so tomorrow is my last day of road show. hmmm, closed 2 cases today, but one is next week's submission. cz as usual, din pay. hope he comes. Chloe will settle for me:).
this week up to today, got 2 cases. today one and wan kee's one:D. but daddy will collect it later only la. so hopefully can submit by tomorrow. and hopefully tomorrow can close another 2 more. or at least one more:D..
am on leave the whole week next weke. yayyyyyy. but am not going anywhere, staying at home, knitting, baking, series. yohoo!!!and sleeeeeping..
anyway, got a question, if u had a guy friend, who is not that vlose, but like friends la. then sudenly you guys sms lik tlaking bout normal stuff, and he indirectly invites u to go somewhere with him, alone just for the fun of it?and to catch up and chill?would you go??and of course ur single la:P
.. would you go? maybe now no feelings, but i dunno in future la. hes an ok guy. but just that never expected that statement to pop up. and he indirectly said he prefer to go alone. but b4 this never like really besties la. just normal friends. will you go?though the guy is an ok guy. not those samseng guys, or pervert or anything. decent and nice guy la. oh well.
today, met evonne and miss hew in pb sitiawan. met jimmy for the first time:). but jason on leave.hahahaha. hes cute.hahahahaahahahahahhaha.
anyway, was chatting with evonne, and i told her i was bit depressed lately due to the slow dry spell i was going thru. and i apologized for not bringing in cases and asked her if she was worried for me, and you know what she replied, "no actually., i am not too worried bout you Adelle, because, you may not bring in cases for maybe 2 weeks, but i know u will work on it, and try diff methods. and you may whine, but you whine for a while, and you will work on it, but compared to the new bses and some other bse, they just wait for customers to come in, and when customers dun come in or agree, they give up. your diff and u know you have to stand up and do something. so no i dun worry much bout you., cz i know u will wake up and do something. "i really felt happy cz evonne has faith in me. even miss hew, and Gavin. i am so happy i managed to change Gavin's thinking. though i need motivation too, but i guess, helping others is more important.;)glad i did. :)
ok, am bit annoyed now, at this very moment, because i am still being bugged by lo mai kai and his guilty words. gosh. irritating me to the bone. anyway, i am gonna knit. so good night. wish me luck...:)..
p/s: i think of you. i miss you. i keep wondering what are you doing. how r u doing over there?but i guess it'll always be just a dream!!a dream that will keep playing in my head, but never go away!!. when i think of it, i wanna cry, but i hold it back and move on. i think bout other stuff. i am avoiding the problem, but it doesn't go away. its there.
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