break

i need a break. we all do. there's so much in my head, and i cant tell anyone bout it. cz no one understands..

looking at my leave balance calendar, you know what, i am gonna take 18/19th Nov;)which means i have the whole week off( 15-16 am on leave, cz going Singapore. 17th is holiday, so i take 18-19th la. prob go kl chill with friends:).then i applied leave 29-30th. for obvious reasons if u know. and i am thinking of taking 1st-3rd Dec. which makes it another week :). prob go to kl 2 days to do Christmas shopping.heheheheeh. and just take those days to stay at home lo and rest. well thats all if my colelague is not on leave.

but back to break now, my next break is chiang mai. wooooots... but wish ky could go. but sigh. i wanna go somewhere with him, but he's so busy. so i duwan to even mention the idea of going anywhere. i dun blame him. i know he doesnt have a choice too. i just gotta get used to it...i will...eventually.

am tired and moodless. but good news, tomorrow i dun have to go to work. ok stress continues because in ipoh ur constantly hearing, "so what r u going to do for ur roadshow"? "why dont you do this?" " is there any problem in your branch?" " you should start planning for your next roadshow. ". " why did u have a ROP?" " can u share with us how you managed to do so much sales"? (obviously that last question wasnt asked at me. but asked to other profesionals. which wil lmake us stress. because our boss will be expecting us to do like them too. or "did u see that branch roadshow?" "they closed 6 cases.".T_T.sigh. anyways happy bcause i get to go yik foong complete my pouches:).

ok gonna finish my knitting. babay!

with love,
alien