this new restaurant opened, near my house. it's called shitake cafe. i later on found out the owner of this cafe is my age, one nice sweet guy from school, his parents had a cake house, which now closed and they opened this cafe. it's something like a lower version of fine dining la. so mummy said tonight,(31st January) we go there fro a change. to try and see if it's nice cz we heard a lot of good comments on it.so we all got dressed to go, but before i went, i had to go toilet, and after i came out of the toilet, omgggggggg!!!!!i had this worse itch there I've ever felt. so itchy. seriously, it was so bad till i cried. i dunno why it was so itchy, i did the normal thing, but it din work. then mom said to put some medicine, which is known for itchiness, but hell, it din help, instead made it itchier. i tell you, it's really itchy. itchy till it's painful. i dunno how to describe it. even when i went for dinner, i was sitting in weird position, cz it was still itchy.. sighh..mom said to go see dr azizah at that moment, but she close dy. and iam goign back tomoro. and she is closed on sundays, so i have to see her next week when i go back. i am scared. i duwan to go for operation. my dad and even Dr once told me if it gets worse, operation is the only solution. it's quite bad, this week actually, most of time i go toilet, it itches, bu not as bad as today. i think it's my diet. this week i really eat like nobody's business, and never take care. guess i really have to watch my diet.i duwan sit in pelampung or Tyre, or go for operation. *sobs*..anyway, now it's ok dy.. but anyhow next week i will go see Dr azizah. swallow my pride, and let her stuff her finger in.that was the first omg moment.
2nd one, while in shitake cafe, i ordered some pasta. creamy mushroom source. very nice, and they had prawns. with tails. and as i said before, it's a one range lower then some fine dining place. but better then the normal coffee houses we normally go. so yeah, i was eating the pasta, and tried to peel the prawn with my fork and spoon, when at that moment, i lost control, and the prawn tail "flew" out of the table and fell on the floor. i tell you, it was so embarrassing. because i made it worse by bending down to pick it up, not wanting to dirty the floor. and the waiters and waitress saw, one of them brought another serviette for me.. omgggggg!!!it was so embarrassing. and the owner, i know him. so maluuuu!!!sheesh!!!so 2 omg moments in 3 hours. sheesh!!!!!
Saturday 31 January 2009
characters
Characters
* Stepan Stepanovitch Chubukov - A landowner.
* Natalya Stepanovna - Stepan's daughter, 25 years old.
* Ivan Vassilevitch Lomov - A large and hearty neighbor of Chubukov, but a very suspecious landowner.
* Stepan Stepanovitch Chubukov - A landowner.
* Natalya Stepanovna - Stepan's daughter, 25 years old.
* Ivan Vassilevitch Lomov - A large and hearty neighbor of Chubukov, but a very suspecious landowner.
the proposal, by anthon chekov
A Marriage Proposal is about the tendency of wealthy families to seek other wealthy families, to increase their estates by encouraging marriages that made good economic sense, and the problems that arise in marriage.
In Chekhov's Russia, marriage was a mean of economic stability for most people. They marry to gain wealth and possessions. In this particular play, the concept of marriage is being satirized to show the real purpose of marriage. Marriage is portrayed as a materialistic gain and not for the reason of true love. The satire is conveyed successfully by emphasizing the couple's foolish arguments over small things. The main arguments in the play revolve around "The Oxen Meadows" and two dogs called "Ugadi and Otkatai".
In the play, Ivan Vassilevich Lomov, a long-time wealthy neighbor of Stepan Stepanovich Chubukov (who is also wealthy) has come to propose marriage to Chubukov's 25-year-old daughter, Natalya. After he has asked and received permission to marry Natalya, she is invited into the room, and he tries to convey to her the proposal. He fails. Lomov is a hypochondriac, and, while trying to make clear his reasons for being there, he gets into arguments with Natalia and ends up having "palpitations" and a numb leg. After her father notices they are arguing, he joins in, and then sends Ivan out of the house. Stepan then tells his daughter that Lomov was about to propose, and at this news she immediately starts "dying" and screams for her father to bring him back. He does, and Natalya and Ivan get into a second big argument, this time about the dogs. Ivan collapses and they fear he's died. However, after a few minutes he regains consciousness, and Chubukov all but forces him and his daughter to accept the proposal with a kiss. Immediately following the kiss, the couple get into yet another argument. Here the play ends.
In Chekhov's Russia, marriage was a mean of economic stability for most people. They marry to gain wealth and possessions. In this particular play, the concept of marriage is being satirized to show the real purpose of marriage. Marriage is portrayed as a materialistic gain and not for the reason of true love. The satire is conveyed successfully by emphasizing the couple's foolish arguments over small things. The main arguments in the play revolve around "The Oxen Meadows" and two dogs called "Ugadi and Otkatai".
In the play, Ivan Vassilevich Lomov, a long-time wealthy neighbor of Stepan Stepanovich Chubukov (who is also wealthy) has come to propose marriage to Chubukov's 25-year-old daughter, Natalya. After he has asked and received permission to marry Natalya, she is invited into the room, and he tries to convey to her the proposal. He fails. Lomov is a hypochondriac, and, while trying to make clear his reasons for being there, he gets into arguments with Natalia and ends up having "palpitations" and a numb leg. After her father notices they are arguing, he joins in, and then sends Ivan out of the house. Stepan then tells his daughter that Lomov was about to propose, and at this news she immediately starts "dying" and screams for her father to bring him back. He does, and Natalya and Ivan get into a second big argument, this time about the dogs. Ivan collapses and they fear he's died. However, after a few minutes he regains consciousness, and Chubukov all but forces him and his daughter to accept the proposal with a kiss. Immediately following the kiss, the couple get into yet another argument. Here the play ends.
grandfather's 71st birthday
it wasn't as grand as last ear, but the price of it was definitely grand!!and painful for the wallet. but hmmm..overall, it was a good one. no fights, no long faces, no annoying people, towards the end, when all was a bit high, everyone was taking pictures, after the singing and cutting of bday cake. but only thing is wished i took with all the cousins/grandchildren. hmmm. hopefully there will be another chance:)
lazy to blog.. why dun u guys check out my face book to see the pics?i just put the important ones here:P
the rest, check out my facebook ok?:)
lazy to blog.. why dun u guys check out my face book to see the pics?i just put the important ones here:P
the rest, check out my facebook ok?:)
Friday 30 January 2009
die die die
i haven't got into character, haven't memorized script, haven't finish assignment/presentation. die die die!!!but i am still relaxing here. *slaps herself*urghhhh...
the good thing is, Monday is a holiday cz of FT day..yayyyy.. does n make a diff, cz my class is on Tues. but going out on Monday for some reason.. shall not say now till its confirmed:)hehehehhe..
oh back to dieing, urghhh...rehearsals haven't really started. once it has, its going to be more and more complains, and annoying buzzing sound each time u read my blog.:(
anyway, goign to continue winning or playing fitness dash to get expert scores.:P.. then will continue my work.. happy holidays(3 mroe days is still hols ok) and gong xi fa cai:D
the good thing is, Monday is a holiday cz of FT day..yayyyy.. does n make a diff, cz my class is on Tues. but going out on Monday for some reason.. shall not say now till its confirmed:)hehehehhe..
oh back to dieing, urghhh...rehearsals haven't really started. once it has, its going to be more and more complains, and annoying buzzing sound each time u read my blog.:(
anyway, goign to continue winning or playing fitness dash to get expert scores.:P.. then will continue my work.. happy holidays(3 mroe days is still hols ok) and gong xi fa cai:D
Wednesday 28 January 2009
biggg bagggg, finally!:D
i finally bought a bag, a school bag. a big enuf school bag for myself.. this bag is another bag can put Isaac in and go shopping kind.muahahahahha.*rofl and lmao*. anyway, it's from this "pet shop" brand, it's nice and bigg:)
nice and big?
hehe
nice and big?
hehe
finally, and my first master-piece;D
i started it in November..had an interest in it for a long time, but never got to learning it until that day, or perhaps week before, where i finally decided to go all the way to subang parade to learn it:D... i wanna learn knitting:D.. which i learnt..i told ev, she said she also wanted to learn. so we went together, bought the same yarn, bu different color, which was so expensive. i just realized knitting is NOT a cheap hobby, but you know, its worth all the money, when you see it coming to place. it's a beautiful hobby:).. my first master piece was made for my mummy.. a muffler(which is the easiest project to start, duhhh!!)ahahahah.. so yeah, i told myself this Chinese new year hols, i must finish this, and start on bebeh's one. :)one complete muffler needs 8 balls of yarn, but i couldn afford it, so i bought only 6, which was long enuf..can wrap round neck and tie a knot. and believe me, when you put it on your neck, its so warm and comfortable, and look so elegant:).. of course, the stitching is not perfect, but nothing is perfect right?and its my first.. i havent binded it yet, cz i dunno how to, so will ask yi jing's aunty to help me bind. will ask the girls or yi jing's aunty to teach me how to start and bind myself, so no need to wait, but for now, let me present to you my first master piece:
isn't it beautiful?s happy to see it.. cant wait to start on bebeh's one:)and chris's, and wyno's. then mine.. mine is handphone pouch:)yayyyyy.*thumbs up for adelle*
isn't it beautiful?s happy to see it.. cant wait to start on bebeh's one:)and chris's, and wyno's. then mine.. mine is handphone pouch:)yayyyyy.*thumbs up for adelle*
Monday 26 January 2009
chinese new year eve
the day we all dread finally came. the every year routine, but this year worse, cz everyone's not talking to everyone(except me, my sis, my mom and dad)but yeah, have to go ma.. then mom said this year we go eat and com off. let all the idiots do the work. see see, just before leaving, mom had palpitation, had to stay back. so only 3 of us end up going for the big reunion dinner. around 715pm, grandma called, sayign to comoe now, dinner is ready. so around 7.35 lik that we left our house. in the car, before dad got in, i told my sister:"you know, they call us now, hopefully they've already put the rice all, i tell you, if they havent, i am going to be so pissed!". sis just nodded and said "yeah". when we arrived, my grandma was watering her vege farm outside, then my dad's youngest brother(real brother) was outside carrying my cousin with my other cousins there. at the entrance of the main gate, stood 2 pigs. 2 human pigs. one was the prodigal son, (step son, fyi), and his sister, which is also step daughter.(yeah, my grandpa had 2 wives. and my father is by the legal first wife, my father and my youngest uncle. we are the real soo family):P so yeah, both were standing there, talking, whatever la! then we both(sister and i) just called them and walked in. wlak in, we saw the prodigal son's wife(which we call "nee-sim" which means 2nd aunt) cz the prodigal son is 2nd after my dad, she was engrossed with some Chinese show on tv, din even look up when we walked in, then all the brats(i hate all my cousins, cz they are bloody rude) anyway, i was annoyed that that woman did not look at us. nvmd, then called my grandfather and walked towards the kitchen. omfg, i just said it. nothing on the table except the dishes which my grandma cooked., no rice, no bowls, no chop sticks, nothing. NOTHING AT ALL!i was becoming a super little bitch, kept asking my sis.you see cibai or not?cant even put rice. just cause u come from kl means u cant do any housework?bloody hell, we are also guest. my mom is eldest daughter-in-law, my dad is the eldest legal son, but everyone thinks we are so low class and worthless. and we the black ones have to do all the work. fine, we served the rice, and the only person which helped was Irene(which is my 3rd uncle's daughter). she's a good girl, only standard 6, but can come help without being told. good girl!others all sampah masyarakat. then when all is served, i hear everyone saying"sek fan" (which means eat) tiuuuuu!!!!!dunno how to help do anything, but time to sek fan, can come put your ass there, and eat!!!!tiu betul!!!!then eat dy, clean up, also never do anything. one daughter-in-law is banging everything she can hold, showing her temper cz she has to do work. bloody hell, this is your house, you stay here, you do it la. then that was one. i was already super pissed. but kept quiet, then off and on i would ask my 3rd aunt where is 2nd aunt. then later my sister told me i am going to even more pissed, cz my 2nd aunt was on the internet like some big cooperate woman. wtf right?me and sister did all the cleaning up, boiling the cups, spoons, plates bowls(have to boil cz new year morning is pure vegetarian so must be clean).. the banger told us to do cincai job, cz finish faster. wtf?wanna finish fast do cincai cincai!. betul betul sampat!!!!!they din do anything at all. the daughter, a divorcee, can eat nicely, but never even wash her own plate or bowl. stupid arse. i do all this for my grandma's sake. not all this assholes. fuck off la all of u. treat us like that. so what,you give us the biggest amount of angpow means you can behave like that?tiu!!!!!!
so that was my cny eve. a day full of curses and anger!!!!!!!!
so that was my cny eve. a day full of curses and anger!!!!!!!!
back to school:D
this conversation took place in the kitchen of g-2-3, d'shire villa at 10am:
adelle: see, my tumbler. so big. enough to drink for one whole day. it's so big you know, 1600ml.*smiles*
bebeh:*stares at tumbler dumbly*..you know you buy such a big tumbler, and the mouth of it is so small, it's going to break faster then your old one.
adelle:*keeps quiet for a while, shocked and worried*..really r?then how?
bebeh:that's why, buy things never ask me. how much you paid for it?
adelle: rm22.90.
bebeh: hmmm..just be careful, i guess. but i won't be surprised if the handle breaks fast.
adelle: *keeps quiet, and sulks. (literally sulks, cz my mouth went like this :((((((((((((((... and more like a "c" upside down.)
****
went to uni, was carrying my tumbler like how i always carried it. meanwhile, the sentence "you know you buy such a big tumbler, and the mouth of it is so small, it's going to break faster then your old one. " was playing in my mind, it was like haunting me.
then yi jing asked me to teman her go mid valley to collect jeans from levi's. when i arrived in mid valley, i told her i need to get soemthing. i walked to jusco, where i bought the tumbler, and solved my problem and worries of the day:D
a tumbler strap.. this is so convenient, andddd my tumbler wont break, cz i am not putting any pressure on the handle.. yayyyy..problem solved!:D
i know, to some, it looks like i am going back to school:P, but it's fine, as long as i can protect my tumbler from having the same fate as my old one.heheheheehhe.so yeah,problem solved, worries over, everyone is happy, i am happy:)
adelle: see, my tumbler. so big. enough to drink for one whole day. it's so big you know, 1600ml.*smiles*
bebeh:*stares at tumbler dumbly*..you know you buy such a big tumbler, and the mouth of it is so small, it's going to break faster then your old one.
adelle:*keeps quiet for a while, shocked and worried*..really r?then how?
bebeh:that's why, buy things never ask me. how much you paid for it?
adelle: rm22.90.
bebeh: hmmm..just be careful, i guess. but i won't be surprised if the handle breaks fast.
adelle: *keeps quiet, and sulks. (literally sulks, cz my mouth went like this :((((((((((((((... and more like a "c" upside down.)
****
went to uni, was carrying my tumbler like how i always carried it. meanwhile, the sentence "you know you buy such a big tumbler, and the mouth of it is so small, it's going to break faster then your old one. " was playing in my mind, it was like haunting me.
then yi jing asked me to teman her go mid valley to collect jeans from levi's. when i arrived in mid valley, i told her i need to get soemthing. i walked to jusco, where i bought the tumbler, and solved my problem and worries of the day:D
a tumbler strap.. this is so convenient, andddd my tumbler wont break, cz i am not putting any pressure on the handle.. yayyyy..problem solved!:D
i know, to some, it looks like i am going back to school:P, but it's fine, as long as i can protect my tumbler from having the same fate as my old one.heheheheehhe.so yeah,problem solved, worries over, everyone is happy, i am happy:)
Sunday 25 January 2009
the hardest thing
the hardest thing to be is a perfect human being.
the hardest thing to do is love.
the hardest thing to manage is a relationship.
the hardest thing in life is to please everyone without offending others
the hardest thing is to just be yourself at times
the hardest thing to do is to say sorry
the hardest thing to do is to accept your weak points(for some people, like me, whose ego is bigger then elephant shit)
the hardest people to please are your parents, cz they just love you so muhc, they expect you to be perfect
the hardest thing to do is love.
the hardest thing to manage is a relationship.
the hardest thing in life is to please everyone without offending others
the hardest thing is to just be yourself at times
the hardest thing to do is to say sorry
the hardest thing to do is to accept your weak points(for some people, like me, whose ego is bigger then elephant shit)
the hardest people to please are your parents, cz they just love you so muhc, they expect you to be perfect
SHUTTT UP!
oh adelle, just fucking shut up!will you?just fucking shut up!and dont say anything, dont be rude, dont insult others. just shut the fuck up!hear me, you woman, wearing the blue checks pj with bunned up hair, and singlet?learn to respect others before you expect people to respect you.
Friday 23 January 2009
everytime
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
Thursday 22 January 2009
screwed!
was chatting with one of my close friends, when she told me she went out with a few friends, INCLUDING one girl, particularly this girl. ok well, she's an ex gf of one of my friend. i never liked her cz she always was really weird to me. thinking that i wanna hook her wonderful bf. please la.. am not interested ok?anyway, they broke up, obviously cz she was to possessive.
so yadda..yadda..yadda.. now shes single and staying with my course mates. ok, before this, she was living in with him. see?what kind of woman?tak sampai 1 year got engaged, then live in. your religion doesnt allow that woman!.man, i wish they actually got caught by those jakim ppl. i would love to see that scenario.hahahahahaha..but anyway they didn la.:(
so anyway, let me get to the point, i digged about her from my friend. asked her how is she and all. and omgg, this girl has turned into a tramp. her dressing, she wears tight tubes, hot pants goes out. hello?????haven't you forgotten your religion doesn allow you to show skin???so why are you showing?then the worse part is SHE SMOKES!!!!wtf?shes changed 360 degrees. what is she trying to prove?that she can get any guys she want just cz he dumped her?..where are her morals?even if the break up was so bad, no need to change for someone right?you don't need to prove to anyone. when you find the right guy, it's already proven that you can find better guys then your ex. no need to go to extreme of turning into this tramp who smokes and sleeps around. my friend also said there were 2 other guys she brought, one of em, the hands were on her waist, like gf bf.. gosh!!!!!dun understand some people sometimes.
so yadda..yadda..yadda.. now shes single and staying with my course mates. ok, before this, she was living in with him. see?what kind of woman?tak sampai 1 year got engaged, then live in. your religion doesnt allow that woman!.man, i wish they actually got caught by those jakim ppl. i would love to see that scenario.hahahahahaha..but anyway they didn la.:(
so anyway, let me get to the point, i digged about her from my friend. asked her how is she and all. and omgg, this girl has turned into a tramp. her dressing, she wears tight tubes, hot pants goes out. hello?????haven't you forgotten your religion doesn allow you to show skin???so why are you showing?then the worse part is SHE SMOKES!!!!wtf?shes changed 360 degrees. what is she trying to prove?that she can get any guys she want just cz he dumped her?..where are her morals?even if the break up was so bad, no need to change for someone right?you don't need to prove to anyone. when you find the right guy, it's already proven that you can find better guys then your ex. no need to go to extreme of turning into this tramp who smokes and sleeps around. my friend also said there were 2 other guys she brought, one of em, the hands were on her waist, like gf bf.. gosh!!!!!dun understand some people sometimes.
have you ever really loved a woman?
To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman
Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman
Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...
Tuesday 20 January 2009
cirit-birit, neck ache, head ache
gosh!dunno what i ate.. had this really bad pain in tummy, then came the shitting spree. so painful.. everywhere pain. took all the medicine also din help.:(.lucky today ok a bit. phewww...
neck ache and head ache was due to carrying my super heavy laptop around in mid valley.
but lucky all ok dy.. yayy, am going back this Thursday for cny:)and which means more nga ku:), more love letters, more downloads.yayy!!!!!and more of home..
am in cyber cafe now.online while waiting for class to start at 12.long day today:(
so shall update again soon..k?wanna go eat my sandwich first.
neck ache and head ache was due to carrying my super heavy laptop around in mid valley.
but lucky all ok dy.. yayy, am going back this Thursday for cny:)and which means more nga ku:), more love letters, more downloads.yayy!!!!!and more of home..
am in cyber cafe now.online while waiting for class to start at 12.long day today:(
so shall update again soon..k?wanna go eat my sandwich first.
yayyyy
i bought new tumbler yesterday.. bigger, more funky:)..bit more expensive, but its ok:)
ta..da...nice?????
ta..da...nice?????
:(
was carrying my tumbler that day..last wednesday, when i realized something difrent.
my tumbler handle cracked and was breaking!!!:(:(*cries and sulks* but this means i can get a new tumbler.yayyyyyyy!:D
my tumbler handle cracked and was breaking!!!:(:(*cries and sulks* but this means i can get a new tumbler.yayyyyyyy!:D
Sunday 18 January 2009
its all clearer now!
everything is clearer now. all you wanted was him. from day one. you couldn't do anything when i was with him. but you still tried. now that he's available, you pound on him like a desperate dog for food. well now you can attack him. i can't give a fuck!and i don't wanna give a fuck!
you found his number, took advantage, sms-ed him inviting him to ur housewarming, but you did not even msg me once, or invite me.. not going to go into that. but yeah, its all so clear now!all you wanted was him, or probably any guy u could get hold of. i don't have the right to question anyone. it's not my business anymore!just very disappointed with you. you went against that hidden rule, that secret understanding. this just shows you never appreciated that friendship we shared for 11 years. but all you wanted was a guy. and to me, you did not care if that guy was available, as long as you got what you want. so well, you should be happy now!i really think i should step back, and just focus on my life. only my life!and whats important for me!
you found his number, took advantage, sms-ed him inviting him to ur housewarming, but you did not even msg me once, or invite me.. not going to go into that. but yeah, its all so clear now!all you wanted was him, or probably any guy u could get hold of. i don't have the right to question anyone. it's not my business anymore!just very disappointed with you. you went against that hidden rule, that secret understanding. this just shows you never appreciated that friendship we shared for 11 years. but all you wanted was a guy. and to me, you did not care if that guy was available, as long as you got what you want. so well, you should be happy now!i really think i should step back, and just focus on my life. only my life!and whats important for me!
Friday 16 January 2009
home
i'm back home for the weekend.. dad's early birthday celebration;D..nothing much.. only 2nd week of school, but there's already assignments. dammm!!pretty sure gonna pump us wityh work next week during our break:(..
to think of it, it's really worrying. my future.. i think i am going to do industrial training. i feel like i am not "equipped" with the skills. dunno where to work. was thinking of media prima.. hopefully got chance.. hehehe.
then we finally got or found a script for our final project. it's called "the marriage proposal" by Anthon Chekov. but somehow , i don't really like it..but we don't have much of a choice.no more time dy. sigh..but hopefully its good lo.hehe
oh, and few days ago, got this horrible news. one of my friend's dalmatian was beaten up to death by some fucking rempits. fucking pricks!they hit the dog till she bled like crazy, owners rushed her to ipoh. for 3 days the bleeding din stop, they had to put her down. cibai!!!!!what kind of human beings are they?selfish fucking bastards. i really hope karma will bite them real hard. i hate rempits.poor dog. may Bella rest in piece.
to think of it, it's really worrying. my future.. i think i am going to do industrial training. i feel like i am not "equipped" with the skills. dunno where to work. was thinking of media prima.. hopefully got chance.. hehehe.
then we finally got or found a script for our final project. it's called "the marriage proposal" by Anthon Chekov. but somehow , i don't really like it..but we don't have much of a choice.no more time dy. sigh..but hopefully its good lo.hehe
oh, and few days ago, got this horrible news. one of my friend's dalmatian was beaten up to death by some fucking rempits. fucking pricks!they hit the dog till she bled like crazy, owners rushed her to ipoh. for 3 days the bleeding din stop, they had to put her down. cibai!!!!!what kind of human beings are they?selfish fucking bastards. i really hope karma will bite them real hard. i hate rempits.poor dog. may Bella rest in piece.
Monday 12 January 2009
eeeeww!!
am in the lobby of pusat kebudayaan.. wireless here is good. so i am not moving anywhere.. hahaha.. but of course, i am hating all the morons here. they making so much of noise.. i am wearing those big head phones, and i still can hear those idiots making so much noise.. they think they own this lobby. cilakak!!!!!!!so just to amuse myself, i turned round to see who was the culprit of all this, and something farnie and disgusting caught my eye:
faster say eeeeew.. i dunno who is it.. hope she doesn blog. hahaha.. but its a music student. gross right? ok ok i knoww, i always also wear jeans til lcan see my longkang. so from now on, i know how gross it is, i aint gonan`wear so low...:P
faster say eeeeew.. i dunno who is it.. hope she doesn blog. hahaha.. but its a music student. gross right? ok ok i knoww, i always also wear jeans til lcan see my longkang. so from now on, i know how gross it is, i aint gonan`wear so low...:P
clubbing&ol'skool
parents came down last saturday for jaydon's full moon tea party..then after that, headed down to ol'skool, this lounge/bar.. for oldies.. whre they play oldies..quite nicee:)but sis and chris said the better band wasn there. so might have been better..but anyway it was ok:)so here are the picturess:
then, last saturday, we went clubbing..with sis, chris, venessa,`sarah and kumar. went to bangsar( the school..nice music, but horrible crowd..DON'T EVER GO THERE).. after the school went to sanctuary, but found out, there was going to be a raid, so we left.hahahaa..
so that was my weekend. was a good one..:)
then, last saturday, we went clubbing..with sis, chris, venessa,`sarah and kumar. went to bangsar( the school..nice music, but horrible crowd..DON'T EVER GO THERE).. after the school went to sanctuary, but found out, there was going to be a raid, so we left.hahahaa..
so that was my weekend. was a good one..:)
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