so it is!

i did it.. no point thinking bout it. decision has been made. no turning back. a very challenging path lies ahead, but i have to face it, and whatever happens, i will be able to handle it, because God is holding me, so is either he will never let me fall, or if i fall, he will teach me to fly. so He is my strength, and he will show me the way. i have him to support me, and i have my family and sayang to support me. i thank God for havign them in my life:). i love you.

so for now, i am goign to chillax, and do what i need to do.

babymau.

p/s: babymau airlines. heheheheh*grins*. (private joke)

No turning back, no looking back

After tomorrow, there is no turning back. After tomorrow that is the decision I have made ad that's it. No regrets, no thinking, no hesitating. No
Wondering, nth!!!!!!! Just do it!!and live with that decision. After 2 weeks it will be. Anew life for me( I am
Looking forward to it) after tomorrow I can be free!!!

Tomorrow is a big day
For me!!!!!


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Location:Jalan Dato Yu Neh Huat,Seri Manjung,Malaysia

everyone thinks i am overreacting. everyone thinks i am not trying hard enough. everyone thinks i should continue what i am doing. why????? u cant get a high salary elsewhere. yeah of course i cant..but is high salary= happiness? not in my eyes... i am not money minded. and i dun give a shit bout rm3320 salary monthly . i really dunno what's my future ahead. i reallly dunno. i cant do what i aM DOING NOW, i am not gettign any offer, and even if i did, it's impossible to get that job, and if i do get it, i dunno if i can perform it. i really feel like i am hanging on a robe, waitign to be snipped off, and there i go, CRASH BOOM BANG. IF I DUN LEAVE MY JOB NOW, IT WIL LEB CRASH BOOM BANG. i might leave even if i dun get another offer. no i am serious!!!. i dun have commitments, all i gotta do is settle my cc, and DON'T SPEND. and be a bum for a while till i get a job. SHOULD I??

THIS IS KILLING ME. AND I DUN HAVE ANY OUTLET. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. and i dunno where is the path... i am so confused. i dun even wanan talk bout it, i just wanan sit in a dark quiet room, and mope!!!. really!!!! thats all i wanan do for now!!. cz i cant think of a solution in my life!!!. i cant perform in work, i am not getting an offer( or at least a good one) what should i do?i need an answer... i need light..

I love you

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Location:Jalan Sultan Abdullah,Teluk Intan,Malaysia