lately, i have been asked a lot of questions. mostly the same meaning. like.. "how bout your other half"? " lei se tak mou?"( means u sanggup or not) " where is he going then?". etc.. to be honest i feel sad to answer those questions. because i myself tak sanggup. but the change has to be made. everyone tries to get nearer to their other half, but i have to go further. sigh. i know its not that far. but it's going to be very different. and our working schedule might not exactly be the same, and it might be totally different. i am worried, but love will hold us together. and God will see us through. i only can hope on that.

on a more serious / funny matter, i have a boil in my punani. omggggggg.. it's big, and annoying. i am starting to walk kang kang.i dun need to take off anything and look at it to feel, i can just touch it when undies are on and i can feel it. that's how prominent it is. i AM under antibiotics now. ky asked me to get it. talking of it, i havent taken my night dose yet. but yeah. hope it goes down.

and, i am kinda pissed with a few things. but i am too lazy to type again. but when i feel like it i will share, i promise. and on a more happier occasion, next friday 13th is my last day .wohoooo., *celebrates*. hahahahahahah. and so sweet, yiemie got me a ferero ren.... choc as a farewell gift. first time eating it. yum yum. and she said do a farewell for me next week. go eat seafood. hahaahahah. and even miss choong insist must treat me gaain. even though sudah belanja hari tu. shes one nice lady. and i am so greatful i have a great boss too. he is like my father. even after telling him, he stil lcan offer help if i need advice or help after resigning. :)

anyways i am back i nti today. going back to work tomorow. came back to do saome of aunty's work. sigh. i dun thin kshe's gonna be happy with what i did, but i dunno how else to do. so yeah. ok bye.

p/s: tomorrow is purple. yayyy.

Grass? Stones? Sand?

Grass? Stones? Sand?think the easiest to get is grass. So grass it is!!


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Location:Sitiawan,Malaysia

so it is!

i did it.. no point thinking bout it. decision has been made. no turning back. a very challenging path lies ahead, but i have to face it, and whatever happens, i will be able to handle it, because God is holding me, so is either he will never let me fall, or if i fall, he will teach me to fly. so He is my strength, and he will show me the way. i have him to support me, and i have my family and sayang to support me. i thank God for havign them in my life:). i love you.

so for now, i am goign to chillax, and do what i need to do.

babymau.

p/s: babymau airlines. heheheheh*grins*. (private joke)

No turning back, no looking back

After tomorrow, there is no turning back. After tomorrow that is the decision I have made ad that's it. No regrets, no thinking, no hesitating. No
Wondering, nth!!!!!!! Just do it!!and live with that decision. After 2 weeks it will be. Anew life for me( I am
Looking forward to it) after tomorrow I can be free!!!

Tomorrow is a big day
For me!!!!!


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Location:Jalan Dato Yu Neh Huat,Seri Manjung,Malaysia

everyone thinks i am overreacting. everyone thinks i am not trying hard enough. everyone thinks i should continue what i am doing. why????? u cant get a high salary elsewhere. yeah of course i cant..but is high salary= happiness? not in my eyes... i am not money minded. and i dun give a shit bout rm3320 salary monthly . i really dunno what's my future ahead. i reallly dunno. i cant do what i aM DOING NOW, i am not gettign any offer, and even if i did, it's impossible to get that job, and if i do get it, i dunno if i can perform it. i really feel like i am hanging on a robe, waitign to be snipped off, and there i go, CRASH BOOM BANG. IF I DUN LEAVE MY JOB NOW, IT WIL LEB CRASH BOOM BANG. i might leave even if i dun get another offer. no i am serious!!!. i dun have commitments, all i gotta do is settle my cc, and DON'T SPEND. and be a bum for a while till i get a job. SHOULD I??

THIS IS KILLING ME. AND I DUN HAVE ANY OUTLET. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. and i dunno where is the path... i am so confused. i dun even wanan talk bout it, i just wanan sit in a dark quiet room, and mope!!!. really!!!! thats all i wanan do for now!!. cz i cant think of a solution in my life!!!. i cant perform in work, i am not getting an offer( or at least a good one) what should i do?i need an answer... i need light..

I love you

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Location:Jalan Sultan Abdullah,Teluk Intan,Malaysia

sunday blues

just got back from kl. had a super wonderful weekend with my precious, sis and mav. it was a good weekend.. fri afternoon sully picked me up from bus station, then we went to pyramid, watched mars needs moms. quite funyn and nice. lol. then did some shopping.( food bdw) caqme home and cooked. sayang is a gooood cook. for pics, check out my fb profile. he made a prawn salad, teriyaki salmon and fried chicken fillet( cz idun eat salmon):D. and we bought sakae. lol. hahahaha. whic h ky said is nto saake, but good quality spirit. but we din get drunk, but it was nice company. mav came over too:).

sat, went to flee market, got myself some nice clips:D sulyl got me one clip and i got 2 long baby tees. weee.. then went to his cuz place in oug, chilled there whole day, kids love him and then love me too:p.. and of course they loved the iphones too. sayang cooked carbonara. dammm good. finally eating his carbonARA. lol.

went home, spent earth hour with sis mav and sayang. with ben outside drinkign remaining sakae and eating junk food. after that we went out for dinner/supper.

today got up late, made breakfast, chilled then came home... now so tired, and shitty part is tomorrow working .bluekkkkkkkk.

anyways i am going to treat myself...and buy a pandora bracelet. yayyy. and planning to buy for mummy too. she's in love with it.. and sayang said he will buy me a charm. weeeeee.... prob buy it when i go down o n15th. ask sis to go with me.:D

anyways going to go down, have a pack, and go sayang's house, collect stuff and go back have dinner. so happy monday peeps...