Elephant arms

C: Ey u look at sw arms so skinny.mine dam big
A: u say urs is big? So mine is elephant arms la

*laughs*

Talking of big arms, today when I was changing to go work, it suddenly hit me that my arms are REALLY big and fat.sigh.I got big tummy fat flabby arms thunder thighs.small boobs.big ass.sigh so sad  but i know sully loves me no matter wat.ok babai

Xoxo:
Boo

i discovered something few days ago. i was and am disappointed. but actually i was kinda expecting it. but thinking that since i din hear it from them, then it's not true. but then i did. and i was angry and sad and disappointed.. sigh. but whatever la..

tomorrow is monday. sigh. boss coming back on wednesday! and i haven't break egg for december.

today sully is on call. he seemed pretty stressed and depressed. sigh. i feel so sad and hopeless when he is upset. bought chicken rice for him just now. poor thing. well all we can do is trust Him wholeheartedly.. and nothing else. everything will fall in places if we trust Him.

i still cant download hotel dash, thanx to my dam connection which doesn't allow me to download itunes 10. ishhh!!!. am almost done with diner dash. so i need more games. i have salon luxury and pacman and angry birds, but apparently i dunno how to play angry birds. so i am alternating between diner and salon.

i will be alone tomorrow till next week. chloe is on holiday and aunty maureen is in kl. bdw, one of my gang bse, which happens to be one of my close friend is leaving pbb. she's goign to eon. as a scr. congrats and good for her:) no need to worry bout sales. but am gonna miss her though.

chiang told me bout eon offering sme post. and u know the target is only rm400k. close one eye also can hit. and the salary is rm3200. higher bit then mine only. ok or not? but the only thing is it's in eon ayer tawar. not even in sitiawan. i dunno if i should even try applying. cz i cant take my job anymore. i hate banca.

even maybank also having offer. sme. but target high la. duwannnnnnn:(

i am kinda full. had 3/4 regular crunchy crust pizza for trunch.( after 2pm, before 4pm) so that makes it trunch???wondering whats dinner.

finished wrapping christmas presents. but few things not done yet. thats bout it:). so happy with all the christmas stuff i bought for my loved ones:D hope they like it:). it's christmas is next 2 weeeks. hohhohohohohohoh. hehehehehe.

anyways think wanna go shower and continue my stuff. packed dy. but dunno what to wear tomorrow. lol. lazy iron.hehehe. ok babai happy monday.

p/s: to my dear who wil lread my blog later or soon, hope you r ok.. dun be so stressed k?god will show us through. u also told me that. so smile baby... as much as u love seeing me happy i love seeing u happy too. muax muax muax..

xoxo:
boo

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where r my pics i uploaded?

summary

quick one... whats been happening? singapore was great.. my birthday ws great...celebrated with my loved ones. my darling made me a beautiful card... the words... almost made me tear.. he baked me a cake, and got me a pearl necklace set.:D and spent the weekend with me... my sis and mav came down:) the best birthday gift is celebrating with ur loved ones:) sis and mav got me a mac eye shadow. dam niceee colour:D. love it... dam classsy.. hugs to all of you:)...

work is killing me softly. *sings the "killing me softly song*. seriously.... is realllllly stressful:(...

anyways just gonna upload pics from here and there k?to sumamrize my life lately:).. bye gonna continue playing with betsey:D shes fantastic and great... now me and sayang have the same phone.lolol. but still thinking of a name for his.. hmmm..prob bernard?ahahahahahaa betsey and bernard:D

Hellloooo

Hello just sneaking some time out of my busy *ahem* schedule to say harloooo from betsey.ok babai and oh my bb us being a bitch:( that's why am here.ok bubye

Xoxo,
Boo

beware

in a irritated mood now.

merlion city

oooh it's finally here. i am going to merlion city...or singapore as u know it tomorrow night. yipppieeeee.... going there by bus coming back by flight. cz bit mahal. kita kan nak budget:D.. but i am so excited. reasons: 1) it's clare and ding's wedding. :) even though i onyl met them once, but they made me feel so important in their life, they are such nice and humble and sincere people.:) even the invitation cards, they wrote my name. so touching. i am not even married to ky, but it was so nice of them to even include my name... *awwww moments*. 2) spending the whole weekend with sully( oh thats his new name).. and 3) MRT for the first time. loll. JAKUNNNNN. hehehe 4) catch up with mark, loretta, wing, lester, ryan:). 5) buy cornery popcorn and hersheys nuggets.yum yum yum:d

so i tihn k istated my reasons pretty well. yayyy, but i gotta work one more day tomorrow. lol. but oh well, it'll go well, i think... hehehehe.


ooh i am so excited. i've packed. i tihnk, and hopefully din leave anything out. after so long of figuring what to wear, i decided what to wear. should i say it here? lol anyways no one reads so ok, for the church, i will be wearign this simple beautiful elegant dark green dress( which mommy bought for me) :D. thanx ma:) with earings. for the dinner, will be wearing my sister's black tube dress( which initially i refused thinking that i look like a pig) but last saturday when i wore it, it din look that bad. ( oh maybe my diet....*yeah right* worked) ,.ahahahha. (thanx gunne) and sorry i almost.. i said almost tore uer prom dress):P and earings simple but i think sully is getting me the necklace. which i dont know how it looks:). he insisted on getting it/hehehe. then both will be paired with my killer shoes from guess:D. thats like the wedding shoes. ahahahahaha.

anyways, enough of me bragging.. dinner is pizza tonight. i have decided:D. and chicken wings. yum yum yum yum:D. am goign to continue my hula hoop then read calvin and hobbes and go pick aunty up. so i shal lsee u peeps after singapore. hugs and kisses to all my virtual readers:)

have a pleasant weeekend. babai.

love,
boo

I JUST DISCOVRED 'SOMEONE' IS GOING OUt WITH SOMEONE... OMGGGGGGGGG. I TOLD MY MOM SHE ALSO COULDNT BELIEVE..

AND another someone is single. wowwwwwww... talking of facebook status, i find it puzzling how some ppl can keep changing their fb relationship status. from 'single' to 'in a relationship' or 'in a relationship' to 'single' or 'in a relationship' to 'married' or 'married' to 'it's complicated.'. aduhhhhh!!!!!!i act fell for it, and quickly commented, "congrats" or "omg, what happen" jut to realize it was all to get attention. =_=.

anywyas back to the second someone, single??????i dunno.. but to begin with, was she even in a relatiosnhip i dunno because there's no photos no name, nth!!!ok maybe she cant bcause he's a malay. but why suddenly single.. suddenly this funyn thought of her wearing a tudung crossed my mind. ROFL ROFL ROFL.

ok babai!

here and there

so hello;)today i am blogging:)i am munching on pagodas now.but not nice ones:(wats new at ur lives peeps?

mines the same.my target increased for 2 weeks and decreased back to 8 cases.dont ask me why:Pi closed 2 cases last 2 weeks. no case this week. i presented to one customer 2 weeks ago. for almost an hour. he promised to buy, but not now. so i said i will call him back yesterday.. i did, and he said he will come back today.so today i called to remind him, and he din pick up. then i sent him sms him.he replied after lunch saying he duwan to buy. i was quite disappointed because he promised to buy then keep saying sorry...this is what i have to go the whloe time. everbody wants to cheat me. i hate my job, i hate what i am doing now..but who knows?nobody understands..

tonight am going to update my resume in jobstreet and see if there's any oppurtunity out there.

staff purchase so important now..18% cash rebate compared to last time 5%. but my staff is still so ignorant. so wed i will be briefing them on how important it is..

next week will be a tiring week. monday i go back to sitiawan, then tuesday go to ipoh for sales clinic:( then tuesday come back, wed go to work, thurs mornign sign in, then 12pm drive down to bangi... for some 'special meeting for bses'. bunch of crap. the 'meeting' is on friday, 29th october 2010 9am-12pm. half day travel al lthe way for some brain washing session.
" do you all know it's a very crucial period ofr bses?q4 is very important.. u need to work extra hard. u must target all your friends and staff. u must use the sales campaign to promote and boost your sales. "

BULLSHIT

then 12pm finish have tgo rush back to seri manjung.. 1) my boss mentioned that half day briefing MUST come back to branch. 2) i got roadshow stuff to settle

roadshow is 30th bdw. we doing ( or did) colouring contest) prize giving on 30th. hopefulyl can get some good prospects..sigh. sunday we going bukit mertajam. hopefully all goes as planned.

oh on a lighter note, congratulations to shirley and alvin and umi and alex:) for tieing the knot. before this was ai ti and leong which i mentioned in my previous post.

anyways, back to emo adelle. i sometimes feel so lonely... that i have no one to talk to.

it's 21st october 2010.yesterday was 20.10.2010.hahahahah. and as usual everyone wanted to get married on either 10.10.10 or 20.10.2010. aduhhhhh. no need la!!!!i wanna get married on 21st january:). or 28th november or 23rd may. it's only these 3 dates lo.

mom's making pal apam this sat or sunday. woooots:). i told her i wanna eat, so she said provided i buy the santan tomorrow she'll make. it's either sat or sunday because one of the days mom wants to go see aunty in kl.

i am very down. every day i just feel i am wasting my time.. every day i hope for 25th of the month. this isn't how it should be.. and i can't tell anyone how i feel. anyways prob hula hoop bit more then pick up aunty. oh guess whats my dinner? cereals and low fat milk and an apple:D. i need to losoe weight. because i got no money to buy new dress for ding and clair's wedding:( sedih kan? so i need to loose at lease a little so ican wear my existing dress. so adeu for now. til lwe meet again.ahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha.

signing off,
kusu

insensitive

x: erica you you look dammmmmm pretty during annual dinner.

but for serene and adelle, you look nth special.

WTFFFFFF?

excuse me? i din care or bother bout annual dinner ok?i am not getting married. hello?think i got nth else better to do to do up my hair and face for all of u to see?even if i din look good, shut up and keep ur opinion to yourself!!!!

1 day u dun say anything sarcastic ur day cant move hor?think so. he lives to insult people!...

addicted to curry bbq twisties.destressing;)

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. NO ONE AT ALL. I CANT TALK TO ANYONE. BECAUSE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME.


WHERE IS THE LIGHT?

i feel like seeing a shrink. cz i feel i have no way out. should i?but where?

hate it when he's on call and in clinics:(.

i love the connection here...haha.

anyways random pics. annual dinner was last saturday night kat syuen. ok lo... then this saturday is ai ti and leong's blessing in church. and also another celebration..(not mentioning it here). what else?

a lot of things bothering me... and i cant tell anyone and i don't knwo how to solve it.

mum had a weird dream.. her mom's 3 friends( all dead btw) came to give her an invitation to a wedding, and gave her chocolates and she ate it. mom believes invitation from the dead are bad things.. it's really bugging her. told her not to worry bout it. and we are not suppose to believe in dreams. but its hard to tell mummy.

anyways prob continue blogging later. bit worried and depressed now.

snookums

"lol. i love you infinity and beyond..muacks...times infinity. snookums have good day tomorrow ya?;)"

"sayang is that my new name?snookums:P"

"lol. yeah. your new name to match kunju:). you like?"

"but what is snookums?ahhahahahahaha.. kunju and snookums.ahahahahaahahahha"

"i also dunno. but it sounds nice right?"

"it sounds damm farnie. ok then i will be snookums and u be my kunju. *snookums and kunju sitting on a tree, k.i.s.s.i.n.g*


rofl rofl rofl rofl

the mixed me

i was just thinking back, few days ago and i am still. in my entire life, i have never felt so happy before. in terms of my relationship and personal life. as i am typing this, i am touching wood, because i do believe when u say smth it turns out opposite. and i am not meaning to jinx this`relationship, but i am just telling. all my relationships i have been in, i have never been happier then now... and i thank God for showing us the way:). in my family, i have a great family who is so supportive and loving. my life is rich with love.

at the same time, i have never been so depressed and frustrated in my entire life. my job, my career. so what i got an increment? my targets r so high, i am stressed every day. even when i am on leave i get calls and msgs from colleagues and bosses. what the hell la? do you think i am not worried?i am worried hell. you people dont think so right? cz i am so happy and lepak... my customers don't come back. u think i am not worried?u think i am enjoying my life here?well it does but i am not. i am worried. every day i wake up thinking of who is going to ffk me. will i get good prospects. every single day. even when i am on leave. Saturdays and Sundays are no difference. i wake up, and think, "oh today is Saturday, tomorrow is Sunday, Monday dunno got customers or not". how sucky is that?but thats going on every single day. and i am suppose to pretend i am all happy and cheerful.

i am so depressed. but at same time i am happy. yin and yang. hahaha. anyways i need some light. i reallllly do!

2 weekends passed so fast. had a great time with komium and met up with ev and cc. pics later as usual k?komium's on call tomorrow. saturday going sekinchan for leong and aiti's wedding. talking of weddings, wow everyone is getting married;). to begin with, congrats to leong and ai ti;), then comes shirley's wedding. then ding and clair. so who's going to tie the knot next?:). everyone's getting married so for the fun of it, i just asked komium. hahaha. not asking him to get married to me, but askign him what he wants for our wedding. and he;s ok with having a quartet, and peach will be the theme and flowers is sunflowers, hmm what `else? err, church wedding of course. full service:). sis will be bridesmaid if i marry first:) anyways enough of day dreaming. tomorrow is back to work. sigh. all i got to do is keep praying....so ok pick up aunty and buy dinner. so bye bye.

p/s: we bought a calvin and hobbes mag. and komium was so excited he said he's going to make a rubber stamp saying, "property of komium and kusu". (which he already made) hahahahahahaha. and he said we will stamp it on our baby's ass. hahahahahaha that got me laughing off the chair. lol.

ok bye for real.

kusu

us and sunset and us:)

pangkor island with komium

did i tell u we were goign to pangkor last weekend?in case i did not, we went to pangkor.;) nice trip, cz nice company. had a great weekend:). beach is actually cleaner then langkawi lo. din do much shopping.( no one goes to pangkor to shop) food is nth to shout about, place we stayed also nth to shout about. oh the 1 thing to shout about, LIM KUAN YEW. HEHEHEHEHE.

anyways, the blog i realized is a better place to put up all the pics. so check it ut and enjoy. there'll be captions below. but go along with me if the caption doesnt match.heheheheheehhe.







breakfast:)in ti..before leaving






on the way to pangkor.

tuesday

boo! i am in sitiawan:). finally staying. but hor onyl for one night. cz tomorrow komium ask me go back eat mooncake under the moonlight with him and family. so ok:).

the connection here is so good hor, but hor i forgot to transfer the pics from pangkor into pendrive. sigh. and also the random ones from emma. so do wat leh hor?blog lo:D

had a longggg lunch with hew. washed brains kau kau. but at least i know wat to do. i am so touched that there are so many people making an effort to help me, and all iam doing now is just complaining how stressed am i. i must stop and grow up.!

anyways what to do now?ey did u know they have wedding dash 3 and 4 now???i wannna play but all i can get is the trial version:(....

k. i wanna go download recipe for nestum prawns. i suddenly want to cook that. ta

kusu

holiday

today is a holiday. its hari malaysia:). i am appreciative that we live in malaysia. a country where we can do anythign we want. i know it's not a perfect place and there is a lot of politics going on, racism etc. but its nothing better then home.. we may think migrating overseas is the best decision. but no, u r wrong. malaysia or home is the best place. "tanah airku". hehehehehee. and i am proud to be a malaysian:). but most happy of all, it's a holiday.hehehehe. poor komium is on-call today.

anyways being a holiday, iwent to watsons, got loads of stuff. vanity case, sun block, mask, cucumber eye pads, shower foam, bottles, foto spray, hand soap, wet tissues. lol. i love watsons:D.

bdw, i got 2 wekeends with komium, this weekend we goign pangkor, "just the twoooooo of us" .hehehe . just go there chill, kayak, banaNA boat, drink perhaps, and chill:)then next weekend going kl. i got course on monday and tuesday. so he's on leave sat sunday. so we going, chil lwith his cousins, then with my sis and mav and cheng choo and ee von:). miss them badly.

anyways am wearign mask now. gonan watch harry potter and the half blood prince now:). see ya. happy holidays. its work for me tomorrow.urghhhh

love,
kusu

my other baby

i love it. every day i look at it i am falling in love with it more. but i love the person who got it for me most. i love you.

:)

think my chiangmai pics are everywhere on facebook:). and i am pretty sure those who follow me here follow me o nfb. so i decided to tell u all bout smth, which i did not put up on fb, but becauseee this is me blog, so i shall put it here. :)

see wat my baby bought me:)



isnt it beautiful?my seiko got blink blink.awwww... i love u sayang.thanx for the watch:). i love the watch, i love u:)

awwww

"i love you. you r not a bimbo. you r my smart boo boo".

awwwwwww*melts*

i don't know

i don't know where i am. i don't know what am i doing. i don't know how to do it. i don't know where to source for customers.

i am in a whole mess now.i haven't broke my egg for september. both osp and bic. i have another week to go for bic. no prospects, no sales:( i am so confused in everything, and i cant tell anyone also. because it's the same thing again and again. but how?

all i can do is hope and pray. which i have been doing. maybe the way i pray is not right. sigh. who do i turn to?

i feel so frustrated... i feel like a BIMBO. no i seriously do. i want to look beautiful, but i cant work:(
and i feel like guilty towards public bank. you know why, i just got an increment. oh wait, i should say, "yayyyy i got an increment" right? but i didn't. because i cant give them back what they want from me.. sigh. bdw i am happy that i got a rise. which i am not telling, but it's quite a good amount:).

anyways, sigh. i am so stressed i can cry anytime. i already broke down in front of ING ppl, then i have been breaking down countless times by myself.i broke down on the phone with sister when she asked me bout my job, and latest was in front of sayang. i cried so much, and that sweetheart insisted we go buy a drink from 7e:). it was nice cz we just sat in car, and drank shandy. lol. well i did feel better, but then again when i go back to work, STRESSSSSSS. sigh. this is the first time i am sighing so much. never sighed so much before. every word every sentence i say ends or begins with a sigh:( you think i want meh?now i wanna cry again:(.

anyways this blog is supposed to be bout chiangmai. bdw chiangmai was FANTABULOUS. the next blog will be chiangmai k?...goign to ky's house now.

selamat hari raya to all malaysians:). 1malaysia ma...LOL.

love:
baguette

:(

and the weekend finished so fast.. it's Monday tomorrow. sigh. but good news is tomorrow me is coming back, and meeting Stephanie for char kuey teow.yum yum yum:). it's been so long sine i met her. i miss her. lol. but tomorrow Ky is on-call. so depends lo he want ckt or not. hehe.

single premium launching this wed.sigh. dunno how to sell. no prospects:(.this whole job is big mess for me. i am so frustrated and depressed. i din get an increment, i din get ex-Gratia and i din get my commission. what is there to stay on?i checked my confirmation in service letter. they will see my performance till august 1st 2010. means if all ok, i will get an increment on august 25th but i din get. sigh. my performance wasn't that bad. work for Wat?when nobody appreciates you.

i cant even go anywhere!!!!and i am not happy. but who to tell?anything i do or say, seems to be a problem to a lot of people. i keep quiet is a problem, i dun eat supper is a problem, i am too expressive also a problem, i dun drink is a problem, i talk is as problem. so do Wat?sien!!!!!

later am going for movie with croissant. gonan watch PCK the movie. lol. just go there laugh la. and do dinner before that. talking of that phrase, that was how croissant asked me for movie on our 2nd date to make it seem like he's not really interested but want to just go hang out. i still remember. and i quote, " i bought the tickets dy. i'll come pick u up at 8pm, then since movie at 9, we can do dinner first". hahaahahahaha.

anyways its tea, then shower. going out. if i am hardworking i shall update at night. till then. 3enjoy ur sunday night:)

love,
baguette

camwhore time:)

so i bought a new pair of sunnies, coach. he gave me a dam good price. no price allowed here. but it was so worth it. and its so niceeeeeee:). me love it..







yeah i know it looks stupid cz its pretty obvious its not sunny cz its in the room. but yeah:). and for those who din see my new hair, tA-DA.:)





then i bought the latest book by sophie kinsella. wooots. mini shopaholic. yayyyy... :).







and did u all see my new knitting project?let me show u.:)





lalalalla. isn't it gorgeous?lol..hehehe.

anyways back to pp. continue knitting tomorrow. good night peeps. :).

love,
alien.

p/s: next week will be in chiangmai.wooots. but i am going to miss my baby:(..