Sunday 27 March 2011

sunday blues

just got back from kl. had a super wonderful weekend with my precious, sis and mav. it was a good weekend.. fri afternoon sully picked me up from bus station, then we went to pyramid, watched mars needs moms. quite funyn and nice. lol. then did some shopping.( food bdw) caqme home and cooked. sayang is a gooood cook. for pics, check out my fb profile. he made a prawn salad, teriyaki salmon and fried chicken fillet( cz idun eat salmon):D. and we bought sakae. lol. hahahaha. whic h ky said is nto saake, but good quality spirit. but we din get drunk, but it was nice company. mav came over too:).

sat, went to flee market, got myself some nice clips:D sulyl got me one clip and i got 2 long baby tees. weee.. then went to his cuz place in oug, chilled there whole day, kids love him and then love me too:p.. and of course they loved the iphones too. sayang cooked carbonara. dammm good. finally eating his carbonARA. lol.

went home, spent earth hour with sis mav and sayang. with ben outside drinkign remaining sakae and eating junk food. after that we went out for dinner/supper.

today got up late, made breakfast, chilled then came home... now so tired, and shitty part is tomorrow working .bluekkkkkkkk.

anyways i am going to treat myself...and buy a pandora bracelet. yayyy. and planning to buy for mummy too. she's in love with it.. and sayang said he will buy me a charm. weeeeee.... prob buy it when i go down o n15th. ask sis to go with me.:D

anyways going to go down, have a pack, and go sayang's house, collect stuff and go back have dinner. so happy monday peeps...

Wednesday 16 March 2011

Happening boxers

So I was supposed to get Sayang smth for passing his exam, and wanted to get smth, but I was scared I couldn't get in time, so I decided yo get smth else. Tadaaa







Cars:)



Kisses. Muax Muax



Some women dancing




This is the ultimate, call it kinky or horny or Watever but it's so cute n happening.










Woohoo now little brother got new protection. Yayyyyy
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Mahli n mushi

Did I tell u we are act feeding these 2 cats in front of house? They r so pavam. So mummy named them mahli n mushi. Biblical names FYI. Lol they wait for us every day. Cuties! Act getting quite attached to them.







That'mushi




This is mahli



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Monday 14 March 2011

day6 of lent.

today's reading in conclusin teaches us to be giving, care. dun give and expect. dun give and let everyone know. others dun need to know, god knows, thats al lthat matters. so are u a sheep or goat?

our good deeds follow from our faith and that we cannot be blind to the needs and sufferings of the people we come across in our daily lives. it is clear enough that while we are saved by grace, we wil lstill be judged based on what we do or do not do.

dear lord, thank you for reminding me what it is to be a sheep and what it is to be a goat.

at all times be alert to the oppurtunities in our lives to meet the hunger, the thirst, the loneliness, the sickness, the abandonment, the rejection of another in our midst.

Saturday 12 March 2011

day 4 of lent

"Jesus said to him, "away from me, Satan! for it is written: worship the Lord your God, and serve God only".

all of us go through many struggles in our journey to remain a person of integrity for the Lord. let us remember to honour God in all that we do. one way is through spending daily time with the Lord. this will help provide safeguards for us in our constant battle with diverse temptations.

many times, we are faced with temptations, especially now during this 40 days of lent. eg: food, sex, lust, alcohol, or any form of activity that you enjoy doing. but for this 40 days, we make a vow, or we abstain from smth you cant live without, and focus on Him.and we pray bout it. we pray that He will give us the will, the strength the courage to go through this period. all this by avoiding temptations, and praying only to Him. it is when u fall into it, is when u have failed to resist the temptation. i decided to abstain from lunch during this 40 days. going out with friends, meeting up, all during lunch time. yes i still go out, but i dun eat, i am on a liquid diet, and i know myself, i dun do fruit juices or yogurts, or just drink. but i will and have been, staying away from delicious food. and yes, the food smells really good, and a voice inside me says, "just eat la, u can ganti later. ur hungry la. just eat, seldom get to come here to eat". and at times i must admit, i almost fall into it, but again is about resisting and avoiding temptations. these few days, when i hear that voice, i quickly say a prayer, and ask God to help me fight the temptation and be strong. and immediately the hungry thought leaves, and i am ok with just ordering honey lemon tea or orange juice. and i am ok with seeing my friends or colleagues eat. its bout prayer and surrender everything to Him.

"dear lord, i pray that when tempting thoughts fly by, You will help me, not let them roost my mind..not act upon them."

learn to identify where the temptations are in the home, in the workplace, in the community, in society, in the world. flee as early and as far away as possible from them.

Friday 11 March 2011

i do

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can't live without it, I can't let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-do-lyrics-colbie-caillat.html ]

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

leaders and "leaders"

i must write this now.. blogging via betsey, too long, leceh. so i waited till i came home in the comfort of my computer to blog this:) so here goes?

before i start? let me ask a quiz, wat is a leader? *answers, anyone????*. oh ok, so let me tell u what is a leader should you NOT know. a leader is someone capable, strong, knows what is she doing ,has a strong head on their shoulder, able to handle situations, able to motivate you, able to support you and be there for you, not just when your doign well, but most needed when ur in the pits, someone who can calm you down. that's a leader. now, what is a "leader"? got difference r.. " and without ". ok so a "leader" is opposite from the leader. a "leader" cannot lead, cannot control, cxannot motivate( or at least tries but ends up making u cry and feel even worse and demotivated), cannot speak out loud, cannot handle problems and situations thrown at you. and THINKS every situation uses the same solution. a "leader" DOES NOT THINK OUT OF THE BOX, BUT JUST THINKS IN IT. now that's a "leader". clear picture?

so why am i doing a comparison? currently, i am supposed to report to a "leader". a "leader" who calls me every single blinking day, and ask, "how are you? ok mou? have u break egg? i understand ur situation, i also been there. i got experience. i got sell ...... and ...... i know. very san fu. but cannto be like that." or i have a "leader" who when u call him to ask a problem bout his company rules and standard procedure, says, " erm, i am not too sure, i ask my girl call u back?" or " i did everything dy, what else you want me to do? "i also dunno. " or you just sign la. " when u ask him what is the problem, " he cuts you off and says, "how r u lately???" " i believe you can do it, you r a clever girl. ". i have a "leader" who does not motivate, but demotivates.. i have a "leader" who makes me want to give up even more every day. rewind...................... previously, even when i was at the point of just letting go, i told myself, "i cannot disappoint them" because they had hopes in me, she motivated me i na way that i wasn't doing it because they asked me, but because i wanted to do it. and i really miss her now. shes elsewhere. today it was so nice to talk to her heart to heart and tell her how i feel. i never felt this way when i talked to the "leader". but nothing i can do. this "leader" is not going to make me better, but brign me further. but i wont let him totally control my life.

day 3 of lent

"the purpose of fasting can be seen in the context of abstaining from an activity for a specific amount of time to focus on spiritual matters. or to put it in another way, we are to take our eyes off the things of this world to focus completely on God. fasting is a way to say to God, and to ourselves, that we are serious about our relationship with God".

lent is about sacrificing smth u reallly like, and this is the time to totally focus on Him and wat he has done for us..

oh lord, as i fast, please cleanse me from within, and reveal to me the things of the world that i cling to, Help me surrender all fo them to You.

Thursday 10 March 2011

Day 2 of lent

"we are all aware that we come into the world with nothing, and we will leave with
Nothing"-Job:1:21a

" power, prestige And material wealth are temporal but they have an immense hold on all of us. We may declare that we want is to have an honest day's wage for an honest days work but our flesh can be weak in the face of all the temptations that surround us."

Today, we pray that what we earn and have is just temporary. Wat is eternity is our soul and our faith in him. So we
Must cling on to him and follow Him. " tragic would be the Fay when we achieve all that we set out to do- only to loose our soul. "



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Invisible

I feel like I am invisible. no reaction not even a nod a nonor yes or ok. So embarrassing standing there like I am talking to the wall. Sigh Wat all we
Have to face?

And on another matter, I am super pissed with him. Bodoh! Dunno how to lead dunno how to solve problem only know how to push for sales. Ur company like shit, u some more expect customers to love your product. Please la. Ur not the only
Insurance rxompany. Dun be so ba bai!!!


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Wednesday 9 March 2011

Day 1 of lent

Today is ash Wednesday, which is Also first day of lent. For 40 days let us pause from our daily lives n focus on Him. Pray, give and fast. " lent is a pause in our everyday life, a pause to let go of the frenzy we have been engulfed with, a pause to come forth from the mire of deadness into new life"- rev Peggy seow

so let us continue this journey with Him, walk with him as he travels and encounters people from different sections of society, and then during holy week, accompany him through his passion and finally to the cross.

Prayer: Lord help me to give, to pray and to fast- in secret
(Matthew 4,6,18)
Decide to whom u want to give, when you will pray and how toy will fast.


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Tuesday 8 March 2011

Kittens for adoption

Woke up this morning to this horrible rotting smell. Aunty said it's kittens, but she was too busy to find. When I finished work I came home n the smell was still there. Aunty came and couldn't than pushed away the pots and to our horror saw a decomposed kitten. Maggots were all over. It was really rotting. I almost vomited. It was so smelly and disgusting. So aunty sprayed the maggots first then used spade throw in plastic bag then I took and threw in main dustbin. Ok then aunty washed. Story closed. Oh not yet.

After dinner aunty said must wash again. While we were washing , I heard " meow meow meow" I told aunty there are more inside. Oh rewind while we were cleaning the decomposed kitty, the mother cat was just staring from outside. Bdw mom is reallly gorgeous. Ok fast forward so I told aunty, and I turned, aunty saw the mummy run in grab a kitten and ran out. Shit means that wax her nest. So I went out saw mummy needing kitten. In few seconds she dashed unto cupboard again,Wat if kitty dies again? And poor thing. N aunty won't feed the cat. So now we dunno if they're stl inside or are they out. Bt ee left the cupboard door open to see if they migrate lo. Then I told ky, if there r kittens how, then he said put up for adoption so
I said cool can be my first charity project. Then after a while ge asked mebif hd cod become my poster boy. Awww then I said cannot Cz he's too cute after ppl Duwan adopt kitten adopt him then how? And he said , dun worry I only want u the one n only. N no one wants me except u. Awwww I love y babu. Oh that's our new name. Bibi n babu. Dipetik dari nama kucing yang tinggal di deepen rumah saya. Lol

Ok its quarter to 12. Lent starts tomorrow. So ok going to pray n hit the sack. Blessed Wednesday peeps

P/s: another interview by same company in Monday. Back to back. Phew.
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Kampung fried rice ala warung

I cooked
Kampung fried rice last night. Yum yum. Nut just need some
Chicken and less oil then it be perfect. Hehe. The next I cook it I will add chicken put less oil and and add more chili. Hehhe






Yummy
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Demotivated

Day by day I am feeling
More and more useless and demotivated, how
Much I try also I feel like this, an the more I talk to you, the more I Duwan to do Wat u ask me to do. So save your breath. If only I can tell u this!!! Right on Ur face!


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Sunday 6 March 2011

aaaarghh

what else? it's monday tomorrow. dunno this week i can close another case or not. sigh. yeah i am goign for an interview, but i dunno why, i am not that keen on it, prob cz it might be in kl, and i am not ready to leave my comfort zone( though i know some day i ave to) but yea. chances to get if i do well i ninterview is kinda high.
. but i do wanna stay on here, not cz of the job but the benefits/ but i know i will have to leave. so yeah its monday tomorrow, lent is this wed. so bye. i am goign to mope now

congrats baby

sully passed his exam. part one. yohooo. wooots.*celebrates, confetti pops, champagne*. hahahaha. he did not expect to pass part B, but he did. God was great, and he deserved it. so as a reward, i am going to.............. heheheh surpriseeee.. continue working hard for part 2, go kick asses and leave the rest to god. we wil lcontinue to support you:). i love you.

Friday 4 March 2011

marry you

It’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we’re trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it’s on girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I’ll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
Bruno Mars Marry You lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-marry-you-lyrics.html

So whatcha wanna do?
Let’s just run girl.
If we wake up and you wanna break up that’s cool.
No, I won’t blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Thursday 3 March 2011

Why is it I feel that I am
Not getting any support?


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Tiger vs pig

A: Wat u had for lunch?
K: I had a tiger
A: Wat? U ate my mankind. U ate my relatives
K: u eat pork also Wat. U also eat my relatives
A: different. Ur one multiply fast, mine is going extinct. After u eat all then Ur grandchildren dunno Wat is tiger.
K: I din eat u Ma. Still got u.
A; if I not here anymore how? I am limited edition ok?
* rofl rofl rofl*



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Where r u

Why is it always I type smth it doesn't get published or even saved in draft? Aaaaaarfhhhhhhhh


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Dragon baby

Everyone is getting married this year. So many people. Some were dating for couple of years, some were already living in sin, some were dating for Erm let's see, 8 months? Gosh, some are younger to me by 3 years, and getting married next week. Ok that's obviously Cz it's 2+ 1 la. But why why so hurry? Ohh I know everyone wants a dragon baby. I also want dragon baby, heard it's a good year. Very auspicious animal. No
One wants snake. I also Duwan snake. Prob have to wait till after 2013 lo. Wonder Wat year is it!

In pbb itself more then 6 Bse getting married on 20.11.2011. My lass also getting married. Phewww!But my lass Duwan baby. She said Duwan to have kids. Lol.

Last time I also say Duwan have kids, but now I want. Think when I am
More mature the motherly instincts will set in. Hehehe. I want dragon baby;)

Spudow!




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No eyes

Yesterday our appraisal was done. I dun have eyes to see. Sigh, feel so down. Then today g said next week m n c are coming to find me. If
M c and l talk to me together, ts going to be horrible. Reallly Kia lat lo!!! Again who understands?no one knows Wat I am going thru the feeling. I can't talk to anyone!

Looking on a little brighter side, got a call from g company. Asking if I am
Still interested in looking for job, so unsaid yeah. Though
It isn't the best choice, but I will give it a try. I mean the
Interview. See how It goes. Theycalled me in evening again to confirm if I want to go for interview so I said ok. Now they pending to let me know when. Pray la for me!! I really want pnb but no news. Sigh!!i dunno where I am going wat I am
Doin all I know is I need to leave!


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Wednesday 2 March 2011

Work hard=nothing

U dare say I din help out in branch?u dare penalize me? If we din help Ur branh fail like crazy. When u want us to help u ask us, make is help. It's not our job, but we never complain , now when it's time
To judge us u penalize us. so why help?


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Tuesday 1 March 2011

Sedih

Day by day I feel like I am
Just wasting my life away. Doing nth. Being rejected feeling like nobody. Being treated like crap, not appreciated at all


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