Sunday 31 August 2008

wwf wrestling

on Tuesday night, i went yumcha with lc and Matt in this mamak in atria. then the guys were talking their stuff, so had nothing to do, so i just watched what was showing on the TV.and they were showing wrestling. i know, wtf right?so i just watched, cz nothing to do, and omgggggg, i was actually hooked on NOT because it was nice, but because it was so so so stupid!!!!!and ridiculous!!i can't believe they actually show it on tv to entertain duffers. what ever they are doing is not even real. all bunch of bull shit. i watched a few la, men and women. both equally stupid and lame, and omg, i cant describe it in words. i wanna tell u what are the stupid things they do, but err, i give face to my readers who are fans of wrestling la.hehehe. bit too nasty if i tell too much!heheheh. but omg, it's just so stupid!!gosh!!!why are some people so dumb to even watch and follow it?it insults my intelligence.seriously!!!!!! those people who follow, please la. GET A LIFE!watch grey's anatomy or desperate housewives. or any other series!!!!more meaningful!.oh bdw, grey's season 5 out on sep 25th, and dh sep 28th. can't wait. yippie!!hehehehehehe....

ok readers, shall update again when free, in the mood, and got connection!!tata. have a blessed week, and happy fasting to those fasting!!he he

random

have all of you watched wall e??go watch!!it's so nicee and touching, though i did not cry=)hehe.. but it's nice, and it's so cute.. how he calls her "eee vah" and she calls him "wallll e".. so comel!!!after the show, me and lc were walking around mv and went into toy 'r' us and we saw the wall e soft toy. and he liked it. he liked eve and i liked wall e. so i bought it, for both of us!=)






comel kan? then today, leslie, jerrica, lisa and jared came. on their way back to sitiawan. so stopped by, and jared is soooo cute. *touch wood*. he takes time to warm up, but once he warms up, he's so cute. not a cry baby. he likes pulling my hair.he farted 2 times, dam smelly, even mom warned us, but we know where he got it form. *ahem*. but he's so cute!!!!now only 6 and a half months!!!*urghhhhh*, wanna pinch his cheeks. heheheh






hehhe. told u right?

Friday 22 August 2008

mark lopez!


jacky just told me his name is mark lopez=)

heheheheh

more random stuff!

a new hyper market just opened in Teluk Intan. it's called TF. it's like giant, or econ-save, but this is TF. same concept la. it opened on 20th august 2008. obviously i haven't gone yet, CZ it's going to be super crowded. so mom said we go on Saturday, after fetching LC. just go jalan lo.

meanwhile, i live in a terrace house, surrounded by neighbors, Chinese neighbors. before yesterday evening, my mom told me to prepare myself for it. i knew what was it. my neighbors, who are Chinese housewives and have no occupation and no work, but to take care of the house. (not looking down ok?)just telling you what they do. so yeah, my direct neighbor and the lady staying behind my house, which is directly opposite my neighbor's house always gossip, and talk very loud. extremely loud where everybody who understands Cantonese will know what they are talking about, and even if you don't understand Chinese, you will wonder what's going on, and what's the hype. and right, their voices are super loud. especially my direct neighbor. it's loud, shrill and sharp. so ok, both the aunties were talking about the newly opened TF in town. obviously they were talking on how cheap things are, and i happened to be throwing rubbish outside, and heard them talking loudly on car pooling, and it's only rm1 per entry. there's a basement parking, and it's so cheap. you know, that also they can talk so loud, like it's so important and cheap!!please la, why so cheap skate???they go to places like these, all they buy is toilet paper. loads of it, like they going on some shitting spree. if not toilet paper, is milo, or tissue paper. what's with them?

this reminded me of sometihng. one of the days i went to mid valley with cheng choo and ee von. it was fucking jammed, even before entering the car park, and we were wondering why so jam. then we saw the road, saying "jusco day". so i told ee von(cz she was driving) sure cannot find parking cz all these aunties and people will be rushing and pushing inside jusco because it's jusco day and they all will be inside buying loads of toilet paper and tissues. they both laughed. we managed to find a parking, an illegal parking, but it was just a while. while we were walking to the entrance of The garden's, we saw this Chinese aunty with her daughter pushing a trolley, and guess what was inside?3 packets of toilet rolls and some tissues, and of course other stuff la, but you see?when they go shopping, the only thing they can think of buying in bulk is toilet paper. nothing wrong with it. it's just so hilarious. and so typical!!!!!all three of us burst out laughing cz we knew what was running across our minds. farnie right these aunties?so back to TF and the TI aunties, today also i saw my neighbor coming out of the car, with a few big TF plastic bags and she was talking very loud to her friend. they car pooled and paid the rm1 for the cheap basement parking.:Pso yeah, that's the life of aunties in small towns. farnie though!!!and also feel sorry for them, cz they don't have a life. their life is to bitch bout others, and their only excitement is how cheap things are in the new shop etc. my mom always will jokingly tell me when they talk so loud that there's a sale of panties. rm1 for 3 panties. hahahaah. the way they talk sounds like something so cheap and they are so excited about it.hehe

watching taekwondo again today. you guys should watch it. veli nice and chi kek!!*woots*. and the USA guy who lost yesterday to the korean dude, the lopez brothers, one of them, cute la!!hehehe but bit lansi, not bit, dam lan si!. did not even hug the korean dude properly. saw looser!!!!but quite cute!:)even the sis very cantik. Diana Lopez. i lik the USA girl, Charlotte Craig. very pretty!!!:)and the Koreans are fantastic, and so humble. so nice to see humble people winning.=)not those know-it all-i'm-so-great-i-know-i-am-the-winner-nobody-can-beat-me kind of face. i benci orang macam tu tau?but that Lopez guy also got that face la. but handsome!!!heheheeheheh.

ok la, wanna go have dinner. dinner is chicken curry. shall update tomorrow k?BTW, my hols coming to an end.=/sigh. ok see you tomorrow. have a blessed weekend everyone!!

dissapointed but not angry, tired but not angry, ignorance but not angry!

i feel dissapointed but I'm not angry. i am tired but I'm not angry, i wanna ignore everything, but I'm not angry.

at times I feel, when i am nice to people, people take me for granted. when i try my best, people make use of me. when i do something, and think that it's not even an offense, people think i am making use of them.

i am dissapointed because that's how people feel for me. after everything, all i get is that thrown on me!i am dissapointed because people feel i am making use of them. to those people who know me very well, and happen to read my blog, you tell me, have i ever made use of people?

i don't have the drive to fight and argue anymore. i feel pointless arguing. so i have decided to keep quiet. i am tired of talking and saying cz it's like falling on deaf ears.

i'm not angry, but i just feel very disssapointed and you know the feeling of "sigh". if you know what i mean with that expression.

i want to ignore everything that goes round. that is the best solution for everything.

tired la. i really got no more energy inside.sigh.

random random stuff

just a random post!!no special occasion..haven't been bitching for some time. so yeah, bitching session.:)

on 13th august i went out with lc, remember?to mid valley?ok, both of us were tired of walking,so took a break, and sat down at those benches in mid valley. ok, all of you know mid valley right?you know those benches got like a wooden pillar inside it?as in the benches are surrounded by this WOODEN pillar, right?so me and lc were sitting, and just talking, when this young Malay mother, really young, like my age or one year older, carrying her son, which is like 2 years and cant balance his head properly. then i think she was tired or the son wanted to sit down. she came to the bench we were sitting down. at first i looked at the baby. nothing la. just see who sitting next to me, and he was holding some paper, so the paper touched me so i looked. and he sat down on the bench. his back side not fully on the bench, cz he's small ma, duh!!when he sat also, he couldn't balance himself. and the mother just put him down, and din bother holding him or anything. the worse part, she let the son sit there without holding anything, and the son fell backwards and hit his head on the wooden pillar. the sound was dam loud, me and lc looked and was actually horrified, and wanted to help. the boy started crying. it sounded painful you know!cz the sound was really loud.we wanted to help the kid out, but the brilliant responsible mother, carried the child, and instead of checking her son's head, guess what she did?she adjusted his t shirt, and said this , "PADAN MUKA" (means, you deserve it, or very good) and carried her son and walked away. wtff right?what kind of mother is she?lc said maybe she was embarrassed because we were there and she did not want to look like a bad mother. gosh!!!when she said that, both of us were speechless and did not know wat to say. after she left, we looked at each other ,and just kept quiet, and fighter that, started bitching bout her. o mg, i hope i wont be a bad mother like her, though i don't like kids yet! if you are not ready to be a mama, don't la. making babies, number one, but dunno how to take care. stupid!!!!!!

am hooked on to the Olympics taekwondo now.omg, they are so so good. both women and men. china wu jin yu fantastic, if you got time, go check out you tube. her zaman kegemilangan. her golden victory. fantastic fighter. today, 21st august, Korea took 2 golds, for men under 67kg and women under 58 kg. they were good. obviously, taekwondo came from Korea ma!!really really good!!!!!i wish i was like them. or i wish i can fight like them ,and represent Malaysia!!!!wahhh....dam good la. i don't know how to describe. but if any of you faithful readers have time, and got interest in any martial art for a matter of fact, go watch, astro 822, tomorrow 3pm till 9pm, sat same time same channel. it's the Olympics. go watch. it's the best from every country playing. oh bdw, you must be asking if malaysia sent a team. ok, sent 2, Malaysia's best, Elaine teo and chu chew wen or smth like that. but err, Elaine lost, as expected. to world champion, diana lopez from USA. oh well,i shouldn't say anything, cz i am no where near them. elaine might have lost, but she's representing Malaysia in the olympics. worlds biggest sport. and i?i shy to even say what i represent.ahahahahaah. our last and next hope for a medal is on Saturday, 915am. also taekwondo.so watch if u can k?support Malaysia's last hope:)

oh, congrats to lee choong wei. you did well buddy. cheh, lik he's my best friend.ahahahah.oh well, you did well enough for our country. at least we saw the jalur gemilang up.:)thumbs up to you choong wei.!!:)keep it up, and bring us proud, and prove to all those machibais who looked down on you that you can do it!!!go choong wei, go!!

ok la, will continue tomorrow. wana go play guess the sketch now. tata folks

Monday 18 August 2008

cupcakes=)


delicious pretty chocolate cupcakes for tea and breakfast, courtesy of siew li jebaretnam:D

Sunday 17 August 2008

our 7th month anniversary

things have been really rough for both of us.. i am not going to hide it. it was painful, torturing and depressing. even now when i am typing this, we are arguing. but that week, was a time when i doubted myself for everything. if it's my fault, am i being a bad girl friend?what did i do to listen to all this?what did i do to deserve this?i did not do anything at all. i tried, but it wasn't enough for you. i asked myself if i could go on with it.. then i came to my senses. i told myself i would give you a 2nd chance. everybody deserves a 2nd chance.

i am not going to say everything, but all i could say was it was a very painful week for me, and i couldn't tell anybody at all. i had to worry bout it and settle it myself. God was with me. and i thank God for that. He helped me see things, he lifted me when i was down, and i knew he wont let me down, i can always trust him.

we decided after the 2nd major argument when i was in ti, through msn that we would take a break a while, and on wed we will meet, and start fresh. because how we started was magical, and i cherish those moments. we decided to meet on Wednesday, and talk things out, and if we still cant handle it, then we will take a break.

we did not wait till Wednesday. it was too painful. i smsed him few nights before Wednesday. we talked things through. actually it was good we took a break, though painful, but both of us calmed down, thought bout everything, and came to a few agreements!

we went out on Wednesday to mid valley..to buy some stuff. then he took me to dinner at "souled out" in Hartamas. nice place!!i ate something simple becasue i wanted to eat desert.=)so don't ask why it was nasi lemak ok?=)dinner was good.

rewind, we met on Tuesday night actually before Wednesday, and he took me to the park where we started!!also in Hartamas. =)it was really sweet as we sat at the same place where everything started, just that we played on the see saw and swing for a while.hehe.

so yeah, back to mid valley. outing was good. we both bought each other smth small for our 7th month anniversary. fast forward.................................................. so yeah, everything is good now. i hope!!!!!!!and both of us`have learned to appreciate each other more after that incident!cz it was painful for both of us!!!!and we do not want to go through all this again!





i chose to eat nasi lemak. cz iwanted to eat the yummy desert!=)it was good though. the nasi lemak!



i love this drink!long island tea.slurp!


lc's lychee martini


ha sang min or what ever its spelled!lc's dinner..actually it's chin sang min.. but dif name i guess!!


lovely pic taken by the waitress=)thank you!!


delicious lava cake. haagen dazz vanilla flavoured ice cream with hot chocolate brownie. simply sinfully delicious!!!=)(and also fattening but screw it la)ahahahahaha






the handphoe holder is from him.the pig is mine, and the cow is his. the giraffes are from me. one for him, one for me!!!









ok the end!!!=)i did a fast one cz it's pass my bed time. i need to go sleep. no i need to go play bubble popper and sudoku then sleep. good night!!!and happy 7th month anniversary baby!

Saturday 16 August 2008

w760i

i finally am blogging bout this. should have been a month ago, but busy.. and din have my laptop then. so here it is. my first birthday present and 6th month anniversary gift. it was from my dear=)be prepared...its really nice, cool and canggih!=)



ta..da..=)




side view=)


slide open



overall review:


What's in it?
Wayfinder Navigator™


With the W760i at hand, you won't get lost - no matter where your travels take you. Your phone comes pre-loaded with a trial version* of Wayfinder Navigator™. Stay on track with turn-by-turn navigation instructions, unlimited access to an online travel planning tool and downloadable maps*.
(* Length of trial period and map coverage subject to local variations.)

Walkman® phone

Have your favourite sounds with you – always, whenever, wherever you go. Your W760i is not only a mobile phone. It’s a portable music device, too. Read more
Media player
Media player

Enjoy your streamed and recorded video and music using the integrated Media player. Several file formats are supported.

Playlists for your mood - SensMe™

Create playlists based on tempo and mood. Slow or fast, happy or sad - SensMe™ lets you choose songs from a two-axed mood map.

Music recognition

What’s that sound? Just record a few seconds of music and TrackID™ (powered by Gracenote Mobile MusicID) returns the song name, artist and album to your phone within seconds. See how it works

Track your route

Hike, run, walk - your phone comes with Tracker, a sports application with GPS support. Your time and distance covered are available on your phone screen, together with energy expended. You can also compete with yourself - Tracker keeps track of your earlier results. So just choose your route and Tracker will be there to support you!

Intense gaming

This is where 3D gaming gets physical: Control game functions - accelerate, slow down, turn - by tilting your phone forwards, backwards, left or right. The A+B control keys give you that true gaming feel.

Shake control

The easy way to change your tune: just shake your phone. With Shake control activated, press and hold the Walkman® key, then flick your wrist. A vibration lets you know that the track has been changed - a new song from your current playlist is selected randomly then played automatically.

Media manager

With your phone kit you get a CD with software for managing music, photos and video clips. Transfer music, videos and photos to and from your phone.

Integrated camera

Built-in digital camera with screen viewfinder, dedicated menus and direct interaction with in-phone imaging and messaging features.

Blog your life

The easy way to share your life in pictures. Take or choose a photo, add a little text and publish it for friends and family to enjoy

specifications:

Size

* 103.0 x 48.0 x 15.0 mm
* 4.1 x 1.9 x 0.6 inches

Weight

* 103.0 g
* 3.6 oz

Available colours

* Fancy Red

Intense Black
Rocky Silver
Screen

* 240x320 pixel
* 262,144-colour TFT

Memory

* 40 MB Phone Memory
* Memory Stick Micro™ (M2™) support

Actual free memory may vary due to phone pre-configuration
Networks

* GSM 850
* GSM 900
* GSM 1800
* GSM 1900
* EDGE
* UMTS 850
* UMTS 1900
* UMTS 2100
* HSDPA

Performance
(network) Talk time
(up to) Standby time
(up to) Video call
(up to)

* GSM 850
* GSM 900
* GSM 1800
* GSM 1900
* EDGE
* UMTS 850
* UMTS 1900
* UMTS 2100
* HSDPA



* 9 hours
* 9 hours
* 9 hours
* 9 hours
* 9 hours
* 4 hours
* 4 hours
* 4 hours
* 4 hours



* 400 hours
* 400 hours
* 400 hours
* 400 hours
* 400 hours
* 350 hours
* 350 hours
* 350 hours
* 350 hours



* -
* -
* -
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* -
* -
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* -
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Camera

* Camera
* Camera - 3.2 megapixel
* Digital Zoom - up to 3.2x
* Picture blogging
* Video record

Music

* Album art
* Bluetooth™ stereo (A2DP)
* Media Player
* MegaBass™
* Music tones
* PlayNow™
* Shake control
* TrackID™
* Walkman® player


Internet

* Access NetFront™ Web Browser
* RSS feeds
* Web browser


Entertainment

* 3D games
* Java
* Media
* Radio
* Video Clip
* Video streaming

Connectivity

* Bluetooth™ technology
* Modem
* PictBridge
* Synchronisation PC
* USB mass storage
* USB support


Messaging

* Email:
* Instant messaging
* MMS (Multimedia Messaging)
* Predictive text input
* Sound recorder
* Text messaging (SMS)


Communication

* Polyphonic ringtones
* Speaker phone
* Vibrating Alert
* Video calling (limited)

Design

* Auto rotate
* Navigation key
* Picture wallpaper


Organiser

* Alarm clock
* Calculator
* Calendar
* Contacts
* Flight mode
* Notes
* Phone book
* Stopwatch
* Tasks
* Timer


Design

* Auto rotate

accessories i want to buy for my phone::)

MBS-400
Wireless Stereo Speakers MBS-400
Your new wireless stereo system

The eye catching design fits everywhere. A discreet wire between the speakers enables high quality stereo. Control the volume from the speakers or phone.
See all your music playing

An OLED display on top shows the track name playing from your phone. A 3.5 mm input allows you wire the speakers to your PC or MP3 player to play the songs there.

kewl right?kewl right?i love this phone, but most of all, i love the person that bought it for me!!:D

Saturday 9 August 2008

hurt, painful, heart broken!

it hurts to know i can't sms you
it hurts to see you in this situation
it hurts to hear things like that

my heart aches to not know how are you doing and what are you doing
my heart aches when i think of not seeing you
my heart aches when i cant hug you right now
my heart aches when i miss you so much, but i can't do anything but cry
my heart aches when i look at my phone, because you bought me the phone, and now it's not buzzing, and i am not getting any buzz or call or sms from you.
my heart aches when i open my wallet because our picture is there.
my heart aches when i think of all the sweet memories we had, and wonder if it will be the same again

i know this is the best solution, and i really hope it works!it's painful for both of us, it's more then painful. it's torturing and depressing, but we both have to be strong. we will get through this!!we will see it through.

we need this break to think about everything we have done, and said, and when the time is right, we will start from the beginning again. we will be happy like how we started!i hope and pray things will be better!i really do!

i will wait for you. i will wait till both of us are ready to be in a relationship again!

same mistake

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.

not appreciated and valued!!

the more i talk to people around me, the more i meet people, the more i feel what ever i do is not appreciated and valued!i try to be a good friend, i try to help you out, but at the end, my good effort just falls on deaf ears. i am nice to you, but you don't show me back. i feel like it's just a waste of time and effort, and emotions!!

i was telling my sister how i feel bout this, and she said:

"be nice to people who are nice to you and deserve it, but be selfish to those who deserve that treatment. it's not worth it, because these people don't appreciate you and what you do for them. they just take you for granted and expect you to do it for them, but they won't bother doing it for you."

i find it so true. i feel people take me for granted!. they think i will do everything, plan everything!!and i am so tired of doing all this. i told myself i am not going to care bout other people unless they deserve it. quote what my sister advised me again:

"don't bother being nice to everyone else. just be nice to your boy friend, and family, because these are the people who will always be there for you no matter what, and they wont make use of u, take you for granted!!"

as time goes by, i feel i am left out of everything. people around me don't appreciate me, they just making use of me. and it hurts, but that's the world now a days. so i just got to be strong. i am on my own anyway!!!!have always been!