am so tired and bored of emailing. and the intern is kinda lazy too. and she talks too much. give me a break!!!! shes been doing nothing at all.repairing her phone, and when i ask her to find more ideas to bring in more students, she gives me the WTF face, and ask me to send her the ideas which i forwarded to boss. so idid, but shes not even working on it. shes on the phone, smsing. ...

boss is i dunno where, wither upstairs or stealing bones. frustrating and he hasnt even given me my contract. sigh. i wonder whats my job on monday.

i qam going to try applying in government department again. dunno if got chance to get in. i appied last, but nth. even though the salary isnt high, but got allowance and it's government. they take care of their staff. unlike some.hmmmm. contract pun tak dapat. i know i shouldnt compare goverment and a 'small' private company, but i have to.

i am goign back today. oh did i mention in previous email? hahaha. 1 and half hours more before i leave this idiot place:P.

anyways, what have i not updated? oh i finished the bookmark:D thats for my boo. nyeh heheheehhe. but i am just not too satisfied with the ending of it. hmm. still need to improve.

this weekend sayang asid we go dress hunting:D. he buying me a dress. yayy:) and next week when he comes down kl we go top hunting for him:).

cant wait to go home. hahahaha. i wonder who reads my blog. hmmmmm. i am bored, and sien lo. whole day email. anyways what sould i do now?sick of stalking people's profile. then duwan emai first. very sien lo.

ok la peeps. i will froce myself to do my work. meanwhile whoever is reading, have a pleasant wekeend ahead, happy flyday and be safe i nwhatever u are doing:). byebye

yours,
cupcake

TGIF again

2011-09-09T08:50:00.002+08:00

act we should thank god for every day given to us, not just fridays.n i am thankful for the days given to us..:) but my title says tgif cz i followed the restaurant name .hahahaha

anyway good morning malaysia. i am goign home today. yayy. and yesterday or just now, i had this horrible cram on my leg, frigging painful, i had to wake u psuddenyl and luckily sis was there to massage. aduh. and now i am wlaking weirdly cz its stil lpainful. sigh. wasted one hour of sleep:(. anyways wat am idoing today? i dunno..

hope ur weekends are good. iam going to see what i can do. ok bye,..

Footages from betsey

2011-09-05T12:09:00.001+08:00

Harlo, I managed to do my
Own make up and wow I love it. Love the make up, love the brush, love the effect love the technique, and I love myself:d anyways I am not good at taking pics with my phone o my make up but I hope it was clear enough. I liked it and the way k looked in person :)

Brown natural shades:)

Yeah that pimple was blinking big

This was for alberts wedding:)Love the new polka dress too:)

Heheh thank you thank you

Boo boo

I got our vrooom vroooom:)

Charco, reddish twin, sunnish twin, charco:) happy birthday peeps and happy august pressie baby

Then on 31st night we gathered at aarons place and played monopoly and ate tapika ccf:) dam nice and Kentucky nuggets. I was the first to bankrupt btw:p

Awwwww:)

This was for moms bosses daughters wedding:)

Sudden outburst of pimples:(

Tadaaaaa

Bookmark:)

Hehe wonder who will get this? Lol

Anyways mom fried rice for me for lunch:) byee
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cupcake is back

2011-09-05T10:05:00.002+08:00

and hello... after one whole week... of course i am in a calmer mood. i recalled my last post being a total bitch.aahahha. oh well, i am not now. so yes, hello and wlecome back to work everyone. (though some worked on last monday and Friday and Saturday and sunday). well that obviously is onyl for ky. haha. poor thing. anyways i am back today with terible monday blues. but not so blue cz mat busu isnt in. oh i don't want to start on mat busu. to spoil this beautiful day. hehehe. lets talk bout my one week break:)

last saturday, darlene chloe and leon and me came back to ti, at 5am. to beat the jam. it was a funtasbulous weekend, with loads of booze, laughter and catching up:). we must do this more often ya?:)

then monday i had to work*&^E#$#%^^&&(&%$#$^. so my sweetie bf said he will drive me down. so we came back to kl, while i vwas in work, he chilled in aaron's place and lepaked with aaron.( aaron followed him us down to keep him company). so after breakfast, i went to work they went and chilled in his house, then went to mv to pass some mugs to hazel(k-zone) then lunch then he dropped me off at office and they went to sunway to settle some stuff and pick up fiona( fiona was following us back). they reached my office at 530 and was at mamak waitign for me. i was upset and sad, as usual work, and i got my cheque, and it made me so depressed. cz how am i going to survive with that amount? they deducted my epf, and even ky said its really little and i am getting a reallly raw deal. i havent even got my contract till now. and that wodnerful person is away for 2 days. so anyways when i went to the mamak, 3 smilign faces greeted me ad of course most was ky. and he offered me smth that made me smile even bigger. a starbucks create your own tumbler. and best was inside got java chip. our favourite. he bought 2, one for each, cz he knows i love couple stuff. awwwww... my baby knows how to cheer me up. i love you sayang. thank you. but without the tumbler also seeing him just made my day:).

so anyway we went home, loads of laughing in the car:P. the whole week passed fast, and we made tiramisu, slept a lot, laughed a lot, went to opahs house for raya, had good fodo for dinner and lunch, spent time at home, knit. and oh did i mention my bag is done? ok not literally cz i need to go back to get the strap and zip, but the bag is finished. supposed to use 4 balls, but 3 is long enuf. pics will be in the next post cz its from my phone:). oh love it. cant wait to get it completed:). and i started on bookmarks. did one and so far looks nice:). now just need to figure out how to increase adn decrease stictvhes so i can do the arrow shape:). and oh i still dunno how to do tassels. hmmm.

oh and congrats to albert and adel, kamalesh and peshna for tieing the knot on 31st august 2011. to the 2 newly weds, congratulations and god bless the 4 of you, and bless this new family. happy married life! i only could attend albverts, as it was on same day, and time, and albert informed me long time ago. one of the first to know after he proposed to adel. its so weird how albert is finally married.. thats a fast thing. haha.

oh o nanother happy note, stephanie and jason are gettign registered on 30th september 2011. i am so happy for both of u. and girl, after all you went thru, you deserve al lthe happiness and joy. and jason is a great guy, and we wish you all the best in another chapter of life:). anddd i am goign to be the bridesmaid. woohooooo...

anyways yadda yadda yadda the week went pass super fast, and crappos, now i am back i nwork. and that wonderful person is away but sends emails to do work.

i already miss home.and i am dam stress. just finished meeting. and we need more students for drama to start the class on saturday. we have 2 only. we need another 4 at least to cover cost. sigh. how now? i relally hate marketign and sales. and worse is i dont have a contract, or guide to follow. i feel like why am i workign so hard for? for the miserable 1681? but i dun have anything to do and dunno what to do.. there's no structure in anything. sigh.

anyways ok, gotta get back to work. will update i nevenign gaain as usual.

bye.

p/s: bdw why cupcake? in the morning when i was driving,i called sayang just to talk to him, and asked him whats his bfast. he said most prob cupcake. so i said which flavour cz think my mo mgave him all butter instead fo chocolate. and i said am so sorry.. then dunno how we ended up then he said, "it's ok, you're my cupcake". awwwww. muax muax muax muax my cupcake. oh wait, he's my little MARSHMALLOW, and i am his little MARSHROOM.hahahahahahaa. ok bye

cupcake

2011-08-24T12:54:00.002+08:00

so i think i know how to knit bookmarks dy. i dun need to use their patterns:) but i might stil lneed to go back and buy yarn from them, or needles, and ask them to teach me to do tassels. cz i duno how to, and with tassels look nicer as bookmarks. but i only know how to do one. will it be ok to do one design different colors? boring kan? oh well see how it goes:)

bdw my parcel has arrived at home. weeeeee. cant wait to open it:).

maybank cash deposit machine is stupid. wasted my time walking there, and just couldnt press. i know how to use it okay? i am an ex-banker. i know!!!!so now i need to go back to public bank, cash in money to my account, use my atm card and ibg transfer. and charge me rm1 when maybank is just there and i can depsoit strasight, but because some machines are not oqwrkign ineed to waste rm1. sigh. but ok la. need to get it done..

expenses increasing salary remains the same. how sucky is that? sigh. so deprssing thinking of it.

managed to get more names and emails. so today i will beed to finish up the hotel names and cotnacts, call and email some today. tomorrow i will be bored:(. and Friday too:(.

anyways thin kam going out now to public bank. update in evening k?

meh meh

2011-08-23T12:30:00.002+08:00

Sebenarnya, pelajar di Malaysia tidak suka meniru dalam peperiksaan. Akan tetapi, tiada ikhtiar nak buat macam mana kerana ini arahan dari Jabatan Menteri Pendidikan.

Sebab, setiap helai kertas peperiksaan tertulis: SILA LIHAT SEBELAH. Hahaha! hahahha quoted from my friend michael. i find it so funny, cz it's so true:).. malaysians:P..

today i wanna leave at 6.. but takut jam. maybe go maybank bank in deposit for camerons trip in end of september.

bdw, i bought my sis and maverick's birthday present. weee .so excited... hope it arrives soon. i promise i will show it here:D.

"aku tak de feeling kat ko la"

2011-08-23T10:22:00.003+08:00

hahaahaha. .what a title right? anyways i started my day by hearing that. hahahahaa.
at 6.50am, i try to sleep in the car, and i am awakened by this stomping and running and loud voice. i turn to see who is it, and see 2 teenagers arguing.. they stand in the middle of the road, and start pushing each other, and arguing and i hear, " i tak de feeling kat u lagi. biarla". then i see the guy trying to carry her away. they walk off. they come back, now sitting near where i park my car and i hear her saying, " i nak break up. pi la ko" drama hari ini:)
omg la... go and fight in a private place can or not? they were fighting right in the middle of the road, and thinking that at 6.50am n one can hear. but there were a few cars parked there. one of it was mine obviously.. and i am trying to sleep. i wake up at blinking 6am and am outside office at 6.50. i need to sleep.. and heere i get some drama pagi ini. it was hilalrious lo. and the girl look like some bohsia girl, and the guy... he was like 12 years/ she looks 13 or 14 but dress up like a slut. sorry.. that word is quite free in our vocab lately (due to some reasons) hahahaha its a private joke anyway. so yeah. anyways anyways anywayss, 4 more days to see meh meh!!!:) miss him so badly..

ok will post and blog nanti petang bila i bosan k? okthnxbai!

meh meh

no holiday

2011-08-22T16:20:00.002+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i just discovered next monday and friday confirm got work. who goes back to work??????aaaaarghhhhh.... and i dont even know how many blinkign leave i have. so sat early mornign i am going back to ti with darlene and kids, chill get drunk catch up, then monday early mornign go back to work:(.. but luckily bf says he's gonna accompany me:). so it wont be so bad, then we will go back on Monday evening, chill catch up, drink, catch up rest.. then friday i have to go back to work!!!!!!!!aaaarghhhh. and it sucks cz my work isnt near my place..:(. if i go back to ti on friday evening, its like dam a lot of petrol tol. @_@. and thin kky is on call too. he said if not on call and not working he will come down to kl. so idont have to go bck ti. if onyl i was rich, iwould go back every week:(. now have to plan. sien lo have to work. if not can stay on till monday mornign only balik. sigh.

anyways, i just feel depressed today. i feel like leaving at sharp 6, but it's kinda jam. one part tells me screw the jam and just embrace it and go home. even though i know i wil lreach at like wat? 730??? and part of me says it's blinking jam dun go home now. so how?

but i behtahan la stay till 7. sien lo... somemore i come so early.. feel like i am working too much.. there's no where to go. maybe i shoudl just go and be careful???

dinner is ginger chicken. yayy. sis has gone back so she can thaw the ayam.

bdw i find her very irritating. and sis says she cant be trusted. now when i see her i find her irritating and i duwan to talk to her too. if cna minimum tlaking. yayy shes going back this wed. good ridence. at least i wotn see her for a month. yayy. unless she decides to come back to malaysia. since she might miss some people here. arghh..

so what am i going to do?i have done the propoasl ,done the letter, gonna do the daily report which wil ltake me 5 minutes,. so what am i going to do?

darl is bringing 3 bottles of night train .woohooooooo. looking forward to another drunk weekend:D. they are havign todi .smelly smelly. me dun like. lol. nvmd, it's the company:).

ok la. i dunno what to go do now, but i also dunno what to blog.. hahaaha. acvt got lot ot blog, but sien la. duwan to blog dy. okthnxbai.

meh meh

More sizzling stuff

2011-08-22T11:25:00.001+08:00

More hot stuff zzzzz

Me and my
Sundae:)

Dick heads

One of the seven deadly sins: gluttony:) food bought at pasar ramadhan:)

Love the dress:)

:)

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Some hot stuff:)

2011-08-22T11:10:00.001+08:00

Hi hi, was sizzling?? Me:p so I am
On my phone blogging cz pics are Here. I am gonna upload some first cz I gotta run for a meeting in 2 minutes. So we had a sistas day out:) but not really only both of us but Mav came too. But it was
Fun. We went to south pacific had awesome crabs and then to swensens for ice creammmmmm:)

Dick click:) and mav@south pacific

Dick click 2

Oh did I nt tell
U it's awesome crabs? Kam heong curry leaves crabs:)

Leafy vegetables *nom nom nom nom nom*

Oh my favorite peeled butter prawns
*nom nom nomn nom nom nom*

Dick head no 1

Dick head no 2

Ice creammmm yayyyyy

My sundae
more to come brb
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monday blues

2011-08-22T09:15:00.002+08:00

i really hate mondays. such a depressing day.. when nobody is in a mood to work. if i was the prime minister, iwil ldeclare every monday is a holiday. reasons:

1) everyone is depressed
2) productivity is low
3) everyone plays facebook/mafia wars/farmville/fish ville/cafe world isntead of working
4) for those without a computer in front of em, they drag themselves to work, force themselves to work, and keep looking at the watch or clock to see if it's lunch time.(unless you are forced to work and the work load is dam alot, then you probaby dun have time) but ppl like me???
5) is a monday and no one loves monday. cz it seems so far from friday:(.

so yes 5 reasons wy monday should be a holiday every week. so it goes like this, friday night is dinner-out day/party night/sleep-late night.sat is sleep-in day, wash-clothes day,be a bum day, then night is outing-day, jalan-jalan night, get-drunk night. sunday morning is go-to-church morning(which i did not, but should) ,lepak-at-home morning, go-out buy stuff morning, come-back be-a-bum day, nap-day, then comes night is a go-out for-dinner night nadm ybae have-a-savanna night.. monday should be a TOTAL rest day to recuperatefrom a hectic weekend. do you all agree?:D.

anyways... i will post again later in evening. hehe. gotte edit the mintues. bdw iam dam hungryyyyy now. no one said anythign bout breakfast. and i dun dare go down. think next tim i shoudl eat bfast myslef and not wait for anyone. agree?

okthnxbai.

yours sincerely,
meh meh

it's Friday..

2011-08-19T16:00:00.002+08:00

it's friday again. hello peeps.. today i is not goign back to ti, or bf is not comign down to the kl. but i is go and eat seapark nasi lemak with the best buddies frm um. the jian, the cheng choo and maybe the chee wei. the cat is sick.

tomorrow morning will be going to subang parade, to learn how to knit bookmarks:).. wanan knit for some friends:). then gonan wlak walk, buy vroom vroom;). act bf said he wanna buy for me, then i said ok.. then tadi pergi beli 2 dress( hehe when iwear it i take pic and post k) so cheap lo .2 for 75. wahhh nice nice..ok anyways so itold bf i bought dress and wearing one for albert's wedding, and stil lneed to buy other dress for mark and lester's wedding in singapore. bf said he wi lbuy one dress for me.. but we go choose together:) thank you sayang... love ya:)so now vroom vroom i buy for him:) august gift.hehehehehe.

i have done my prepararion. now bit bored, but oh need to read up o ndrama and actign and teaching. even though is not permanent for now i need to teach first. its hard, and i have never done it. anyways i will try my best.

tomorrow is sistas night out:). me and sis gonan dress up nice nice, go eat clabs( crabs) at south pacific pj then go for ice cream@swensens. weeeeeee.

did i tell u i am on a project of save-rm5-a-day campaign?thin k idid not, but yeah, i started it last week ,and i have alread ystarted saving till this sunday. all this money will go to I love you account. :) our account is growing:).. but of course its combined with christmas and holiday. this year we wotn be so broke after a holiday and christmas, because it was both our idea to chip in every month for our holiday and christmas shopping for his side and my side. so holiday is rm50 motnh each of us, and christmas is rm30 each of us. but of course, bf insisted on payign my share for the last 3 month and continue payign for me til l iget higher salary:) thank you sayang. so anyways, our holdiay this year is singapore. goign there for lester's wedding, but after the wedding we plan to go universal studio and lepak lepak:). of course we would need to brign mor money, but not so much cz half already saved in i love you account. same goes for christmas, we don't need to fork out a big amount for his mom, dad, sister, aunty brother, my mom, dad sis, mav. will have rm660 for christmas, and 1000 for holiday.:). (when u convert to singapore dollars is little ut better then none:)) anyways the balance money is a compulsary saving of rm50 monthly, and extra here and there. so bf says he puts his extra savigns i ngold and ut,( he said its for our future), i cant afford to buy gold:( or ut.. so i told him i will slowly save rm5 a day and all the money goes inside I love you:). need to save money for our future oh:(.. and with livign expenses rising. :( u know it sucks to be poor. every day i eat cereal bar for lunch and grandma biskits, and dinenr we eat at home. icant spend more thne rm10 a day. but today ipoverspent, bt cz i was feelign jittery, so i had bfast adn lunch and later dinner. going out for nasi lemak with jian and chegn choo later:).

ok la. gotta go back do work. happy weekend peeps..

yours sincerely,
meh meh

awww moment

2011-08-18T15:23:00.002+08:00

a: uncle said i look very nice with todays make up,.
ky: show me show me
a: i forgot take pic. nvmd now i take
ky: ok ok..

a: can see the pic? but i think you wotn see the difference.
ky: all i see is beauty:)

awwwwwwww. lovmuax.

sampat

2011-08-18T11:18:00.002+08:00

in the morning i get an sMS from jian, so the messages goes:

j:hai kawan kawan, harap-harap malam ni korang free? kita bersua kat seapark?tapi i ingin tau bila ia buka?RSVP, jian.(CC cat and Adelle)

Adelle: *laughs* and replies, kawan-kawan sekalian, malam ni i ada launching for magazine. malam esok boleh?(CC Cat)

Cat: kepada sahabatku, memang. aku pun ingat deal ialah esok malam. jadi boleh ka? (CC jian)

wtffffff..instead of sending an email, we decide to just sms, but cc each other. which i dunno if we are all in the loop. but its just so funny to speak in bm liek that. with the cc somemore. hahahahahaah.

nuzul quran

2011-08-16T18:28:00.001+08:00

woooo wooooooo its a holiday tomorrow. yayyy.. gonna be a bum bum day. ok i just wanted to tel lyou that:) okthnxbai.

sullivanologist

TGIF

2011-08-12T09:44:00.004+08:00

thank God it's friday. i am going nuts.. i am bored!!!.. work is stagnant, just preparign planning.. and it sucks:(..

i am doubting myself... i wonder if i made the right choice on leavign a secure job for this. all for the passion???????? act iam doign the same thing now.. just selling different thing. i left my secure high paying job for a job that pays me so much less..(for the passion), i left a comfortable workign hour job for this( wakign u pat 6am, leavign office at 730pm) thinking of aviding jams, i left my high payign job for this( i need to be so careful with moeny, i need to worry so much bout petrol, where to eat, wat to eat thats cheap, i cant save moeny) i left my secure comfortable job for this( seeing less of my family and bf)... i left it all for this.. and now i am doubting if its worth it????? i left my secure 9-6 job with lots of staff benefits for this.... (with hardly any benefits)..why? cz of the passion. but is it really worth it?i should have lsitened to my folks when they advised me on it. i ran following my heart.. which i am happy cz i thought i wneeded to catch my dreams. but i dunno, looks liek my dreams wil lnever be caught by me.. and that's why i am worried. i know it's only 2 motnhs, but seems like what i have been promised is not being full filled. and i feel a ltitle cheated. but i just need to hang on first.

i survived in the bank for 1 year 10 months. i think i can survive this? and i can do it with god, my family and ky:)... i just need to trust Him more. i believe all this happens for a reason. there are 2 ways, 1) God will never let me fall, cz He will catch me or hold me. 2) if i fall, He will teach me how to fly. so no matter what, He is there for me!!!.:). here's a very meaningful poem for all you readers and for me to remember:

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of His life flashed before Him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life.

This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.

The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, I Love you and I would never leave you! During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Carolyn Carty, 1963

i am going back to ti today .sayang is on call:( but it's ok, i miss home, and i onyl wil lsee mummy and daddy tongiht, thye going "hapcai" for a weekend getaway. lol. (hadyai act) jsut like saying the way ppl sayit,, hapcai..) anwyays i am home alone, baby-sitting. haahahaa. my brothers and step-sisters, and one step-brother(mahli),hahaha isaac better behaveeeeee. lol ..

i have got lot of projects to do now, must finish my bag, then bookmarks for dear friends, laptop sleeve for sayang, some christmas goodies for my family:).. well let's see if i can finish it. *fingers crossed*

so what am i going to do now?oh bdw have you seen the doodolls car vrooom
???? omgggg it's so blinking cute. i saw it last weekend, and fell i nlove with it, but i wasnt allowed to buy it:(:(.. coem i show u..

that's charcola(which is mine) and then we have cupido, sunnish twin and reddish twin. they have cupipi too) but the white ones get dirty. omgg they r so cute. ishow u a pic of them in the car seat.

didnt i tell u it's so cute? and osft and plush??? i need to get it... i don't care. .ahahahahahaha. shoudl i get a pair?or should i get one? and shoudl i get 2 charcols? or one reddish twin one sunnish twin..??? aaarghh i wantttttttt:D.. *i am gettign it i dun care i am gettign it i dun care i am getting it i dun care*. ahahahaha. and hey its useful, i always get stiff neck while driving cz all the *&&^^$%##$%^*&^$ drivers in kl make me stressed, that i cant drive relaxingly, i have to sit up and becareful cz somewhere someone wil ljsut cut in. omggggg. so if i have this vrooom, i can adjust my rear mirrow and side mirrow so i can rest on my vrooom, and still see whose coming suddenyl or nect to me:P

ok whi l i dream of my vrooom, i wil lget back to "work" which is no work.hahahaha. happy Friday peeps. bubye now.

yours sincerely,
vrooom vrooom@meh meh

Cables and bobbles and bags

2011-08-11T17:26:00.001+08:00

Isn't she beautiful?

When it was bit shorter:)
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bored la

2011-08-11T17:10:00.001+08:00

hi, i am bored. can you tell me what to do?anyways just to let you know iam really excited bout my knitting. cables are forming:) it's hard to do but i am kinda enjoying it. yayy. will upload pics thru phone k?

ok i am bored again.

Ding ding

2011-08-03T10:53:00.001+08:00

Hi hi, pics from betsey:)

Bad ugly legs

So I cut my hair:) short

Extra tlc

Sayang and me

Broadway academy

My sisters
Bruised hand. Haha

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Location:Baru Lembah Klang Hwy,,Malaysia

hello malaysia

2011-08-03T10:00:00.007+08:00

so hi.. feels like its been donkey years since i blogged. whats up doc?hahahaa

i am in office, after dreamgirls, bosses are in singapore. (when the cat is away, the mice plays) muahahahha.. but no, there isnt any work to be done. and marvi ndid say after dreamgirls can take a break. so am coming in at 930 daily. planning to ask him if i can come in every day at 930, and go back after 7. which i do every day actually. oh well ,tomorrow or friday will ask him.

dreamgirls... AMAZING. went well . i was super stressed and it was terrible on my side, as the whole ticketing was on my side. and i was gettign calls after calls, runnign around(literally running till a customer said, "run safe") hahahahahaha. but yeah, it was hectic, but luckily it all went well.:).

i went home last weekend, this weekend meh meh is comign down,( our new greeting)hahaha.. oh did i mention i chopped my hair off?woootsss. frigging short, and hot and bobbed wohoo.. no more dmaged hair.:)will upload later with my phone yeh?

now we are working on our new show, "rent, the musical". hehehehe. but it's not as big scale as dreamgirls. our next big show will be next year, "little mermaid" after rent is "xanadu the musical".

meh meh is on call today.:(. i miss him. tomorrow night wanan tango him.. it's been a while since itango him in morning cz i coem to work late. :(. good thing is he comign down on fri night:).*counting down*

so whats plans for today? read up bout rent, plan how to promote talent school, i have counted the tickets sales and not sold a few times to make sure its correct.. now just waiting for air asai send us their copy then wil ltry to balance it up.:)..

ok, so some pics here and there. til l i feel like blogging. byee.

check out these links if u missed dreamgirls:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9J6MCSoCcw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEnWAmQS-uE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lnrn7wZ4xrM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMiRrkDflpA

enjoy:).. til lthen,.

boo

Ding ding ding

2011-07-02T13:16:00.001+08:00

Hello, I woke up at 1030, washed clothes made
Coffee ate jam tarts, swept and mop the house, hung clothes, picked poop cleaned it wiped bens legs waded his legs let
Him in. And now I am
Blogging. Yes it's a nth
To do day:) what I mean I am not working and I am in kl:) tomorrow there's this feel good run. And no I am not running but dreamgirls are performing. So me gotta be
There. Updates on my job: loving it despite being super hectic. Coming home late, stuck
In jam, expenses. But I love what I am doing. Dreamgirls is approaching. Sales seems to be picking up but bit quiet. Hope I get more sales then before. I duwan to be like Nora:( hope all goes well:)

I miss ky like crazy. It feels likes so long since I saw him. Oh!!!! next week I plan to surprise mummy and go home
On sat morning. I told her I got Roadhow but my roadshow on Friday night at pavilion only:) so sat morning morning I go back, maybe buy breakfast for us and balk amakn. Miss home:( then when I go back me and ky plan to make tiramisu and continue our scrap book. And oh I need to bring back my knitting. I must finish it soon:)

So let's just update
Some vain pics of me and what's been happening in my
Life lately.

Sayang bought for me so it will remind me
Of him when I am
Alone in kl:) love it

Mygrowing collection:)

Love this combination of make
Up:)

Starbucks slim
Lucy collection:) for me and ky

Sisters and mavs:) the green nature loving one:)

Rude car: Ma ci bai:D hahahaha
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Location:Jalan USJ 3b/3,Subang Jaya,Malaysia

7.26pm

2011-06-17T19:23:00.002+08:00

it's 7.26pm, and i am at office.. not cz of jam or i have work, but becuase ky is on his way down, so i decided to ait for him, and go home together, and make our count down to seeing each other shorter, so i can see him 20-45 minutes earlier. eg: if i go home and wait for him, by time he comes to usj wil lbe 45 minutes later, cz of the jam. but if he stops at kd, my office is just after highway. so means we see each other first then we go home. pick sis up, go din din, pass pamela some stuff thne go home shower and rest early. oh bdw, we is goign genting tomorrow. yeahhhhh!!! not so much of where we going, but who we going with:) a break for all of us:D.

today i drove for the first time in kl. i am proud of myself. wooootss. i went to Istana budaya, then ot jkkn. of course i din know the way and khairul was guidign me, butttt i drove... and it was quite scary but it was ok. yayyy... i am learning to overcoem my fear dy.....hehehehe.

ky is almost reaching rawang. ( this was at 7.2pm) so now is 7.31pm, prob passed rawang right? cz he said no jam also. hehehe. quick quick.... quickkk sayang.... lol. oh wait he has to stop at sg buloh to drop off arati.

i miss him so much... i know it's only been a week. but its long for us....:(. anyways i dun thin ki have anything to follow u today or now... so i am ust gonan waste time while wait for him to call. boo. prob play some fb games. bdw fb is gettin boring:(...

till then. enjoy your weekend peeps.. i definitely will enjoy mine... hehehe. til lthen.

with love,
babymau

wat a day

2011-06-16T17:03:00.003+08:00

i am in my cubicle blogging.. big drama happened today. and i dunno wat to do. everyone has gone out except uncle.. and uncle is complaining. i dun blame him. after what happen today. aiyo...

wat happened today, its omg so long and drama. but in a nutshell, 2 brothers fight, for an outsider, and one brother put the outsider above his own parents. and there was banging, and cryign and screaming, and shouting and horrible things said, wowww, and there's only like officially 5 ppl in the office, and see the amount of drama? omggggggg...

and if one brother leaves, i definitely cant work with the other brother, even though i know the other brother longer then i know this brother... but thAt brother is NOT RATIONAL. things are so tensed, now i am alone, uncle has gone up to the studio. poor thing, aunty was crying. dunno how r things tomorrow.. its so messy. aiyo.

anyways, on my own problem, i am frigging broke.... no money,cashless, and expenses are so much. rent going up:(.. got my medical card, ptptn, petrol, iloveu account, cc( which wil leventually finish) i know i terswipe okay? btu its not much .ehehhehe then i have food, toieltries, groceries. broadband,/9 which most prob ky will take over) and i cant depend on just commision... i gotta calculate from my basic saalry. which i am not saying here, but its ngam ngam enough only. i even have to do away with some toilewtries like just say, cut down on using make up, so i dun need to buy make up remover and facial cotton, aftre my panty liners finish stop buying cz its ex, cheaper shampoo, body shampoo( or maybe start using lux or may soap) haha i knwo that was insulting. but you knw, soap act does a cleaner job:) and the smell is stronger. hehehe. and buy twin pack of stuff so its cheaper and can last longer, no shopping( duh, obviously) no luxury food, no lunch,( i decided to skip lunch to save moeny, and dinner is home food). and the poverty list goes on. hahahahahahaha. well it's maybe not as bad , you know me, i am just a drama queen, but it is bad. me not having money for basic food and toiletry.. i cry evrytime i think of this.:(. anyways enough of my pavam story. Neng neng neng

some updates on work, it's been goign ok, but busy,. meetign ppl, and its nice to get calls from ppl dy, cz means they r trusting me to work:). goign out a lot, though there are some days i jsut stay in,.bluek,, but i get to learn paper work and protocol too:). so enuf of blgo. gotta get back to email some important stuff. tata

with love
babymau

a hectic week

2011-06-08T14:43:00.002+08:00

my last post, iwas waitign for an answer. and sure enough, after a lot of whats app msgs and emails, i finally get an answer. an answer initially wasnt too happy. teared, felt upset, but did not have a choice. after thinking it through. i accepted it. . and here i am today... it's day 4 in broadway academy. hehhee. anyways, lot of preparations to od.. but most of it was mentally. then on 27th may, mom and dad was suppose to fly to bangkok for a holiday. in the airport mom get's a call from cousin saying aunty is not looking too good. pressure dropping. mom was upset but sis said dun worry. mom went to bangkok, and on the following monday, when she landed, hey decided to go see her. it was a very emotional monday for everyone:(. aunty leela was going off. she teared when mummy called her, in half an hour after mummy left for ti, dad gets a call from my sis saying aunty passed away. mom could not take it, and i think now shes still not ok. anywyas we went down on tuesday, and i was suppose to start work o nwed, but couldnt... aunty has finalyl left. shes in no more pain now. but the grief is stil there.

day 4 of work, first day i enjoyed myself. went with marvin to meet 2 potential custoemrs.... and came monday, i was forced to go on my own to see a datuk to present on caberet. day 2 mind u... and i wasnt briefed. screwed up...duwan to talk bout it. aaaarghhhh.

anyways yesteday ntuesday i have been following up,emails, calling and calling omggggg. iam so bored now. ok bye...boss is back.

messed up

2011-05-19T20:17:00.002+08:00

so since i resigned, i have been enjoying life, waking up at 10 or 11, doing nth, just relaxing. but it's starting to worry me, why? cz i haven't got any offer at all for sure. all i get is empty promises. act it was very risky Wat i did. just leaving without getting any offer. and it's starting to worry me. when i wanted a job, or even a phone call for interview, i did not get it. i waited and waited and waited, but nth came in. then when i decide to resign and take a break, i get an offer, (i dunno if it's an offer). or lets just say an opportunity, and i agreed, so before confirming anything, i thought bout it properly, and threw in my letter of resignation. when i am waiting patiently again for a confirmation from this job which i want, i get calls from banks, offering me a post, and willing to negotiate with me. call me desperately until they even call my house phone when they cant get me on hp. to ask me to come for an interview right now. and when i told them day before i duwan sales, he said operation no place, but today he said we can discuss on putting u in operation and its a non sales post. but i turned it down!!!!!. all because i am waiting for the answer from smth i want.! i emailed him today, no reply, i what's apped him ,no reply. sigh. maybe i should give him the benefit of the doubt. as they did tell me they r super busy this week. but i cant stop but wonder if its just another empty promise. i am scared. i dunno whats my future. it's all so messed up, and i dun have a job now. i am jobless, no money, cashless..i really don't know what to do now!... everything is so foggy. i went to see him the other day., he seemed promising, but why so long to reply.. i should give him the benefit of the doubt, but aaarghhhhhh.. this is killing me!!!!!! Lord, please show me light, please show me the way!..

phew, on another side, just wondering how some can afford to go for so many holidays in such a short time. hmmm, and how they can have so many days leave. don't they save? i keep wondering. one holiday for me burns my pocket. what more a few in 2-3 months. and if ur going to some expensive holiday, wauuuuu. i wouldn't want to think of whats going to happen to my financial situation. but then again, it's not me, so why bother right? as long as i know, i don't do that, and i save, and my bf has a strong head on his shoulder, to know what is right and wrong, when to spend, how to save, i think that's most important. and prioritize.

ok back to my messy life, i am supposed to go to kl and start owrk in june. june 1st. thats like 1 week pus, but what if i dun get any offer now, and on 31st only they tell me to go kl, omgg???? i am scared that will happen. sigh. so worrying. i think i need to apply other jobs too. since i know i am goign to work in kl, i will just do it. apply other place.s if you cant give me an answer, too bad, bye. i already made a lot of mistakes, for instance, rejecting all the jobs which i got now. without even having any offer. so i cant afford to do it again. so tonight project is to type cover letters and prepare my resume and certs.

there was smth else i wanted to blog, but i kinda forgot. so when i do remember i will blog.

back to pvz survival.okthnxbai(ok i find this phase dam the farnie) me and sos r usign it often now. ahahahahaha. okthnxbai

boo

Camwhore time:d

2011-05-15T14:47:00.001+08:00

If u can see the diff:p
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Location:Jalan Sultan Abdullah,Teluk Intan,Malaysia

27th july 2009-13th may 2011

2011-05-15T12:22:00.020+08:00

so the day finally came, when i had to walk away, and never look back. i teared and cried, stoopid me.. why stoopid? because it's not worth my tears for those people. they din feel a thing, the only thing i think they would miss bout me is doing all the work, which they now have to do till there's a new replacement. they did a farewell, but not sincere. no one knew, the organizer did not tell anyone, everyone started going back, only a few of them were nice enough to ask everyone to stay. and when they did, it was so forced!!and they did not even say thanx for the SR cake i bought for em. shit holes!!!. anyways maybe i think i cried not cz of them, but maybe inside me, i missed my customers and i missed the comfort of living here. definitely not them!!!. but anyways i took pic with all of em, and it was a memoraBLE farewell, not cz of thme, but i had others that made it special. to start off, ky came down on monday, ok maybe a farewell and also to supposedly show me his new daughter, maple. and yes, he bought a mac book pro, and he insisted its our daughter. ahahaha but i told him not to, cz dangerous to leave in car, or might be dirty. so he came down, took him to villa:) ate nice seafood:) and camwhored./ahaha..

that was a vege, and tomyam curry lala, seaweed lai liu har and my bomb bomb:)

vietnamese style prawns, me and you:)

then went for lunch the next day with wong and joyce. two of them are gossip girls, hahahaha but i thin kthey were the one who sincerely liked me as a friend. :)

then that night went out for farewell dinner with serene and chiang;). one of my best buddies in pbb( serene is in eon now)went to eat my favourite red wine mee suah. delicious:D

oh thats me after wrk on tuesday:D. then thats red wine mee suah, only found in sitiawan and sarawak:), and famous tofu, 4 emperor vege, marmite chicken and oyster egg. the famous dishes in sitiawan:)

then serene made me a photoframe as a farewell gift. its from chloe and serene. memories of us in penang:)

my farewell gift, serene and me, chiang and me and 3 of us.

then thursday we had the farewell.

me:), chan and me, sia and me, joyce and me, datin and me:)

pizza, chicken wings, mr leong and me, the farewell gift they got me, which was act quite nice:)

chloe perfume.. and that aunty mureen and aunty jane. i stayed with aunty maureen and she tgook care of me like a mother woudl do. love u aunty:)

this was on friday, obviously.. quite sad to take this pic:(..

then right, the next pic which i am going to put up is a money plant which i grew on my table, which i thought might give me good luck, but i realized i never prospered since i put the plant there. it din give me prosperity:(

my ABM gave me farewell gift. smth she knows i will like and use. so sweet:). it was a necklace. those accessories kind. can be made into a long chain, or short chain, and a bracelet:)

then i had this customer who bought an osp from me in 2009, on Friday she called me to come out of bank,. she wanted to give me smth. she gave me a bag of mangoes from her dusun .farewell gift. so sweet:).

and my branch all signed a card for me;)

after this are all the pics with my satff and colleagues.

zamri, miss tan, miss he, khairul, kong

kak maz, hanrie, miss choong, miss ong, kak maimun:)

mr ong, miss ho, miss wan, encik azuri

mansor, dong, joyce, wong

so that was PBB seri manjung staff. i am sd i left the job for a greener pasture(i hope) but i am not sad to leave them. i din mean anything to them neither did they mean anything to me.

what lies ahead, i dunno, but all i know is i am not alone.

2011-05-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

lately, i have been asked a lot of questions. mostly the same meaning. like.. "how bout your other half"? " lei se tak mou?"( means u sanggup or not) " where is he going then?". etc.. to be honest i feel sad to answer those questions. because i myself tak sanggup. but the change has to be made. everyone tries to get nearer to their other half, but i have to go further. sigh. i know its not that far. but it's going to be very different. and our working schedule might not exactly be the same, and it might be totally different. i am worried, but love will hold us together. and God will see us through. i only can hope on that.

on a more serious / funny matter, i have a boil in my punani. omggggggg.. it's big, and annoying. i am starting to walk kang kang.i dun need to take off anything and look at it to feel, i can just touch it when undies are on and i can feel it. that's how prominent it is. i AM under antibiotics now. ky asked me to get it. talking of it, i havent taken my night dose yet. but yeah. hope it goes down.

and, i am kinda pissed with a few things. but i am too lazy to type again. but when i feel like it i will share, i promise. and on a more happier occasion, next friday 13th is my last day .wohoooo., *celebrates*. hahahahahahah. and so sweet, yiemie got me a ferero ren.... choc as a farewell gift. first time eating it. yum yum. and she said do a farewell for me next week. go eat seafood. hahaahahah. and even miss choong insist must treat me gaain. even though sudah belanja hari tu. shes one nice lady. and i am so greatful i have a great boss too. he is like my father. even after telling him, he stil lcan offer help if i need advice or help after resigning. :)

anyways i am back i nti today. going back to work tomorow. came back to do saome of aunty's work. sigh. i dun thin kshe's gonna be happy with what i did, but i dunno how else to do. so yeah. ok bye.

p/s: tomorrow is purple. yayyy.

Grass? Stones? Sand?

2011-05-03T21:04:00.001+08:00

Grass? Stones? Sand?think the easiest to get is grass. So grass it is!!

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Location:Sitiawan,Malaysia

so it is!

2011-04-30T14:00:00.002+08:00

i did it.. no point thinking bout it. decision has been made. no turning back. a very challenging path lies ahead, but i have to face it, and whatever happens, i will be able to handle it, because God is holding me, so is either he will never let me fall, or if i fall, he will teach me to fly. so He is my strength, and he will show me the way. i have him to support me, and i have my family and sayang to support me. i thank God for havign them in my life:). i love you.

so for now, i am goign to chillax, and do what i need to do.

babymau.

p/s: babymau airlines. heheheheh*grins*. (private joke)

No turning back, no looking back

2011-04-28T16:17:00.001+08:00

After tomorrow, there is no turning back. After tomorrow that is the decision I have made ad that's it. No regrets, no thinking, no hesitating. No
Wondering, nth!!!!!!! Just do it!!and live with that decision. After 2 weeks it will be. Anew life for me( I am
Looking forward to it) after tomorrow I can be free!!!

Tomorrow is a big day
For me!!!!!

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Location:Jalan Dato Yu Neh Huat,Seri Manjung,Malaysia

2011-04-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

everyone thinks i am overreacting. everyone thinks i am not trying hard enough. everyone thinks i should continue what i am doing. why????? u cant get a high salary elsewhere. yeah of course i cant..but is high salary= happiness? not in my eyes... i am not money minded. and i dun give a shit bout rm3320 salary monthly . i really dunno what's my future ahead. i reallly dunno. i cant do what i aM DOING NOW, i am not gettign any offer, and even if i did, it's impossible to get that job, and if i do get it, i dunno if i can perform it. i really feel like i am hanging on a robe, waitign to be snipped off, and there i go, CRASH BOOM BANG. IF I DUN LEAVE MY JOB NOW, IT WIL LEB CRASH BOOM BANG. i might leave even if i dun get another offer. no i am serious!!!. i dun have commitments, all i gotta do is settle my cc, and DON'T SPEND. and be a bum for a while till i get a job. SHOULD I??

THIS IS KILLING ME. AND I DUN HAVE ANY OUTLET. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. and i dunno where is the path... i am so confused. i dun even wanan talk bout it, i just wanan sit in a dark quiet room, and mope!!!. really!!!! thats all i wanan do for now!!. cz i cant think of a solution in my life!!!. i cant perform in work, i am not getting an offer( or at least a good one) what should i do?i need an answer... i need light..

I love you

2011-04-06T23:51:00.001+08:00

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Location:Jalan Sultan Abdullah,Teluk Intan,Malaysia

sunday blues

2011-03-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

just got back from kl. had a super wonderful weekend with my precious, sis and mav. it was a good weekend.. fri afternoon sully picked me up from bus station, then we went to pyramid, watched mars needs moms. quite funyn and nice. lol. then did some shopping.( food bdw) caqme home and cooked. sayang is a gooood cook. for pics, check out my fb profile. he made a prawn salad, teriyaki salmon and fried chicken fillet( cz idun eat salmon):D. and we bought sakae. lol. hahahaha. whic h ky said is nto saake, but good quality spirit. but we din get drunk, but it was nice company. mav came over too:).

sat, went to flee market, got myself some nice clips:D sulyl got me one clip and i got 2 long baby tees. weee.. then went to his cuz place in oug, chilled there whole day, kids love him and then love me too:p.. and of course they loved the iphones too. sayang cooked carbonara. dammm good. finally eating his carbonARA. lol.

went home, spent earth hour with sis mav and sayang. with ben outside drinkign remaining sakae and eating junk food. after that we went out for dinner/supper.

today got up late, made breakfast, chilled then came home... now so tired, and shitty part is tomorrow working .bluekkkkkkkk.

anyways i am going to treat myself...and buy a pandora bracelet. yayyy. and planning to buy for mummy too. she's in love with it.. and sayang said he will buy me a charm. weeeeee.... prob buy it when i go down o n15th. ask sis to go with me.:D

anyways going to go down, have a pack, and go sayang's house, collect stuff and go back have dinner. so happy monday peeps...

Happening boxers

2011-03-16T21:27:00.001+08:00

So I was supposed to get Sayang smth for passing his exam, and wanted to get smth, but I was scared I couldn't get in time, so I decided yo get smth else. Tadaaa

Cars:)

Kisses. Muax Muax

Some women dancing

This is the ultimate, call it kinky or horny or Watever but it's so cute n happening.

Woohoo now little brother got new protection. Yayyyyy
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Location:Sitiawan,Malaysia

Mahli n mushi

2011-03-16T14:47:00.001+08:00

Did I tell u we are act feeding these 2 cats in front of house? They r so pavam. So mummy named them mahli n mushi. Biblical names FYI. Lol they wait for us every day. Cuties! Act getting quite attached to them.

That'mushi

This is mahli

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Location:Jalan Iskandar Shah,Lumut,Malaysia

day6 of lent.

2011-03-14T18:49:00.002+08:00

today's reading in conclusin teaches us to be giving, care. dun give and expect. dun give and let everyone know. others dun need to know, god knows, thats al lthat matters. so are u a sheep or goat?

our good deeds follow from our faith and that we cannot be blind to the needs and sufferings of the people we come across in our daily lives. it is clear enough that while we are saved by grace, we wil lstill be judged based on what we do or do not do.

dear lord, thank you for reminding me what it is to be a sheep and what it is to be a goat.

at all times be alert to the oppurtunities in our lives to meet the hunger, the thirst, the loneliness, the sickness, the abandonment, the rejection of another in our midst.

day 4 of lent

2011-03-12T22:31:00.002+08:00

"Jesus said to him, "away from me, Satan! for it is written: worship the Lord your God, and serve God only".

all of us go through many struggles in our journey to remain a person of integrity for the Lord. let us remember to honour God in all that we do. one way is through spending daily time with the Lord. this will help provide safeguards for us in our constant battle with diverse temptations.

many times, we are faced with temptations, especially now during this 40 days of lent. eg: food, sex, lust, alcohol, or any form of activity that you enjoy doing. but for this 40 days, we make a vow, or we abstain from smth you cant live without, and focus on Him.and we pray bout it. we pray that He will give us the will, the strength the courage to go through this period. all this by avoiding temptations, and praying only to Him. it is when u fall into it, is when u have failed to resist the temptation. i decided to abstain from lunch during this 40 days. going out with friends, meeting up, all during lunch time. yes i still go out, but i dun eat, i am on a liquid diet, and i know myself, i dun do fruit juices or yogurts, or just drink. but i will and have been, staying away from delicious food. and yes, the food smells really good, and a voice inside me says, "just eat la, u can ganti later. ur hungry la. just eat, seldom get to come here to eat". and at times i must admit, i almost fall into it, but again is about resisting and avoiding temptations. these few days, when i hear that voice, i quickly say a prayer, and ask God to help me fight the temptation and be strong. and immediately the hungry thought leaves, and i am ok with just ordering honey lemon tea or orange juice. and i am ok with seeing my friends or colleagues eat. its bout prayer and surrender everything to Him.

"dear lord, i pray that when tempting thoughts fly by, You will help me, not let them roost my mind..not act upon them."

learn to identify where the temptations are in the home, in the workplace, in the community, in society, in the world. flee as early and as far away as possible from them.

i do

2011-03-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can't live without it, I can't let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-do-lyrics-colbie-caillat.html ]

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

leaders and "leaders"

2011-03-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

i must write this now.. blogging via betsey, too long, leceh. so i waited till i came home in the comfort of my computer to blog this:) so here goes?

before i start? let me ask a quiz, wat is a leader? *answers, anyone????*. oh ok, so let me tell u what is a leader should you NOT know. a leader is someone capable, strong, knows what is she doing ,has a strong head on their shoulder, able to handle situations, able to motivate you, able to support you and be there for you, not just when your doign well, but most needed when ur in the pits, someone who can calm you down. that's a leader. now, what is a "leader"? got difference r.. " and without ". ok so a "leader" is opposite from the leader. a "leader" cannot lead, cannot control, cxannot motivate( or at least tries but ends up making u cry and feel even worse and demotivated), cannot speak out loud, cannot handle problems and situations thrown at you. and THINKS every situation uses the same solution. a "leader" DOES NOT THINK OUT OF THE BOX, BUT JUST THINKS IN IT. now that's a "leader". clear picture?

so why am i doing a comparison? currently, i am supposed to report to a "leader". a "leader" who calls me every single blinking day, and ask, "how are you? ok mou? have u break egg? i understand ur situation, i also been there. i got experience. i got sell ...... and ...... i know. very san fu. but cannto be like that." or i have a "leader" who when u call him to ask a problem bout his company rules and standard procedure, says, " erm, i am not too sure, i ask my girl call u back?" or " i did everything dy, what else you want me to do? "i also dunno. " or you just sign la. " when u ask him what is the problem, " he cuts you off and says, "how r u lately???" " i believe you can do it, you r a clever girl. ". i have a "leader" who does not motivate, but demotivates.. i have a "leader" who makes me want to give up even more every day. rewind...................... previously, even when i was at the point of just letting go, i told myself, "i cannot disappoint them" because they had hopes in me, she motivated me i na way that i wasn't doing it because they asked me, but because i wanted to do it. and i really miss her now. shes elsewhere. today it was so nice to talk to her heart to heart and tell her how i feel. i never felt this way when i talked to the "leader". but nothing i can do. this "leader" is not going to make me better, but brign me further. but i wont let him totally control my life.

day 3 of lent

2011-03-11T20:27:00.003+08:00

"the purpose of fasting can be seen in the context of abstaining from an activity for a specific amount of time to focus on spiritual matters. or to put it in another way, we are to take our eyes off the things of this world to focus completely on God. fasting is a way to say to God, and to ourselves, that we are serious about our relationship with God".

lent is about sacrificing smth u reallly like, and this is the time to totally focus on Him and wat he has done for us..

oh lord, as i fast, please cleanse me from within, and reveal to me the things of the world that i cling to, Help me surrender all fo them to You.

Day 2 of lent

2011-03-10T19:01:00.001+08:00

"we are all aware that we come into the world with nothing, and we will leave with
Nothing"-Job:1:21a

" power, prestige And material wealth are temporal but they have an immense hold on all of us. We may declare that we want is to have an honest day's wage for an honest days work but our flesh can be weak in the face of all the temptations that surround us."

Today, we pray that what we earn and have is just temporary. Wat is eternity is our soul and our faith in him. So we
Must cling on to him and follow Him. " tragic would be the Fay when we achieve all that we set out to do- only to loose our soul. "

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Invisible

2011-03-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

I feel like I am invisible. no reaction not even a nod a nonor yes or ok. So embarrassing standing there like I am talking to the wall. Sigh Wat all we
Have to face?

And on another matter, I am super pissed with him. Bodoh! Dunno how to lead dunno how to solve problem only know how to push for sales. Ur company like shit, u some more expect customers to love your product. Please la. Ur not the only
Insurance rxompany. Dun be so ba bai!!!

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Day 1 of lent

2011-03-09T19:34:00.001+08:00

Today is ash Wednesday, which is Also first day of lent. For 40 days let us pause from our daily lives n focus on Him. Pray, give and fast. " lent is a pause in our everyday life, a pause to let go of the frenzy we have been engulfed with, a pause to come forth from the mire of deadness into new life"- rev Peggy seow

so let us continue this journey with Him, walk with him as he travels and encounters people from different sections of society, and then during holy week, accompany him through his passion and finally to the cross.

Prayer: Lord help me to give, to pray and to fast- in secret
(Matthew 4,6,18)
Decide to whom u want to give, when you will pray and how toy will fast.

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Kittens for adoption

2011-03-08T23:47:00.001+08:00

Woke up this morning to this horrible rotting smell. Aunty said it's kittens, but she was too busy to find. When I finished work I came home n the smell was still there. Aunty came and couldn't than pushed away the pots and to our horror saw a decomposed kitten. Maggots were all over. It was really rotting. I almost vomited. It was so smelly and disgusting. So aunty sprayed the maggots first then used spade throw in plastic bag then I took and threw in main dustbin. Ok then aunty washed. Story closed. Oh not yet.

After dinner aunty said must wash again. While we were washing , I heard " meow meow meow" I told aunty there are more inside. Oh rewind while we were cleaning the decomposed kitty, the mother cat was just staring from outside. Bdw mom is reallly gorgeous. Ok fast forward so I told aunty, and I turned, aunty saw the mummy run in grab a kitten and ran out. Shit means that wax her nest. So I went out saw mummy needing kitten. In few seconds she dashed unto cupboard again,Wat if kitty dies again? And poor thing. N aunty won't feed the cat. So now we dunno if they're stl inside or are they out. Bt ee left the cupboard door open to see if they migrate lo. Then I told ky, if there r kittens how, then he said put up for adoption so
I said cool can be my first charity project. Then after a while ge asked mebif hd cod become my poster boy. Awww then I said cannot Cz he's too cute after ppl Duwan adopt kitten adopt him then how? And he said , dun worry I only want u the one n only. N no one wants me except u. Awwww I love y babu. Oh that's our new name. Bibi n babu. Dipetik dari nama kucing yang tinggal di deepen rumah saya. Lol

Ok its quarter to 12. Lent starts tomorrow. So ok going to pray n hit the sack. Blessed Wednesday peeps

P/s: another interview by same company in Monday. Back to back. Phew.
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Kampung fried rice ala warung

2011-03-08T13:34:00.001+08:00

I cooked
Kampung fried rice last night. Yum yum. Nut just need some
Chicken and less oil then it be perfect. Hehe. The next I cook it I will add chicken put less oil and and add more chili. Hehhe

Yummy
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Demotivated

2011-03-08T13:30:00.001+08:00

Day by day I am feeling
More and more useless and demotivated, how
Much I try also I feel like this, an the more I talk to you, the more I Duwan to do Wat u ask me to do. So save your breath. If only I can tell u this!!! Right on Ur face!

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aaaarghh

2011-03-06T16:27:00.002+08:00

what else? it's monday tomorrow. dunno this week i can close another case or not. sigh. yeah i am goign for an interview, but i dunno why, i am not that keen on it, prob cz it might be in kl, and i am not ready to leave my comfort zone( though i know some day i ave to) but yea. chances to get if i do well i ninterview is kinda high.
. but i do wanna stay on here, not cz of the job but the benefits/ but i know i will have to leave. so yeah its monday tomorrow, lent is this wed. so bye. i am goign to mope now

congrats baby

2011-03-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

sully passed his exam. part one. yohooo. wooots.*celebrates, confetti pops, champagne*. hahahaha. he did not expect to pass part B, but he did. God was great, and he deserved it. so as a reward, i am going to.............. heheheh surpriseeee.. continue working hard for part 2, go kick asses and leave the rest to god. we wil lcontinue to support you:). i love you.

marry you

2011-03-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

It’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we’re trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it’s on girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I’ll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
Bruno Mars Marry You lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-marry-you-lyrics.html

So whatcha wanna do?
Let’s just run girl.
If we wake up and you wanna break up that’s cool.
No, I won’t blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

2011-03-03T20:42:00.001+08:00

Why is it I feel that I am
Not getting any support?

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Tiger vs pig

2011-03-03T20:37:00.001+08:00

A: Wat u had for lunch?
K: I had a tiger
A: Wat? U ate my mankind. U ate my relatives
K: u eat pork also Wat. U also eat my relatives
A: different. Ur one multiply fast, mine is going extinct. After u eat all then Ur grandchildren dunno Wat is tiger.
K: I din eat u Ma. Still got u.
A; if I not here anymore how? I am limited edition ok?
* rofl rofl rofl*

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Where r u

2011-03-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

Why is it always I type smth it doesn't get published or even saved in draft? Aaaaaarfhhhhhhhh

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Dragon baby

2011-03-03T16:13:00.001+08:00

Everyone is getting married this year. So many people. Some were dating for couple of years, some were already living in sin, some were dating for Erm let's see, 8 months? Gosh, some are younger to me by 3 years, and getting married next week. Ok that's obviously Cz it's 2+ 1 la. But why why so hurry? Ohh I know everyone wants a dragon baby. I also want dragon baby, heard it's a good year. Very auspicious animal. No
One wants snake. I also Duwan snake. Prob have to wait till after 2013 lo. Wonder Wat year is it!

In pbb itself more then 6 Bse getting married on 20.11.2011. My lass also getting married. Phewww!But my lass Duwan baby. She said Duwan to have kids. Lol.

Last time I also say Duwan have kids, but now I want. Think when I am
More mature the motherly instincts will set in. Hehehe. I want dragon baby;)

Spudow!

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No eyes

2011-03-03T15:53:00.001+08:00

Yesterday our appraisal was done. I dun have eyes to see. Sigh, feel so down. Then today g said next week m n c are coming to find me. If
M c and l talk to me together, ts going to be horrible. Reallly Kia lat lo!!! Again who understands?no one knows Wat I am going thru the feeling. I can't talk to anyone!

Looking on a little brighter side, got a call from g company. Asking if I am
Still interested in looking for job, so unsaid yeah. Though
It isn't the best choice, but I will give it a try. I mean the
Interview. See how It goes. Theycalled me in evening again to confirm if I want to go for interview so I said ok. Now they pending to let me know when. Pray la for me!! I really want pnb but no news. Sigh!!i dunno where I am going wat I am
Doin all I know is I need to leave!

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Work hard=nothing

2011-03-02T17:17:00.001+08:00

U dare say I din help out in branch?u dare penalize me? If we din help Ur branh fail like crazy. When u want us to help u ask us, make is help. It's not our job, but we never complain , now when it's time
To judge us u penalize us. so why help?

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