had a bad day!

I ALMOST MET AN ACCIDENT TODAY!

I GOT LOST IN SIMPANG LIMA OR PEKAN GURNEY OR SOME OIL PALM ESTATE, WHICH WS DAM SCARY, CZ I KNOW NO ONE, NO LANDMARK, AND QUITE SCARYY.

I FOUND OUT SOME SUTFF.

I FEEL BETRAYEDDD!.BUT I DON'T REGRET FOR IT. NO I DON'T.

on a brighter side, i just wanna tell ma, pa gunne, Chris and all my best friends i love them!!!life is unpredictable. so if i die tomorrow, please note i love all of you!!!:)..

sometimes or today i was bit down, but though i had a not nice day, there are little perks, or there are things that will cheer me up..

you never failed in cheering me up, giving me ideas, helping me solve matters. not once!!!!you're not literally in front of me, but ur always there when i needed you!!!and u dun do anything, but u being there for me, is good enuf!!!thank you!!:)

ok, its work tomorrow.ohhh gooooood newssss, i am on leave from 21st-29th November 2009. and 7th 8th dec to clear my leave. just fro the fun of it!:D.....i'll be in kl from 25th-27th Nov. so my buddies, lets meet up:D...will be back in ti on 27th night cz cz cz cz its MY BIRTHDAY AND Mummy's.. I MEAN ITS ON 28, BUT 28 is Windsor's wedding.so gotta go la.:P

p/s: i closed 2 cases yesterday despite being on leave. my neighbor:)so total Oct i closed 9 cases, and hopefully i get one or 2 more in this 3 days:)

i am using my celcom Vodafone broadband now!.ok r. quite fast and stable. so tomorrow u will see me online in sitiawan, (i'm in ti today fyi)

going penang this weekend.yohoooooo!!!!!!!!

ok bye!good night!!...wats my frite phrase????????.........................................


dun let the bed bugs bite!!:D

penang jalan-jalan check list:D

what to bring this saturday and sunday:D

1) umbrella
2) sunglasses
3) camera charger
4) camera
5) phone and phone charger
6) 3 pin plug
7) lotion/sun block(for chloe)
8) moneyy
9) pepper spray:p
10)torch light:P
11)towel
12)inhaler/panadol/synphlex

and mosttt important:

CHARCOAL PILLS AND ENO.ahahahahahahahahahah

p/s: serene and chloe: if u guys think of anything please put it here k?

counting days to a osp free/unit trust free/credit card free/abm/bm free/target free weekend!:D:d:D

p/s: looking forward to meet sue yin:)

random!

here are some random pics. ok the random pics are Brandon, bit longer..and my pimple which turned bloody, and not pussy, but blood:(....bdw, i need some advice or opinion on Brandon. he looks ok, but is it nice? anyone viewing it, please let me know wat u think bout it k? i am bit confused!but i think it looks nice. the more i do the more i am seeing it:). teck loon said it looks like a tame dragon. hahaha. and when i told Cheng loon, he said its a useless dragon. hahaha. anyway, here pics... and oh also pictures of my pimple which burst and still had blood inside it. and it dried up, and it looked like a blinking mole!





see i told u it loosk like a mole:(.....is brandon nice?






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how?ok r?i think its ok la. but not so dragonish dun u think?more waves..hmmmm

ok bed time!nite. dun let the bed bugs bite!

you'll never walk laone:D

you'll never walk alone!yes, Liverpool won over Manchester united 2-0. well done torrez`and the substitute guy:d... keep it up and dun slack!!yeah!!!

i read up my previous blogs, and omg, it's all about public bank, and sales, and stress!!so today i am going to blog a bit on a lighter happier mood.

well, lets start with....................my daisies are growing. though it doesn't look as pretty as when we bought it, but the new buds have bloomed:)so yay!mummy has been watering it since i am in sitiawan the whole week.lol.

i'm on leave tomorrow:)..yay!!!not going anywhere, but just for the fun of it, and to chill at home!lol!!!!was suppose to go to kl today, but didn't go, for some reasons. thats why i took leave tomorrow, but we din go, so its a free day tomorrow:).wanted to bake, but, too tiring!!!and lazy. so instead of baking, i will be cooking prawn cutlets tomorrow night. yay!!!...

am knitting 2 mufflers now. Thomas is still in process. but long way more. Brandon on the other hand, is looking ok, its nice, but am afraid he wont like it. but then again, even if the design is not that fantabulous, i'm sure he will like it, cz its hand made, with extra tlc,and even if he can't use it, i'm sure he will treasure it:)...

tonight is a big match for all Liverpool and Manchester united fans. whoa!!!!! Liverpool vs Manchester united.!*fingers crossed*. obviously i am for Liverpool.:D..

next weekend me and Chloe and serene are going to penang.yay!!!1budget makan makan trip:D....it's eating non-stop, and sight seeing. yohoooo!!!then Nov 14th, is a camping trip. to pangkor. real camping trip, as in stay in camp, shit in holes, and set up camp fires, and cook our food, in the woods.yay!so looking forward to it. that's with Simon, xin juan, ed, intan, muru, Aaron.hahahahahahahaa. sounds fun eh?

omg, grey's is so nice. and i realized, i cant be a dr, cz i cant stand to see those gruesome stuff. omggg. bu it's good. fyi, even desperate season 6 and private season 3 is fantastic:D..

i got general insurance exam on 7th. knn!!!!!!!so 6th is sales clinic in ipoh, and 7th is exam also in ipoh. so me and serene will stay a night in hotel kat ipoh. general insurance is soooooooooo hard and boring!!can die reading it!!!:(....

ok, so i am going to knit!!catch u later maybe?so bye bye for now!!!

big big pimple+ brandon

hi peeps, i am back for the night. but tomorrow back to work!!i just wanted to tell u i have started on bee's muffler. and omg, its so pretty. his name is Brandon.and it looks like there's a dragon. really. u see for yourself!:D. i am still working on Thomas, so doing 2 lo now. and i got this huge ass pimple above my lips which burst today and bled, anddddd it looks like a mole now!wtf!!!!!ish!!!

then right, one of my customers wanna withdraw and cancel his policy. within the 15 days.and i have to do the donkey job, by typing the letter. sigh..

then, good news for me, and for my branch, i won rm300 voucher:)for last week. yayyy, but money also not mine. they ask me use it for roadshow. i work my ass off the whole week, and all i get is spend it on road show. hello?u ingat senang nak buat sales kat public bank?pas tu dah dapat kau semua nak ambil!!bodoh!!!mula-mula aku tak marah, sebab tak nak buat kecoh, budak baru kan, lepas aku cakap dengan bee, meletup aku, sebab memamg mereka gunakan i. ish!benci!!!!!!!!

anyway, pictures time, byeeeeeee:P










isnt it pretty?can u see the dragon?:):):):0;):)

hmmm

i noticed, my previous blogs were always in a rush. and i am still in a rush!!!gosh!so busy. so little time!!!!i got to rush out to hsbc, public bank, pump petrol, buy some groceries, and plant my daisies. yes, i bought 3 pots, which is 3 diff colours.yayyyyy. gonna do gardening later.yohoo!!!

its work tomorrow again!!!and i am alone, cz Chloe has gone for training for one whole week:(. i'm all alone!sigh....

oh, did i tell u, i hit my branch target?yeah baby!!!till year end, i am suppose to close 6 cases. and i already closed 10. so for my branch, settled. nowww i gotta worry bout my own target, which is blinking 30 cases more by January.omgggggggggg!!!*flips* but i'll be ok. i will be ok:)

oh, act was bit down and bit(no dam terasa). because of smth that happened yesterday!!. dam dam terasa!but whatever la. all of you are just the same. no difference. pieces of shit!!.

next monday i am on leave. yohooo!not going anywhere, but just need to clear my leave, so boss approved. yay!gonna bake, knit and study:(. dam general insurnace exam on 7th nov. 6th nov i wil lstay in ipoh, cz got sales clinic then exam next day.

i wanna buy hp and laptop. but i can only buy one!!how r?i am in love with Nokia e71/Nokia e72. but at same time, laptop more urgent,cz mine is crashing very often. shes old!!!!!!how r?how r?

bdw, i applied for broadband. celcom Vodafone broadband from ping.yayyy!!!!so got internet where ever i go. yiehaaaaaa.

ok, i am going out now. before it pours. see ya and have a good week;)

p/s: loads of pics again, but check out my fb yeah?:P

byeee.

it's over, and its time to look forward.....again!

so ladies week is finally ove3r. well bravo to Adelle soo oi mae, she closed 5 cases. yayyyyy!!!!!!!!but out of 5, 3 were one protect. haahahah. so it shouldn't be ladies week, should be man's week. prob next project.:)

am so dead tired. drove back. din bathe, went to sir's house, ended up me and yau bbq for the guys, and they ate and tani, and i helped madam cut celery. for tomorrow. wish i could stay longer, but couldn tahan. really tired and mom got worried!so came back early. tomorrow is more catch up!!

yoga was fun. bit painful, but its reallly relaxing. :)

my room is in a blinking blinking mess. so i need to clean it up. so messsssssy.

got 4 mroe days to clear. where and when and why should i take????hmmmmm.hahahaaha

talked to some nasty customers and reallly nice ones, which 2 of em, i tihnk is trying to match make me with their brother in law and bf's brother. haahahahahaha. so funnnny!!!do i look like a spinster already?no right?hahahaha.

anyway gonna sleep now. after first batch of pics upload. bye. catch up soon.

ladies week

so ladies week is tomorrow, 12th-16th oct in pbb seri manjung. i am so scared. i hope there's some kind of hope and luck. omggg, iam so stresssssss. anyway, i signed up for yoga this thurs. to meditate and sweat;p. i bought a new sports bra and tumbler, and bought quite a lot of stuff last weekend:D.

i am too lazy to continue, but i am stressed. so i will update when i am feeling better. might be getting internet soon in sitiawan:D. waiting for ping to get back to me bout the broadband thing.yayyyy!!!!!.ok wanan go do my record book now!byeeee. and have a good day ahead.;)

up to u

i am not trying to earn a commission from you. because my commission is so blinking little. 1%. i get nothing. but i am trying to ask u to buy it because it benefits you. i am helping you create money. helping you save for future. but if you believe in paying less, because it's cheap, then suit yourself. if you believe that that product helps you. suit yourself. but dun regret later on!!!!!i wont simply sell something that will make you loose money!or does not benefit you. excuse me, i was once and am still a customer who does not like people coming and selling me things. so i won't do something that will be against my own principals. if i really think it benefits you, then only i will introduce it to you. why do you think i don't push one educate to kids????because its so blinking expensive and the return is not as high as promised. but why do i introduce one lady to you?and one protect?because i personally believe in it, how it protects you, what it covers and the fund value is higher compared to others. but if you want to compare other products to mine, and say mine is not good, and its too ex, suit yourself!because i am NOT INTRODUCING SOMETHING TO BENEFIT ME. ITS BENFITTING YOU YOURSELF. you pay peanuts you get monkeys!!!!!!!

and so i'm back

hello people, i am back from seri manjung. helo helooo????:D

my, am i in good spirits!!though i dunno why. i din have a that fantabulous week. act i had a really boring week,(though i closed 2 cases):D*pats herself* bravo Adelle bravo .well done!!!:D.. but i was back stabbed and betrayed by a so called good friend. but it's your lost. go la. just because it's cheap, you buy. well good for u. you pay peanuts you get monkeys. i help u create money, but u duwan ma. so buzz off and dun ask me anything. go ask them. nicely ask me everything, i helped u but u did this to me!and u dare tell me i am your best friend. sorry la.!i dun have friends like u.

am off to kl tomorrow:). daddy got ke dinner, so we( gunne, mummy Chris) gonna go shopping and tani:d:d:d:d. bdw, i bought new handbag:)yayyy. gonna buy Elizabeth Arden's pretty soon:)

next week is ladies week in my branch. one tiring week. borrowed vacuum cleaner to pump balloons. hahahaahaha. on Monday morning, and also Monday morning got to go collect daisies. wowwww. so tiring. but hope it all goes well. * fingers crossed*

i feel like i got a lot of things to do, but i am so darn lazy. ishhh!!!lot of things in my head, worried!hmmmm.

was googling a lot of pics of knitting, hmm, wondering now, ripple stitch?basketweave?dunno which one to choose. which one u like?faster choose let me know k?hope u read this and get back to me..:)

ok, i think am goign to knit then dinner, then tani with mom, then watch series:D:D:d and clean room and pack and sleeep:Dbyeee for now

p.s: andrea is leaving ing today:(........

post mortem 28september-1st october

yes i am back. had an ok week, but a horrible Friday. today was a bad dayyyy. i closed 4 cases. out of 4, one deferred. mine in force too. good for me. i must close at least one case a week, or 2. and iwill do it.

Tuesday-Thurs i presented a lot, and was satisfied with my presentation, but of course i must improve, cz after talking to evonne, i realized i gotta use diff methods. today was bad. i did 0 presentations, 0 market surveys and one miserable appointment on monday at mcds. hope she doesn ffk like today's scenario. well what happened today was, some idiot made appointment with me, to go to her house to present, but ended up giving me wrong number and address, i went to house lik stupid piece of shit holding my books and all, and to know that isn't the address. i called, and the man said wrong number. maybe monday will check if it's her number or not. piece of shit. karma. i duwan to get into it, cz i wil just be dam angry, and i am bound to get this more and more every day. so screw it la. i will be strong, and move on!she's not the only customer. she is NOT MY VALUED CUSTOMER, SO BUZZ OFF. karma bites!!!!!!

had delicious red wine mee suah twice in a week, one on monday or tuesday, then wednesday, home made one. dam nice, only found in sitiawan:D. dammmmmm niceee

ladies week on 12th-16th October. flyers designed and it's dam nice:). will scan the complete one soon. even bee said its nice:).

tomorrow is a long day, and so is sunday. so lots to do. but overall my week was ooooo-kayyyyy la. i started the month with a case, which was good, but today grace called just to ask if i got case today. sigh. this is wat i will be facing every day.:(so am gonna hit the sack. good night.

the climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa


p/s: this song will keep motivating me;) if only you knew wat i went threw. and goign thur. sighhhh. so i need this to keep me up!!!