Ding ding ding

Hello, I woke up at 1030, washed clothes made
Coffee ate jam tarts, swept and mop the house, hung clothes, picked poop cleaned it wiped bens legs waded his legs let
Him in. And now I am
Blogging. Yes it's a nth
To do day:) what I mean I am not working and I am in kl:) tomorrow there's this feel good run. And no I am not running but dreamgirls are performing. So me gotta be
There. Updates on my job: loving it despite being super hectic. Coming home late, stuck
In jam, expenses. But I love what I am doing. Dreamgirls is approaching. Sales seems to be picking up but bit quiet. Hope I get more sales then before. I duwan to be like Nora:( hope all goes well:)

I miss ky like crazy. It feels likes so long since I saw him. Oh!!!! next week I plan to surprise mummy and go home
On sat morning. I told her I got Roadhow but my roadshow on Friday night at pavilion only:) so sat morning morning I go back, maybe buy breakfast for us and balk amakn. Miss home:( then when I go back me and ky plan to make tiramisu and continue our scrap book. And oh I need to bring back my knitting. I must finish it soon:)

So let's just update
Some vain pics of me and what's been happening in my
Life lately.




Sayang bought for me so it will remind me
Of him when I am
Alone in kl:) love it






Mygrowing collection:)




Love this combination of make
Up:)





Starbucks slim
Lucy collection:) for me and ky





Sisters and mavs:) the green nature loving one:)





Rude car: Ma ci bai:D hahahaha
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Location:Jalan USJ 3b/3,Subang Jaya,Malaysia

7.26pm

it's 7.26pm, and i am at office.. not cz of jam or i have work, but becuase ky is on his way down, so i decided to ait for him, and go home together, and make our count down to seeing each other shorter, so i can see him 20-45 minutes earlier. eg: if i go home and wait for him, by time he comes to usj wil lbe 45 minutes later, cz of the jam. but if he stops at kd, my office is just after highway. so means we see each other first then we go home. pick sis up, go din din, pass pamela some stuff thne go home shower and rest early. oh bdw, we is goign genting tomorrow. yeahhhhh!!! not so much of where we going, but who we going with:) a break for all of us:D.

today i drove for the first time in kl. i am proud of myself. wooootss. i went to Istana budaya, then ot jkkn. of course i din know the way and khairul was guidign me, butttt i drove... and it was quite scary but it was ok. yayyy... i am learning to overcoem my fear dy.....hehehehe.

ky is almost reaching rawang. ( this was at 7.2pm) so now is 7.31pm, prob passed rawang right? cz he said no jam also. hehehe. quick quick.... quickkk sayang.... lol. oh wait he has to stop at sg buloh to drop off arati.

i miss him so much... i know it's only been a week. but its long for us....:(. anyways i dun thin ki have anything to follow u today or now... so i am ust gonan waste time while wait for him to call. boo. prob play some fb games. bdw fb is gettin boring:(...

till then. enjoy your weekend peeps.. i definitely will enjoy mine... hehehe. til lthen.

with love,
babymau

wat a day

i am in my cubicle blogging.. big drama happened today. and i dunno wat to do. everyone has gone out except uncle.. and uncle is complaining. i dun blame him. after what happen today. aiyo...

wat happened today, its omg so long and drama. but in a nutshell, 2 brothers fight, for an outsider, and one brother put the outsider above his own parents. and there was banging, and cryign and screaming, and shouting and horrible things said, wowww, and there's only like officially 5 ppl in the office, and see the amount of drama? omggggggg...

and if one brother leaves, i definitely cant work with the other brother, even though i know the other brother longer then i know this brother... but thAt brother is NOT RATIONAL. things are so tensed, now i am alone, uncle has gone up to the studio. poor thing, aunty was crying. dunno how r things tomorrow.. its so messy. aiyo.

anyways, on my own problem, i am frigging broke.... no money,cashless, and expenses are so much. rent going up:(.. got my medical card, ptptn, petrol, iloveu account, cc( which wil leventually finish) i know i terswipe okay? btu its not much .ehehhehe then i have food, toieltries, groceries. broadband,/9 which most prob ky will take over) and i cant depend on just commision... i gotta calculate from my basic saalry. which i am not saying here, but its ngam ngam enough only. i even have to do away with some toilewtries like just say, cut down on using make up, so i dun need to buy make up remover and facial cotton, aftre my panty liners finish stop buying cz its ex, cheaper shampoo, body shampoo( or maybe start using lux or may soap) haha i knwo that was insulting. but you knw, soap act does a cleaner job:) and the smell is stronger. hehehe. and buy twin pack of stuff so its cheaper and can last longer, no shopping( duh, obviously) no luxury food, no lunch,( i decided to skip lunch to save moeny, and dinner is home food). and the poverty list goes on. hahahahahahaha. well it's maybe not as bad , you know me, i am just a drama queen, but it is bad. me not having money for basic food and toiletry.. i cry evrytime i think of this.:(. anyways enough of my pavam story. Neng neng neng

some updates on work, it's been goign ok, but busy,. meetign ppl, and its nice to get calls from ppl dy, cz means they r trusting me to work:). goign out a lot, though there are some days i jsut stay in,.bluek,, but i get to learn paper work and protocol too:). so enuf of blgo. gotta get back to email some important stuff. tata

with love
babymau

a hectic week

my last post, iwas waitign for an answer. and sure enough, after a lot of whats app msgs and emails, i finally get an answer. an answer initially wasnt too happy. teared, felt upset, but did not have a choice. after thinking it through. i accepted it. . and here i am today... it's day 4 in broadway academy. hehhee. anyways, lot of preparations to od.. but most of it was mentally. then on 27th may, mom and dad was suppose to fly to bangkok for a holiday. in the airport mom get's a call from cousin saying aunty is not looking too good. pressure dropping. mom was upset but sis said dun worry. mom went to bangkok, and on the following monday, when she landed, hey decided to go see her. it was a very emotional monday for everyone:(. aunty leela was going off. she teared when mummy called her, in half an hour after mummy left for ti, dad gets a call from my sis saying aunty passed away. mom could not take it, and i think now shes still not ok. anywyas we went down on tuesday, and i was suppose to start work o nwed, but couldnt... aunty has finalyl left. shes in no more pain now. but the grief is stil there.

day 4 of work, first day i enjoyed myself. went with marvin to meet 2 potential custoemrs.... and came monday, i was forced to go on my own to see a datuk to present on caberet. day 2 mind u... and i wasnt briefed. screwed up...duwan to talk bout it. aaaarghhhh.

anyways yesteday ntuesday i have been following up,emails, calling and calling omggggg. iam so bored now. ok bye...boss is back.

messed up

so since i resigned, i have been enjoying life, waking up at 10 or 11, doing nth, just relaxing. but it's starting to worry me, why? cz i haven't got any offer at all for sure. all i get is empty promises. act it was very risky Wat i did. just leaving without getting any offer. and it's starting to worry me. when i wanted a job, or even a phone call for interview, i did not get it. i waited and waited and waited, but nth came in. then when i decide to resign and take a break, i get an offer, (i dunno if it's an offer). or lets just say an opportunity, and i agreed, so before confirming anything, i thought bout it properly, and threw in my letter of resignation. when i am waiting patiently again for a confirmation from this job which i want, i get calls from banks, offering me a post, and willing to negotiate with me. call me desperately until they even call my house phone when they cant get me on hp. to ask me to come for an interview right now. and when i told them day before i duwan sales, he said operation no place, but today he said we can discuss on putting u in operation and its a non sales post. but i turned it down!!!!!. all because i am waiting for the answer from smth i want.! i emailed him today, no reply, i what's apped him ,no reply. sigh. maybe i should give him the benefit of the doubt. as they did tell me they r super busy this week. but i cant stop but wonder if its just another empty promise. i am scared. i dunno whats my future. it's all so messed up, and i dun have a job now. i am jobless, no money, cashless..i really don't know what to do now!... everything is so foggy. i went to see him the other day., he seemed promising, but why so long to reply.. i should give him the benefit of the doubt, but aaarghhhhhh.. this is killing me!!!!!! Lord, please show me light, please show me the way!..

phew, on another side, just wondering how some can afford to go for so many holidays in such a short time. hmmm, and how they can have so many days leave. don't they save? i keep wondering. one holiday for me burns my pocket. what more a few in 2-3 months. and if ur going to some expensive holiday, wauuuuu. i wouldn't want to think of whats going to happen to my financial situation. but then again, it's not me, so why bother right? as long as i know, i don't do that, and i save, and my bf has a strong head on his shoulder, to know what is right and wrong, when to spend, how to save, i think that's most important. and prioritize.

ok back to my messy life, i am supposed to go to kl and start owrk in june. june 1st. thats like 1 week pus, but what if i dun get any offer now, and on 31st only they tell me to go kl, omgg???? i am scared that will happen. sigh. so worrying. i think i need to apply other jobs too. since i know i am goign to work in kl, i will just do it. apply other place.s if you cant give me an answer, too bad, bye. i already made a lot of mistakes, for instance, rejecting all the jobs which i got now. without even having any offer. so i cant afford to do it again. so tonight project is to type cover letters and prepare my resume and certs.

there was smth else i wanted to blog, but i kinda forgot. so when i do remember i will blog.

back to pvz survival.okthnxbai(ok i find this phase dam the farnie) me and sos r usign it often now. ahahahahaha. okthnxbai

boo

Camwhore time:d

If u can see the diff:p
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Location:Jalan Sultan Abdullah,Teluk Intan,Malaysia

27th july 2009-13th may 2011

so the day finally came, when i had to walk away, and never look back. i teared and cried, stoopid me.. why stoopid? because it's not worth my tears for those people. they din feel a thing, the only thing i think they would miss bout me is doing all the work, which they now have to do till there's a new replacement. they did a farewell, but not sincere. no one knew, the organizer did not tell anyone, everyone started going back, only a few of them were nice enough to ask everyone to stay. and when they did, it was so forced!!and they did not even say thanx for the SR cake i bought for em. shit holes!!!. anyways maybe i think i cried not cz of them, but maybe inside me, i missed my customers and i missed the comfort of living here. definitely not them!!!. but anyways i took pic with all of em, and it was a memoraBLE farewell, not cz of thme, but i had others that made it special. to start off, ky came down on monday, ok maybe a farewell and also to supposedly show me his new daughter, maple. and yes, he bought a mac book pro, and he insisted its our daughter. ahahaha but i told him not to, cz dangerous to leave in car, or might be dirty. so he came down, took him to villa:) ate nice seafood:) and camwhored./ahaha..







that was a vege, and tomyam curry lala, seaweed lai liu har and my bomb bomb:)






vietnamese style prawns, me and you:)

then went for lunch the next day with wong and joyce. two of them are gossip girls, hahahaha but i thin kthey were the one who sincerely liked me as a friend. :)




then that night went out for farewell dinner with serene and chiang;). one of my best buddies in pbb( serene is in eon now)went to eat my favourite red wine mee suah. delicious:D







oh thats me after wrk on tuesday:D. then thats red wine mee suah, only found in sitiawan and sarawak:), and famous tofu, 4 emperor vege, marmite chicken and oyster egg. the famous dishes in sitiawan:)

then serene made me a photoframe as a farewell gift. its from chloe and serene. memories of us in penang:)







my farewell gift, serene and me, chiang and me and 3 of us.

then thursday we had the farewell.






me:), chan and me, sia and me, joyce and me, datin and me:)







pizza, chicken wings, mr leong and me, the farewell gift they got me, which was act quite nice:)

chloe perfume.. and that aunty mureen and aunty jane. i stayed with aunty maureen and she tgook care of me like a mother woudl do. love u aunty:)





this was on friday, obviously.. quite sad to take this pic:(..

then right, the next pic which i am going to put up is a money plant which i grew on my table, which i thought might give me good luck, but i realized i never prospered since i put the plant there. it din give me prosperity:(


my ABM gave me farewell gift. smth she knows i will like and use. so sweet:). it was a necklace. those accessories kind. can be made into a long chain, or short chain, and a bracelet:)



then i had this customer who bought an osp from me in 2009, on Friday she called me to come out of bank,. she wanted to give me smth. she gave me a bag of mangoes from her dusun .farewell gift. so sweet:).

and my branch all signed a card for me;)



after this are all the pics with my satff and colleagues.







zamri, miss tan, miss he, khairul, kong







kak maz, hanrie, miss choong, miss ong, kak maimun:)







mr ong, miss ho, miss wan, encik azuri






mansor, dong, joyce, wong




so that was PBB seri manjung staff. i am sd i left the job for a greener pasture(i hope) but i am not sad to leave them. i din mean anything to them neither did they mean anything to me.

what lies ahead, i dunno, but all i know is i am not alone.