Sunday 30 May 2010

suddenly feel sad again.. really got to get used to it... and should have the "i don't care" habit... then my life won't be so full of all this. the "dunno don't care" attitude. wat say u?i think i should. care also no use.. better don't care and worry so much hor? i noticed i like to use hor. why ???becoming so cina dy. hello, yes i am making fun of Chinese, and i know i am half Chinese. so wat? sue me!!!!!!

i should sleep but i duwan. because i am not used to sleeping early and i am not used to not having anything to do. act i do have things to do, but hor, i cant do it now, because i am suppose to wrap chocolates to give customers but if i wrap now and ants eat my sweet chocolates how???and i need to stick my back drop but i am not in work now. so no work lo:p but i did dy. so i just need to go PASTE EVERYTHING BEHIND ME... and voilĂ ...

so tomorrow hor, my plan is go meet cousin, then wait for Erica, then go bangi.gosh dunno how to go there:(.... then night going out with Erica, bee Malcolm Daniel. yay... ex bse vs bse catch up. aiya, din charge camera battery. itu gigi biru ambil masa terlalu lama untuk charge. "cepat charge la".....

ok la... i wanan go continue doing nothing. bye bye for real

p/s: i have this habit of burping with my mouth open... it sounds dam crude, but it feels better. oh adelle, where is your manners?
hi, think i haven't blogged, as in type and rant for quite some time dy. but i know no one missed me but i am still gonna blog and rant even if you don't like it:d

ok, life's been a bitch for me.. (oh i know it is, but it's just been bitchier) in my work and career. oh nothing new hor? but it's getting worse lo. and sigh, the worse part is, i don't have an option to change. so many parties not allowing. you know i am so stressed, i cry so easily... someone just has to ask me, "so hows work and sales?" and i can break down... or "whats this i heard you're planning to quit and change job" and i can start crying like it's so serious and get my make up smudgy.. well i did the other day. what's happening to me????can anyone help me?i think only God will...i don't know where i am going...really. i also dunno what where how why.sigh...everyday i sigh.. i am sick and tired of empty promises, people giving me false hope, not picking up my phone. sigh. DO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IMPORTANT INSURANCE IS TO YOU?????IF YOU DON'T HAVE, WHAT HAPPENS TO YOUR FAMILY SHOULD*TOUCH WOOD* YOU PASS AWAY?DO YOU NOT LOVE YOUR FAMILY???why can't people see how important it is to you???we are protecting your income... because you work so hard and pay your commitments and liability, but if something happens to u unexpectedly, and u haven't saved enough, what happens next?who pays your car and house or if you're married, who continues to pay for household?your family?your children?but if you have saved enough with us, your family doesn't have to worry bout money BECAUSE WE PAY YOU RM160K STRAIGHT.(100k is given to your family, 60k is divided, rm1k every month for 5 years) that is to protect and help them survive. if *touch wood* you pass away in an accident, we give you rm100k EXTRA. if you pass away in an accident in public area( mamak, public transport) we give your family extra 100k. means your family gets rm360k.. just like that in 10 working days... if you don't that saving here, when something happens, you have to touch your savings. i mean your family. then touch their own savings. then in 20 years time, when its exhausted, whats next???have you thought of it????i bet u never think of it because you duwan to think of death and think you will live forever right?well you're wrong honey... everyone will die. so when you die and you're not prepared, what happens???so prepare yourself. with just rm125 monthly, your income is protected..ok, if just say u dun die yet, u get to enjoy 5%-8% savings interest..so it's better then FD/saving/sukuk or amanah saham or whatsoever bullshit.

anyways on the lighter and happier side, ky took up one policy from me:)..reason:1) to support me 2) tax deductible 3) extra benefit 4)one form of investment. thank you sayang . i wouldn't know what to do if i din have you. you've been my pillar, always supporting me, listening to me complaint and helping me and supporting me mentally and just being there. i love you sayang...

i closed 2 cases on Thursday. i told Jesus, just show me some form of light, be with me what ever i am doing, guide me and at least close 1 case. i cannot end the month with 1 case. and He was great. miss sia agreed to sign up One lady, and a walk-in who came i not open account. Chan referred him to me because he asked about insurance. and it wasn't the rm185 medical card. it was plan 2. which meant better coverage, better saving value and higher premium and easier hit my target.lol... that was God's sent. and i thank god for giving me the courage to explain to him patiently and letting him know everything.:) but of course i am smart dy:).. i submitted one case on Thurs, which is my last case for may, and sia's case will be brought forward for June so i break egg for June. and sayang said he'll help me break egg for June. which means i got 2 cases for June dy. so i must work hard to get another 4 cases at least for June. hope the "i'm the cutest kid in town contest" helps:)...and more walk ins.lalaalala.

i miss ky. din get to spend much time with him this weekend. and next whole week i wont be here. oh well, all weeks i am not in ti. but i am in sitiawan. and i come back on Fri. and most of time we meet on fir. but it's diff this time. because tomorrow me is going to kl for course for whole week. in bangi. then will be back on Fri, and on Fri-sat, i will be in giant teluk intan( having a roadshow).. so which means moat prob this weekend i wont see him also lo. cz he'll be working at times i am free( which is in morning) and free when i am working( which is after 3pm) .sigh. then Monday 7th June i am back to work in manjung. then hor, 12th am going Cameron. a farewell trip for bee. will be back on 13th. 1 day only. which means another weekend without sayang. though 12-15th ky is on leave, but he needs to study so i understand if he don't want to join us. i did ask him. but i don't want to drag him into more activities that make him spend less with his books. his exam and studies are more important then me. i get it. so i want him to focus on it more.... oh did i mention farewell for bee?well yes, bee resigned.. reason????what else??? do i need to mention/no i don't need. more and more going down. it's just a matter of time.

on another :( thing, ky will finish O&G on November 18th and it's 3 months of tagging for MO. are you following me? which means November 28th he will be busy:(:( guess i will cancel my leave. sigh. nvmd la. guess got to get used to it. and it's not that he has a choice. i understand.. so nvmd la. just go to work. but maybe since he can't take leave, maybe before 28th will plan a trip with yi jing and mei leng. since every year, we used to celebrate our birthdays together. since we entered uni.. because mei leng is 16th Nov, yi jing is 22nd and i am 28th. all 6 days apart. so that day yi jing said maybe we should celebrate again together. this time go somewhere. so we suggested Malacca;).. go on a road trip.. just the 3 of us... but nothing confirmed, need to ask mei leng and plan again:)

oh did i mention that day meeting up?lol, yes i finally met yi jing. after 1 year. last year exactly around this time we went to pangkor. my course mates:).i miss uni life and miss all of friend. so it was a nice catch up.. we went to sushi king, i ate their teppanyaki.nice:)and there wasn't the awkwardness of not seeing each other for long time:)

then on Thursday before i came home, another nice evening. why?met up with my best friends from uni, jian ee Von and cat:). they went to pangkor, so stopped by at lumut. it was a short catch up, but also, nice meeting em:). i miss you guys. wish had longer time to catch up. soon:)...also met them exactly one year. last year same date they surprised me in ti:).. then we graduated, and no news till Thursday:)

oh well, anyways i am signing off. bye. i shall see you soon:).if there is anyone reading.wanted to upload the pics i took with yi jing and ee Von and cat and jian... but hor, i cut and paste all the pics to my hdd dy. oh got reason why... my laptop is being a stupid pain in the ass. crashes every 2-3 hours. so today might be the last time i am using it. might give/sell to wyno and i might get a new one. *dreaming of dell inspiron 14*. hahahahaha. not simply spending money, but i need it okay?this laptop (as much as i feel sad because it's my first) its really pissing me off. i can't do anything. because it just crashes. boooshhh!!!so yeah. but also it all depends on wyno. he seems to love my laptop and duwan me to sell. so depends on what he says tomorrow la. so yeah, i had to clear all my junk inside my laptop before letting him check. thats why no pics. so i shall upload it when 1) i get my new laptop or 2) this is fixed and i am using it again.

this also means u will not be seeing me on fb for a while or my blog... dun miss me. lololololo l.

babymau signs off.

Wednesday 26 May 2010

Tuesday 25 May 2010

picture time:D

so i am bit free now.. so i thought just upload some pics..not all.lol... and some which i am dying to put up, and it's a beautiful picture. but i shan't.other then that, randoms here and there. :D











Monday 24 May 2010

juju&jibolba:)

hello peeps, i am back from penang. had a blast... went with jibolba( his new name):P... went there, celebrate his 27th..it was a goood weekend.:). 3 whole days with u and now ur not, i am missing you;(

so we had a nice time. jibby got me a lamp:)dammm nice... and a pair of sexy high heels:).woots.. and i got him errmm, a belt;)... i made him a cake:). which turned out ok, taste gooood but looks bad:P... and i made him a muffler and most of all, the most expensive and priceless birthday present he has is ME:).. and i answered the same thing when he asked me what i want for my birthday.. i have the best gift.. which is him:)..

i am back now. and already feelign depressed. work is on wednesday. with 1 case, i can almost die!!!not literally, but die because boss is showing me "the face" expectign more sales.omggggggggg

tomorrow i am going for breakfast with ky, then do errands. oh bdw, i forgot to mention, i managed to buy this 'thomas and friends" train for the grand(no the one and only) prize for the 'i'm the star' contest:)...so it's time for flyers and promotions and decorations..move it baby move it:D

as much as i love to upload the pics, but i cant. because am up-loading on fb. so i promise tomorrow perhaps:)..

ok flyers time.good night

Wednesday 19 May 2010

funny but true stuff:P

it's better to loose your ego to the one you love rather then to lose someone you love because of ego.

you're every reason, every hope and every dream, I've ever had, and no matter what happens in the future every day we were together was the greatest day of my life.

follow your heart whereever it leads you, and when you reach a dead-end or whenever you're lost, use your brains to bring you home.

family and friends make my whole life, but GOD is the one who makes my life WHOLE

if you love the roses, you have to put up with the thorns

Tuesday 11 May 2010

*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^$#

*&^%$#@#$%^&^%$#@#$%^&**&^%%$#@#$%&&*&^%R$E####$%@#%^&*

dam angry with some idiotic rude bus drivers who cut into my lane.. mind u, MY LANE, then when i horn at him,he showed me the middle finger.. then after i overtook him, he took a bottle and threw on my car.*&^&^$$$%%%^%^#$%^$#@#$$%%...the anger really boiled and i was so pissed.. stupid rude ass wipe..own fault, but dare show middle finger and throw things on me. just because i am a woman, and and am carrying 2 other women.. bloody MCP.. ego bruised because girl horned at him. stupid ass wipe.......rude, mcp.. no manners..

i need a mango sundae now..:(. but good thing, sayang said he'll buy for me this weekend. yay...

you know on a calmer side,he never fails in making me smile..he never fails in comforting me... every time he hugs me, i feel so light and calm and i just wanna stay in his arms..wish i could stay in his arms :)..other then my family and God, he really is very supportive and caring and loving. i love you my precious gem!!..

i bought this beautiful FOSSIL wallet. so so so nice. buttt its moo moo...at first was reluctant, but it's so pretty, couldn't resist. and another thing, it's kinda big, hope it fits my M&G bag..lol...

penang is next week.yohoooo.. counting days to spend 3 whole days with my baby.eat, shopping, sight seeing, take pictures, catch up..sounds fun:).bdw, i gave sayang his birthday pressie dy. nano speed 5000. he loves it:)..buttt he said not so much power;(.. but when playing fast very nice. :) buttt scratch dy..oh well, nvmd:).. the other pressie( muffler) on the way... long long dy. but now only in 3rd yarn. so yeah. i need to work hard. but u see like tonight, after a long day, i am so tired. how r?but i told myself, i can do it:)

next roadshow is cutest baby contest. so all of u vote, and choose the cutest bundle of joy.. was telling sayang bout it. then he replied back, best baby contest?? so i told him no, no need to do best baby contest. because got one and only winner which is me. i am the best baby:)...and he replied, "yes you're my best baby".. act got correction. he's my best baby.. :)

heartbeat of hope 2nd round was FANTABULOUS. performed in UCSI.everything is grand and good. omggg...most of all miss the company.

me and Emily are going to be slim and sexy and beautiful.. Barney introducing some drink that makes u slim, WITHOUT EXERCISING AND WHILE STILL GET TO ENJOY OUR MEALS. OF COURSE DON'T EAT LIKE BABI LA. EAT NORMAL. SO I BELIEVE WITH THAT PLUS JOGGING PUS HULA HOOP PLUS NO ICE CREAM NO SUPPER, NO FATTY FOOD, NO BINGING, I shall be slim and sexy and beautiful. but then again, sayang said this, "sexy or not sexy i will still love you". awwwww..

ok am already sleepy. which means no knitting.tomorrow i promise to do 36 rows AT LEAST. AM TIRED, SO pics later okay??

Thursday 6 May 2010

useless!

so i am back from a long time no blog.hello people...whats been up?did i miss anything???

broke my egg for may.. wong bought from me. yay:)..hope to close more of the staff:P..

but one for the week. sigh.

tomorrow i wont be in office most of time. going to the store to see for availability.. yeap yeap roadshow there. hopefully got some happiness there la..

feel very down, and embarrassed with myself.feel very useless, hurt. sigh.

Saturday 1 May 2010

just dun feel nice and happy...

anyways next week is ladies week(s)..everything almost done.. i said almost... still got stuff to do..got to settle my room stuff soon. room gonna have lots of changes. yay.but which means more work first. urghhhh...

am reallly busy trying to finish ady... shes longer...but still at ND yarn. urghhh...*i can do it i can do it i can do it*...

branch dinner was yesterday night. beautiful place i tell you. swiss garden, damai laut. beautiful, secluded.. i must go there one day and stay there:)..good place for honey moon.. no disturbance. beautiful scenery..real 5 star resort. will rate 10 out of 10 for hotel. but 5 out of 10 for food. food stinks... bluekkkk... other then that gooood;).. pics later k?haven't transfered to lappie..

going out with ky later...

he's been busy. guess i got to get used to it..

Saturday may 8th, we're performing in UCSI( heartbeat of hope).. yeap yeap... for the very first time, Wesley methodist church teluk intan is performing in one of the top universities:):)..

ok lo...sien dy.. go do bit of my work. catch up soon. bubye now..bubye ....bubye///bubye now.. *slaps herself.. booosh*.byeee