2009 wrap up and a welcome 2010

ok, i have 35 minutes before everyone starts screaming "happpy new year".. so here goes the sumamry of 2009 and a new 2010, with new hopes, new dreams, new resolutions:)

in 2009:
i was the main cast in my final show..

i graduated..

i went to pangkor with my course mates...after 3 years of studying together and not going anywhere, we finally did:)

i was i ndean's list for 2nd and last time:)

my grandfather passed away..

i met a lot of people.. great friends..

i found a job, and still working there:)

i cried a lo this year..

i was heart broken...and scarred ..and am still scarred.

was played out few times:(

discovered a lot of things..

learned yoga..still learning.

i bought a new phone:)

i own zoe:)

i own alice..

i did smth, and am doign smth i never dream of.. something i never even in my wildest dreams thought i would do..

i grew...and am stil lgrowing:)

in 2010, i plan to:

go to 2 countries for a holiday..

save money..

be the best among the best:D

be a tough cookie. i am one,. but tougher:D..

be more organized..

love my loved ones..(i alrady do, but love em more)

too many la... but whatever la.. i have a lot ofthings, but i cant sya it here. so happy new year to all of u. i hope all your 2010 resolutions come true. god bless and happy new year..

no candy canes

NO CANDY CANES... GAVIN SAID COLD STORAGE CLOSED DY IN IPOH.:(....

anyways, more progress with aunty:).can smile, can move hand:)...

tomorrow is road show in my branch.. so let's kick asses.wohoooo!!!!!

going to knit..bubyee now!!

random!

good news...today we went to ipoh. aunty could recognize us. she looked much better. very alert. she can nod her head, shake her head, and she even yawned:).. then she did the kulanayagam shake.(Darlene calls it that)p. but that is aunty's shake. :)..she can move her left fingers and arm, but right not yet. so she needs more prayers;)..she even tried to smile. now she's in HDU. after this will be back in normal ward, then transfered to UMMC. so we must keep praying..

bumped into Evonne just now during lunch. it was a real pleasant surprise.and she told me some good news, which i cannot tell now:D.. but it can be considered one of the best Christmas present i ever got(no, ever heard)...and its not jut me, all of us:)....well done and congrats!!!and thank you so much:):):):):):)

Gavin called me just now...he found candy canes for me. tomorrow he will buy for me, and pass to me. sayang u Gavin.thanx loads.was looking for it everywhere.cant find.:(..but luckily Gavin saw it in cold storage.:D..wanna give the kiddies one candy cane and one pencil each;)..

Christmas is this Friday. then it's new year. wow!!its a new year! i can remember so clearly last year. and now its another year. and to be honest, i am scared. this year was a bad year for me. other then the fact that i graduated, i got a job in a good company, i met a lot of people, i was in dean's list for the 2nd and last time.other then that, it wasn't pleasant year. grandfather passed away, heart broken, depression, aunty getting a stroke, too many deaths... seriosuly a bad year for everyone. and astrologers predict its gonna be worse next year because it's a year of the ferocious tiger, and yes, i am a tiger.:(...but well lets just hope for the best...

timothy and brandon and getting very long:)..anyways i am goign to hit the sack. sleepy. and it's another day in ipoh. bdw, tomorrow my long lost cousin from US is coming. cant wait to see him. never seen him before though. heard so much bout him but never seen him. so yeah:)..till thne, have a fantabulous sunday my fellow readers:)

all in

i finally bought pretty by Elizabeth arden, and i tell u. its the best fragrance ever... i am so in love with it. i told bee in lotus, then he said, "i can smell it from here too:D".he's in puchong bdw.ahhaaha.

2. bought few Addison dresses, and omg, i am in love with it again:)... beautiful dresses.

3. good news, aunt woke up. opened her eyes;).. but now its the recognizing ppl. not too focused. and hands legs not moving yet. but maybe she needs time and more prayers;).

4. i finally broke my egg yesterday(17th December 2009)..and one shot broke 2.. 2 cases yesterday. yohoooo!!!!!...but it was people who i presented last week, and they came back on their own:)..i presented to few customers yesterday, which came and asked me by themselves. omg i hope they come back, cz they r really interested in it. please please please. i need another 3 cases to get the f1 Renault ING jacket. i want that.:).not to say i am going to wear it, but these r things you cant buy. its my hard work. thats how much its worth:):)so please, all i ask for is 3 cases. that would be a good Christmas pressie:)... of course i want more cases. more cases means higher AYP and higher AYP means i get to be confirmed:D.. but all i ask for is 3 more to get the jacket. and the balance i will bring forward to January:)...please please please:)..

then, today i sprained my neck. shit its dam painful. i cant turn right at all, i cant bend backwards or forward with my neck. i only can turn left. how am i going to drive??i cant over take. if i cant seethe cars behind via blind spot, i would have to turn. and how am i going to turn with this???and i am going ipoh tomorrow.hmmm.

i made a big big boo boo just now. i dunno how to add stitches. but i managed to fix it. not the right way. honestly i also dunno how i did it, but i managed to add a stitch:)

gonna finish the 8 rows, then continue with Brandon..and later need to wrap the Christmas presents for customers.

mom made chicken curry for dinner:D....

ok so catch up soon...wish me luck for the following 2 weeks. then its the new year. i am still contemplating if i should bake the delicious fruit cake for new year. hmmm..ok catch up soon.bubye

p/s: i was wondering, why do some guys, flirt with u,, be extra nice to u for a period of time, when actually they already have a gf..then after a while, totally MIA. i fucking hate guys who do that.... u treat ur friends so nicely, msg em every morning, every time. but u have a gf. then suddenly MIA. pieces of shit i tell u. all need to eat goat shit, and become a goat. byeee

bad week

having a very bad time now.. emotionally. please wake up aunty.we r scared, worried and we love you. we wanna spend x mas with u. u haven't seen Isaac yet. u haven't seen leon graduate, u haven't seen my graduation picture. so aunty please wake up.

still 0. no mood for preparation of roadshow. just wanna sleep.sigh.

anyway i am gonna bum around and sleep.i need to talk to ppl, as in unwhine, complain and i want someone to listen, but no one is free. sigh. so bye. back to work again tom. I WILL KICK ASSES TOMORROW. I DUNNO WHY SUDDENLY I SO SEMANGAT TO GO WORK TOMORROW.LOL. BYE

suppose to continue with birthday pics, but omg i am so blinking tired. i was stuck in the blinking jam from manjung to teluk intan. guess. 2 hours 40 minutes. 42 minutes to be exact. *&^%$#$%^&&. at the bridge. they were tar-ing the road. wt??????so tired, so i wil lcontinue the bday pics when i am not so the tired. meanwhile, i needed to pamper myself!!.i work so hard, so ineed to treat myslef. so so so, i did retail therapy. but one thing only. which is drum rolss.................nokia e71.:)and shes beautiful, and sleak, and shes a qwerty. her name is emma:). stil lgettign used ot her. will upload pics of her too k?havent had time to play much with her yet.

i closed my last case for Nov. so total Nov 5 cases, total sales 18 cases. nothing to shout about, but i'm proud of myself;)so well done adelle:)and keep up the momentum:). dec is my appraisal. i must kick ass:)(i mean i'll try).:P

ok, so i'm gonna continue tomorrow. oh wait, maybe wed. cz i am just so tired. so ok, night. byeee;)

happy birthday+congratulations

firstly, happy birthday to mummy and myself:). was a nice one;). being with ur loved one is the best birthday:). and my best friends(ss team) surprised me last night. i am so otuched. they came with a cake and our car sticker:).. and a bunch of flowers. and not normal rose, but daisies. those beautiful flowers which i love:)...i love all of you. thank you so much:).to mama papa che and chris, u guys r the best family i candream of. ma, thanx for the angpow and wallet:). pa ,thanx for dinner and angpow. che and chris, i love the dragon fly:)thank you:)..and to all my friends who bothered to wish me via sms or fb or any form, thank you. i love you.xoxo. so pics of the lil celebration. and pics from the surpise is in xiang and yau's cam. so will get it from em and post k?these r from mine:)enjoy






















more tomorrow:). night...

happy birthday

happy birthday mama. we love you and you're the best mummy anyone can dream off.

happy birthday;)xoxo

tired

i'm tired of always thinking bout ppl.

i'm tired of always caring for ppl.

i'm tired of always being the one who plans, who organizes, who does every dam thing.

i'm tired of being controlled by ppl's words.

i'm tired of trying to not say anything to hurt em, cz ppl dun care bout me. they blurt it out, and it hurts. so i am tired of taking care of ppl's feelings.

i'm tired of everything in my life. but for work, i am also tired. but i cant give up on this. but deep down i am tired.

i'm tired of hoping!!

i'm tired of thinking, if they will do it or not...

i'm tired.. i really am.

deep down, i feel so disappointed. cz i thought there would be something. guess i was thinking too much. there was nothing, and there will be nothing ever!!

i have this problem, i think too much. i got a hyper active imagination.and this imagination is making me feel down. cz i put hope, i expected something... it happened before, this exact same feeling, but worse back then!but its happening again!!!

i have no outlet. i have so many things playing in my head, so much feelings, so much going on, but i dunno where to let it out!!!...

i am standing strong, trying to, but at times, or even now, i wanna cry, i wanna let go of everything, i wanna just let go, break down and cry, and sleep. i don't like this feeling. but i keep telling myself, i must stand up, i must stay strong. i am the pillar. a lot of ppl have hope on me, thats why i cant fall. but i dunno how long i can stand!!!i am crumbling inside!!!THE TRUTH IS UGLY. I KNOW. but i cant help but feel sad to face it!!!!

when i meet ppl, no one would know i am feeling like this. but this is what is going on!!!and i am all alone!!

stop it

stop inviting me to your stupid club events!!!!its dam annoying!!!not everybody has interest in all this shit!i respect that its your job. but quit sending invitations to ppl who cant go, not interested to go and wont go. send it to ppl who will go or might go.

i went back to branch today. talked to abm. appraisal is next month, and i am stressed. because I've got a long way more to go.. and abm wants figures...i can't do it!!!when i mean a long way means by dec 31st, i got to hit a lot..ayp and number of cases. so no i'm not ok!!but i dun care anymore... i will fight till the end,i wont give up. but if i dun make it thru, its fine. i dun care anymore!!!

I'M LETTING GO of everything, everyone!!!i'm tired..and i am not expecting anyone to run back.so yeah..

there's a feeling of disappointment!

i went to the pc fair today. bought kasperksy anti virus, and alvyn got me some free gifts. which i shall put up the pic later. just not in mood.

sis coming back later.

i'm gonna knit!!

i'm not fully ok. still angry and disappointed. but what ever la.

am going back to sitiawan tomorrow. need to hand up the cases, cz one of it is cc. so need to submit original before month ends.

sales clinic on 3rd. then 6th going kl. meeting francios on 7th afternoon, and night is with the girls...:)@ jaya one.:)

so i am still free on 6th night, and 8th morning. anyone wanna meet me?:)

gonna knit and sleep.

it doesn't feel like my birthday:(.. i feel sad. last year i went through this feeling too. and it sucked. and this year am feeling it too. sigh.

so good night. see u when i see u.bye

not appreciated!

i always wonder, if it's worth it?is it worth my time?is it worth my feelings?is it worth my emotions?is it worth my effort?do you even appreciate me?or appreciate what i do for you?do you?no i am dam sure you don't. you just take me for granted. assuming i will always be there, assuming i will always be there by your side, assuming i will never go away!!. but i'm sorry, i'm letting go. i am walking away. not now, but after this. i am not a door mat for you to step on only when your legs are wet or dirty.

i give a lot, and i dun expect you to return it. but just appreciate what i do for you. obviously you wont do it, cz i mean nothing to you. and i get it. i was stupid enough to fall for you! i was stupid enough to let my emotions cover me. i was stupid!

i am disappointed. i really am!!!i know, that's human nature. everyone makes use of everyone. and if anyone reading this, is gonna tell me, "its human nature, everyone is like that, get used to it" or anything that doesn't help now, save it. i know dam well most of you are like that. and i have accepted the fact that the world is full of bad people!. but i still will feel disappointed, because i am the kind of person who will take that extra mile for people i care, but i realized people wont do that for me. and it hurts. seriously, if anyone reading this feels like slapping me because i am whining too much, save it and STFU. i am whining because i am hurt. i am angry. i am disappointed!!cz people dun care for me!!!!!but i know ppl are like that. so just bear with me. if your a true friend, you will stand by me, and understand where i am coming from.

anyway, i'm really off mood now. i dun even feel like knitting. guess i am just gonna be a bum!!

p/s: still thinking if i should go back to manjung tomorrow!!jut to submit cases, waste of my petrol, waste of my time, but then again, i do wanna go to pc fair. so i might go. i am gonna change my phone. i have decided!!but i just need to survey more!!

twitter/leave

i opened twitter account. but i dunno how to use it. ding dong!!!!!!!help!!

today am on leave. but today Chloe told me got 2 customers came to look for me. sigh. one was suppose to come pay. he had to come today. TODAY....WHEN I AM ON LEAVE. AND I AM ON LEAVE THE WHOLE WEEK. SIGH.

bdw, anyone reading my blog, if u have the beyond song, the peter Stuyvesant soundtrack, could u please buzz me.. .i really want that song. thanx..xoxo..

ok gonna continue doing Brandon. shaiks, that sounds wrong. Brandon is the muffler am knitting now okay?what were u thinking??????:)..almost finished one yarn.lolololol.

ok bye. update later:P

updates

Gavin and gang coming down to ti later. so meeting bunch of crazy bse/ex bse.hehehehe

i almost puked!!

there's a foreign object in my feet.pain pain!:(

i'm on leave the whole week. i know i said that a zillion times. but, when ur so stressed, and u dun have any holidays, and u have one now, u really look forward to it:)

Brandon is longer.hehehe. timothy, hmmm also longer a bit. though its quite long also.:D

thinking bout a lot of stuff...hmmmm..

ok so i am gonna get back to knitting, buy lunch. i think lunch is mee rebus. no laksa for me:)bdw, jerrica said i lost weight. wow, shes the first person to say i have lost weight. is it true?or is her eyes playing tricks on her?:P... i dun think i lost from the time i gained. lololololol... i am still @56 kgs :(

so out to lunch.bye peeps..

friday

all my customers ffk. din come to follow up. sigh. am on leave next week. i am stressed and tired. my appraisal is next month. :(

i'm on leave the whole week. yayyy. so i am gonna knit a lot. i promise, watch series, bake and chill, prob go down to Branch one of the days to submit cases:D..

i got a lot of things to say, but suddenly am lazy:D

anyway dinner and catch up later:).byeee...

home/leave/baking/knitting/series

so tomorrow is my last day of road show. hmmm, closed 2 cases today, but one is next week's submission. cz as usual, din pay. hope he comes. Chloe will settle for me:).

this week up to today, got 2 cases. today one and wan kee's one:D. but daddy will collect it later only la. so hopefully can submit by tomorrow. and hopefully tomorrow can close another 2 more. or at least one more:D..

am on leave the whole week next weke. yayyyyyy. but am not going anywhere, staying at home, knitting, baking, series. yohoo!!!and sleeeeeping..

anyway, got a question, if u had a guy friend, who is not that vlose, but like friends la. then sudenly you guys sms lik tlaking bout normal stuff, and he indirectly invites u to go somewhere with him, alone just for the fun of it?and to catch up and chill?would you go??and of course ur single la:P
.. would you go? maybe now no feelings, but i dunno in future la. hes an ok guy. but just that never expected that statement to pop up. and he indirectly said he prefer to go alone. but b4 this never like really besties la. just normal friends. will you go?though the guy is an ok guy. not those samseng guys, or pervert or anything. decent and nice guy la. oh well.

today, met evonne and miss hew in pb sitiawan. met jimmy for the first time:). but jason on leave.hahahaha. hes cute.hahahahaahahahahahhaha.

anyway, was chatting with evonne, and i told her i was bit depressed lately due to the slow dry spell i was going thru. and i apologized for not bringing in cases and asked her if she was worried for me, and you know what she replied, "no actually., i am not too worried bout you Adelle, because, you may not bring in cases for maybe 2 weeks, but i know u will work on it, and try diff methods. and you may whine, but you whine for a while, and you will work on it, but compared to the new bses and some other bse, they just wait for customers to come in, and when customers dun come in or agree, they give up. your diff and u know you have to stand up and do something. so no i dun worry much bout you., cz i know u will wake up and do something. "i really felt happy cz evonne has faith in me. even miss hew, and Gavin. i am so happy i managed to change Gavin's thinking. though i need motivation too, but i guess, helping others is more important.;)glad i did. :)

ok, am bit annoyed now, at this very moment, because i am still being bugged by lo mai kai and his guilty words. gosh. irritating me to the bone. anyway, i am gonna knit. so good night. wish me luck...:)..

p/s: i think of you. i miss you. i keep wondering what are you doing. how r u doing over there?but i guess it'll always be just a dream!!a dream that will keep playing in my head, but never go away!!. when i think of it, i wanna cry, but i hold it back and move on. i think bout other stuff. i am avoiding the problem, but it doesn't go away. its there.

the very stupid things i do/did/said...*sweat*

so, i'm stupid. and i do stupid things. but it has happened too many times in a week..so here goes the situations:

situation #1:
takes place in PBB seri manjung.conversatio ntakes place between adelle and mr lau( it department)

adelle: hello, can i speak to mr lau?
mr lau: yes speaking.
adelle: mr lau, adelle , pbb seri manjung. my computer in in use. cant sign in. cant even start up. screen all black. i on and off and on back also cant.
mr lau: restart and on back.
adelle: cant la mr lau. i tried many times. why r?
mr lau: wat come out?
adelle: nothing. all black.
mr lau: aiya, ur disket is inside. how to on?
adelle: oh yeahhh, oh okok, sorry mr lau. thnax yeah.

embarassing,. omg, i din know i have to remove all the diskets and all before i restart.

situation #2:
i was sitting at my table, looking around at branch for prospects, and i saw one. so i quickly took my presentations, quotations and name card to talk to this man. i walked, and OMG, I STEPPED ON MY OWN PANTS, AND TRIPPED AND FELL RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY BM. he was sitting @teller side, directly in frotn of me. he looked up, and looked at me. and omg, miss lim sitting upstairs also saw. chloe saw me on floor . after her custoemr left, i tell u, the embarrassment, both of us couldnt stop laughing. dammmm funny and malu fying:(...

situation #3:
i called gavin today.

adelle: hello, can i speak to gavin

transfers call, gavin picks up.

talk then i had a customer, so itold gavin i'll call back.

so i call back, call is transfered. a guy picks up.(i foudn out his name is jefrey, pfe from jyk)

jefrey: hello, public bank jalan yang kalsom ,can i help you?
Adelle: hey Gavin, sorry just now my customer so lame. i thought she wanna talk to me, keep standing there, see see she wants to know more bout housing loan. so i transfered her to credit department dy. anyway, where were we?
Jeffrey: err, housing loan?
Adelle: yeah, this lady keep standing there, i thought wanna talk to me, see see nak tanya pasal housing loan. ish..
Jeffrey: oh o, i will transfer you to our credit department, hold on yeah?
Adelle: omggggg, i thought its Gavin, no non, can i speak to Gavin please???so sorry..
Jeffrey: hahaha, its ok ok. hold on. i'll transfer u to Gavin.

omgggggg, u see?i just blurt out without realizing whose on the phone. sigh/.

situation #4:
i was complaining to chloe that the new steam iron cant iron. so we took it back to the booth, outside my branch, and asked her. when she ironed, she could iron. wtf right?so ebmarassing...
sigh sometimes iam so stupid. anyway, i am pretty sure there's gonan be more stupid moments. so iwill blog.

tomorrow is thurs. tomorrow i am gonna meet aunty rani. *fingers crossed*.:)..though sales is bad, but at least, there are few. hope tomorrow and friday is a good goood day:)

ok i gotta run. and hit the sack. i hope i dun dream again!:(..

p/s: i'm so behind time. i need to finish brandon and timothy by xmas. omgggggggggg!!!i must do it must must must must!!:D

bye and have a blast tomorrow:)

*counting days to..........

p/s again: did u know that extra bone next to ur feet is called a bunion?and i have one. i have 2 bunions. one on each leg:D. but i dun have a bunionette.heheehehehe. ok bye

life is too short to wake up with regrets.
love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't,
believe everything happens for a reason.
if you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
if it changes your life, let it.
nobody said life was easy,
they just promised it would be worth it.

17/11/2009

aunty julia is still in coma.

got my period, and all my clothes for tomorrow and Thursday is white. sigh. i got history of staining my skirts. ALWAYS.:(

today , i presented a lot. a lot of prospects. omgg, please pray they come back on friday. i need that few cases.

thursday am going back, to talk to aunty rani and hopefully colelct wan kee's form plus ic and money:)...*fingers crossed*

tomorrow is a wednesday. so yeah...
chris changed our tickets. sigh, gotta pay extra rm507 for krabi trip. and so rush. but i dun care, i wi lgo and have fun:)

going to sleep. so good day.

p/s: please remind me to tell u bout this annoying guy..... his name is lo mai kai!!!!!!!no kidding, but similiar concept. ok bye good night.

already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

joke of the day

i tripped and fell in front of bm in bank today. omggggggg.embarassing and funnny:D

lets put up pics of ...err, everything wrapped up:)

so peeps, here r pics of important stuff, rnadomly orf course. becasue i got no time. so enjoy:)













tops from forever21, and the poster i did myself. wil ldo another chinese version:)





brnadon is longer, flyers stuck in branch..





delicious seafood @villa restaurant, kampung cina










serene tied the ribbon for me usign my name tag. not so boring:D

and i chopepd off my hair. screw it laq. i know its short. but i always experiment with hair when i am stressed/angry/depressed..

ok tomorrow is another week. so good luck to everyone!!its umbrella saving week tomorrow till Friday.

p/s: i finally met mahizir( pbb teluk intan branch manager) today, @his daughter's wedding., hahahaha. met Erica too.lol.

as promised

so as promised,i was suppose to tell u the story:

yesterday, i closed one case. one protect. BUT,it wasn't what he wanted. he wanted to open a normal savings account, BUT he did NOT TELL ME he wanted to do transactions. and ok, my fault cz i should have asked, as i am suppose to help you save correct?but i did not ask, MY FAULT. but he agreed on the spot when i told him bout how good is OP. after signing and paying, he asks me how to get account number. cz his friend banking in money today.(yesterday).. then i said, this is not a normal savings. well, to begin with, I TOLD HIM EVERYTHING,I DID NOT LIE. BUT HE DID NOT ASK MORE AND HE SEEMED LIKE HE UNDERSTOOD EVERY DAM THING I SAID. BUT AFTER REALIZING HIS MISTAKE, HE WALKED OFF NOT EVEN LOOKING AT ME.I EXPLAINED TO HIM IF HE NEEDED ACCOUNT GOT TO OPEN. HE GRUMBLED AND WALKED OFF. MEANS HE WASN'T HAPPY. AT THAT MOMENT I KEPT THINKING IF ITS MY FAULT. SHOULD I CANCEL THE POLICY. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I FELT DAM M GUILTY, I KEPT WHINING BOUT IT.

i called Gavin(, i would have called bee, but bee was in menara tm). but i talked to Gavin, and he told me its ok, i learn from it. felt better ,but masih tak puas..

at night i called bee. and yes, as usual. he's like my Saviour when it comes to problems.he adviced me, told me what to do. and i felt better.
i talked to miss hew today, and she said i did not do the wrong thing, i did not lie to him, but he din listen properly. phew!!


ON CHLOE'S SIDE, SHE ALSO WAS PISSED. U KNOW, AJP COMMISION OUT, AND HE DID NTH, BUT ASKED CHLOE GIVE HIM HALF. AND HE SMILE SMIEL AND SAID HIS REFERAL. BUT BLADY HELL, WHO DID AL LTHEJ OB?>HALF HALF OK LA.TAKE THE WHOLE THING. SHE WAS PISSED TOO. I AM PISSED ON HER BEHALF. BLADY PPL. ALL THE SAME. BEE'S ALSO LIKE THAT. ALL BUNCH OF SNN'S.

ok bye.

COMMA/guilty/bad sales person

SO SOMETHING HAPPENED TODAY. SOMETHING TO DO WITH CLOSING CASE, FEELING GUILTY, A BAD SALES PERSON, BEING TOO HONEST, TOO DESPERATE AND NOT UNDERSTANDING.BUT I AM OFF MOOD NOW. SO PLEASE REMIND ME TO BLOG BOUT IT ON FRIDAY. I PROMISE TO GIVE THE FULL VERSION, UNCENSORED.

PLAYING ON MY MIND: ROAD SHOW POSTERS AND PREPARATION..SHAIKKKS NEXT WEEK IS MY ROAD SHOW. AND WE BOTH FEEL NOTHING AT ALL. GONE LA!!!

SOMETHING VERY URGENT AND NEEDS ATTENTION: MY ELDEST AUNTY IS IN COMMA. PLEASE PRAY FOR HER RECOVERY. SHE IS LIKE A MOTHER TO MY MOM. AND SHE'S A DARLING OF A PERSON. SO PLEASE PRAY FOR HER RECOVERY.

I'M GOING TO TOUCH UP MY POSTER, AND PACK. WILL BE BACK ON SAT TO HELP AUNTY WITH KIDDIE CAMP. BUT AM GOIGN HOME TOMORROW AFTER WORK, CZ GUNEN IS COMING HOME AND I MISS HER. SO YEAH!!.SEE U TOMORROW. WILL UPDATE..

GOING THRU A DRY SPELL NOW. BUT DESPITE THIS, THE ONE PERSON I ALWAYS FEEL BETTER TALKING TO IS U. AFTER WHAT HAPPENED TODAY, THE ONLY PERSON I WANTED TO TELL OUT AND I NOW WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER IS YOU. AND IT DID!!;)THANK YOU SO MUCH...*HUGS*

its a vry dry day

ok, this post was supposed to be a ranting depressed post. but i have no time. so i shall keep it for friday night. just a quick one, i am feeeling so down so depressed.... but anyway,,,its a new day tomorrow.

for your info, any of you going or working near um, or menara tm, or in pj,PLEASE DROP BY @MENARA TM.;). PUBLIC BANK BANDAR PUCHONG JAYA IS DOING A ROADSHOW.SO PLEASE DROP BY IF YUOR FREE. ITS THE WHOLE DAY, TOMORROW AND FRIDAY.

NEXT WEEK, FOR THOSE IN PERAK SIDE, WHY NOT DROP BY IN PUBLIC BANK SERI MANJUNG?WE ARE HAVING A ROAD SHOW.ITS UMBRELLA WEEK:d. COME COME...

*RINGGIT MALAYSIA FOR A RAINY DAY*. SO SAVE NOW!!!;)

ngoai pu tien

NGOAI PU TIEN....

AM FEELING VERY DEMOTIVATED.

bluek

tomorrow is Monday. tomorrow is work.i haven't broke my egg. next week is op week. i haven't prepared much!!car needs to go for some wiring.i wanan buy some accesories for car. i wanna make mycar look feminine!:P..

ok bye.. good night!!!have a goood goood week ahead. bye folks!

things, people and feelings i miss a lot

i know what ever i put up here, is not enough. because i miss too many things. too many memories. but what ever i put here, is just what i remember...

i miss the times when we were young, and din have to worry bout anything.

i miss canteen days.

i miss my friends in school.i miss doing funny stuff. i miss you stephanie, priya, tzyy yun. i miss those days.

i miss my form six days. not the studying part but the other part.

i miss uni days. i miss the time where every night would be a mamak night, kat 6th college, nasi pattayaand nescafe tarik.

i miss the time where we stayed ujp til l545am watching mind your language and ordering mcds.(ee von):)

i miss the times when we would go clubbing, just girls.

i miss the time when we would plan for lunch after class. or skip class go mv.

i miss the genting trip.

i mis hanging out with all of u.

i miss taekwondo. i mis training.

i miss the time where i or you would call each other, and talk for so long.....:)..we just did the other day, and it was niceee:)

i miss the time when we were busy doing rehearsala for lamaran.. that feeling!!!

i miss hanging out with the 2 of u. (yi jing and mei leng):)

i miss kl life!;(

i miss the time where we would stay up till 6am, and chat online.. then 730am go breakfast in mcds;)..

i miss you!!!.. terribly!but nothing can be done!!

i miss the time where me and gune stayed together, and go lepak together. its been so long since we did that:(..

i miss ss team. i miss going for cmap with u guys. i miss chilling and doing thigns together with all of u.

i miss those days!!!i reallly do!!

it happened again

WTF, MY CREDIT Card COULDNT SWIPE. AGAINNN. FOR THE BLINKING 3RD TIME. OMGGGGGG. I HATE PUBLIC BANK CREDIT CARD. OR IS IT I VERY SUI?I THINK SO LO. SIGH.....VERY ANGRYYYYYYYY.

i havent broke my egg for november. sigh. how r?????

hope there's more luck this week.

bdw, went to car accesory shop just now. act got a lot of tihngs:).. got reverse camera la. got dif kinds of speakers la, nonsense for the car la. so cool. if my mom wasnt waiting in car, would have bought something:D:D:d..

i bough a whole set of cosmetics....japanese brand. it's good. but mom had to pay, cz u know why???read the first line of my post:(..so have to pay mummy back soon.

quickie

hello peoples, quickie:penang was great.:)

i gained so much weight. lets see, evweyone who saw me said i am big.omggggggg....

havent broke my egg fro nov.:(...

had general insurance exam today...

there's a weird feeling inside me!!!. i know wat it is, but i cant say it here:(...

lot of things to do tomorrow:(...

internet and laptop are annoying the shit out of me..

gonna sleep soon. night:)

foo chow

bdw i learned some foochow words.*grins*.......

SNN, NWS, NY, AP,SY, HAHAAHAHA. go figure it out urself. hahahaahahaha. ok byee

hello people

hello peoples!!!!how r u doing???????i got back from penang yesterday. so tired. on leave today!had a good one. eat non stop. i so wanna continue blogging but I HAVE TO GO STUDY FOR BLINKING GENERAL INSURANCE THIS SATURDAY.. OMGGGGG!!!!so i shall continue bout penang soon.ok???i promise.. but meanwhile, check out my fb for pictures:)...bringing lappie to sitiawan, with broadband. so if got time will online and update u guys ok?

it's back to work tomorrow. sigh.. my next long leave is last week of Nov.. so for now, its targets, presentations, appointments, and roadshows. so ok, bye for now. have a fantabulous Tuesday. i shall catch up tomorrow if i have time.

am off to my bed....NOT TO SLEEP, BUT TO STUDY. no seriously, gonna continue chapter 18. lazy go to tuition room study so study on my bed, but i promise not to sleep:D....

bye peoples!:D

had a bad day!

I ALMOST MET AN ACCIDENT TODAY!

I GOT LOST IN SIMPANG LIMA OR PEKAN GURNEY OR SOME OIL PALM ESTATE, WHICH WS DAM SCARY, CZ I KNOW NO ONE, NO LANDMARK, AND QUITE SCARYY.

I FOUND OUT SOME SUTFF.

I FEEL BETRAYEDDD!.BUT I DON'T REGRET FOR IT. NO I DON'T.

on a brighter side, i just wanna tell ma, pa gunne, Chris and all my best friends i love them!!!life is unpredictable. so if i die tomorrow, please note i love all of you!!!:)..

sometimes or today i was bit down, but though i had a not nice day, there are little perks, or there are things that will cheer me up..

you never failed in cheering me up, giving me ideas, helping me solve matters. not once!!!!you're not literally in front of me, but ur always there when i needed you!!!and u dun do anything, but u being there for me, is good enuf!!!thank you!!:)

ok, its work tomorrow.ohhh gooooood newssss, i am on leave from 21st-29th November 2009. and 7th 8th dec to clear my leave. just fro the fun of it!:D.....i'll be in kl from 25th-27th Nov. so my buddies, lets meet up:D...will be back in ti on 27th night cz cz cz cz its MY BIRTHDAY AND Mummy's.. I MEAN ITS ON 28, BUT 28 is Windsor's wedding.so gotta go la.:P

p/s: i closed 2 cases yesterday despite being on leave. my neighbor:)so total Oct i closed 9 cases, and hopefully i get one or 2 more in this 3 days:)

i am using my celcom Vodafone broadband now!.ok r. quite fast and stable. so tomorrow u will see me online in sitiawan, (i'm in ti today fyi)

going penang this weekend.yohoooooo!!!!!!!!

ok bye!good night!!...wats my frite phrase????????.........................................


dun let the bed bugs bite!!:D

penang jalan-jalan check list:D

what to bring this saturday and sunday:D

1) umbrella
2) sunglasses
3) camera charger
4) camera
5) phone and phone charger
6) 3 pin plug
7) lotion/sun block(for chloe)
8) moneyy
9) pepper spray:p
10)torch light:P
11)towel
12)inhaler/panadol/synphlex

and mosttt important:

CHARCOAL PILLS AND ENO.ahahahahahahahahahah

p/s: serene and chloe: if u guys think of anything please put it here k?

counting days to a osp free/unit trust free/credit card free/abm/bm free/target free weekend!:D:d:D

p/s: looking forward to meet sue yin:)

random!

here are some random pics. ok the random pics are Brandon, bit longer..and my pimple which turned bloody, and not pussy, but blood:(....bdw, i need some advice or opinion on Brandon. he looks ok, but is it nice? anyone viewing it, please let me know wat u think bout it k? i am bit confused!but i think it looks nice. the more i do the more i am seeing it:). teck loon said it looks like a tame dragon. hahaha. and when i told Cheng loon, he said its a useless dragon. hahaha. anyway, here pics... and oh also pictures of my pimple which burst and still had blood inside it. and it dried up, and it looked like a blinking mole!





see i told u it loosk like a mole:(.....is brandon nice?






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how?ok r?i think its ok la. but not so dragonish dun u think?more waves..hmmmm

ok bed time!nite. dun let the bed bugs bite!