things i want to buy IF i have the money, WHEN i have the money, and IF I CAN FIND IT IN MALAYSIA!:D

if i have the money, when i have the money, and if i can find it here, i wanan buy a few things!:D


i like the green one. i think it's cool:Di can find it here, but dam mahal. so still looking around:d


i know some people think this is out dated, but i stil think its nice and cute, and dam it, i can't find it here.!!!!!


i love this, but again, i can't find it!sigh



bean bags, bean bags!!!!!



i am looking high and low for a transparent umbrella, but can't find!wait, ifound in topshop, but bloody expensive. rm73 for a freaking umbrella, with handle and stars rm93. stupid stupid ridiculous price!


a nice big hiking bag, where i can carry everywhere!(when i go traveling, i mean):P


Calvin and Hobbes full collection.gosh!!!!!


i love this swatch summer edition. been eying it for ages




i want, and i need this shoes!!!!

=)



beautiful lamps to decorate my room/house

stressful friday

it's been one of the most torturing stressful Fridays. phew,let's hope it's a better tomorrow. everything went wrong, my work could not be done, my connection really playing parks.my personal life screwed!!!!!gosh!!!!i really need to DE stress. but how?i wanna DE stress the free way and not cost me any money cz i am broke!i can DE stress by going shopping, but need money. maybe i should meditate!hmmmm. run away, go to a hight waterfall, sit and there and meditate!or maybe i could get those chanting cds, play it and sleep!. oh, i got a better idea, i should go for taekwondo!. i can let out everything there. i can shout, scream ,and punch and kick as hard as i can, i can sweat and sweat and i will feel better. i think that's a more realistic idea. so i shall go for taekwondo this Sunday.

de stress de stress!RELAX MY MIND, MY SOUL, THINK POSITIVE, HAPPY THOUGHTS ADELLE HAPPY THOUGHTS!!!

i am selfish, childish, i get angry for nothing, immature. i am very hot tempered and have big ego. i am not rational. it's hard for me to say sorry!

i sulk easily, and i expect too much from you. and you cant give what i want!and it's torturing you!

behind all this, have you ever once thought that i have some sweet qualities in me? i might be over sensitive. extremely sensitive in your eyes. i get angry over nothing,or something so small. but have you ever thought of me?as in the person i am?

i don't eat sushi, i hate Japanese food. but i am learning to make sushi cz i wanna make for you and surprise you. i wanna learn knitting from last time, but now i really wanna learn knitting cz i wanna try to knit you a scarf when u go to HK. when u said u liked the wall e toy, i din hesitate at all to buy it, though it was so expensive, and i was broke. i still bought it for you and i was happy about it.

when we were in crocs, ikano, i took out money to buy 3 pairs of crocs, for u, for me, for my sister. yours was more expensive also i did not say anything, cz u liked it, and i wanted to buy a pair of crocs for you. i did not complain either!

end of the year, i planned the whole langkawi holiday. when i asked you, you also din say anything. i planned cz i love you, and i wanna go somewhere with you. and i did not mind planning at all.

i might be selfish at times. i may forget to say thanx when u do me a favor, or i eat first before waiting for you, though i am so particular bout it. i might open the door to come out first before you open it, though i told u i hate people doing that. i might be obsessed with playing mario till i forget your hungry, and your food is getting cold! and i spoil your dinner, as what you said. i might be a selfish asshole who just cares bout myself!maybe i am!

but one thing for sure, i have some good qualities in me!and if you don't see that but only see the bad sight of me, i shall not say anything!i shall be very passive, and not tell you my opinion, since my opinion doesn't matter anymore!

this blog is not to tell you how great i am, but it's just to tell you how i feel. though u feel i don't love you, though you feel only you are making an effort in this relationship!and i am just making use of u and taking you for granted.

if you don't trust me, fine!as long as i know what i am doing!

happy thoughts

when i am angry, i shall think happy thoughts

when you don't sms me, i shall think happy thoughts

when when you say things to hurt me, i shall think happy thoughts

when you do not know how to react, and treat me well and my family well, i shall think happy thoughts

when i feel hurt or terasa, i shall think happy thoughts

when i feel like exploding, i shall think happy thoughts

when i feel you are to be blamed, i shall not say anything, but tell you my blog, and i shall think happy thoughts

basically, i will become a more passive lady. and not say anything!i shall think happy thoughts!!!!

alexandra

since nobody bought it for me, i decided to buy it for myself. she's so adorable!i paid only rm5 fro it, cz i had the voucher!worth rm25. very very cute=)






her name is alexandra the tiger. i love white tigers. they are just so beautiful!!!

cravings, grumbling!!!

and again, i am craving for mcd's spicy chicken mcnuggets and mcd's berry mcflurry with lots and lots of berries!!*droollllls* believe me, i really am drooling, cz i am so freaking hungry now!!!but i can't eat that, i have to eat 2nd mamak's eeew food!!!!sigh!nvmd, think of saving money!hehehehe

grenade!!

i know I'm impossible,

i know i'm hard to please

i know i am sensitive, and it just gets so annoying, you wished you never knew me

i know i can demand a lot, not money but a lot of affection and emotions, and it can get tiring

i know i can get very unreasonable for the stupidest things.

i know i don't think straight most of the time,

i know i am freaking hot tempered

i know i am like a grenade, i explode anytime, unprepared, and out of the blues

i know i am not an intelligent sophisticated woman,

but behind all these, i know I'm a very sweet girl.

i may not portray that girl u met the first time, but i dun deserve to hear things like these!

i know dam right i did not do anything at all to be doubted!god is my witness!

I'm not saying i am perfect. i know dam well my flaws!and i am NOT proud of it. but i never lied to you. i lied once or twice, CZ i know if u knew the truth , it would be worse, but what i lied wasn't even serious. and after that i never lied

my new motto is every time i wanna get angry and feel like exploding like a grenade, i will think happy thoughts!i don't want to argue and explain, CZ there's nothing to explain. and thinking happy thoughts will make me happy. probably think of Isaac and Adam's comel face, or Madagascar's zebra, or shreks's "donkey".hehehehe.

i believe i can change myself. i know i can. it's not easy, but i know i can change.

at times i feel like my emotions are every where. i don't even know why i suddenly explode. maybe cz i am so freaking sensitive!so from now on, happy thoughts.

happy thought, happy thought, happy thought, happy thought!!!!!!

blogging random stuff

guess where am i?in bbg. i can online here.heheheheh. but connection quite sucky!!!!lagging like shit!menyampah!but shouldn complain.. can online dy!heheh.

my life is so miserable!got so much assignments!gosh!why are lecturers so merciless?just pump and pump and pump!!!!!sigh!!!waiting for this sem to end!cant wait for camerons trip on 29th, then pangkor fitness camp on dec4-7th then langkawi trip with lc on 11th-13th.yayyyy!!

cravings of the day

i am craving for mcd's berry mcflurry.yummy!!

i am craving for mcd's spicy chicken mcnuggets and spicy chicken mcdeluxe.

i am craving for tai thong's home made fish balls

i am craving for vichuda's tomyam and nasi goreng kampung

i am craving for taiwan sausage, garlic flavour
*drools*

random

harlo, back in ti again. was going out with sister to mid valley, so was just being vain, and put on some make up. and it turned out quite nice=)with my stila dark purple eye shadow, revlon lustrous lip stick, and za mascara and eye brow liner, and avon soft mouse blush, and silky girl eye liner=)hehehehe





then after coming back from mid valley, we went on a shopping spree, not, my sister went on a shopping spree, and came back with 2 new pairs of shoes, and a dress, from me, for her birthday present, which i shall update pics later when she's wearing it. i bought one pair of shoes from "voir". so pretty. =)




the white one i bought, and gave my sistr. from vid and vass. the other 2 are her new ones, one from vincci and the other from voir. the polka dot is mine. also from voir.=)