:(

and the weekend finished so fast.. it's Monday tomorrow. sigh. but good news is tomorrow me is coming back, and meeting Stephanie for char kuey teow.yum yum yum:). it's been so long sine i met her. i miss her. lol. but tomorrow Ky is on-call. so depends lo he want ckt or not. hehe.

single premium launching this wed.sigh. dunno how to sell. no prospects:(.this whole job is big mess for me. i am so frustrated and depressed. i din get an increment, i din get ex-Gratia and i din get my commission. what is there to stay on?i checked my confirmation in service letter. they will see my performance till august 1st 2010. means if all ok, i will get an increment on august 25th but i din get. sigh. my performance wasn't that bad. work for Wat?when nobody appreciates you.

i cant even go anywhere!!!!and i am not happy. but who to tell?anything i do or say, seems to be a problem to a lot of people. i keep quiet is a problem, i dun eat supper is a problem, i am too expressive also a problem, i dun drink is a problem, i talk is as problem. so do Wat?sien!!!!!

later am going for movie with croissant. gonan watch PCK the movie. lol. just go there laugh la. and do dinner before that. talking of that phrase, that was how croissant asked me for movie on our 2nd date to make it seem like he's not really interested but want to just go hang out. i still remember. and i quote, " i bought the tickets dy. i'll come pick u up at 8pm, then since movie at 9, we can do dinner first". hahaahahahaha.

anyways its tea, then shower. going out. if i am hardworking i shall update at night. till then. 3enjoy ur sunday night:)

love,
baguette

camwhore time:)

so i bought a new pair of sunnies, coach. he gave me a dam good price. no price allowed here. but it was so worth it. and its so niceeeeeee:). me love it..







yeah i know it looks stupid cz its pretty obvious its not sunny cz its in the room. but yeah:). and for those who din see my new hair, tA-DA.:)





then i bought the latest book by sophie kinsella. wooots. mini shopaholic. yayyyy... :).







and did u all see my new knitting project?let me show u.:)





lalalalla. isn't it gorgeous?lol..hehehe.

anyways back to pp. continue knitting tomorrow. good night peeps. :).

love,
alien.

p/s: next week will be in chiangmai.wooots. but i am going to miss my baby:(..

BANGS:)

so i finally got a hair cut and new style. :):). i went for bangs. lalalalla. yesterday i went ,cut and rebonded. i looked exactly like chloe.





then today, i wasnt too happy cz i wanted it bit shorter. the whole purpose was to cut the ends cz i was having zillions of split ends. and it started to curl. so today after work i went back, and told them my problem, and they cut for me and ta-da.....:)





i personally like the new one better. what do u think?croisant likes this too. hehehehe. oh well see how long it lasts:)

anyways am on leave tomorrow. wohoo. goign to ipoh. to learn t knit bag. bag bag. yayyyy. then tomorrow go back ti, see croissant. he's on call on Friday:(. but it's ok. i'll bring him food:).

anyways, talking of croissant., my new nick is baguette. (pronounced 'ba-get' if some of you din know). why baguette? lol. cz ky's nick on msn is croissant. he says he loves croissant. so when i was talking to him i addressed him as "croissant" and he answered me, "yes baguette". hahahaah. so thats our new nick for each other. in case u dont know wat is baguette, baguette is those French loaf, can kill a dog one. familiar?yeah. hehe so croissant and baguette:D

anyways think am gonna knit a bit and pick aunty up. see u around folks.

with love,
alien

celcom broadband can go eat shit!!!

CELCOM VODAFONE BROADBAND CAN GO EAT SHIT FOR ALL I CARE. YOUR CONNECTION IS DAM BAD. AND U DARE PROMOTE ...WHAT THE HELL MAN!!!!!

i am so fat la. everyones slimming down except me. sigh.

rodshow is tomorrow.:(. scared no one comes, or too many people come or too many people come but no cases closed, and no prospects:(. sigh. hope all goes well.

AND YOU KNOW MY DAM EYE SHADOW HASNT ARRIVED. SHE TOLD ME SHE WILL SEND IT BY 16TH AUGUST., WHAT DAY IS IT TODAY?WHEN U WANT MONEY SO RUSH TO ASK ME BANK IN.SIGH. DUNNO IF I GOT CHEATED.!!:(

anyways, it's time to sleep after this. ky wanna go watch movie. but because the lousy cinema only showing some dumb movie like the decent 2 and expendables, ky wanna watch expendables. which is ACTION movie. and i so hate action movie. but just teman him lo. prob sleep there. hahaahahahah.

ok la. i wanna go down. i realized hor, no one reads my blog:(. sigh. feel so sad. "lonely, i'm mr lonely, i have nobody, to call on my own.ooooh". ahahahahahahaha but seriously no one reads my blogggg:(*sobs sobs sobs*

ok babai.

with love,
bored alien

sick again

2 nights ago, chest pain. then body ache. then yesterday body ache. towards evening, high fever. 40 degrees. even Dr was shocked i could tahan till evening. today MC. slept whole day. still feeling sick but i have to go back work tomorrow.

roadshow is this Saturday. dam worried no body will come. sigh. tomorrow gotta settle everything.

think am gonna shower now and knit a bit and go pick up aunty and go buy dinner for myself.prob buy kuey teow soup.hehe and prob buy the strips now. so tomorrow dun have to go out .

ok see u guys tomorrow. if i can go online. dam connection in ti is so bad.

love,
alien

break

i need a break. we all do. there's so much in my head, and i cant tell anyone bout it. cz no one understands..

looking at my leave balance calendar, you know what, i am gonna take 18/19th Nov;)which means i have the whole week off( 15-16 am on leave, cz going Singapore. 17th is holiday, so i take 18-19th la. prob go kl chill with friends:).then i applied leave 29-30th. for obvious reasons if u know. and i am thinking of taking 1st-3rd Dec. which makes it another week :). prob go to kl 2 days to do Christmas shopping.heheheheeh. and just take those days to stay at home lo and rest. well thats all if my colelague is not on leave.

but back to break now, my next break is chiang mai. wooooots... but wish ky could go. but sigh. i wanna go somewhere with him, but he's so busy. so i duwan to even mention the idea of going anywhere. i dun blame him. i know he doesnt have a choice too. i just gotta get used to it...i will...eventually.

am tired and moodless. but good news, tomorrow i dun have to go to work. ok stress continues because in ipoh ur constantly hearing, "so what r u going to do for ur roadshow"? "why dont you do this?" " is there any problem in your branch?" " you should start planning for your next roadshow. ". " why did u have a ROP?" " can u share with us how you managed to do so much sales"? (obviously that last question wasnt asked at me. but asked to other profesionals. which wil lmake us stress. because our boss will be expecting us to do like them too. or "did u see that branch roadshow?" "they closed 6 cases.".T_T.sigh. anyways happy bcause i get to go yik foong complete my pouches:).

ok gonna finish my knitting. babay!

with love,
alien