yeah,angie blogs again!!and she's just finished 2 shit crappy fucked up papers!!damn titas and music melayu asli.dun even ask how was it.fucking papers!!!not so much for titas, the crappiest was music melayu asli.not gonna talk bout it.just to say it was shitty.!!!oh, i came back to kl on 26th.pics of music showcase shall put up later when i get it!!show was good.but not gonan comment here!!not really in mood to talk bout was has passed.
feel so stupid.feel so untalented(if there's such a word) whatever la...feel so useless!!i dun't see any progress in myself!!i still cant bow properly.so dumb!everyones moving forward,learning new stuff,more challenging stuff and here i am, still learning to bow!!!i aint good at anything.except making artificial burps which cat says is a good talent.well yeah its funny but i cant do anything with it.i cant play any music instruments well, i am not a A1 student!.i am not thaaaat fantastic in taekwondo!i cant cook properly, i am not good at art!i am not a doer!i am not a good housemaker.i cant save money.oh everyone says i spend a lot.yeah!!!what else..ppl dun even have faith in my driving.i am only allowed to drive i nsmall towns.ppl dun think ican drive in big towns.they think iwill go bang cars and kill myself!!and kill others!i seem to be fucking hopeless everything.every damn thing i try to do, it fails!!i hate to e compared to others.i am I.they are they!!y compare???i am adelle soo.i am a left hander.a girl whose stupid!!.who picks up stuff late.i am dumb!!!!a girl who has nth but beauty.i am not praising myself, but i know i am pretty!!yeah prob similiar to a dumb blonde!!dumb black la i guess!!
smtimes it hurts cz ppl dun appreciate what you do for em!!
1 comment:
Hey sweetie,
i'm a leftie too, n i'm not as pretty as u. Does that mean i'm more worthless?
hehe, chill la... life gets tough sometimes,i may not kno how it feels but i'm all ears, n i will always SAYANG u :D
notty cheerleader
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