Tuesday 31 August 2010



Sunday 29 August 2010

:(

and the weekend finished so fast.. it's Monday tomorrow. sigh. but good news is tomorrow me is coming back, and meeting Stephanie for char kuey teow.yum yum yum:). it's been so long sine i met her. i miss her. lol. but tomorrow Ky is on-call. so depends lo he want ckt or not. hehe.

single premium launching this wed.sigh. dunno how to sell. no prospects:(.this whole job is big mess for me. i am so frustrated and depressed. i din get an increment, i din get ex-Gratia and i din get my commission. what is there to stay on?i checked my confirmation in service letter. they will see my performance till august 1st 2010. means if all ok, i will get an increment on august 25th but i din get. sigh. my performance wasn't that bad. work for Wat?when nobody appreciates you.

i cant even go anywhere!!!!and i am not happy. but who to tell?anything i do or say, seems to be a problem to a lot of people. i keep quiet is a problem, i dun eat supper is a problem, i am too expressive also a problem, i dun drink is a problem, i talk is as problem. so do Wat?sien!!!!!

later am going for movie with croissant. gonan watch PCK the movie. lol. just go there laugh la. and do dinner before that. talking of that phrase, that was how croissant asked me for movie on our 2nd date to make it seem like he's not really interested but want to just go hang out. i still remember. and i quote, " i bought the tickets dy. i'll come pick u up at 8pm, then since movie at 9, we can do dinner first". hahaahahahaha.

anyways its tea, then shower. going out. if i am hardworking i shall update at night. till then. 3enjoy ur sunday night:)

love,
baguette

Friday 27 August 2010

camwhore time:)

so i bought a new pair of sunnies, coach. he gave me a dam good price. no price allowed here. but it was so worth it. and its so niceeeeeee:). me love it..







yeah i know it looks stupid cz its pretty obvious its not sunny cz its in the room. but yeah:). and for those who din see my new hair, tA-DA.:)





then i bought the latest book by sophie kinsella. wooots. mini shopaholic. yayyyy... :).







and did u all see my new knitting project?let me show u.:)





lalalalla. isn't it gorgeous?lol..hehehe.

anyways back to pp. continue knitting tomorrow. good night peeps. :).

love,
alien.

p/s: next week will be in chiangmai.wooots. but i am going to miss my baby:(..

Wednesday 25 August 2010

BANGS:)

so i finally got a hair cut and new style. :):). i went for bangs. lalalalla. yesterday i went ,cut and rebonded. i looked exactly like chloe.





then today, i wasnt too happy cz i wanted it bit shorter. the whole purpose was to cut the ends cz i was having zillions of split ends. and it started to curl. so today after work i went back, and told them my problem, and they cut for me and ta-da.....:)





i personally like the new one better. what do u think?croisant likes this too. hehehehe. oh well see how long it lasts:)

anyways am on leave tomorrow. wohoo. goign to ipoh. to learn t knit bag. bag bag. yayyyy. then tomorrow go back ti, see croissant. he's on call on Friday:(. but it's ok. i'll bring him food:).

anyways, talking of croissant., my new nick is baguette. (pronounced 'ba-get' if some of you din know). why baguette? lol. cz ky's nick on msn is croissant. he says he loves croissant. so when i was talking to him i addressed him as "croissant" and he answered me, "yes baguette". hahahaah. so thats our new nick for each other. in case u dont know wat is baguette, baguette is those French loaf, can kill a dog one. familiar?yeah. hehe so croissant and baguette:D

anyways think am gonna knit a bit and pick aunty up. see u around folks.

with love,
alien

Friday 20 August 2010

celcom broadband can go eat shit!!!

CELCOM VODAFONE BROADBAND CAN GO EAT SHIT FOR ALL I CARE. YOUR CONNECTION IS DAM BAD. AND U DARE PROMOTE ...WHAT THE HELL MAN!!!!!

i am so fat la. everyones slimming down except me. sigh.

rodshow is tomorrow.:(. scared no one comes, or too many people come or too many people come but no cases closed, and no prospects:(. sigh. hope all goes well.

AND YOU KNOW MY DAM EYE SHADOW HASNT ARRIVED. SHE TOLD ME SHE WILL SEND IT BY 16TH AUGUST., WHAT DAY IS IT TODAY?WHEN U WANT MONEY SO RUSH TO ASK ME BANK IN.SIGH. DUNNO IF I GOT CHEATED.!!:(

anyways, it's time to sleep after this. ky wanna go watch movie. but because the lousy cinema only showing some dumb movie like the decent 2 and expendables, ky wanna watch expendables. which is ACTION movie. and i so hate action movie. but just teman him lo. prob sleep there. hahaahahahah.

ok la. i wanna go down. i realized hor, no one reads my blog:(. sigh. feel so sad. "lonely, i'm mr lonely, i have nobody, to call on my own.ooooh". ahahahahahahaha but seriously no one reads my blogggg:(*sobs sobs sobs*

ok babai.

with love,
bored alien

Thursday 19 August 2010

sick again

2 nights ago, chest pain. then body ache. then yesterday body ache. towards evening, high fever. 40 degrees. even Dr was shocked i could tahan till evening. today MC. slept whole day. still feeling sick but i have to go back work tomorrow.

roadshow is this Saturday. dam worried no body will come. sigh. tomorrow gotta settle everything.

think am gonna shower now and knit a bit and go pick up aunty and go buy dinner for myself.prob buy kuey teow soup.hehe and prob buy the strips now. so tomorrow dun have to go out .

ok see u guys tomorrow. if i can go online. dam connection in ti is so bad.

love,
alien

Tuesday 10 August 2010

break

i need a break. we all do. there's so much in my head, and i cant tell anyone bout it. cz no one understands..

looking at my leave balance calendar, you know what, i am gonna take 18/19th Nov;)which means i have the whole week off( 15-16 am on leave, cz going Singapore. 17th is holiday, so i take 18-19th la. prob go kl chill with friends:).then i applied leave 29-30th. for obvious reasons if u know. and i am thinking of taking 1st-3rd Dec. which makes it another week :). prob go to kl 2 days to do Christmas shopping.heheheheeh. and just take those days to stay at home lo and rest. well thats all if my colelague is not on leave.

but back to break now, my next break is chiang mai. wooooots... but wish ky could go. but sigh. i wanna go somewhere with him, but he's so busy. so i duwan to even mention the idea of going anywhere. i dun blame him. i know he doesnt have a choice too. i just gotta get used to it...i will...eventually.

am tired and moodless. but good news, tomorrow i dun have to go to work. ok stress continues because in ipoh ur constantly hearing, "so what r u going to do for ur roadshow"? "why dont you do this?" " is there any problem in your branch?" " you should start planning for your next roadshow. ". " why did u have a ROP?" " can u share with us how you managed to do so much sales"? (obviously that last question wasnt asked at me. but asked to other profesionals. which wil lmake us stress. because our boss will be expecting us to do like them too. or "did u see that branch roadshow?" "they closed 6 cases.".T_T.sigh. anyways happy bcause i get to go yik foong complete my pouches:).

ok gonna finish my knitting. babay!

with love,
alien

Monday 9 August 2010

worried

act i wanted to blog bout other things. my roadshow. honestly i am really worried no one will come and i cant close any case. or come also, not my prospect. and honestly me and Chloe just doing it because we have too. but i have to answer ING. they r not going to be happy. they expect sales leads cases. i really dunno. but right now as i am typing this, what is more worrying is ky hasn't msg me since 5.19pm. ok. he texted me saying he's going in for Caesar now. but its more then 4 hours. normally Caesar also 3 hours. he's out of OT. but its 10.17pm now. and why worried also because he din eat anything since morning. too busy to have lunch. and i doubt he ate dinner.sigh. please reply me or tell me everything is ok. in the morning he texted me saying he's depressed and stressed, because he cant manage stuff. but later he said he was ok. just needed to focus. i really hope there were no complications and ky is ok.

Sunday 8 August 2010

random/:p

here are al lthe random pics which i had blogged bout but no pics:)











mixture of me right now

i just got back from yumcha-ing with xiang and her bf. it's nice hanging out with them:). went to old town:)

before meeting em, was with Ky. was in his house at 630. told me to come over to do some video /web cam thing for ding and Clair. but i told Ky u guys do it and no need me. cz I'm not ding and clairs bff. but Ky said I'm included, so i went, and felt bit left out, cz it was just them. which is fine with me, but just felt bit left out. but i am ok la.. went for ckt with him. it was as usual, heavenly. and the initial plan was to go eat ccf and ckt and burger.. but i was a bit off mood. and just din feel like it.

anyways i stumbled upon smth, unintentionally, and not on purpose. which is prob nothing at all.. but i just terasa a bit. but i don't want to bring it up. might just make things messy. but it's just playing in my head. sometimes i think, is it because i feel insecure?maybe. hence the random weird dreams sometimes i get. but oh well ,those are just random dreams as i mentioned earlier.

i am also a bit hurt. i thought i would be the first person to know stuff. but I'm not. i seem to not know anything. no, i know, but not from her. from someone else. i dunno, maybe its me. oh the sensitive one hor?so yeah .maybe its just me. but still feel sad lo.

oh, dad fixed me a new steering wheel, which is cooler, smaller nicer feel. sportier. lol. like those sports car kind. and its lighter. wooots.. hehehehehhe. nice nice:).

i have been shutting myself up for a while. there's a lot playing in my head.. and everybody is just busy focusing on their own problem, that i feel i cant tell anyone anything. cz when i start talking bout my problem, they start on theirs, and expect me to help them but mine is just hushed aside. it hurts. cz i am in a worse situation. the only person i can talk to is God. that's why i have decided to just keep quiet... God and me will solve my problem. in my previous blog,i said my new rule is to shut up remember?yeah.. am act practicing it now. i dun even tell my problems to my loved ones dy. cz i just duwan to add burden to em. soon i wont be talking dy..

my computer was in a bad mood yesterday and today morning. she refused to on. i was so grumpy yesterday. told ky to come check. and was goign to take cpu to shop. and when ky came, it onned. wtffff?????all electrical stuff i own have mood swings. oh *touch wood* i better not say anything before ........good girl. :)...

oh, i bought 2 new cool gadgets. for roadshow:) but since i paid for it, it's mineee. and i am sure i can see a use fro it. and mum was excited too when i told her i bought it. and when i said can give to aunty after my roadshow, she said "no, we can use and keep Wat". heheh. i bought a blood pressure machine( the digital one) and glucose level one. bought lancets, strips and alcohol, cotton balls and alcohol wipes. for DR lim to do the health check on 21st:). tomorrow i wanna ask ky come test on me first.heheheheehehe. so exciting:). i took pictures, but besok baru upload k?malas la...

anyways time to go to mimimimi land. see u soon. happy Sunday.

signing off,
alien

Thursday 5 August 2010

yippie dipie doo

i just placed an order for...............ok. not telling till i get it.stay tuned.:). so excited. hope it doesn't disappoint me:(.

tomorrow is Friday.lol. lololololo.everybody loves Fridays:)..

anyways, i got a ROP,. sigh. so leceh. have to type this letter, that letter. hope everythign will be ok. and i hope he doesnt put me in more trouble later. ishhh.

today whole day worried bout that and also our roadshow. sigh. those machines are so bloody expensive. i thought at first wanna buy, cz i still can use ma. check my family pressure, heartbeat, sugar level. but mahalll. and boss sure wotn let us claim even though we have blinking rm500. how r?sigh. dunno how now. i duwan do colouring contest. sohave to do this. but howwwww?tomorrow go survey more pharmacies. aaarghhhh..

wanted to eat durians. ky eating nice ones now. without meeeeeee:(... but so nice, aunty made me cup corn;). so i dun have durians but i have cup corn.lol. and the corn is fresh from ch one.lolololol,

anyways think am gonan continue knitting while waiting for mom and ky to call me. byee. happy friday folks:)

with love:
alien

Monday 2 August 2010

run baby run

my nose is running. from 8.30am. non-stop. i swear. not crapping here. i already feel like crap. but i wanted to fall sick. so i guess God heard me.:D. of course every ngiht when i pray i dun ask god to make me fall sick. just that i am sick of goign to work. just want at least 1 day to be reallllly sick so i can stay at home and just rest. i just want 1 day. but i am going to work tomorrow.lol.

ok..back to imagining and day dreaming:).

Sunday 1 August 2010

scrap book/extra stuff to make myself beuatiful

so i finally bought some stuff to start on our scrap book. i bought drawing paper, crepe paper, color paper, and cardboard paper. and i have punchers. so will start with that first:).. cant wait to start on it with Ky.our little project.yayy. prob this weekend.

Ky passed his quota. 10 deliveries, 5 Caesar and 5 pussy repairs. lol .good and congrats baby!but his assessment is tomorrow i hope. and i hope it's his last day tagging. tomorrow!..

he finished work today at 1pm and surprised me outside house. asked if wanna go for lunch. so i teman him go makan laksa and ABC and then asked him teman me go buy blusher and mascara. wanted the loreal one. the super super long one. but dunno why its so hard to find the loreal make up now a days. they din have. shoooootppidddd. so i saw Revlon. but act rev is good la. no complains. so i bought some stuff:)... i bought long length mascara, blusher/bronzer(to make my chin look sharper).hehehehe and finally bought loose powder. yayyy. and bought nail polish for me and mom. just painted nails. alla. forjot to take pic.. hmm. maybe later i take and post up k?and my new goodies:). cost me rm159.sigh... but nvmd la. i needed it..i use it every day. so its not a waste of money:)..

Ky going with all of them for dinner to sitiawan. but I'm not going. take mummy out. shes alone. feel bit sad, cz wanna spend time with Ky. i miss him.. but he wanna go with em, and i cant join em.. so nvmd lo.. just that wont be seeing him for whole week also. but nvmd la. go out with mummy:). save more money also. lol.

i bought some nice bobble chains and pearl eaRING and pearl chain. yayyy. very pretttty. i bought 2 dresses too. but the dresses is bought in sitiawan. the chains were bought here. verry nicee.

started on mum's hp pouch. quite nice.. she also wants paddle pop. lol. hope can finish by thurs. and ask her to do button holes for me...:). mine is the disastrous one. sigh. maybe make a new one for myself later:)..

ok my nails r dry. wanna go pack. so tonight no need to rush. hehe. dunno what to wear la. lol. .if i dun blog later, have a good week ahead k?

with love,
alien.