Sunday 27 April 2008

it's going to be 2 painful days

my final theory papers are on 29th and 30th, and look, i am still blogging. i am soooo lazy!.wat am i stil ldoing in front of my laptop???

FUNNY

This is hilarious...even an Englishman could not construct sentences using numeric!
Exclusively only to great Malaysian and Singaporean Chinese…
Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10 .
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again back to 1.

This was what he came up with...
1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rushes out and wanted to 5 with me. I run so fast until I fall 6 and throw up. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he runs away. So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven. Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 works. He also asks me to climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand, I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.
If the Lord has you on hold... hold on!
If the Lord has said "NO" to you... thank Him!
If the Lords is molding your heart and mind... go with His change!
If the Lord opens doors that you have asking Him to open... Praise Him!
Be blessed wherever you are in your life today! God has His hands on the situation!

YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES
You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 )
You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 )
You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid" God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated" God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: "I'm not smart enough" God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: "I feel all alone" God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating
room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ?
When can I see him ?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't
make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more
? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of
the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the
university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She
ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like
a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a
plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University
for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but
Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some
other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy
had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to
help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after
spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's
belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house.
She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his
hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his
room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed
and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was
a folded letter. The letter said :

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will
ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I
Love You". I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday
we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little
boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room
and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she
probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her
dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me.
This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got
here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see
everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you
know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw
Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess
what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was
somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a
letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that
wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and
His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name
of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me
to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He
when I needed him ?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when
His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with
all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've
written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper.
Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to
write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the
table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all
gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't
stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of
Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about
that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

Saturday 26 April 2008

i swear i won't swear!!

i swear i won't swear people again!!i really mean it, if i do swear at anyone, please slap me. i've decided not to swear because i did not realize how insulting it was till i heard it right on my face, and addressed at me!

somebody called me a bad word, and i know it was without intentions and he wasn't angry or anything, but i felt very insulted. i have no idea why. mainly because it was addressed to me directly, and i have never been called it by people you know. normally they call you behind, but not on your face. i heard it,and i felt my anger shoot up and felt really really insulted. that's when i realized how insulting it was to be insulted with such degrading words, and i made a vow, never to swear at anyone even when i am driving and the drivers annoy the hell out of me. i will just ignore!!and try to look in their situation.i will never ever forger that feeling of being called a degrading word, though i have it, but i don't call it that, so nobody has the right to call me that!!

i mean it!!no more bad words from now on!!!it's bad habit, and it's not cool!!it's actually very degrading for yourself. i have been degrading myself using bad words all the time and it's time for changes in my life!!

Saturday 19 April 2008

happy birthday to lye choong

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to lye choong, happy birthday to you!!!=)

we celebrated lc's birthday in miyako restaurant, hilton subang, yuen steamboat and wong kok ss2.miyako, was me alone with him, yuen with his friends, and wong kok with my friends. hes so lucky. got 3 birthday cakes including his mom's. most of the pictures were recordings. his friends bought him a tiramisu from 'baker's cottage'. mom bought him a fruit flan also from bakers cottage. and i bought him chocolate mint. me and ee von shared the cake .bought in this shop from mid valley called polka. quite nice. =)thanx ee von for introducing that shop to me=)

before we left for subang






tiramisu, from his coursemates and me=)



BB=P


BB and girlfriend=)


BB, coursemates and BB's gf


=)


a candid shot=)in wong kok


happy BB at wong kok=)

happy birthday to my dearest!!hope it was a great birthday this year.=)

girls night out

yohoo!!it's been ages since we did this. the three of us. actually the last we chilled was in december, in teluk intan, but its long for us la. we were so busy, assignments, studies, classes. so we decided to go out, chill, catch up on our lives, and just relax. and not think bout anything except happy thought. that was one night where we laughed non-stop till 545 am. really. we slept at 6am and woke up at 730 cz i had to go back. we stayed over at ee von's place in ss17. it was a great night. oh before that, the night we went to this lounge/bar called waikiki. it's near a&w pj. near um only. it was good drinks were good. the bar tender tried to hit on me, what ever la. and there was this foreigner who came and tlaked to us, and of ocurse, we did not divulge much. we lied like nobody's business.=)so anyway, here the picutres taken in the club and at home. got lots of videos but dunno how to upload.


ee von and cheng choo@waikiki


adelle cheng choo


ee von adelle


=)


a candid shot=)


that's what we munched on




=)

that was our girls night out. cheers to more and more girls=)

happy birthday isaac

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to isaac, happy birthday to you=)

it was isaac's birthday on 20th march 2008. he's three years old dy. we celebrate his birthday and also got him a "cake".


i know it doesnt look appetizing to you, but it was to him=)
















ok this 2 are random pictures. =)

goodbye jazz

after 4 months of going for jazz classes, its finally over. i know it sounds like i hate it.i did enjoy it, CZ it was smth diff, and challenging CZ i have no dance background at all. nuts!!!me and ee Von were like the dumbest in the class, but luckily, ms revathi my jazz lecturer (who happens to be this super hot woman)really, shes hot, shes patient, shes a good teacher, and you know ,she just has the package!!!!if you readers know what i am talking bout. by the way, please don't mind my weird language and structure today, CZ i am very depressed now when i am blogging bout this. so yeah..

back to jazz, i am going ot miss jazz, miss the lecturer but think it will be better for us.

we had our finals on 17Th April 2008. i screwed up big time. i forgot my steps. i messed up, my partner also forgot, which made us look so far king stupid and one of the tutors laughed at us. felt so insulted. ee Von and cheng choo, think you know which tutor i am talking about. at that moment, and even till now, i felt so disappointed with myself. i know was going to mess up, but did not know i would mess u psi badly. i feel so embarrassed of myself. though i know we are not dance students, but still???i at times think ,for 4 months, i did not improve, honestly, i can't do one jazz movement really properly. how sad is that?and i know i am going to fail, or at least D. but no,i have no regrets taking jazz. i wanted to learn a dance subject, and i did, and it was a great experience. loads of fun though painful at times. (no all the time)but it was a great experience.

when i was on stage, i forgot my steps and when i walked back, i couldn't face anyone. and to be honest, i felt yesterday my tear glens were very loose. i normally don't cry easily and tear, but yesterday, i felt so disappointed with myself, when i was sitting down, i tearer, and ee vo saw, CZ when she was performing, she told me to relax. so malu!!!!!dunno if the dance students saw me tear. i realized i have gone soft!!!!i used to laugh at ee von and tzyy yun cz always cry, and look at me?honestly, i tear very easily now adays. for the slightest thing. yesterday was very emotional. even when at the end of class, ms revathi told the class to give a big hand to me and ee von CZ we had the courage to learn smth so alien to us, and we managed, with no dance background at all, i teared. i pretended to tie my shoelace hoping no one Will see, but i think kak nurul saw, and she like patted my back. i have no idea why i teared.
night i text ed ms revathi telling her thanks etc, and she replied this:
"your most welcome!its always a pleasure to see a non-dance student so keen to learn smth so alien. so keep dancing"

so sweet right?and yes, i went to the bathroom ,and cried. what is wrong with me?i cant control my tears. its just came out. so look who's the cry baby now?i feel disappointed with my self. but then again, it was a very good experience, and this had made me mor interested in dance, and if i have the time, i will learn another kind of dance!!!

to chee wei and cheng choo, thanks loads for always believing in us that we can do it. honestly, we wouldn be where we are if you both were not here for us. the times when you both will correct us when we did the loco motor movements after we did it. you both were very patient in teaching us and never looked down. to all the dance students, some of you were very sweet so thank you. those who were quite cocky, too bad for you, and i also don't know your names. but to the guys who helped us, the long hair dark guy, the guy always with atiff, both of u were very sweet. and helped me and ee Von a lot. thank you!!to chee wei and cheng choo, big hug for both of you!!

in conclusion, a big thank you to all who helped us get through this class. gonna miss it.the biggest thank you to ms revathi, for being so patient and understanding, and dedicated in teaching us, though we know nuts bout dance!!

I've got lots to tell, but am just not in the mood to tell everything. think ee Von has said most of it bout how we feel bout jazz.so yeah, got to get back to worry bout my things now. till then and goodbye to jazz again. (i sound like some one died)hahahahaha..purposely to sound more dramatic!!!!kakakakakakakakakkak=P

you took my heart away

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an
inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to
guide me home and now
I'm in love

[ Chorus: ] You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/gsZ ]
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand
new start and now
I'm in love

[ Chorus: ]
You took...

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone

Monday 14 April 2008

antigone

well, my show was last two weeks. it was a very small scale show, held in the amphitheatre a.k.a gazebo. no budget for costumes, as we just bought normal cotton cloth and wrapped ourselves. well, you will see what i mean.then there was n oset or backdrop. just black cloth, with soem silver boxes. no idea wat was it. not much rehearsals too, and i got avery small role.so called queen but only come out in the end, with 6 farking lines, and the next scene am dragged out dead. in the show la!!!crap right?wat to do?politics!!!!!!!my lecturer decided to use "antigone" by sophacles. its aclassic greek tragedy. those who read and love literature and classic plays will prob know what is "antigone". most of my close friends came to watch. thanx a lot for the support, though it was a very very tiny small show, but yeah, you guys came. to lye choong, ee von, jian, munfei, cheng choo, chee wei, and my coursemates who did not take lakon lanjutan and came to watch both days, thank you!!=)so let the pictures say everything=)


first day of show before they made my face=)
i am wearing a tube inside ok????



ta-da..do i look like a ghost???



zehan(my make-up artist) and eddy(my hair stylist)



Raja Creon of THebes. fairuz.



my course buddies, yi jing and mei leng



ee von, jian, me=) and lye choong=)thanx guys



with mun fei



i think this was 2nd day



nice r?nice r?



fina and aini



creon-2nd day



chorus




alex




koragos @ku yusri. gosh, we both look like manequeins. ewww


abang nurul


a dramatic adelle


see-mon






i love this picture=P


ok, this scene never existed. so yeah, SS




the pretty ghost=)hehe


ok, this was my 6 golden line scene=P




so drama right how i die?






eddy's friends


my buddies, cheng choo and chee wei


i dun know this girl. she wanted to take picture with me. cheh. like star!!!!!=)

so that was my show.