one of those days!!

there are times when u over react fro small things. there are times when u become over sensitive over things not even worth thinking of. there are times when ur so petty fro the smallest reasons. there are times when u think the whole world is against you.there are times when you feel so hopeless in life, that you wanna just sleep and not wake up? there are times when you feel the whole world is against you.there are times when you just wanna cry and cry?there are times when ur tear glens are active and the slightest thing you wil lbreak down.there are times when you feel depressed for no reason at all? there are times when everything is screwed up?there are times when u start to wonder if pp lact appreciate you. there are times when you act realize a lot of things and ur hurt bout it?

then there are times when you realize maybe its you that needs to change? there are times when yuo realize you are to osensitive. there are times when you realize its you thats getting upset and worried for the slightest thing and act no reason at all to be angry about? there are times when you know its your fault, and you made things bad. there are times when there's a big misunderstanding between 2 parties and its because of you?because of your over sensitiveness and pettiness? there are times when yuo regret for waht yuo said, and what you did!there are times when you recall back all the fun times we had with each other, and want those memories to keep piling up? there are times when u hoped things would be fine? there are times when you just know you have to make it up to her and you'd do anything to keep things going again?

sometimes it takes smth like this to happen to realize many things!when smth like this happens, you realize how much that friendship means to you if you din have it. you realize that you actualy miss her when the few days yuo don't talk. your actually restless when u know things are not solved, and both are giving each other the col shoulder. you actually realize that you miss evry moment spenttogether. the times when we go shopping and advice each other, the times when we stay up and bitch bout ppl around us, times when we sit at the mamak and laugh over lame stuff. like "zam zam ala kazam".=) times when we exchange make up, times when we go clubbing and ceck out guys, times when i needed someone to listen to me complain and whine, times when we need each other's companion to eat, times when we bitched bout you-know-who at odd hours. times when we would daringly go clubing without thinking of our safety, times when we went present hunting for other close friends, times when i stayed over at yuorplace and did weird stuff like curling short hair?times when u stayed over in my room for a week, watched series til llate night and ordered in mcds and yelled at the orang mcds a 415am?times when i wanted to lament bout some stupid guy who played with my feelings and you drove all the way to my room and slept with me in the cold just ot listen to me lament botu that cibai prick! times when we would share mamee, times when we go mamak together and wait fro each other to finsih class, times when both of us supported each other in our performances, times when supposed to just go eat but ended u pspending a bomb on err...stuff..oops!!times when we sit together and create the longest bad word, and laugh bout it.and thel sit goes on. you sudenly miss all of those stuff and want to have more of it and dun want all those to just go down the drain.

you feel horrible bout what happened. you really feel bad, and you can only say sorry!!you really are!!and you really want her to know shes a very important figure in your life. its all a big misunderstanding..

depp down you hope things are good between both of u. it takes smth like this to make you change. it takes smth liek this to make the friendship stronger!.and in future, when smth like this happens, we al lwill know how to handle it, like adults.wil lbe profesional and not childish like this time!