everyone thinks i am overreacting. everyone thinks i am not trying hard enough. everyone thinks i should continue what i am doing. why????? u cant get a high salary elsewhere. yeah of course i cant..but is high salary= happiness? not in my eyes... i am not money minded. and i dun give a shit bout rm3320 salary monthly . i really dunno what's my future ahead. i reallly dunno. i cant do what i aM DOING NOW, i am not gettign any offer, and even if i did, it's impossible to get that job, and if i do get it, i dunno if i can perform it. i really feel like i am hanging on a robe, waitign to be snipped off, and there i go, CRASH BOOM BANG. IF I DUN LEAVE MY JOB NOW, IT WIL LEB CRASH BOOM BANG. i might leave even if i dun get another offer. no i am serious!!!. i dun have commitments, all i gotta do is settle my cc, and DON'T SPEND. and be a bum for a while till i get a job. SHOULD I??
THIS IS KILLING ME. AND I DUN HAVE ANY OUTLET. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. and i dunno where is the path... i am so confused. i dun even wanan talk bout it, i just wanan sit in a dark quiet room, and mope!!!. really!!!! thats all i wanan do for now!!. cz i cant think of a solution in my life!!!. i cant perform in work, i am not getting an offer( or at least a good one) what should i do?i need an answer... i need light..
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Sayang you are not useless.. you are the best gf i ever had
awww sayang:)... i love you bomb bomb
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