so i think i know how to knit bookmarks dy. i dun need to use their patterns:) but i might stil lneed to go back and buy yarn from them, or needles, and ask them to teach me to do tassels. cz i duno how to, and with tassels look nicer as bookmarks. but i only know how to do one. will it be ok to do one design different colors? boring kan? oh well see how it goes:)
bdw my parcel has arrived at home. weeeeee. cant wait to open it:).
maybank cash deposit machine is stupid. wasted my time walking there, and just couldnt press. i know how to use it okay? i am an ex-banker. i know!!!!so now i need to go back to public bank, cash in money to my account, use my atm card and ibg transfer. and charge me rm1 when maybank is just there and i can depsoit strasight, but because some machines are not oqwrkign ineed to waste rm1. sigh. but ok la. need to get it done..
expenses increasing salary remains the same. how sucky is that? sigh. so deprssing thinking of it.
managed to get more names and emails. so today i will beed to finish up the hotel names and cotnacts, call and email some today. tomorrow i will be bored:(. and Friday too:(.
anyways thin kam going out now to public bank. update in evening k?
meh meh
Wednesday 24 August 2011
Tuesday 23 August 2011
Sebenarnya, pelajar di Malaysia tidak suka meniru dalam peperiksaan. Akan tetapi, tiada ikhtiar nak buat macam mana kerana ini arahan dari Jabatan Menteri Pendidikan.
Sebab, setiap helai kertas peperiksaan tertulis: SILA LIHAT SEBELAH. Hahaha! hahahha quoted from my friend michael. i find it so funny, cz it's so true:).. malaysians:P..
today i wanna leave at 6.. but takut jam. maybe go maybank bank in deposit for camerons trip in end of september.
bdw, i bought my sis and maverick's birthday present. weee .so excited... hope it arrives soon. i promise i will show it here:D.
Sebab, setiap helai kertas peperiksaan tertulis: SILA LIHAT SEBELAH. Hahaha! hahahha quoted from my friend michael. i find it so funny, cz it's so true:).. malaysians:P..
today i wanna leave at 6.. but takut jam. maybe go maybank bank in deposit for camerons trip in end of september.
bdw, i bought my sis and maverick's birthday present. weee .so excited... hope it arrives soon. i promise i will show it here:D.
"aku tak de feeling kat ko la"
hahaahaha. .what a title right? anyways i started my day by hearing that. hahahahaa.
at 6.50am, i try to sleep in the car, and i am awakened by this stomping and running and loud voice. i turn to see who is it, and see 2 teenagers arguing.. they stand in the middle of the road, and start pushing each other, and arguing and i hear, " i tak de feeling kat u lagi. biarla". then i see the guy trying to carry her away. they walk off. they come back, now sitting near where i park my car and i hear her saying, " i nak break up. pi la ko" drama hari ini:)
omg la... go and fight in a private place can or not? they were fighting right in the middle of the road, and thinking that at 6.50am n one can hear. but there were a few cars parked there. one of it was mine obviously.. and i am trying to sleep. i wake up at blinking 6am and am outside office at 6.50. i need to sleep.. and heere i get some drama pagi ini. it was hilalrious lo. and the girl look like some bohsia girl, and the guy... he was like 12 years/ she looks 13 or 14 but dress up like a slut. sorry.. that word is quite free in our vocab lately (due to some reasons) hahahaha its a private joke anyway. so yeah. anyways anyways anywayss, 4 more days to see meh meh!!!:) miss him so badly..
ok will post and blog nanti petang bila i bosan k? okthnxbai!
meh meh
at 6.50am, i try to sleep in the car, and i am awakened by this stomping and running and loud voice. i turn to see who is it, and see 2 teenagers arguing.. they stand in the middle of the road, and start pushing each other, and arguing and i hear, " i tak de feeling kat u lagi. biarla". then i see the guy trying to carry her away. they walk off. they come back, now sitting near where i park my car and i hear her saying, " i nak break up. pi la ko" drama hari ini:)
omg la... go and fight in a private place can or not? they were fighting right in the middle of the road, and thinking that at 6.50am n one can hear. but there were a few cars parked there. one of it was mine obviously.. and i am trying to sleep. i wake up at blinking 6am and am outside office at 6.50. i need to sleep.. and heere i get some drama pagi ini. it was hilalrious lo. and the girl look like some bohsia girl, and the guy... he was like 12 years/ she looks 13 or 14 but dress up like a slut. sorry.. that word is quite free in our vocab lately (due to some reasons) hahahaha its a private joke anyway. so yeah. anyways anyways anywayss, 4 more days to see meh meh!!!:) miss him so badly..
ok will post and blog nanti petang bila i bosan k? okthnxbai!
meh meh
Monday 22 August 2011
no holiday
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i just discovered next monday and friday confirm got work. who goes back to work??????aaaaarghhhhh.... and i dont even know how many blinkign leave i have. so sat early mornign i am going back to ti with darlene and kids, chill get drunk catch up, then monday early mornign go back to work:(.. but luckily bf says he's gonna accompany me:). so it wont be so bad, then we will go back on Monday evening, chill catch up, drink, catch up rest.. then friday i have to go back to work!!!!!!!!aaaarghhhh. and it sucks cz my work isnt near my place..:(. if i go back to ti on friday evening, its like dam a lot of petrol tol. @_@. and thin kky is on call too. he said if not on call and not working he will come down to kl. so idont have to go bck ti. if onyl i was rich, iwould go back every week:(. now have to plan. sien lo have to work. if not can stay on till monday mornign only balik. sigh.
anyways, i just feel depressed today. i feel like leaving at sharp 6, but it's kinda jam. one part tells me screw the jam and just embrace it and go home. even though i know i wil lreach at like wat? 730??? and part of me says it's blinking jam dun go home now. so how?
but i behtahan la stay till 7. sien lo... somemore i come so early.. feel like i am working too much.. there's no where to go. maybe i shoudl just go and be careful???
dinner is ginger chicken. yayy. sis has gone back so she can thaw the ayam.
bdw i find her very irritating. and sis says she cant be trusted. now when i see her i find her irritating and i duwan to talk to her too. if cna minimum tlaking. yayy shes going back this wed. good ridence. at least i wotn see her for a month. yayy. unless she decides to come back to malaysia. since she might miss some people here. arghh..
so what am i going to do?i have done the propoasl ,done the letter, gonna do the daily report which wil ltake me 5 minutes,. so what am i going to do?
darl is bringing 3 bottles of night train .woohooooooo. looking forward to another drunk weekend:D. they are havign todi .smelly smelly. me dun like. lol. nvmd, it's the company:).
ok la. i dunno what to go do now, but i also dunno what to blog.. hahaaha. acvt got lot ot blog, but sien la. duwan to blog dy. okthnxbai.
meh meh
anyways, i just feel depressed today. i feel like leaving at sharp 6, but it's kinda jam. one part tells me screw the jam and just embrace it and go home. even though i know i wil lreach at like wat? 730??? and part of me says it's blinking jam dun go home now. so how?
but i behtahan la stay till 7. sien lo... somemore i come so early.. feel like i am working too much.. there's no where to go. maybe i shoudl just go and be careful???
dinner is ginger chicken. yayy. sis has gone back so she can thaw the ayam.
bdw i find her very irritating. and sis says she cant be trusted. now when i see her i find her irritating and i duwan to talk to her too. if cna minimum tlaking. yayy shes going back this wed. good ridence. at least i wotn see her for a month. yayy. unless she decides to come back to malaysia. since she might miss some people here. arghh..
so what am i going to do?i have done the propoasl ,done the letter, gonna do the daily report which wil ltake me 5 minutes,. so what am i going to do?
darl is bringing 3 bottles of night train .woohooooooo. looking forward to another drunk weekend:D. they are havign todi .smelly smelly. me dun like. lol. nvmd, it's the company:).
ok la. i dunno what to go do now, but i also dunno what to blog.. hahaaha. acvt got lot ot blog, but sien la. duwan to blog dy. okthnxbai.
meh meh
More sizzling stuff
More hot stuff zzzzz
Me and my
Sundae:)
Dick heads
One of the seven deadly sins: gluttony:) food bought at pasar ramadhan:)
Love the dress:)
:)
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Me and my
Sundae:)
Dick heads
One of the seven deadly sins: gluttony:) food bought at pasar ramadhan:)
Love the dress:)
:)
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Location:Baru Lembah Klang Hwy,,Malaysia
Some hot stuff:)
Hi hi, was sizzling?? Me:p so I am
On my phone blogging cz pics are Here. I am gonna upload some first cz I gotta run for a meeting in 2 minutes. So we had a sistas day out:) but not really only both of us but Mav came too. But it was
Fun. We went to south pacific had awesome crabs and then to swensens for ice creammmmmm:)
Dick click:) and mav@south pacific
Dick click 2
Oh did I nt tell
U it's awesome crabs? Kam heong curry leaves crabs:)
Leafy vegetables *nom nom nom nom nom*
Oh my favorite peeled butter prawns
*nom nom nomn nom nom nom*
Dick head no 1
Dick head no 2
Ice creammmm yayyyyy
My sundae
more to come brb
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On my phone blogging cz pics are Here. I am gonna upload some first cz I gotta run for a meeting in 2 minutes. So we had a sistas day out:) but not really only both of us but Mav came too. But it was
Fun. We went to south pacific had awesome crabs and then to swensens for ice creammmmmm:)
Dick click:) and mav@south pacific
Dick click 2
Oh did I nt tell
U it's awesome crabs? Kam heong curry leaves crabs:)
Leafy vegetables *nom nom nom nom nom*
Oh my favorite peeled butter prawns
*nom nom nomn nom nom nom*
Dick head no 1
Dick head no 2
Ice creammmm yayyyyy
My sundae
more to come brb
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monday blues
i really hate mondays. such a depressing day.. when nobody is in a mood to work. if i was the prime minister, iwil ldeclare every monday is a holiday. reasons:
1) everyone is depressed
2) productivity is low
3) everyone plays facebook/mafia wars/farmville/fish ville/cafe world isntead of working
4) for those without a computer in front of em, they drag themselves to work, force themselves to work, and keep looking at the watch or clock to see if it's lunch time.(unless you are forced to work and the work load is dam alot, then you probaby dun have time) but ppl like me???
5) is a monday and no one loves monday. cz it seems so far from friday:(.
so yes 5 reasons wy monday should be a holiday every week. so it goes like this, friday night is dinner-out day/party night/sleep-late night.sat is sleep-in day, wash-clothes day,be a bum day, then night is outing-day, jalan-jalan night, get-drunk night. sunday morning is go-to-church morning(which i did not, but should) ,lepak-at-home morning, go-out buy stuff morning, come-back be-a-bum day, nap-day, then comes night is a go-out for-dinner night nadm ybae have-a-savanna night.. monday should be a TOTAL rest day to recuperatefrom a hectic weekend. do you all agree?:D.
anyways... i will post again later in evening. hehe. gotte edit the mintues. bdw iam dam hungryyyyy now. no one said anythign bout breakfast. and i dun dare go down. think next tim i shoudl eat bfast myslef and not wait for anyone. agree?
okthnxbai.
yours sincerely,
meh meh
1) everyone is depressed
2) productivity is low
3) everyone plays facebook/mafia wars/farmville/fish ville/cafe world isntead of working
4) for those without a computer in front of em, they drag themselves to work, force themselves to work, and keep looking at the watch or clock to see if it's lunch time.(unless you are forced to work and the work load is dam alot, then you probaby dun have time) but ppl like me???
5) is a monday and no one loves monday. cz it seems so far from friday:(.
so yes 5 reasons wy monday should be a holiday every week. so it goes like this, friday night is dinner-out day/party night/sleep-late night.sat is sleep-in day, wash-clothes day,be a bum day, then night is outing-day, jalan-jalan night, get-drunk night. sunday morning is go-to-church morning(which i did not, but should) ,lepak-at-home morning, go-out buy stuff morning, come-back be-a-bum day, nap-day, then comes night is a go-out for-dinner night nadm ybae have-a-savanna night.. monday should be a TOTAL rest day to recuperatefrom a hectic weekend. do you all agree?:D.
anyways... i will post again later in evening. hehe. gotte edit the mintues. bdw iam dam hungryyyyy now. no one said anythign bout breakfast. and i dun dare go down. think next tim i shoudl eat bfast myslef and not wait for anyone. agree?
okthnxbai.
yours sincerely,
meh meh
Friday 19 August 2011
it's Friday..
it's friday again. hello peeps.. today i is not goign back to ti, or bf is not comign down to the kl. but i is go and eat seapark nasi lemak with the best buddies frm um. the jian, the cheng choo and maybe the chee wei. the cat is sick.
tomorrow morning will be going to subang parade, to learn how to knit bookmarks:).. wanan knit for some friends:). then gonan wlak walk, buy vroom vroom;). act bf said he wanna buy for me, then i said ok.. then tadi pergi beli 2 dress( hehe when iwear it i take pic and post k) so cheap lo .2 for 75. wahhh nice nice..ok anyways so itold bf i bought dress and wearing one for albert's wedding, and stil lneed to buy other dress for mark and lester's wedding in singapore. bf said he wi lbuy one dress for me.. but we go choose together:) thank you sayang... love ya:)so now vroom vroom i buy for him:) august gift.hehehehehe.
i have done my prepararion. now bit bored, but oh need to read up o ndrama and actign and teaching. even though is not permanent for now i need to teach first. its hard, and i have never done it. anyways i will try my best.
tomorrow is sistas night out:). me and sis gonan dress up nice nice, go eat clabs( crabs) at south pacific pj then go for ice cream@swensens. weeeeeee.
did i tell u i am on a project of save-rm5-a-day campaign?thin k idid not, but yeah, i started it last week ,and i have alread ystarted saving till this sunday. all this money will go to I love you account. :) our account is growing:).. but of course its combined with christmas and holiday. this year we wotn be so broke after a holiday and christmas, because it was both our idea to chip in every month for our holiday and christmas shopping for his side and my side. so holiday is rm50 motnh each of us, and christmas is rm30 each of us. but of course, bf insisted on payign my share for the last 3 month and continue payign for me til l iget higher salary:) thank you sayang. so anyways, our holdiay this year is singapore. goign there for lester's wedding, but after the wedding we plan to go universal studio and lepak lepak:). of course we would need to brign mor money, but not so much cz half already saved in i love you account. same goes for christmas, we don't need to fork out a big amount for his mom, dad, sister, aunty brother, my mom, dad sis, mav. will have rm660 for christmas, and 1000 for holiday.:). (when u convert to singapore dollars is little ut better then none:)) anyways the balance money is a compulsary saving of rm50 monthly, and extra here and there. so bf says he puts his extra savigns i ngold and ut,( he said its for our future), i cant afford to buy gold:( or ut.. so i told him i will slowly save rm5 a day and all the money goes inside I love you:). need to save money for our future oh:(.. and with livign expenses rising. :( u know it sucks to be poor. every day i eat cereal bar for lunch and grandma biskits, and dinenr we eat at home. icant spend more thne rm10 a day. but today ipoverspent, bt cz i was feelign jittery, so i had bfast adn lunch and later dinner. going out for nasi lemak with jian and chegn choo later:).
ok la. gotta go back do work. happy weekend peeps..
yours sincerely,
meh meh
tomorrow morning will be going to subang parade, to learn how to knit bookmarks:).. wanan knit for some friends:). then gonan wlak walk, buy vroom vroom;). act bf said he wanna buy for me, then i said ok.. then tadi pergi beli 2 dress( hehe when iwear it i take pic and post k) so cheap lo .2 for 75. wahhh nice nice..ok anyways so itold bf i bought dress and wearing one for albert's wedding, and stil lneed to buy other dress for mark and lester's wedding in singapore. bf said he wi lbuy one dress for me.. but we go choose together:) thank you sayang... love ya:)so now vroom vroom i buy for him:) august gift.hehehehehe.
i have done my prepararion. now bit bored, but oh need to read up o ndrama and actign and teaching. even though is not permanent for now i need to teach first. its hard, and i have never done it. anyways i will try my best.
tomorrow is sistas night out:). me and sis gonan dress up nice nice, go eat clabs( crabs) at south pacific pj then go for ice cream@swensens. weeeeeee.
did i tell u i am on a project of save-rm5-a-day campaign?thin k idid not, but yeah, i started it last week ,and i have alread ystarted saving till this sunday. all this money will go to I love you account. :) our account is growing:).. but of course its combined with christmas and holiday. this year we wotn be so broke after a holiday and christmas, because it was both our idea to chip in every month for our holiday and christmas shopping for his side and my side. so holiday is rm50 motnh each of us, and christmas is rm30 each of us. but of course, bf insisted on payign my share for the last 3 month and continue payign for me til l iget higher salary:) thank you sayang. so anyways, our holdiay this year is singapore. goign there for lester's wedding, but after the wedding we plan to go universal studio and lepak lepak:). of course we would need to brign mor money, but not so much cz half already saved in i love you account. same goes for christmas, we don't need to fork out a big amount for his mom, dad, sister, aunty brother, my mom, dad sis, mav. will have rm660 for christmas, and 1000 for holiday.:). (when u convert to singapore dollars is little ut better then none:)) anyways the balance money is a compulsary saving of rm50 monthly, and extra here and there. so bf says he puts his extra savigns i ngold and ut,( he said its for our future), i cant afford to buy gold:( or ut.. so i told him i will slowly save rm5 a day and all the money goes inside I love you:). need to save money for our future oh:(.. and with livign expenses rising. :( u know it sucks to be poor. every day i eat cereal bar for lunch and grandma biskits, and dinenr we eat at home. icant spend more thne rm10 a day. but today ipoverspent, bt cz i was feelign jittery, so i had bfast adn lunch and later dinner. going out for nasi lemak with jian and chegn choo later:).
ok la. gotta go back do work. happy weekend peeps..
yours sincerely,
meh meh
Thursday 18 August 2011
awww moment
a: uncle said i look very nice with todays make up,.
ky: show me show me
a: i forgot take pic. nvmd now i take
ky: ok ok..
a: can see the pic? but i think you wotn see the difference.
ky: all i see is beauty:)
awwwwwwww. lovmuax.
ky: show me show me
a: i forgot take pic. nvmd now i take
ky: ok ok..
a: can see the pic? but i think you wotn see the difference.
ky: all i see is beauty:)
awwwwwwww. lovmuax.
sampat
in the morning i get an sMS from jian, so the messages goes:
j:hai kawan kawan, harap-harap malam ni korang free? kita bersua kat seapark?tapi i ingin tau bila ia buka?RSVP, jian.(CC cat and Adelle)
Adelle: *laughs* and replies, kawan-kawan sekalian, malam ni i ada launching for magazine. malam esok boleh?(CC Cat)
Cat: kepada sahabatku, memang. aku pun ingat deal ialah esok malam. jadi boleh ka? (CC jian)
wtffffff..instead of sending an email, we decide to just sms, but cc each other. which i dunno if we are all in the loop. but its just so funny to speak in bm liek that. with the cc somemore. hahahahahaah.
j:hai kawan kawan, harap-harap malam ni korang free? kita bersua kat seapark?tapi i ingin tau bila ia buka?RSVP, jian.(CC cat and Adelle)
Adelle: *laughs* and replies, kawan-kawan sekalian, malam ni i ada launching for magazine. malam esok boleh?(CC Cat)
Cat: kepada sahabatku, memang. aku pun ingat deal ialah esok malam. jadi boleh ka? (CC jian)
wtffffff..instead of sending an email, we decide to just sms, but cc each other. which i dunno if we are all in the loop. but its just so funny to speak in bm liek that. with the cc somemore. hahahahahaah.
Tuesday 16 August 2011
nuzul quran
woooo wooooooo its a holiday tomorrow. yayyy.. gonna be a bum bum day. ok i just wanted to tel lyou that:) okthnxbai.
sullivanologist
sullivanologist
Friday 12 August 2011
TGIF
thank God it's friday. i am going nuts.. i am bored!!!.. work is stagnant, just preparign planning.. and it sucks:(..
i am doubting myself... i wonder if i made the right choice on leavign a secure job for this. all for the passion???????? act iam doign the same thing now.. just selling different thing. i left my secure high paying job for a job that pays me so much less..(for the passion), i left a comfortable workign hour job for this( wakign u pat 6am, leavign office at 730pm) thinking of aviding jams, i left my high payign job for this( i need to be so careful with moeny, i need to worry so much bout petrol, where to eat, wat to eat thats cheap, i cant save moeny) i left my secure comfortable job for this( seeing less of my family and bf)... i left it all for this.. and now i am doubting if its worth it????? i left my secure 9-6 job with lots of staff benefits for this.... (with hardly any benefits)..why? cz of the passion. but is it really worth it?i should have lsitened to my folks when they advised me on it. i ran following my heart.. which i am happy cz i thought i wneeded to catch my dreams. but i dunno, looks liek my dreams wil lnever be caught by me.. and that's why i am worried. i know it's only 2 motnhs, but seems like what i have been promised is not being full filled. and i feel a ltitle cheated. but i just need to hang on first.
i survived in the bank for 1 year 10 months. i think i can survive this? and i can do it with god, my family and ky:)... i just need to trust Him more. i believe all this happens for a reason. there are 2 ways, 1) God will never let me fall, cz He will catch me or hold me. 2) if i fall, He will teach me how to fly. so no matter what, He is there for me!!!.:). here's a very meaningful poem for all you readers and for me to remember:
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of His life flashed before Him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life.
This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.
The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, I Love you and I would never leave you! During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.
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Carolyn Carty, 1963
i am going back to ti today .sayang is on call:( but it's ok, i miss home, and i onyl wil lsee mummy and daddy tongiht, thye going "hapcai" for a weekend getaway. lol. (hadyai act) jsut like saying the way ppl sayit,, hapcai..) anwyays i am home alone, baby-sitting. haahahaa. my brothers and step-sisters, and one step-brother(mahli),hahaha isaac better behaveeeeee. lol ..
i have got lot of projects to do now, must finish my bag, then bookmarks for dear friends, laptop sleeve for sayang, some christmas goodies for my family:).. well let's see if i can finish it. *fingers crossed*
so what am i going to do now?oh bdw have you seen the doodolls car vrooom
???? omgggg it's so blinking cute. i saw it last weekend, and fell i nlove with it, but i wasnt allowed to buy it:(:(.. coem i show u..
that's charcola(which is mine) and then we have cupido, sunnish twin and reddish twin. they have cupipi too) but the white ones get dirty. omgg they r so cute. ishow u a pic of them in the car seat.
didnt i tell u it's so cute? and osft and plush??? i need to get it... i don't care. .ahahahahahaha. shoudl i get a pair?or should i get one? and shoudl i get 2 charcols? or one reddish twin one sunnish twin..??? aaarghh i wantttttttt:D.. *i am gettign it i dun care i am gettign it i dun care i am getting it i dun care*. ahahahaha. and hey its useful, i always get stiff neck while driving cz all the *&&^^$%##$%^*&^$ drivers in kl make me stressed, that i cant drive relaxingly, i have to sit up and becareful cz somewhere someone wil ljsut cut in. omggggg. so if i have this vrooom, i can adjust my rear mirrow and side mirrow so i can rest on my vrooom, and still see whose coming suddenyl or nect to me:P
ok whi l i dream of my vrooom, i wil lget back to "work" which is no work.hahahaha. happy Friday peeps. bubye now.
yours sincerely,
vrooom vrooom@meh meh
i am doubting myself... i wonder if i made the right choice on leavign a secure job for this. all for the passion???????? act iam doign the same thing now.. just selling different thing. i left my secure high paying job for a job that pays me so much less..(for the passion), i left a comfortable workign hour job for this( wakign u pat 6am, leavign office at 730pm) thinking of aviding jams, i left my high payign job for this( i need to be so careful with moeny, i need to worry so much bout petrol, where to eat, wat to eat thats cheap, i cant save moeny) i left my secure comfortable job for this( seeing less of my family and bf)... i left it all for this.. and now i am doubting if its worth it????? i left my secure 9-6 job with lots of staff benefits for this.... (with hardly any benefits)..why? cz of the passion. but is it really worth it?i should have lsitened to my folks when they advised me on it. i ran following my heart.. which i am happy cz i thought i wneeded to catch my dreams. but i dunno, looks liek my dreams wil lnever be caught by me.. and that's why i am worried. i know it's only 2 motnhs, but seems like what i have been promised is not being full filled. and i feel a ltitle cheated. but i just need to hang on first.
i survived in the bank for 1 year 10 months. i think i can survive this? and i can do it with god, my family and ky:)... i just need to trust Him more. i believe all this happens for a reason. there are 2 ways, 1) God will never let me fall, cz He will catch me or hold me. 2) if i fall, He will teach me how to fly. so no matter what, He is there for me!!!.:). here's a very meaningful poem for all you readers and for me to remember:
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of His life flashed before Him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life.
This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.
The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, I Love you and I would never leave you! During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.
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Carolyn Carty, 1963
i am going back to ti today .sayang is on call:( but it's ok, i miss home, and i onyl wil lsee mummy and daddy tongiht, thye going "hapcai" for a weekend getaway. lol. (hadyai act) jsut like saying the way ppl sayit,, hapcai..) anwyays i am home alone, baby-sitting. haahahaa. my brothers and step-sisters, and one step-brother(mahli),hahaha isaac better behaveeeeee. lol ..
i have got lot of projects to do now, must finish my bag, then bookmarks for dear friends, laptop sleeve for sayang, some christmas goodies for my family:).. well let's see if i can finish it. *fingers crossed*
so what am i going to do now?oh bdw have you seen the doodolls car vrooom
???? omgggg it's so blinking cute. i saw it last weekend, and fell i nlove with it, but i wasnt allowed to buy it:(:(.. coem i show u..
that's charcola(which is mine) and then we have cupido, sunnish twin and reddish twin. they have cupipi too) but the white ones get dirty. omgg they r so cute. ishow u a pic of them in the car seat.
didnt i tell u it's so cute? and osft and plush??? i need to get it... i don't care. .ahahahahahaha. shoudl i get a pair?or should i get one? and shoudl i get 2 charcols? or one reddish twin one sunnish twin..??? aaarghh i wantttttttt:D.. *i am gettign it i dun care i am gettign it i dun care i am getting it i dun care*. ahahahaha. and hey its useful, i always get stiff neck while driving cz all the *&&^^$%##$%^*&^$ drivers in kl make me stressed, that i cant drive relaxingly, i have to sit up and becareful cz somewhere someone wil ljsut cut in. omggggg. so if i have this vrooom, i can adjust my rear mirrow and side mirrow so i can rest on my vrooom, and still see whose coming suddenyl or nect to me:P
ok whi l i dream of my vrooom, i wil lget back to "work" which is no work.hahahaha. happy Friday peeps. bubye now.
yours sincerely,
vrooom vrooom@meh meh
Thursday 11 August 2011
Cables and bobbles and bags
Isn't she beautiful?
When it was bit shorter:)
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bored la
hi, i am bored. can you tell me what to do?anyways just to let you know iam really excited bout my knitting. cables are forming:) it's hard to do but i am kinda enjoying it. yayy. will upload pics thru phone k?
ok i am bored again.
ok i am bored again.
Wednesday 3 August 2011
Ding ding
Hi hi, pics from betsey:)
Bad ugly legs
So I cut my hair:) short
Extra tlc
Sayang and me
Broadway academy
My sisters
Bruised hand. Haha
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Bad ugly legs
So I cut my hair:) short
Extra tlc
Sayang and me
Broadway academy
My sisters
Bruised hand. Haha
- Posted by sullivanologist using BlogPress from my iPhone
Location:Baru Lembah Klang Hwy,,Malaysia
hello malaysia
so hi.. feels like its been donkey years since i blogged. whats up doc?hahahaa
i am in office, after dreamgirls, bosses are in singapore. (when the cat is away, the mice plays) muahahahha.. but no, there isnt any work to be done. and marvi ndid say after dreamgirls can take a break. so am coming in at 930 daily. planning to ask him if i can come in every day at 930, and go back after 7. which i do every day actually. oh well ,tomorrow or friday will ask him.
dreamgirls... AMAZING. went well . i was super stressed and it was terrible on my side, as the whole ticketing was on my side. and i was gettign calls after calls, runnign around(literally running till a customer said, "run safe") hahahahahaha. but yeah, it was hectic, but luckily it all went well.:).
i went home last weekend, this weekend meh meh is comign down,( our new greeting)hahaha.. oh did i mention i chopped my hair off?woootsss. frigging short, and hot and bobbed wohoo.. no more dmaged hair.:)will upload later with my phone yeh?
now we are working on our new show, "rent, the musical". hehehehe. but it's not as big scale as dreamgirls. our next big show will be next year, "little mermaid" after rent is "xanadu the musical".
meh meh is on call today.:(. i miss him. tomorrow night wanan tango him.. it's been a while since itango him in morning cz i coem to work late. :(. good thing is he comign down on fri night:).*counting down*
so whats plans for today? read up bout rent, plan how to promote talent school, i have counted the tickets sales and not sold a few times to make sure its correct.. now just waiting for air asai send us their copy then wil ltry to balance it up.:)..
ok, so some pics here and there. til l i feel like blogging. byee.
check out these links if u missed dreamgirls:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9J6MCSoCcw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEnWAmQS-uE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lnrn7wZ4xrM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMiRrkDflpA
enjoy:).. til lthen,.
boo
i am in office, after dreamgirls, bosses are in singapore. (when the cat is away, the mice plays) muahahahha.. but no, there isnt any work to be done. and marvi ndid say after dreamgirls can take a break. so am coming in at 930 daily. planning to ask him if i can come in every day at 930, and go back after 7. which i do every day actually. oh well ,tomorrow or friday will ask him.
dreamgirls... AMAZING. went well . i was super stressed and it was terrible on my side, as the whole ticketing was on my side. and i was gettign calls after calls, runnign around(literally running till a customer said, "run safe") hahahahahaha. but yeah, it was hectic, but luckily it all went well.:).
i went home last weekend, this weekend meh meh is comign down,( our new greeting)hahaha.. oh did i mention i chopped my hair off?woootsss. frigging short, and hot and bobbed wohoo.. no more dmaged hair.:)will upload later with my phone yeh?
now we are working on our new show, "rent, the musical". hehehehe. but it's not as big scale as dreamgirls. our next big show will be next year, "little mermaid" after rent is "xanadu the musical".
meh meh is on call today.:(. i miss him. tomorrow night wanan tango him.. it's been a while since itango him in morning cz i coem to work late. :(. good thing is he comign down on fri night:).*counting down*
so whats plans for today? read up bout rent, plan how to promote talent school, i have counted the tickets sales and not sold a few times to make sure its correct.. now just waiting for air asai send us their copy then wil ltry to balance it up.:)..
ok, so some pics here and there. til l i feel like blogging. byee.
check out these links if u missed dreamgirls:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9J6MCSoCcw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEnWAmQS-uE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lnrn7wZ4xrM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMiRrkDflpA
enjoy:).. til lthen,.
boo
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