life!

my grandfather just passed away on 7th April 2009, at 8.30am. it was so unexpected, so sudden, but then again, that is life!!today i am sms-ing you and talking, tomorrow i am dead. my grandfather asked my aunt to buy him cigarettes and asam laksa on Monday night, 9pm, and the next morning, he is gone!. life is so fragile. you just never know what's gonna happen the next minute. so live life like there's no tomorrow. if you have anything you want to tell anyone, do it. don't hesitate. if you love someone, tell the person. it doesn't matter if you know dam well there's no chance. you'd feel rotten if tomorrow she/he is dead. or yo are dying and you did not tell her/him what ever you wanna tell. appreciate all your loved ones.don't have any regrets before leaving. it's the worse feeling u can ever feel. to know your not going to be able to tell them that. love them like there's no tomorrow. don't be rude. i know i need to practice what i am saying now. at times, i am kinda rude to people i love. i am trying to control, cz once their gone, you'll never be able to tell them, or be nice to them. life is tooo fragile!!!.

who knows, i dun update my blog for a long long time, and the next u hear is Adelle is dead. it's possible. you just don't know what's gonna happen. same goes to myself. sometimes, i got a lot of pride, i cant say sorry, i duwan to tell the guy i love or like that i have a crush on him. why?cz i know its never ever gonna work. bla bla bla. but i can imagine, if i dun tell them, even if i dam right know he's prob going to avoid me after that, the guilt and that rotten feeling if he goes off, or i am dying. and suddenly this flocks my mind. so dun have any regrets later when it's too late. treasure your loved ones. tell them what you feel. make up with friends or family that you've argued with. forgive those who have sinned against you. forgive those who have said things about you. don't keep any anger towards anyone. it's not worth it.