things have been really rough for both of us.. i am not going to hide it. it was painful, torturing and depressing. even now when i am typing this, we are arguing. but that week, was a time when i doubted myself for everything. if it's my fault, am i being a bad girl friend?what did i do to listen to all this?what did i do to deserve this?i did not do anything at all. i tried, but it wasn't enough for you. i asked myself if i could go on with it.. then i came to my senses. i told myself i would give you a 2nd chance. everybody deserves a 2nd chance.
i am not going to say everything, but all i could say was it was a very painful week for me, and i couldn't tell anybody at all. i had to worry bout it and settle it myself. God was with me. and i thank God for that. He helped me see things, he lifted me when i was down, and i knew he wont let me down, i can always trust him.
we decided after the 2nd major argument when i was in ti, through msn that we would take a break a while, and on wed we will meet, and start fresh. because how we started was magical, and i cherish those moments. we decided to meet on Wednesday, and talk things out, and if we still cant handle it, then we will take a break.
we did not wait till Wednesday. it was too painful. i smsed him few nights before Wednesday. we talked things through. actually it was good we took a break, though painful, but both of us calmed down, thought bout everything, and came to a few agreements!
we went out on Wednesday to mid valley..to buy some stuff. then he took me to dinner at "souled out" in Hartamas. nice place!!i ate something simple becasue i wanted to eat desert.=)so don't ask why it was nasi lemak ok?=)dinner was good.
rewind, we met on Tuesday night actually before Wednesday, and he took me to the park where we started!!also in Hartamas. =)it was really sweet as we sat at the same place where everything started, just that we played on the see saw and swing for a while.hehe.
so yeah, back to mid valley. outing was good. we both bought each other smth small for our 7th month anniversary. fast forward.................................................. so yeah, everything is good now. i hope!!!!!!!and both of us`have learned to appreciate each other more after that incident!cz it was painful for both of us!!!!and we do not want to go through all this again!
i chose to eat nasi lemak. cz iwanted to eat the yummy desert!=)it was good though. the nasi lemak!
i love this drink!long island tea.slurp!
lc's lychee martini
ha sang min or what ever its spelled!lc's dinner..actually it's chin sang min.. but dif name i guess!!
lovely pic taken by the waitress=)thank you!!
delicious lava cake. haagen dazz vanilla flavoured ice cream with hot chocolate brownie. simply sinfully delicious!!!=)(and also fattening but screw it la)ahahahahaha
the handphoe holder is from him.the pig is mine, and the cow is his. the giraffes are from me. one for him, one for me!!!
ok the end!!!=)i did a fast one cz it's pass my bed time. i need to go sleep. no i need to go play bubble popper and sudoku then sleep. good night!!!and happy 7th month anniversary baby!
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