Thursday 21 October 2010

I JUST DISCOVRED 'SOMEONE' IS GOING OUt WITH SOMEONE... OMGGGGGGGGG. I TOLD MY MOM SHE ALSO COULDNT BELIEVE..

AND another someone is single. wowwwwwww... talking of facebook status, i find it puzzling how some ppl can keep changing their fb relationship status. from 'single' to 'in a relationship' or 'in a relationship' to 'single' or 'in a relationship' to 'married' or 'married' to 'it's complicated.'. aduhhhhh!!!!!!i act fell for it, and quickly commented, "congrats" or "omg, what happen" jut to realize it was all to get attention. =_=.

anywyas back to the second someone, single??????i dunno.. but to begin with, was she even in a relatiosnhip i dunno because there's no photos no name, nth!!!ok maybe she cant bcause he's a malay. but why suddenly single.. suddenly this funyn thought of her wearing a tudung crossed my mind. ROFL ROFL ROFL.

ok babai!

here and there

so hello;)today i am blogging:)i am munching on pagodas now.but not nice ones:(wats new at ur lives peeps?

mines the same.my target increased for 2 weeks and decreased back to 8 cases.dont ask me why:Pi closed 2 cases last 2 weeks. no case this week. i presented to one customer 2 weeks ago. for almost an hour. he promised to buy, but not now. so i said i will call him back yesterday.. i did, and he said he will come back today.so today i called to remind him, and he din pick up. then i sent him sms him.he replied after lunch saying he duwan to buy. i was quite disappointed because he promised to buy then keep saying sorry...this is what i have to go the whloe time. everbody wants to cheat me. i hate my job, i hate what i am doing now..but who knows?nobody understands..

tonight am going to update my resume in jobstreet and see if there's any oppurtunity out there.

staff purchase so important now..18% cash rebate compared to last time 5%. but my staff is still so ignorant. so wed i will be briefing them on how important it is..

next week will be a tiring week. monday i go back to sitiawan, then tuesday go to ipoh for sales clinic:( then tuesday come back, wed go to work, thurs mornign sign in, then 12pm drive down to bangi... for some 'special meeting for bses'. bunch of crap. the 'meeting' is on friday, 29th october 2010 9am-12pm. half day travel al lthe way for some brain washing session.
" do you all know it's a very crucial period ofr bses?q4 is very important.. u need to work extra hard. u must target all your friends and staff. u must use the sales campaign to promote and boost your sales. "

BULLSHIT

then 12pm finish have tgo rush back to seri manjung.. 1) my boss mentioned that half day briefing MUST come back to branch. 2) i got roadshow stuff to settle

roadshow is 30th bdw. we doing ( or did) colouring contest) prize giving on 30th. hopefulyl can get some good prospects..sigh. sunday we going bukit mertajam. hopefully all goes as planned.

oh on a lighter note, congratulations to shirley and alvin and umi and alex:) for tieing the knot. before this was ai ti and leong which i mentioned in my previous post.

anyways, back to emo adelle. i sometimes feel so lonely... that i have no one to talk to.

it's 21st october 2010.yesterday was 20.10.2010.hahahahah. and as usual everyone wanted to get married on either 10.10.10 or 20.10.2010. aduhhhhh. no need la!!!!i wanna get married on 21st january:). or 28th november or 23rd may. it's only these 3 dates lo.

mom's making pal apam this sat or sunday. woooots:). i told her i wanna eat, so she said provided i buy the santan tomorrow she'll make. it's either sat or sunday because one of the days mom wants to go see aunty in kl.

i am very down. every day i just feel i am wasting my time.. every day i hope for 25th of the month. this isn't how it should be.. and i can't tell anyone how i feel. anyways prob hula hoop bit more then pick up aunty. oh guess whats my dinner? cereals and low fat milk and an apple:D. i need to losoe weight. because i got no money to buy new dress for ding and clair's wedding:( sedih kan? so i need to loose at lease a little so ican wear my existing dress. so adeu for now. til lwe meet again.ahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha.

signing off,
kusu

Tuesday 5 October 2010

insensitive

x: erica you you look dammmmmm pretty during annual dinner.

but for serene and adelle, you look nth special.

WTFFFFFF?

excuse me? i din care or bother bout annual dinner ok?i am not getting married. hello?think i got nth else better to do to do up my hair and face for all of u to see?even if i din look good, shut up and keep ur opinion to yourself!!!!

1 day u dun say anything sarcastic ur day cant move hor?think so. he lives to insult people!...
addicted to curry bbq twisties.destressing;)
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. NO ONE AT ALL. I CANT TALK TO ANYONE. BECAUSE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME.


WHERE IS THE LIGHT?

Monday 4 October 2010

i feel like seeing a shrink. cz i feel i have no way out. should i?but where?

hate it when he's on call and in clinics:(.

i love the connection here...haha.

anyways random pics. annual dinner was last saturday night kat syuen. ok lo... then this saturday is ai ti and leong's blessing in church. and also another celebration..(not mentioning it here). what else?

a lot of things bothering me... and i cant tell anyone and i don't knwo how to solve it.

mum had a weird dream.. her mom's 3 friends( all dead btw) came to give her an invitation to a wedding, and gave her chocolates and she ate it. mom believes invitation from the dead are bad things.. it's really bugging her. told her not to worry bout it. and we are not suppose to believe in dreams. but its hard to tell mummy.

anyways prob continue blogging later. bit worried and depressed now.