lamaran

hip hip hooray.. show over.. and it was fantastic..really really good!!!!I'm so proud of myself, and my group mates. ok, i don't know how it went, cz i haven't seen the video, but all i know it was great, cz i gave my very best and that's all that matters. we went through a lot during rehearsals, i had to go through a lot, cz i had lot's to improve.. but it's all worth it. it all paid off. the tiredness, late nights, working on breathing techniques,improving my vocals, memorizing script, getting into character, being someone else, living a new lifestyle, in a new place, letting my imagination go wild, exploring, crying, reading more, thinking, experimenting, all paid off!!!!and i couldn't have done it without a lot of people. so here are my acknowledgments::)

first of all, i would like to thank yi jing, as my director of "lamaran". you helped me a lot, guide me a lot, and you did your best. without you, this show wouldn't be a success. there wont be any lamaran.thanx girl.

my group mates, mei leng, thank you so much for being a fantastic scenographer, and al lthe hard work paid off. thank you:)

adi, nice working with you, we built that chemistry as time went by:)..thanx and congrats. you did a great job:D

kak isma, thank you so much for helping us.:)you were good. tuji bonne!:D.sayang you mama:D

aini, good pm:)..congrats and well done!:)

to puan rose, mummy, thanx a lot. you were there for us, you helped us, you helped me a lot, gave me ideas, taught me how to be someone else. from year one till now, you've always helped us. we love you mummy!

mama, papa, thank you so much for coming down all the way from teluk intan to come support me:)..meant the world to me:)..thank you for having faith in me. and believing in me, and trusting me that i can do it!:).thank you so much ma and pa. love you:)and thanx for the beautiful flowers.:)

to bebeh, thank you so much for tolerating with me, i know i have been quite a pain lately, with my moods and stress, but you had faith in me, and believed in me too. knowing i will do just fine, and make it through. thanx for coming, and supporting me. i love you. and thanx for the flowers:).and thinking of getting me flowers. sayang you bebeh:)

to Chris, thank you so much!thanx for coming, thanx for bringing my parents there.. and for coming and supporting me:)..sayang you:)

Darlene, Leonard, Chloe Leon, thank you so much for coming and supporting me.. it was so great to see all of u, right in front, supporting me. felt likE crying when i saw all of u.and thanx for the bear:)it meant so much to me:)..

cheng loon, thank you so much for coming. i was so happy to see you that when i came down , i wanted to hug you. i haven't seen u for ages. and it was great. thanx for coming. you still came though u were alone. thanx so much!!!!!:)..we must catch up k?MUST!THANX AGAIN..SAYANG YOU:)

foo cheong, though you came late, but it's good enuf. you came. and thank you so much:).will give u a copy k?thanx so much yeah?seeing all of you was just so nice:)thanx again.. keep in touch k?

Ming tat, thank you so much for coming:)haven't seen you for ages, but it was sweet of you to come and support me. hope you had a good time:)yumcha yeah?:):)thanx again:)

wyno and Doreen, thank you so much for coming on Sunday:):)..glad you had fun and enjoyed the night. to see your family there, supporting you, what else can i say?:):):)..thank you so much, so sorry had to rush out, cz of viva, wanted to take picture with you guys, but never mind, you came, and supported me:)thank you so much. love you both:):)

ee Von, cat, Amy, jian, chee wei, cheng choo, thank you so much for coming. seeing all of u in front there,i realize i have so much support from my best friends. thanx so much for coming and supporting me, and thanx for the beautiful flowers:):)love you guys;)

kok hou, sen jie, thanxx so much for coming.it was a real surprise to see you there. thanx so much. really really touched!:D

Stephanie, Shirley, raynita, resh, Jason, Evelyn, boy, Helen, kash,Daniel, thank you so so much for coming and supporting me. it was so nice, to see all of u, and so sorry couldn't take pic with you, had dam viva after that. but thank you so much. love all of you. will catch up soon k?:):):)thanx a lot:)

hock chai, wai moi, chee sen, Winnie, omggg, so nice to see u here. and thanx for the flowers. thank you so much for coming:):0..and supporting me. i duno how to express my feelings la:)..so touched:)..thanx again yeah?:)

izad, abu, torrez, cot, i saw u guys. but tak sempat to come talk to you, but thanx so much for coming and supporting me:)love you guys. thanx yeah?

eddy, thanx for coming, and thank you so much for the rose:D..sayang you

adeq, thanx for help and advice:)..congrats on a great show too:)

rin,you came!!!thank you so much!!!!:)*hugs*.. meant so much to me..thanx yeah..treat u one day k?:)

jian, thanx for the music. helped a lot:):):)..*hugs*

fairuz....thanx for all the support.. :P..we sama-sama support each other alright?:Pgood luck

jerrica,leslie:thanx so much for the customized cupcakes:D:D:D..love it and touched!*hugs*

to those who couldn't make it but sent their wishes and supported me and gave me hope and confidence and believed in me that i could do it, Nicholas, thank you for believing in me that i can do it, and supporting me all the way from ti. i understand why you couldn't come, but it's ok. ang, thank you for trusting me that i could do it, and for calling me on Saturday, to wish me luck:)sayang you. Mei Mei, thanx for luck, Cher, it's you. heheheeh. it's ok, but thanx for believing in me. will give you all a copy k/:):)promise. with my signature.:P.Judy: thanx for luck and trusting me:), Elizabeth: thanx a lot.soo chin hong:thanx:)Edwin go:thanx yeah:)siew li: thanx.. :)shamini:thanx babe:)..ernie: thanx yeah:)jing yan:thanx yeah

Alex, you helped us a lot, and you deserve a big bear hug.thanx for helping us take care of lighting, and for both days you came, watch, helped us out, support me as an actor, you really are a great pal, buddy:):)..thank you so much for everything. we're gonna graduate, i feel like crying, cz this might be our last time working together, and I've seen you grow, and you've seen me grow, we all have grown Alex. remember, you were my spider man for improvisasi gerak lakon.ahahahahha.. and look where we are now?:).. you did a great job as pm, and for di sebalik pintu, and for lamaran. thank you so much!!!:)*hugs*

kak lenny, thank you for advise. teaching me how to be better, supporting me and believing in me:)*hugs*

to all my course mates, thank you for making this a success:)

to all the satu production, i love all of you. we shall meet n pangkor yeah?:):):)

ah long, thanx for helping in the set:)

Simon, thanx so much for all the help. you guys are so sweet la. help us out so much. sayang you very much:)..thanx again for everything buddy:):)

thank you to our crew for helping us out in everything, soon hon, kai soon, ter chai, choon heng, thanx a lot:)

to everybody who has helped me directly or indirectly, thank you so much!!!love you all!!!thank you again:D:D

i love all of you. thank you so much:):):)super big bear hug to everyone!!!!:)

wow

the hardest thing to do is to insert contact lenses into your pupil and removing it.omgggg!!!!!!!but after putting it on, it's like wow... never seen myself with that eyes. ahahahaha... but a bit the scary though.. the inside is black, and the side is blue. wow!!!!!my sis said it's scary.hehehe.. oh well, nak jadi budak rusia kan?korban la.hahaha. with the red eyes, and the torture to insert it. hehe..

ok, gtg.. going to watch "disebalik pintu" then help them bump out, then bump in...tired tired!but it's goign to be over soon. hang in there baby!!:D

ok, wish me luck!see ya. bubye

don't forget

adelle dear, don't forget to remove your half painted or ugly blue nails and don't forget to shave your legs ok?it's a very disturbing scenario, when you are wearing a dress and your legs are exposed and your leg hair is also exposed to the public, and it's worse when your hair is long and black and curls. so adelle, please shave ok?you are the highlight this saturday and sunday. you wouldn't wanna confuse the audience with your gender!:P...

over.what's next?

presentation and french test over. omggggg!french was so hardd... omg omg omg!!!!!think am goign ot get 3 percent only. shit la. anyway, presentation went ok, except stupid elie wong came late. everyone was waiting for her. and somemore can ask me for my slides. dumb!!!anyway, no time to talk bout her. so what's next???????MY SHOW. MY FREAKING SHOW!it's on saturday and sunday. and oh, i darkened my hair. now it looks nice. its brownish gold. it looks very natural. but at same time, still bright and blond:D. shall update pics after show k?super freaking busy this whole week.and my hair is super soft now:D.. and i managed to buy blue contact lense. no power one. the colour is baby aqua.:D..but haven't tried. tonight will test.hehehehehe. wonder what's the color on my eyes., cz my eyes are already dark brown.hehehehe

bebeh took me to go buy shoes yesterday. managed to get some really ugly aunty shoes from juke box for my show la of course. :(..so everything almost settled. lets hope it all goes well. it's scary, but i will pull through:)..with the support of my family, relatives, and close friends.. i am sure i will do my best:D

ok, gotta run. wish me luck for my show!:)..AU REVOIR..

today is a bright day

ok, is not literally a bright day. was stuck in jam for one and a half hours, from kota damansara to um. supposed to have breakfast with cat and ee von at 815. but couldn make it. jam cz it was raining cows and pigs!!omgmggg.. gila rain and lightning and thunder. dumb!yesterday so hot!

but anyway, i wore sis's gold baju kedah today, cz thought got presentation ma. when i was walking out today, was carrying sis's giordano bright orange umbrella. that's when i realized iam very the bright today. orange umbrella, yellow hair, gold clothes, orange tumbler, orange watch. orange stripes bag. the only thing which din really match was my shoes, cz i wore alice today. hahaahahahahahahah. and my nails are still blue. heheehe

then even dr hanafi commented.."adelle, hari ini baju you sama dengan warna rambut". tak boleh nampak perbezaan. kalau you pakai tudung baru boleh nampak," ok, i din like the tudung part, but yeah, after he said that, i realize my hair memang same color. hahaahahahah..

anyway, going to see if class really canceled, then going to paramount.. then go with yi jing to buy shoes for show. so see you..bye

elie wong...who do you think you are?queen of london??

stupid ass wipe!!last Tuesday i told u to give me your points in SOFT COPY. email to me. told you to give me on Thursday morning, you tell me you haven't finish!and say will give me on Friday morning. wtf?who is doing final project now?and who is more busy?i said fine!then on friday night i see you, you tell me you haven't finished. again, wtf?i was pissed but she said will send on sat. i still said ok!on sunday afternoon, i checked my email. no fucking email. sunday ok?you promised saturday!!!on monday,i checked, no email from you. so i decided to just do it, screw you la. it's your presentation. as long i save my own ass,and do my own. if dr hanafi ask, will say i dunno.

today,(tuesday morning) supposed to present today. when ask her, you know wtf she tells me?oh, my pc spoilt, so i type and print here. wtfff?who ask you give me hard copy?you moron!!!this is a power point presentation. not assignment to pass up. wtf?which part of my sentence you did not understand when i said i want you to email me so i can do the slides together?EMAIL LA MORON. email is not hard copy!!ITS SOFT COPY!!and today presentation, today u give me your HARD copy. and can dare give me and say, yeah i do dy. WTF?who do you think i am?your fucking slave?to fucking do your fucking work?then give me that cb face!!!!!!right on your face, i told you, i am not going to do your work. you want, you do it yourself. the only thing is our presentation pushed to Thurs. so i told her to do her own, in slide form, unless she wants to present with her hard copy notes in front. suit herself. but i am not doing anything. fair enough right?i gave you time, being the good person, volunteered to do the slides, but you don't appreciate what i do, wanna mess with me, think i won't get angry. just cz i never blew my top in pusat, does not mean i wont!!!!i have done it several times. so go do your slides, and dun tell me anything. i don't wanna know what's going on in your life!!just don't bring us in!!!.

oh i forgot

oh i forgot to tell you, i finished my slides dy. hehe. but now i got to go back, touch up, read up to present tomorrow.

things to be done:
1)study french
2)touch up presentation
3)rehearsals
4)buy shoes
5)dye hair
6)do the 2 reports for pemasaran seni(annex and group presentation)
7)do our final project report
8)do individual assignment for tinjauan theatre asia and group assignment(bunraku)..minimum 15 pages.:(..excluding lampiran:(...and need to do citation, head note, foot note and all those crap. sighhh!
9)study tinjauan theatre asia, pemasaran seni, french
10)look for jobs

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