i dunno why!

why am i feeling like this? i shouldn't be!it's been 13 years. i SHOULDN'T be feeling this. but why am i?deep down, do i?but it's been 13 years. how can i?i cant, AND I WONT! but it keeps coming back to me!!every time!i dun feel good, but i can't help it!i dunno why it keeps coming back to me. was it that deep? was it? i dunno!!!is it just me?i think it's just me! but i dunno what to do, what to react, what to feel!and I'm just going to let it be!!that's not really what i want to do, but it's the best i can do!

the big curry puff

ok, so my recipe pastry was a DISASTER. turned out so moist, though i followed the recipe 100%). stupid cheats. it looked exactly like my apple pie and pineapple tart. celaka!so next day, mummy asked me to go get flour, and will make the dough again. so i threw off the first one, and used aunt baba's recipe:) mummy did it. and yayyyy!!it turned out well and nice. and it's so the easy. i am so using that next time:)and also tasty. yummy yummy!:D;d:d so here are the pics of the filling and the making of the dough, and the big curry puff. ( it's huge and big cz me and mom were lazy to make tiny puffs. so we just rolled it into 2 big puffs):)







boiled mashed skinned potatoes, onions chopped and diced, cooked filling, rolled out dough







lalalalalalalal. told u it was huge. but yummy!:D:d:D

lingerie and boobie talk

ok, so i had my bath, and was changing. and i realized something. my ********* is tight. ok, not like tight till cannot wear or breathe or sit la. but it was tight. i was shocked cz the last i wore it ( last week) it was ok. omg, means i have put on weight. and at my back side area. omgggggg!!!!!!!!time to loose weight. MUST!!!!and before this i have been complaining to bebeh my *** is not good, i feel very uncomfortable when i wear it. so this means time for new ones!!!yohoo!!!*mommy, i need new lingerie*.hahahahaahahah.

then today, this conversation took place, at the grill, inside my house, at 5.32pm.

Adelle: *busy stretching and forgetting everything* aiyo, i am stretching like nobody's business, i totally forgot i am not wearing ***

mom: *in a nonchalant tone* hmmm, you wear or don't wear also makes no difference. *turns away and gives that grin*

Adelle: ey, no difference? the no difference is because i am wearing black t-shirt or because i am flat-chested?*follows mom*

mom*: hmmmmmm*gives the cheeky grin and walks away and changes topic*

:(.:(. i think the no difference is meant for flat-chested.ahahahahahahahah. oh well, i like being flat-chested:P

tomorrow baking:)

I AM GOING TO BAKE CURRY PUFF TOMORROW.YAYYYY!!!!ME AND MUMMY GONNA SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME.HEHEHEHE

sighh

stumbled upon something in my blog (when i was editing my profile) and it just put me in a not so nice mood. playing around, wondering how to delete it. yes, IT!.sigh

huh?

ok i did not realize my whole profile is there. visible for everyone. and it's so the long. and so outdated. ok time to update it:P

happy for you

congratulations:) i am so happy for you. i hope he'll treat u well. and hope he's the one!!!after all you went thru with that person, you deserve only the best. :)happy for you girl!:). we shall celebrate soon k?miss you loads. *hugs*:):):)