pangkor trip check list

things to bring for our trip(29th April 2009-1st May 2009):

1. beach clothes( sleeveless and flowered Hawaii shorts:D)
2. swim wear(bikinis allowed):P
3. underwear/bra(for the girls):P
4. towel/face towel
5. sleeping clothes

6. tooth brush
7. tooth paste
8. shower foam/shampoo/conditioner/facial wash/feminine hygiene wash(for the girls)
9. sanitary towels/panty liners(for the girls)
10.cotton buds( if you have dirty clogged up ears)hahaahha
11.comb/brush

12.sun shades
13.cap
14.tanning oil
15.sun block

16.panadol
17.tiger balm
18.own medication(depending on yourself)

19.hand phone
20.hand phone charger
21.camera/camcorder
22.camera battery charger
23.2 pin plug

24. inflated ball:D:D:D(one should be enuf to play in the water).

25. money(most important thing)$$$$$$$$$

26. lip balm( those who have chapped and dried lips)

27. holy water/rosary/azimat or anything to keep those stuff away from us

28. cards/any board games(if you have)..someone, please bring uno:D

29. goggles( for those who needs it in the water)

30. hanger(if you wanna dry your towel/clothes)*optional*

*if you guys have anything to add, please feel free to add ok*

bdw, for the girls, please remember to shave ok?:P:P:P.the guys can shave too if you want. *wink*

see you in lumut on 29th April. good day!:)

yohoooo!!!

everything is over. exams, assignments:D. but which also means ends my uni life:(:(..anyway, that's life right?

anyway, will update more tomorrow. kinda busy now:P. i got a lot of things to do.ahahaha.

bdw, went for body massage yesterday.wahhh, super comfy and nice. just bit geli cz ur like naked in front of some stranger. but i told her i duwan pain, so she did it very gently. niceee!:D. feel so relaxed. then at night went out with cousin. he came back from USA, and was a good hang out;)..will update pictures tomorrow, but unfortunately, he refused to let me take pic of him(got a reason la) which i am not allowed to say here.hehehe. so yeah, it was really good. went to MOS. suppose to go poppy garden(Jacky asked us to go there), but no cab wanted to take us there, so end up Chris drove, and went to MOS. and omfg, it was good, but i puked towards the end, and I'm not gonna hear the end of it for next few months from Jeffrey and bebeh:(.hahahha. but we had loads of fun yesterday night. felt so relaxed, and care free:D. thanx guys.we should do this more often:).may 8th yeah?we crash the pool, play cards, chill by the pool yeah?:D:Danyway, continue tomorrow. wanna go knit now. see ya people. bubye

insulted and humiliated

just wanted to tell you how i feel. i feel insulted, humiliated, and honestly, feel stupid and embarrassed.but it's OK, maybe it wasn't meant as an insult. but whatever la. i can't care now. people wanna make use of me, suit themselves, wanna insult me, also suit themselves. it doesn't matter anymore!

feel very weird. when i met all of you just now, i had to fake and pretend to be myself. I'm not comfortable doing that. cz i am not happy with how u guys treat me, but i have to pretend. i dunno how am i gonna do it, but no, i wont be a party pooper, i wont show a long face, i wont be extra quiet. i will be myself, cz i wanna enjoy myself. it's all your fucking lost, to treat me like that. not mine. i dun loose anything!!!!

I've got more important things to do. i will prove to everyone who once upon a time looked down on me, that i can do it. i did it once. people looked down on me, thought i couldn't act. go suck your own cock, cz i did a great job in my "lamaran". so to those who insult me, and think I'm stupid, and just a person they can use, well think what you want! i dun care anymore!i wont do anything to prove anything to you, but I'll prove to myself i can do it, i am NOT STUPID AFTER ALL.I HAVE TALENT, I AM NOT THE DUMB BLOND YOU THINK I AM. I MIGHT BE BLOND RIGHT NOW, BUT I'M NOT A DUMB BLOND!

anyway, i'm irritated here cz of all this, and i'm stuck in uni, cz it's so freaking jam. after exam, the BP area is so jammed, and i can't imagine whats the jam like on way back. so i got to stay here till 7pm. sigh. or later. that's just adding to my irritation and annoying feeling inside.

my exam wasn't that great, but it wasn't bad either. so yeah, another not so nice feeling. how great. tomorrow is french. so not prepared. dunno what I'm gonna vomit out for 2 hours.

on a happier occasion, was outside exam hall, when i was talking to abang rosman and kak hara. they made my day, cz they were encouraging me to apply here, apply there.and giving me so much support, and hugged me cz after this i wont be in uni dy ma. if i graduate. so yeah, felt sad at that time, cz i knew abang rosman since first year.(2006), and now I'm leaving. sigh!

anyway, think I'm gonna go back to lobby, study french a bit, then prob leave uni. if it's not so jam la. see u around.

yayyy

exam is at 3pm.no, not yay for that. and not yay for the dam french exam tomorrow, but yay cz after tomorrow, i'll be free.yohoooo!!!things and events to look forward to after tomorrow::)

1) night out with bebeh, chris, and **** ***:D
2) going back to TI on Sunday.
3) start on my series:):)
4) finish up bebeh's muffler and meanwhile, start on new project:)
5) pangkor trip
6) movie marathon
7) clubbing with buddies
8) catching up on my story books(finish up 'a place called there', the other cecelia ahern book, can't remember the title and Marley and me)
9) chilling at home and eating BUT NOT gaining weight.heheheeh
10) applying for jobs
11) back to training(tkd)
and the list goes on. anyways, i think i should go spend a lil time just "memorizing" some common sense" so i am totally blank at that moment, or myabe study french. that's one hard subject to score. urghhh!with all the masculine, feminine and plurals, le, la les, un une, des, mon, ma, mes, to,tan tes, nonsense. so prob go study that, cz THAT we need to study!!so au revoir my friends. i shall see all of you, on Sunday night, and when i blog on sunday, it'll be with a free relaxed mind.yayyyyyy!!!!

*bubye, bubye now, ok bubye, bubye. bubye now* *shadaaappp adelle*. hahahaah(taken from yahoo audibles):P:P:p

oh no!!!

I've got exam tomorrow, but i dunno what to study. no mood to study. how?aiyo...*scratches her head*.all i wanna do is just sleep!I'm so farking tired!and sleepy. it's taking it's toll now. all the sleepless nights, I'm feeling it now!sighhhhh!!!

later going dinner with bebeh. going to have yee mee and tong sui(the place jian took me to go eat last time)kat sentosa, ss17. teringin nak makan.hhehheeheh. talking of food making me hungry dy. sister still disecting fish. so i guess i will force myself to study..either pemasaran seni or french!sigh. ok byeee

start smiling adelle

i can start smiling dy. smileeee!!!tinjauan was today. yohoo!bunraku, kutiyatam and ta'ziyah came out. phewwwwwww!it was ok.hehehe

tomorrow gonna print and bind report:D:D.. Friday pemasaran seni exam at 3pm, Saturday french exam, and Saturday night going to celebrate, me finishing, and everything over!:D, Sunday I'm off to TI, then Wed off to pangkor.yohoo!!!!!!can start planning what to do after this week dy. yayyyyy!!!

but anyway, I've got so much to upload, so many things have happened!i dunno where to start. so many things to bitch about, but no, i shan't bitch here, cz yeah, no!so much pics to upload:)... series to catch up, knitting, application of jobs, doing resume.wahhhh!!!!anyway, wanna continue touching up my work. will update on monday:):)it'll be a happy day. yohoooo!!!!

bubye!

ma tache

Bonjour. Jem’appelle Adelle. J’ai 23 ans. L’etudiante de L’universite Malaya. Je suis Malaisien. Je suis de Perak. J’habite a Kota Damansara, PJ. Je suis nee a Teluk Intsn, Perak. Je’suis celibataire.
Je vis avec ma soeur. On habites dans un appartement a Kota Damansara, PJ. Le appartement s’appelle D’shire villa. Il situe pres “the curve”. Ma quartier est a cote de autoroute. Le appartement est a la piscine et il est brun couleur. Mon appartement dans le sud de Petaling Jaya. Il est loin de Perak. C’est a 212 kilometres de Teluk Intan, Perak. Mon appartement est pas loin de Universite Malaya. C’est a 20 kilometres de Universite Malaya.
De la autoroute, tourner gauche, conduit tout drouit, tourner droite. Sur le cote gauche de la route est D’shire villa. Mon appartement es a cote de D’shire club. Il est entre le D’shire club es a une ecole primaire. Il est quatre etage. Mon appartement est en ville.

p/s: je besoin aide.:(....il est tres insuffisant:(:(

i dunno if it's correct. i am using direct translation. dunno if gramma is correct. hahahahaa

freaking report..freaking lec

freaking report.........freaking LECTURER. STUPID SOHAI!!!!SUDDENLY YOU WANT DRAFT THIS FRIDAY. I SHIT IT OUT FOR YOU LA. SOHAI!YOU THINK WE ONLY GOT REPORT TO DO?NO NEED TO DO OTHER ASSIGNMENT?SOHAI SOHAI SOHAI!!!!!!SIGH..

DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START. HOW TO START. URGHHHH!!!!and i got exams coming up, i haven't studied, i got assignment, and now report, which i have to show u on this Friday, the 17th.....aiyo.how r????

going back to continue drafting my french assignment. have to finish ti by today.MUST!!!!

bdw, i just found a very obscene strand of hair...which looked like pubic hair.. i thought it was, but then again, it was gold. which meant there are little hairs on my scalp that looks like pubic hair. eeeeewwwwww!!!!!!!

ok, back to work. I've run out of space to do my work, that I've just made my bed a study table. pathetic right?sigh...books and notes all over. only a small spot for my backside..no place to stretch legs also. sigh!ok bye!

life!

my grandfather just passed away on 7th April 2009, at 8.30am. it was so unexpected, so sudden, but then again, that is life!!today i am sms-ing you and talking, tomorrow i am dead. my grandfather asked my aunt to buy him cigarettes and asam laksa on Monday night, 9pm, and the next morning, he is gone!. life is so fragile. you just never know what's gonna happen the next minute. so live life like there's no tomorrow. if you have anything you want to tell anyone, do it. don't hesitate. if you love someone, tell the person. it doesn't matter if you know dam well there's no chance. you'd feel rotten if tomorrow she/he is dead. or yo are dying and you did not tell her/him what ever you wanna tell. appreciate all your loved ones.don't have any regrets before leaving. it's the worse feeling u can ever feel. to know your not going to be able to tell them that. love them like there's no tomorrow. don't be rude. i know i need to practice what i am saying now. at times, i am kinda rude to people i love. i am trying to control, cz once their gone, you'll never be able to tell them, or be nice to them. life is tooo fragile!!!.

who knows, i dun update my blog for a long long time, and the next u hear is Adelle is dead. it's possible. you just don't know what's gonna happen. same goes to myself. sometimes, i got a lot of pride, i cant say sorry, i duwan to tell the guy i love or like that i have a crush on him. why?cz i know its never ever gonna work. bla bla bla. but i can imagine, if i dun tell them, even if i dam right know he's prob going to avoid me after that, the guilt and that rotten feeling if he goes off, or i am dying. and suddenly this flocks my mind. so dun have any regrets later when it's too late. treasure your loved ones. tell them what you feel. make up with friends or family that you've argued with. forgive those who have sinned against you. forgive those who have said things about you. don't keep any anger towards anyone. it's not worth it.

in loving memory of gong gong

7th April 2009-i was in the car, on the way to uni, around 845am.sister was driving, and her bag was behind. i heard my sister's 016 line ringing. only my mom, Cheryl and few others call that number. sister said "it's mama". so i stretched to get the phone, and already got a bit scared, cz mom never calls in morning. normally she'll message to say have a good day. and she won't call, cz mummy got tuition. but when i got the phone, i saw "mama". i picked up. and when she answered, she just asked where were we, and when i replied, she paused and said "gong gong passed away". it was the worse news to hear. i did not know how to react, i did not know what to say, because it's so hard to accept that piece of news. cz we did not hear anything bout grandpa being sick, and just the Friday before 7th April, dad was telling me and mom that gong gong was sitting in workshop, and was talking to dad bout some customer's car. i really did not know, then i just asked mama what happen, Wat time, mummy said she did not know, cz my grandma just called and cried and said "babak sudah mati".. nobody knew what happened at that time. so i hung up, told sister, both of us were shocked that we did not know how to react, what to say. then i quickly told sis bout hari ko-k which would be on 9th April. and i was dancing. so we reached fac, told Dr hanafi i cant attend class cz of this, then went to ips to tell kak siti. called her, and lucky everything was ok. i was excused. cz i have the death cert to show.

we rushed back, packed our stuff, and left straight to ti. at that moment, and even till now, it's so hard to believe the head of the Soo family is gone!!when i reached my grandma's house, we knelt down, and it was so sad when my grandma took us there, and said" ah sung, your eldest grandchildren have come to see you. oi me and oi yoon are here.". me and sis couldn't take it. gong gong is gone. it was so sad to see him lying on the plank of wood. the last we saw him he was so happy, smiling. and now he's there.

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from the time i was born, i had only my paternal grandparents. i knew them only as my grandmother and grandfather. and me and sis were the only grandchildren back then. though my grandfather wasn't the typical grandfather where we would play Chinese chess with him, or he'll sit and tell grandfather stories, or accompany him to go do tai chi in mornings. no, my gong gong wasn't the typical grandpa. he din talk much. maybe because me and sis could not speak Hakka for nuts, and maybe his Cantonese isn't very good. so our conversations were pretty much simple. and the one phrase me and sis would say in Hakka was "po po, chon ok ka" and gong gong, chon ok ka". which meant grandma I'm going home. and grandpa would answer, and smile. though we were not super super close, we knew my grandfather sayang-ed us a lot. he was the kind, if your very good, he won't say anything, if you're very bad, also he wont say anything. we sayang-ed him just as much too. we never failed him. we brought both my grandparents proud. to begin with, we were not school drop outs, we were not those really wild loose girls who has a zillion boy friends, we never stole, or smoked, or took drugs, we were doing ok in school, and most of all, we entered uni. my sister was the first person to enter local uni. then followed by me. my grandpa never said anything, but we knew he was very proud of us. the way he smiled when he saw us. he did what he could as a grandfather, and I've no regrets. the only thing is, he did not wait to see me graduate. he did not wait to see me in those robes with the four angle hat. sigh.

every year, any occasion, gong gong always sat in the marble table, and the four of us always sat with po po and gong gong. for the pass Chinese new years, there were a lot of conflict going on, between my dad and sister, my dad and grandfather, my dad and his brother, and it got worse, cz everyone would be in a long face, but it got better, and this year cny, it was one of the best reunions. because grandpa was smiling and happy, everybody was talking to everybody. and normally my grandpa, being a typical Chinese old man, wasn't very sporting. he never wanted to go anywhere, never wanted to participate in anything, but before Chinese new year, during dad's birthday, grandma called daddy to ask if wanna go dinner. so my dad said ok, we all thought my grandfather would not come, as usual, but he came. he and grandma came. and it was a very nice dinner, cz daddy was talking to them. this new year was a good one. i dunno why this year, i insisted on bringing my camera, and thank god i did, cz i took a lot of pictures, during his birthday. it was his last birthday, last birthday cake. the only regret i have is he did not get to see the picture i framed up. a beautiful picture of my grandma and grandpa during dinner. on Sunday, 5th April, i just got it done, and was telling dad on phone, "i just framed the pic for gong gong and po po. going to give them later", and on Tuesday, he passed on!sigh..life!!

it just hit me, we don't have a grandfather now. remember when we were much younger, grandpa would come back from work, then after his heart attack in 2001, he started slowing down his work,then every time we go to workshop, he would be sitting at the red chair, overlooking things. he did not work dy, cz of health problems. when he had his first heart attack, he was in ICU, i went to visit him. he couldn't talk, but he was so happy to see me.

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when we reached our granny's house, a sudden feeling of sadness hit us. the first funeral in that house. the solemness around it. and we saw gong gong laid there, before the coffin arrived. the whole funeral was a very simple and peaceful one, cz it was totally buddhist. no burning of money, house, maid etc. only chanting, flowers, incense, fruits. and on the last day, some of my grandfather's favorite dishes. very nice funeral. it was the last time i saw my grandfather.the last day, before they nailed the coffin, was very very sad. and to respect him, we went pass hock motor, to let him say good bye for the last time. anyway, it is his place. he built it.he is the boss of hock motor. my grandfather lived a good life!he lived to see all the main things happen. he got married, had children, witnessed all his children get married, had grandchildren, built his own business, from nothing to a big workshop, he had a tough life once, and worked hard, and towards the end of his life, he had it good.

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we cremated him on Thursday. on Friday, 10th April, we went to collect his ashes and bones. another very sad moment. to see and feel, that's all that's left of your loved one!. but we laid him to rest in temoh. very nice place. peaceful, and he has friends:D..today, 13th April 2009 was the 7th day. they believe today is the last day around, and after this, he will go to where ever he has to go. so today is the last time to say good bye to gong gong!where ever you are gong gong, may you be happy and may you rest in peace. we love you and miss you dearly.

p/s: pictures below are pictures taken during cny and his birthday. it was our last pictures taken. and that was the most recent ones. he went off looking exactly like that. and on 5th April, at night after ching ming, they all went for dinner, and my grandpa walked them out, to say good bye. that was the last good bye.

it was a good closure. for my grandpa. everything went smoothly. apparently, gong gong saw this coming. he kept telling his brother, "i cannot dy, i cannot"and i dunno if my grandma also knew, cz she always would tell my grandpa to cut his hair, he must always look neat and nice, cz if you go off, you must look handsome. and it was just few days ago, my grandma told my gong gong this, and 2 days before he passed away, he went for a hair cut. sigh!i also feel a bit guilty, i went to do facial on Saturday, and the stupid stupid kaypoh aunty kept asking how old is my grandpa, grandma, mother and father, and when i said 70, she said, "oh ok. not so old wat". some times it's people's eyes. sighhh!!anyway, here are some pictures of my late grandpa:).. may you rest in peace, gong gong.








a beautiful pic of my grandpa and grandma:)..this is the one i framed up for thme. gave it to grandma on saturday. she was happy, straight away put in her room:). will frame another one to put in our house.

choiiii!!!!

today daddy went for ching ming to taiping la. his grandfather and 2 grandmothers. yes, my great grand father had 2 wives. me, bebeh and mom haven't gone for some time dy. it all started with mom "boiling" her back, and then we got lazy, and we felt that the younger great grand kids should do their part too. so yeah, it's been some time since we went to their graves.

today morning around 9am, daddy called. after clearing up the 2nd grave. which i think is the 2nd great grandmother cz she died first. so after great grand father, is hers, then only the first wife's one. dad called to tell that he reached. cz called at 7 but no one picked up the phone. so when i picked up the phone, dad was telling bout my mom's old house in Aulong, the house my mom grew up in, and the house my mom and dad met, and all cz opposite that house, is my grandmother's sister's house. so a lot of drama happened in that house and lane. and now the house is in really bad shape, all broken down, their rebuilding it, the mango tree which has been there since last time is still there with some old half-eaten mangoes on it. so yadda yadda yadda. then i asked dad if finish ching ming dy lo. cz normally will finish around 11 plus almost 12. but now is only 9 ma. then dad said not yet. going to 3rd grave after this. then dad asked me, "ey, when are you and che che going to go ching ming r"..then i just kept quiet, paused and gave a fake laugh and said, "next year next year me and che will go". then dad like imitate me and say "next year next year. next year u will say your working and all. ". then i said, "nola, sure go next year. hahahahaah". then my dad said this, "you dun go, after tonight you will get a dream, your great grandmother and great grandfather come and haunt you in your dream, saying "oi me, why never come visit tai kong?"..."omggg... i laugh so much, and said choiiiii!!though i never seen them before ,but i wouldn wanna dream of them right?some more calling me, and asking me why never go see them. and the funny part is my dad use the spooky voice when he quote what tai kong or tai po would tell me. omgggg!!!!touch wood.!!hahahahahahahahaahahahahaha.so funny. i laugh then dad also laugh and said must go next year, hahahahaahha

ok la. next year if i am free i will go okay?jangan marah ye tai kong and tai po:P.no tai pos. cz got 2 ma.hahahaahahahahahah..

why?

omg, i dream of you twice now!and both also very nice sweet dreams!!!if there's nothing, why am i dreaming of you?TWICE?in less then 5 days. first i dream of you hugging me and kissing gently on my neck. yesterday i dream of you calling me to say your leaving. and just wanted to say hi and goodbye. why am i dreaming of you?maybe it's just playing in my head. but why?i need to check my dream bible soon.hmmmmm. but it was a pleasant dream:D:D

jalinan:(

Indahnya suasana
Kita di hari ini
Ceria bersama bermesra

Erat silaturrahim
Saling hormat menghormati
Tuntutan agama yang mulia

Yang tua di hormati
Yang muda sayangi
Cetuskan suasana harmoni

Oh? mari bersama
Kita jalinkan
Kasih sayang sesama insan

Di hari ini
Kita mulakan
Moga kekal untuk selamanya

Indahnya
Jika kita dapat bersama
Hidup selalu gembira
Di dunia ini?.

Lagi indahnya
Jika kita dapat bersama
Hidup di dalam gembira
Di akhirat sana?.

facial at 5pm

;D:D.. goign for facial with yi jing to anne's.:):)need to clean my face, wash clean clean:D

p/s and RSVP??

I've always wondered, what does p/s and RSVP stand for?i mean, i know what it's suppose to mean, as in p/s is used after u write something, and left something out. so you put p/s. and RSVP is for reservations. and seats. to reserve. but what does it stand for?i remember when i was in form 2, my English teacher was writing a informal letter on the white board, and she wrote p/s...... then she asked us, if we all know what it means, and me, being the smart one, answered, "is it please".hahahahahahaahhahahaha...omggg!now when i think back, i feel so stupid for asking that. and my teacher and the whole class laughed!wtf right?ok, those morons who laughed at me, you guys din even know what the hell p/s is used for ok?at least i knew how to use it, jut din know what "p/s" stands for. so dun laugh!ahhahahaha... i can laugh at myself though!hahahaahahhaahahahahahahahahah...anyway, that was p/s. then yesterday i asked my mom(also English teacher)hehehe.. i asked her what does p/s stand for, then she said "post-script".sayang you mama. at least i got the answer i wanted. then i asked her what bout RSVP?ok, this one mom said it's a french term for reservations. which was exactly what Chris told me the other day. cz i asked him and bebeh too. at first he made up something bout p/s which made us all laugh. then RSVP he said its french. then were thinking thinking, maybe it's "reservoir sil vous plait"?cz sil vous plait is please ma in french. so prob the "r" stands for reservoir or reseveree" i dunno. i haven't mastered my french yet. prob ask my lec this Monday. hehehehehehe.hahaha..anyway, at least i know what does p/s stand for. so it means "p/s: i love you" means "post-script: i love you. "haahhahahaahahah.. i know i sound dam lame. ok bye!:p

our last time

we took it for granted, and 3 years have passed. we all have grown. from knowing nothing, here we are, performing on stage, doing our best, and managing a whol production by ourselves. we have grown!all of us!!and now we're graduating!soon!.on Sunday night, when Puan rose gave briefing, she said this: "saya rasa sedih sangat, sebab anak-anak jerung saya dah nak tinggalkan saya dan terbang". when she said that, i could feel tears filling my eyes, but i had to control, cz was wearing very heavy make-up dy.i felt so sad, cz this is our last time working together. stil lremember our first show, jerung vs yu di chow kit. we had so much fun, but never think today would come and never thought we would feel like that for each other. a lot of things have happened in 3 years, and now it's our last time together!!i'm gonan miss puan rose, puan eleeza, yi jing, mei leng, alex, simon, and the hwole bunch of them!!!thats why i really want the pangkor trip to jadi!..

after viva, when i hugged rose, i couldn tahan. i wanted to tell her so many things, but tears were in my eyes, all i could say was "puan, thank you so much, you guide me a lot", and when for the first time, she held my hand so tight, and smiled, and said well done!. it was so sad!!!i bitched bout her, but without her, i wont be where i am today. she helped me so much, in building my character, advice, she was our mom in pusat. drama department. i love you puan!

after 30th April, we all are going to walk separate ways.. probably never see each other. other then convocation time la) but what i mean is, it ends here. yesterday, went to watch "nyanyian maut" and bumped out. yesterday was the last day of satu production ma. when i was mopping and cleaning, that feeling of sadness crossed my mind again!. when i hugged fina and miera, it came across that it's gonna be our last time working together, removing set together, moving things into store together, mopping the floor, passing jobs to each other, taking pictures. sad la.

we all have grown. we have blossomed:).. well done to all of you:):).. i have grown. from knowing nothing, i learn t a lot, and here i am!

to Alex, Simon, yi jing, mei leng, that flower symbolizes our friendship for 3 years, and it's my little way of saying thank you to all of you for helping me to where i am now.may all of you achieve the best you can in your future. i wish the best for you.

I've grown. I've learn to be a strong woman.!!:D..thanx to all of you.

here ends my uni life. after 25th April, it's the end of my 3 years of uni life. and my, time flies. still remember crying buckets, outside college 2, when family was leaving me, i was alone in hostel, and now, i am going to leave UM. wow!

should i?

everything went really really well. it was the beast performance ever. the energy, the strength, the vocals, the emotions. and it wasn't just me that felt, everyone also said that. which made me very happy. but, now my tutors all asking us to do a re-show. means do it for fun, and perform elsewhere and collect money for tickets etc. like a big time show. my tutor told us to try renting klpac. wowwwwww!!!that's a real big step though. but I'm honored. my tutor wasn't joking. he said it many many times. and kept asking me to do it, and said don't let it just die off, cz i have it all. it would be a waste. but not easy la. the time, effort, and our set is hard to rebuild again. sigh. dunno la. should i?it's a big commitment though. how r?a lot of people told me this. but sigh, dunno la. got a lot of things to worry bout right now!

weird

suddenly, your weird!weird people!maybe i'm being sensitive!dunno, all i know is your weird suddenly!!

yohoooo!!!

i am going home tomorrow, after one and a half months of not going home!!!yayyyyyy!!!!!!!mummy said will paint all the colors tomorrow.hahaahahahahah. but when i go home, got to study for my aural test on Monday, have to start on my report, have to study, and have to download my series.ahahahahahahahaha.anyway, pictures of lamaran. omggg. got so many pictures. resized dy, but lazy to upload.. ok la..maybe upload in a while la. go makan first. hehehehee.oh well, sneak preview:P











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there's more. but lazy la..so i just selected a few important ones. but anyway, my show was really really good!!!!!!!!:D..then next day went to karaoke with yi jing, mei leng, simon, siew boon, alex, sylvia:D..it was fun.sing and sing, and no need to worry bout takign care of voice.hahahahaahaha..





























ok, that was happy times. then we watched eddy's show. not too bad. got pics of him la, but lazy put up. so just put up my face.i mean our face:P




then then, what else?prob update tomorrow when i go home la k?:)..till then..