Sunday 28 February 2010

??

i dun understand, why doesn't anyone read my blog?or comment or shout out??is it because:

1) nobody likes me and nobody cares bout what goes on in my life??
2)nobody is invited??
3)my life is just so boring nobody gives a rat's ass?

sigh..sad..

there's been a death opposite the house, by emily dickinson

There's been a Death, in the Opposite House,
As lately as Today --
I know it, by the numb look
Such Houses have -- alway --

The Neighbors rustle in and out --
The Doctor -- drives away --
A Window opens like a Pod --
Abrupt -- mechanically --

Somebody flings a Mattress out --
The Children hurry by --
They wonder if it died -- on that --
I used to -- when a Boy --

The Minister -- goes stiffly in --
As if the House were His --
And He owned all the Mourners -- now --
And little Boys -- besides --

And then the Milliner -- and the Man
Of the Appalling Trade --
To take the measure of the House --
There'll be that Dark Parade --

Of Tassels -- and of Coaches -- soon --
It's easy as a Sign --
The Intuition of the News --
In just a Country Town --

canon ixus 200 IS

so we finally went to buy camera, ky said canon 200 is better. and it's cooler... he bought it for me...haven't explored much. but from what we explored, it's great... he's experimenting with it now.. oh well, that's good. cz i dun like reading and experimenting. so he experiment then teach me... i use:D..anyways thanx sayang.. i love the camera.. and i love you...

so tired... up and down from kl...i am on emergency leave tomorrow and tuesday..okla...am going downstairs settle stuff... bye

R.I.P

my mom's eldest sister, aunty julia passed away on Saturday, 27th Feb 2010 at 8am in UMMC. funeral is this Tuesday... we love you aunty. Rest in peace....it's a hard period for my mom.. ..

Friday 26 February 2010




helppppppp!

canon or nikon?

http://www.canon.com.my/compare/product/?cat=1&lang=EN&p1=1202&p2=1204&p3=842

http://www.nikon.com.my/compareproductitems.php?p=1362-96d6ef20f6,1339-ae37c19f64,1336-170da99dc4

anyone reading my blog, please check out the 2 links and advice...so confused.hahahahaha. seriously.. i tried the Nikon s70. beautiful.. inside out. BUT ONLY THING IS ITS TOUCH SCREEN. WHICH OF COURSE IT'S COOL INITIALLY, BUT IT Spoils FAST. on the other hand, canon ixus 100 or 120?? both equally good. both same specs. but bit dif only. diffrence is rm200 plus.. and i have tried 120 la.cz they have stock. also not bad. and tough and stable.....u see?what a tough choice.. so please advice.. i need it by 12th march:(..you know why 12th march?????cz i am going singapore.heheheh.. so how r???

Wednesday 24 February 2010

wednesday

i'm tired.. i don't know why.. anyways few things been bugging me. not gonna put everything, just what's most important...and bugging me the most.

ok, boss first...he asked me and Chloe to0 confirm cheque. help SOO do his job.he cant manage(pussy)...it's dam a lot.. and dam time consuming..we sounded to him that if we continue to do this job, we can't talk to customers.he said "no choice". FINE. HELP YOU PUSSYS DO YOUR WORK..SO THIS WHOLE WEEK CHLOE IS ON LEAVE.. SO I CALL LO. DAM A LOT. BUT FINE. WHOLE DAY I SAT THERE CALL. EAR PAIN, NEVER MIND.. YESTERDAY HEW CAME TO FIND US AND PAY MY BRANCH A VISIT.. AND OF COURSE TO CHECK ON HOW MY PERFORMANCE.. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MAN SAID??"HER PERFORMANCE(MINE) IS OK ,BUT I NOTICED ONE THING, SHE'; ALWAYS ON THE PHONE THIS FEW DAYS. DUNNO IF ITS PERSONAL STUFF. SHE'S NOT TALKING TO CUSTOMERS AND PRESENTING." IN FRONT OF ME YOU SAY NO CHOICE, BEHIND ME, U SAY WHY I AM ON THE PHONE. DAM IT. THE WHOLE DAY I SIT THERE AND DO YOUR WORK ,CALL YOUR CUSTOMERS.. AND ALL YOU CAN SAY TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK LIKE A GOOD A GOOD MAN WHO DOESN'T PUSH HIS STAFF.DAM KURANG AJAR...

second situation, THEY DECREASED OUR ALREADY SO DAM LITTLE COMMISSION.TO 6% OF EVERY COLLECTIVE PREMIUM, WHICH MEANS THIS MONTH MY COMMISSION IS RM23..FIRST 1K NO COMMISSION,.THEY INCREASE OUR TARGET, AND DECREASE OUR COMMISSION.WHAT JUSTICE IS THIS??????

Another issue that has been bugging me is my financial status. sigh.. 6 months and i don't have much savings....that's sad and pathetic...i MUST SAVE. I HAVE TO... I AM NOT GONNA ACHIEVE MY GOALS IF I CONTINUE THIS LIFESTYLE. ITS REALLY PLAYING IN MY HEAD:(...OH WELL I WIL LDO SOMETHING.. STARTIGN FROM TOMORROW:)YOU KNOW WHY TOMORROW, BECAUSE TOMORROW IS 25TH. WHY 25TH?ITS BECAUSE IT'S PAY DAY:d

OK DINNER AND WORK. BYE..SEE you tomorrow.

Monday 22 February 2010

monday

hello, i closed a case today. which makes it 4 but AYP very little. hmmm. but i'm thankful. it was Rosemaria.;)...she came back and bought for her son:)...i hope to close at least one or 2 more by Thurs. i really hope kelana's friends come back..

i am craving for yau char kuay and teriyaki chicken. ky says we go sushi king tomorrow. he take me eat:)...but dunno if nice.... oh well. its the company. not the food;)

there's a big fat ass rat walking around omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.. aunty said they dissapeared and went back kampung to celebrate CNY..and take angpow. now they r back.;(.ok i dunno what i am gonan do, but am gonan see if theres any drinks. am very thirsty...bye.. wish me luck for another 3 days

Sunday 21 February 2010

run to Him

Jesus is the One to run to
When our lives bring grief and pain;
He provides His strength and guidance
With a peace we can’t explain. —Sper

When all is lost, remember that you haven’t lost Jesus. Run to Him.

Whatever you face today, be encouraged by the words of Peter and by the example of a family who went through the fire with their faith intact. As long as you’re running in the right direction—to Jesus—you’ll find the grace and strength you will need.

sunday

it's Sunday.. it's Monday tomorrow. this means it's work tomorrow.:(:(:(....oh well ,but at least i have those 2 cases.. but it's the last week of the month. i really hope kelana's 2 friends come back this week. and Rosemaria do come back. *fingers crossed*.. and also mr ong who wears a kopiah:P...

phelo is buying another medical card for teethan.. but that prob be for march. cz i am doing everything via courier. might not reach by thursday..oh well at least march i pecah telur.

anyways, i am just gonna quote some funny conversations between me and ky and me and gunne...till then, have a good monday..:)

ady: sayang i am hungry..
ky: erm, go buy something to eat la after work..
ady: erm, yeah maybe i will walk over and buy something near billion. should i buy apom balik or fishballs leh?.....maybe i will buy apom balik.. but i also want fishballs. hmm, but then hor, apom balik more happening..
ky:happening???i dun see the apom balik go clubbing.hahahaahhaa
ady: *laughs dam a lot*.hahahahaahahahahahha

gunne: i tihnk the canon one is good. specs good. is definitely better then your nikon..
ady: ey, dun la say my nikon like that. dahla meninggal dunia..
gunne: your nikon terjun dari bangunan.. so tragic.hahaa
ady: yeah la, dipaksa bunuh diri...
gunne:suicide..kesian oh kesian..

ady: sayang, my sis said my nikon terjun dari bangunan..hahahahaha. . itold her she dipaksa bunuh diri..
ky: hahaha.. your nikon i sick with life.ahahahha.

good bye.. have a good week and day:)

come what may

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Saturday 20 February 2010

saturday..

hello, it's the weekend again.yayyyy... i closed 2 cases yesterday night.. dad's friend. bought 2 for his girls.weee... at least i din close the month with 1 case or 0. i am thankful... thank you pa:).. and thank you, Lord for having faith in me, holding me when i was`about to fall and giving up.. You gave me strength. all You wanted us to do is trust you, and You would lead the way. and You did...

it's a nice quiet hot afternoon. am in my room, air cond on... gonna be bum till 6, go jogging:P...then 730 ish meeting ky. going his house first. i think parents having yee sang. so ky ask me join..

i still haven't decided which camera to get. how r???help.. i wanna get one before i go Singapore..the choice is either Nikon or canon. or maybe Olympus. but ppl say Olympus not good leh.. but i dun really fancy canon..how r?

ok, i told myself i should not spend more then 15 minutes blogging. so bye.. gonna look for more cameras, and maybe knit;)..starting on ky's muffler soon. yay.his is bright red. sayang likes bright colours:)..

ok bye.

p/s: my daisies are blooming:):)..

Thursday 18 February 2010

thursday

it's Thursday night..tomorrow is Friday..duh...hahaahahhaahah...i did not close any cases today. but presented to few potentials. please dun ffk;(..

anyways, i am kinda angry and disappointed with a lot of things around me. things i cant change..and i realized, its not so much bout the target that's stressing me out, it's the environment. but what can i do? the best thing is just to rely only on yourself, trust no one but yourself... of course in my "yourself", it includes mummy, daddy, gunne, Chris, ky and God.. when i say trust no one but yourself is trusting people around me...the world is such. people will do anything to get on top. and if its stepping on you, stabbing u, they will. i wasn't brought up in that way. that's why i cant adapt. but whatever la. i am a strong girl...i will see through this. i will hold on. i will hold my chins up and and say i can do it, and i have one day;)...God is holding me. He will not let me fall. and if he does, He will catch me and hold me..i will trust in Him...

just had dinner.. whihc ws mummy's onion curry and 3 slices of bread.:)

back home tomorrow. ky on call .so will buy him dinner. makan with him and then got musical practice i naunty grace house.saturday night going ky's place for lou sang:)..

ok,knit knit time.bubyeee

Wednesday 17 February 2010

did nothing much, but why am i so tired?am reading the bible now. no was reading... now checking facebook. hari ni i lupa banyak benda. sigh. esok kena buang duit beli make up remover... sebab aku lupa bawa aku punya balik...

oh it just hit me, i am going to Singapore on march 12th with ky.yayyyyyyyy..... firstly, never been to Singapore;P..2nd, it's with ky.. 3rd, it's Singapore.. 4th, meeting his buddies:)..5th its Singapore :D...am on leave 2 days. 15th and 16th.. may going .........SURPRISE SAYANG. planning to go somewhere:P...not telling till time is near:)

september going chiangmai with mummy and daddy.yayyyy....

ok, i'm done onlining for tonight. so will see u tomorrow if i have time.bye peeps:)..\

*currently listening to jay chou's song and song di li hai and meet me halfway*.hahahahaa

tatata

ash wednesday

hello, did you miss me?i know you did:).. hahaha..

ok..it's ash Wednesday today. and its the first day of lent. and yes i am observing:)..i skip lunch and eat only fruits. please dun ask me to go completely on a diet. i'll die.literally.. and mentally..i am dam hungry. but its ok... He sacrificed everything for us. why can't we sacrifice something for him.?am i Right?

ok anyways, so whats been up in my life?i closed my first case for the month today. well i am happy i broke my egg. but there's a lot of other factors playing in my head. i don't know what is going on. i am so confused.. i am not happy.but i have to hang on... for a lot of reasons... i hate this feeling... everyday i have to worry bout targets and prospects and sales....don't let me get started la. actually i got a lot to say, but i don't feel like talking bout it. so i am gonna shut up..

on a happy side, we spent our first valentines and CNY together... and i am blessed to have him in my life. he made me a card, which had the most meaningful words. (not copied , but what he felt and form his heart)..i almost teared cz i was so touched.baby, i feel exactly the same..and i wanna tell you how much i love you.. and your worth my everything:)...i do not know how to express myself. u probably see it through how i behave...i am looking forward to filling up the chapter of my life with u baby..we will grow in Christ, and i wanna quote something that made me awwwwwww for a very long time from the card, and i quote: "i wanna love you the way Christ loves you"..that is the sweetest thing anyone has told me.. and u said it to me.... your my gem sayang. :)

oh
i forgot i havent ironed dress. so guess i gotta stop here. bdw, anyone reading my blog, can advice on digital cameras?sony?panasonic?canon?nikon?something below rm1000..please advice.

for now, enjoy some random shots:)









Thursday 11 February 2010

its thurs.i got no dam sales.... nobody wants to buy...what ever la.

hate this job...every day got to think of sales...if not pressure from bosses.urghhh.

well it's cny this sunday. no biggie. all icare is back home with family, ky and catch up with friends. and food. and holidays.....

dunno why am in an irritated mood.

bye.

Tuesday 9 February 2010

awwww

smth sweet that ky smsed to me which made me smile non stop... i love you baby.. and i quote:

"lol..don't worry about your ****. i am starting to like your ***....now.you turn me on in a lot of ways.baby i lik the way you smile.love the way you manja with me. you care for me a lot. i want to spend an eternity with you.i want to hold you close in my arms now. though i cant sleep holding someone but i feel very cosy when we cuddle.you are sexy in every way. i love you even when you become fat. i will still love you even when ur 38. your 38ness is what makes you interesting. even though i am not phisically there at time.but i will continue to hold you and support you"...

Sunday 7 February 2010

monday blues

ITS MONDAY.......MONDAY BLUES.........BLUEKK..

random:)











randomness:)

Saturday 6 February 2010

NSC




i forgot i havent uploaded pics on Nsc. sowie...:P

bored

i suddenly am bored. i have a lo of things to do. but just don't want to do. ok la. nothing urgent.. but dunno what to do. daddy's not back yet. later yumcha with ky @930pm...:)..

was looking up designs for ky's red muffler. so many, dunno which to choose.. hmmm.

the song i put up before this, dammmmm nice.. i wanted this song, but din know whats the title, then today saukiama told me:).. i immediately downloaded it. omggg so nice.. its for you, sayang..;)

tihnk am gonna bug my mom downstairs. then change and go out:)..

the way i am

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

friday

hello peeps..how r u doing?i did not close any sales today. but it's the weekend. so yayy...went out with ky for diner plus drink. plus....nice outing, as usual.. he's working till 12pm tomorrow. then we have easter musical practice @2.30pm:)...

cny is next week. sis adopted 2 hamsters. peep and squeak.lol.. and mom said sis is suspecting one of em already pregnant. oh nooooo:(..

me and Chloe were left out of dinner tonight..ish.i shall not get in to it. not to say i would go.. cz even if they invited, i would have turned em down. because i do not like any activities on Friday night. u know why???? cz i go home on Friday nights and its mine and ky's night out..but just feel left out. whatever la...hahaha

i've got tihngs to do. but dunno where to start. scariness..

anyways, prob go settle some stuff and sleep.continue tomorrow... bubyee

Thursday 4 February 2010

thursday

no sales this week:(...went out for the first time alone. not too bad.. managed to tlak and have a good conversation with the man. he asked me to get back to him after cny. understandable:)tomorrow will go to more shops..

tomorrow is Friday. am going home, and night seeing sayang:).yayyyyyy...

got a lot to say, but lazy. so kesimpulan, i saw someone's status on fb, shooting me. wtfff???get a life and move on la...what ever little kid. little kid who has big big ego. typical la. it doesnt matter anymore..

byeeee

Tuesday 2 February 2010

another day

hello peeps, its the Nd day of Feb. no sales. 1 presentation:(...

ky is on call tonight. so din get to chat much today. and he had a super busy on call day. and night. he's clerking a patient now.. yes now.... oh well..looking forward to seeing my sayang this Friday night:)...

cny is next week. and valentines;)..:):):)

anyways am gonna do some quiet time now..and then prob hit the bed.. so i shall update a lil tomorrow...

bdw, i got a taekwondo instructors number down. might start back training here. i wish i could go back to sir mahes. love his style... and he will always be the best instructor.. but now, i just need to sweat. so yeah. maybe la.. yoga is useless. hahaha...

ok see u tomorrow.

p/s: i have officer's meeting on Thursday:(

bubyeee.good night

Monday 1 February 2010

i love you

hello, and yes, an answer to my blog title, yes i am in a relationship with kuan yew..:)..i know did i give u all a shock?did u all think i was going to end up an old maid?don't be shy to admit. i thought so too myself:D but yeah... he's a nice guy... sweet, caring,loves me.. and i love him;)..we r growing in Christ:)and God will see us through this:).it was like his plan. we met in his sanctuary on his Birthday. and here were are:D...