there are times when...

there are times when you don't feel like waking up in the morning
there are times when you feel bloody miserable when you go to work/class
there are times when you just want to sleep and never wake up again
there are times when you feel everybody is against you
there are times when you feel you don't have a say in anything
there are times when you have so much to say and do, but you don't know where to start, and what to say when the time comes to spit it out
there are times when you feel what ever you say does not make sense at all, and everybody else thinks the same
there are times when you feel your opinion is not important, and no one wants to listen to it
there are times when you just want to cry so badly but no bloody tears come out from your tear glens
there are times when you just want to shut up, and not talk, and not do anything but stare at the blank wall
there are times when you wished something would happen to yourself, and hoped people will mourn for you
there are times when you wondered if anyone would cry if you died?
there are times when you want to talk to that someone so badly, but all you get is a remark that changes your mood automatically?
there are times when you feel useless being around and not appreciated at all
there are times when you wish you were not so sensitive and take things too personally..
there are times when you wish you had a bad day, and you just could sleep in?
there are times when you just don't know what to do
there are times when you are so confused about everything that's going on.
there are times when you start doubting yourself about everything, because of what you heard, or what people say to you, or think about you.
there are times when you wish you were Isaac
there are times when you need someone to listen to you, and lend a shoulder, and not say anything but just support you even though it's a stupid idea. believe me, you feel better at times when you don't have to hear anything. that's why people blog, duh!
there are times when you wish everything will go your way, and you get dissapointed because it doesn't.
there are times when you are torn between 2 things, and you can't do anything or say anything because both are equally important
there are times when you cant take anymore?

and what's next??