sigh

you know having diarrhea is bad enough. the feeling of controling your fart cz scared it will come out as shit(kentut tak bernasib baik):P, but is worse when you have severe pain in tummy, your anus is already hurting cz your in and out of the toilet, but when you go to the toilet, just a little bit comes out, but the pain is there. then your wash your ass, come inside the room, you feel dehydrated and tired, and again, the pain is there, and when you go back to toilet, again, little bit comes out.gosh!that's the worst feeling. and yeah, i am feeling that now. feel so sick, tummy is painful, backside hole hurting, my piles is back, feel so weak and dehydrated,and i can't even sleep or nap cz i got to study for stupid exam on monday, and finish up my assingment. sigh. why am i going through this?"jiuming r"!