wat a day

i am in my cubicle blogging.. big drama happened today. and i dunno wat to do. everyone has gone out except uncle.. and uncle is complaining. i dun blame him. after what happen today. aiyo...

wat happened today, its omg so long and drama. but in a nutshell, 2 brothers fight, for an outsider, and one brother put the outsider above his own parents. and there was banging, and cryign and screaming, and shouting and horrible things said, wowww, and there's only like officially 5 ppl in the office, and see the amount of drama? omggggggg...

and if one brother leaves, i definitely cant work with the other brother, even though i know the other brother longer then i know this brother... but thAt brother is NOT RATIONAL. things are so tensed, now i am alone, uncle has gone up to the studio. poor thing, aunty was crying. dunno how r things tomorrow.. its so messy. aiyo.

anyways, on my own problem, i am frigging broke.... no money,cashless, and expenses are so much. rent going up:(.. got my medical card, ptptn, petrol, iloveu account, cc( which wil leventually finish) i know i terswipe okay? btu its not much .ehehhehe then i have food, toieltries, groceries. broadband,/9 which most prob ky will take over) and i cant depend on just commision... i gotta calculate from my basic saalry. which i am not saying here, but its ngam ngam enough only. i even have to do away with some toilewtries like just say, cut down on using make up, so i dun need to buy make up remover and facial cotton, aftre my panty liners finish stop buying cz its ex, cheaper shampoo, body shampoo( or maybe start using lux or may soap) haha i knwo that was insulting. but you knw, soap act does a cleaner job:) and the smell is stronger. hehehe. and buy twin pack of stuff so its cheaper and can last longer, no shopping( duh, obviously) no luxury food, no lunch,( i decided to skip lunch to save moeny, and dinner is home food). and the poverty list goes on. hahahahahahaha. well it's maybe not as bad , you know me, i am just a drama queen, but it is bad. me not having money for basic food and toiletry.. i cry evrytime i think of this.:(. anyways enough of my pavam story. Neng neng neng

some updates on work, it's been goign ok, but busy,. meetign ppl, and its nice to get calls from ppl dy, cz means they r trusting me to work:). goign out a lot, though there are some days i jsut stay in,.bluek,, but i get to learn paper work and protocol too:). so enuf of blgo. gotta get back to email some important stuff. tata

with love
babymau