7.26pm

it's 7.26pm, and i am at office.. not cz of jam or i have work, but becuase ky is on his way down, so i decided to ait for him, and go home together, and make our count down to seeing each other shorter, so i can see him 20-45 minutes earlier. eg: if i go home and wait for him, by time he comes to usj wil lbe 45 minutes later, cz of the jam. but if he stops at kd, my office is just after highway. so means we see each other first then we go home. pick sis up, go din din, pass pamela some stuff thne go home shower and rest early. oh bdw, we is goign genting tomorrow. yeahhhhh!!! not so much of where we going, but who we going with:) a break for all of us:D.

today i drove for the first time in kl. i am proud of myself. wooootss. i went to Istana budaya, then ot jkkn. of course i din know the way and khairul was guidign me, butttt i drove... and it was quite scary but it was ok. yayyy... i am learning to overcoem my fear dy.....hehehehe.

ky is almost reaching rawang. ( this was at 7.2pm) so now is 7.31pm, prob passed rawang right? cz he said no jam also. hehehe. quick quick.... quickkk sayang.... lol. oh wait he has to stop at sg buloh to drop off arati.

i miss him so much... i know it's only been a week. but its long for us....:(. anyways i dun thin ki have anything to follow u today or now... so i am ust gonan waste time while wait for him to call. boo. prob play some fb games. bdw fb is gettin boring:(...

till then. enjoy your weekend peeps.. i definitely will enjoy mine... hehehe. til lthen.

with love,
babymau

wat a day

i am in my cubicle blogging.. big drama happened today. and i dunno wat to do. everyone has gone out except uncle.. and uncle is complaining. i dun blame him. after what happen today. aiyo...

wat happened today, its omg so long and drama. but in a nutshell, 2 brothers fight, for an outsider, and one brother put the outsider above his own parents. and there was banging, and cryign and screaming, and shouting and horrible things said, wowww, and there's only like officially 5 ppl in the office, and see the amount of drama? omggggggg...

and if one brother leaves, i definitely cant work with the other brother, even though i know the other brother longer then i know this brother... but thAt brother is NOT RATIONAL. things are so tensed, now i am alone, uncle has gone up to the studio. poor thing, aunty was crying. dunno how r things tomorrow.. its so messy. aiyo.

anyways, on my own problem, i am frigging broke.... no money,cashless, and expenses are so much. rent going up:(.. got my medical card, ptptn, petrol, iloveu account, cc( which wil leventually finish) i know i terswipe okay? btu its not much .ehehhehe then i have food, toieltries, groceries. broadband,/9 which most prob ky will take over) and i cant depend on just commision... i gotta calculate from my basic saalry. which i am not saying here, but its ngam ngam enough only. i even have to do away with some toilewtries like just say, cut down on using make up, so i dun need to buy make up remover and facial cotton, aftre my panty liners finish stop buying cz its ex, cheaper shampoo, body shampoo( or maybe start using lux or may soap) haha i knwo that was insulting. but you knw, soap act does a cleaner job:) and the smell is stronger. hehehe. and buy twin pack of stuff so its cheaper and can last longer, no shopping( duh, obviously) no luxury food, no lunch,( i decided to skip lunch to save moeny, and dinner is home food). and the poverty list goes on. hahahahahahaha. well it's maybe not as bad , you know me, i am just a drama queen, but it is bad. me not having money for basic food and toiletry.. i cry evrytime i think of this.:(. anyways enough of my pavam story. Neng neng neng

some updates on work, it's been goign ok, but busy,. meetign ppl, and its nice to get calls from ppl dy, cz means they r trusting me to work:). goign out a lot, though there are some days i jsut stay in,.bluek,, but i get to learn paper work and protocol too:). so enuf of blgo. gotta get back to email some important stuff. tata

with love
babymau

a hectic week

my last post, iwas waitign for an answer. and sure enough, after a lot of whats app msgs and emails, i finally get an answer. an answer initially wasnt too happy. teared, felt upset, but did not have a choice. after thinking it through. i accepted it. . and here i am today... it's day 4 in broadway academy. hehhee. anyways, lot of preparations to od.. but most of it was mentally. then on 27th may, mom and dad was suppose to fly to bangkok for a holiday. in the airport mom get's a call from cousin saying aunty is not looking too good. pressure dropping. mom was upset but sis said dun worry. mom went to bangkok, and on the following monday, when she landed, hey decided to go see her. it was a very emotional monday for everyone:(. aunty leela was going off. she teared when mummy called her, in half an hour after mummy left for ti, dad gets a call from my sis saying aunty passed away. mom could not take it, and i think now shes still not ok. anywyas we went down on tuesday, and i was suppose to start work o nwed, but couldnt... aunty has finalyl left. shes in no more pain now. but the grief is stil there.

day 4 of work, first day i enjoyed myself. went with marvin to meet 2 potential custoemrs.... and came monday, i was forced to go on my own to see a datuk to present on caberet. day 2 mind u... and i wasnt briefed. screwed up...duwan to talk bout it. aaaarghhhh.

anyways yesteday ntuesday i have been following up,emails, calling and calling omggggg. iam so bored now. ok bye...boss is back.