uniquely Singapore

as promised ,here's Singapore post.. Singapore was great... great place, with great company...the only tihng is everything is so double up the price here. other then that its a great place... met ky's bff.bunch of really nice people. mark, thanx for the hospitality;)...good host. anyways lazy to blog more. wanna go nit. so enjoy.. uniquely singapore!:)






at the bus station, in singapore, sentosa...

i can sing okay?:D

bee calls me on thursday morning to ask me something bout our bonus.. after talking he hays he'll be back this weekend for ching ming. so asked to meet up.

bee: ey i am coming back this weekend. let's meet up.
adelle: ok no prob.. when?what time?
bee: saturday evening lo..
adelle: ok no rpob. but has to be before 73opm yeah?
bee: why r?
adelle: because i am involved in a musical in church..:)
bee: huh?????????you can sing r???i thought u only can laugh.... you laugh like horse ma.*laughs louder*
adelle: hoi!!!!!1i can sing okay????i can sing and laugh...
bee: ohh.. thought u only can laugh... i stil lcan remember how u laughed durign lamaran. omggg....

*doosh*

sunday

it's sunday..and tomorrow is monday...got practice at 3pm..gonna knit and shower and go for practice:P.ky picking me up.got work to do. room is in a mess. as usual..:P..mom is still sick:(...musical is next friday and saturday...sis and chris coming back this friday;)..ky working night shift today and tomorrow..i am sleepy...i got my bonus.. i am alone this week. did u understand what i wrote?laalalalal...well random ady:)

thursday

its Thursday. tomorrow is Friday..:)..

i closed my first case from marketing.door-to-door.:)..my first shop,followed up and managed to close it...he was holding me through out...and He made things easier for me to do it..

so many things going on here... and i don't wanna get started. i've got issues to work on.. I've got stuff to figure out. but i do not want to talk bout it.i'm tired..

it's friday.lol.i just love fridays.haha don't you?there's rehearsal tomorrow, saturday and sunday.. :).

ky's tagging till tomorrow, off on saturday, night shift on sunday and monday:).

probably meeting bee on saturday. it's been ages. i think the last i chat with him face to face was outside my house on nov 26th..he came over to pass me smth.

the tom yam is so full of ajinamotor. omgggggg.... i wanna drin kcold drinks now. dunno got what cold drinks in fridge:P..

ok la.. meanwhile, enjoy some random shots of everyone, me, every where.till thne, happy friday..

p/s: going to get my birds nest earings soon:D:d:D

random

hello, think i haven't been updating much.. well hello, hows everyone holding up?hope your good:)

me, well, closed a case yesterday BUT HE CANT PAY YET. TILL 8TH. SO COULDN'T SUBMIT.sigh..depression is hitting in, but i am holding on..He is holding me. and He is seeing me through. so i am going to give my best to stay happy in this place..

second, finally got my confirmation letter on Monday. but to my surprise, i wasn't that happy. *slaps herself*... "Adelle, what were you thinking?you're confirmed.. officially..".. oh well.guess maybe i felt down because i have not been performing..and i get my confirmation letter...hmmm...

i realized how blessed i am to have him in my life...the constant support he gives me despite not being in the same line of job... he understands me... the one thing i remembered he said few days back was:"sayang, don't keep everything to yourself.. tell me.. i want you to tell me. when u have a problem, you tell me, and we will figure it out together..rather then u keep it to yourself. being in a relationship is bout going through everything together.."i felt so touched and bad at the same time cz he's tagging now and schedule is crappy. and we dun hve much time except that 45 minutes at night. and i whine non stop.. and he listens and advices me... thank you:)...i love you sayang..

ok, good news, i have started knitting ady.. FYI, ady is ky's:)..and i gave the muffler another name, he asked me why, then i told him he can name it anything else or even ady or adelle or babimau... and he said ok muffler name is ady:).so ady it is:)..it's the most complicated and prettiest muffler i have knit so far:).and i am glad its for you...

ok so i am going to knit...there's yoga tomorrow. torture class:(..thank god its finishing soon.gonan go learn smth to sweat after this..

"the heartbeat of hope" is next week:)..hope i dun sumbang and hope all of us can give our best into this. and every day i pray to Him to give all of us health, strength faith and passion into this. and pray that we will be able to deliver the message to everyone. and also pray for aunty grace, give her the patience, the courage the faith and the will to guide us...

happy thursday tomorrow:)

;(

no i din forget Singapore.... but that'll be for the weekend..the weekend was all smiles.but as u can see, my title post today is not a smile. so will keep Singapore for the weekend..

hello readers..i started work today. and ok good news, i closed one case today.. appointment made last week, called her today, she ask me go over to her shop. i did present and closed the case. tomorrow go and collect money...

bad news, 2 more policies surrendered.. i'm just doing a lot of thinking..a lot a lot of thinking... i'm so confused. .i'm hitting depression because i just don't know where am i now... i'm happy and cheery in front of everyone... but i'm not inside me... cz i really don;t know where i am and what i am doing...i'm not happy. i'm really sad...i keep telling myself to hang on, stay strong.... but how long????it's a never ending process. it's the same thing day in day out. every week, every month...and i always believe however stressed ur job is, if you're happy doing it, it'll be ok... but the problem now is I AM NOT HAPPY...at all!!!!..there's a lot of bitterness in me.. and i am trying to control it.. i don't want to tell anyone bout it... i am trying to put this face on...trying so hard.. but how long????what is my future???my dreams are elsewhere.. i know where it is..during practice, a few flash backs flooded my head... those times, that moment when abang hamid told me... when kak lenny told me... a lot of pl told me the same thing... when casey called me,when puan rose called me personally one day to ask me... i felt it prick...i almost teared.. all this flashed through when i was singing just now....and look where am i now??

i wont tell anyone how i feel now..i don't want to...my only outlet is here and God.. i tell myself, i just need to trust Him, and He will do the rest. maybe all this is part of His plans for me.. what ever His plans are, i will do it, and every time i face anything, i will ask myself, what would He do????so i will hang on..... until i cannot take it anymore!

so let tomorrow worry bout tomorrow. i am gonna do quiet time and sleep..hope it's a better day for all of us..

p/s: hope it's a quiet day for you...a good one...

monday chill out

hello peoples, did u miss me?well hello again...i'm blogging from sitiawan:)...had a great evening yesterday. with the girls and sayang.he came down to sitiawan to see me and spend the evening with me.. so we went for kon low mee and cendol.. then evening we went to this man made island near teluk batik to see sunset.. beautful place:)..shall let the pictures talk k?

meanwhile in work, i broke my egg for march. phelo's youngest son...:)..i really believe in the saying, "when God closes a door, He opens a window". so situation goes like this... in jan i was reallly lucky, to have this man, mr Q come in and ask me bout telemarketing... some insurance( which was insurance from ING but tele la). after talking to him and persuading him, he agreed to buy 3 policies from me. 2 OE and 1 OP.. he helped a lot in my AYP which thanx to him and dr magen, my AFYP was so high that month. iwth 7 cases, i closed the month with rm23,220. yesterday(Monday) mr Q comes back to look for me, tellign me he wants to surrender 2 policies.. because his wife wants to buy car, and he can't afford to pay for 3 policies. so he will keep one, and sell 2.i was sad.. but i understood.. financial difficulties. and did what was needed. deep down i was feeling so sad.. i went upstairs to see boss, to get directions to go marketing to this place with Chloe. and kak maz( our confidential assistant) came to me with an envelope. guess what was it?? phelo's son's policy form....it really made me smile cz at that very moment i was down. loosing a big amount in my ayp, and here, i get a case... just what i needed... God is Great:)..

i need to stand and present to more... i MUST. tomorrow hew is coming.:(..

anyways, yohooooo,, counting days to Singapore:):);)....we going this Friday night.. mark will pick us up or we go his house by cab. staying over at his place.. mark added me on fb and wrote" hey i'm ky's bff. add me. you guys will be camping at my place"...sentosa, esplanade, and great company.. here we come:D...most of all , i am looking forward to a great 4 days with sayang, meeting his best friends and going to Singapore:)..

ok mozzies biting. wanna get away from here..probably do today's readign while waiting for ky..

meanwhile, enjoy the beautiful pics taken by belle, with great company in a great place:)

self reflection

the fire is burning down. i need a starter... but the only person who can help me start the fire is myself...

i need to present more.. talk to more people.. and after every presentation, i need to ask myself, where did i go wrong?why did i use that method?did it work?if it did not, how should i improve it.what am i satisfied with when i present?what are the elements i should keep and what i should put aside? it's a lot of thinking, that i need to reflect on myself..i need to stand up and go!!1move!i need to kick asses... but before that i need to start the fire again!!!

:)

it's a great feeling to wake up and be greeted by a msg saying: "good morning sayang...i love you..:)"..it just makes the day so pleasant:)..

random random!

here are some pics taken with belle. she's gorgeous, and she takes beautiful pictures:)...

i haven't actually taken a pic of belle. soon;).but for now let's enjoy her;)